Chapter 485: Two Silk Kerchiefs
Shui Wei's eyes were open, and his gaze slowly moved with the movements in Chu Tiankuo's hand. In her eyes, she inadvertently revealed love and happiness. This feeling of being cared for and cared for by her sweetheart made her intoxicated.
The endless things that appeared in the day gradually faded away, and the surroundings became quieter and quieter.
She just looked at his hand, not daring to look at his face. Her body seemed to sink, and something was becoming more and more distinct. Knock, knock, her heart was beating strongly, pounding in her chest, and her chest shook and shook.
She felt her own presence so intensely. The heart is beating desperately, no less at once, no loss of strength at all, knock knock, knock knock!
She enjoyed it very much. At this time, she had already left all the pain she suffered from rolling the nail board out of the clouds. For this moment, all the suffering she suffered was worth it. And, she thought wickedly, if he could stay with her all the time, then she would rather stay bedridden.
Her gaze followed his hand. Suddenly, she inadvertently saw the words embroidered on the silk handkerchief, 'Huaishan Gongzi'. That's right, it's 'Huaishan Gongzi', not 'Huaifan Gongzi'.
This means that this silk handkerchief is not the one she sent. Of course, she remembered very clearly that the silk handkerchief she gave him was embroidered with 'Boy with a Fan'. In order to embroider the silk handkerchief, she worked hard. After embroidering, she hesitated, not daring to send him. I dragged it in my hand and looked at it again. The silk handkerchief had turned to ashes, and she recognized it.
No need to ask, no need to guess, she can know that the silk handkerchief in his hand must have been given by cigarette incense.
This realization made her a little frustrated. In his heart, there is only the smell of cigarettes. His life is full of traces of cigarette incense.
She couldn't convince herself that the cigarette didn't exist. The incense of smoke is inseparable from him, but it has always been with him.
She couldn't bear to ruin his relationship with Yanxiang. Although, while she was unconscious, she heard the words of the smoke incense. Yanxiang said it herself, and she was willing to fulfill her and Chu Tiankuo.
However, love is a subconscious impulse, relying on two people to attract each other, once they fall in love and can't extricate themselves, it does not depend on anyone's concession and fulfillment.
The kind of thing that says that there is a kind of love called letting go is all nonsense that is out of tune.
If the person Chu Tiankuo loves is her and chooses her, then she will muster up the courage to accept it. However, he had no affection for her at all.
persuaded him to go into hiding, implying that he had true feelings for him. tactfully refused to agree, and it was clear that he had no sincerity for her.
The mood of the water vein fluctuates and changes, like a roller coaster. One moment it was full of happiness, and the next moment, the mood suddenly fell to the bottom.
The huge contrast in emotions and a strong sense of loss made her unable to hide it anymore. She said without thinking: "Tiankuo, this silk handkerchief was given by cigarettes, right?" I've sent you one before. If you have lost it, then give up. If the silk handkerchief is still there, can you give it back to me? ”
These words blurted out without going through his brain, and Shui Wei himself was surprised. This goes against her usual style. She bit her tongue to herself. What is she talking nonsense?
It's hard to imagine that these words came from her mouth. Her heart was beating hard, her lips were shaking, and her eyebrows were moving.
What's wrong with her? I couldn't control my thoughts at all, I thought in my heart, and I said it on my lips. Was it lying in bed for days, in a coma for a long time, which made her mind dull? Or was it the pain that made her lose her mind?
She was in a trance, and she didn't dare to look at Chu Tiankuo. I don't know that my tendon is wrong. If she had put it aside, she wouldn't have said such a thing. She wouldn't even think about it. She has always been tolerant and generous, selfless, and she is not a person who cares about gains and losses.
What's more, she has already given away that silk handkerchief. It was she herself who willingly gave it. What is sent, how can there be a reason to come back? How is this kind of behavior different from a child's housework?
Having said that, when she gave it to Chu Tiankuo, she was afraid that he wouldn't accept it. It was not easy to send it out, and at this moment, she actually said that she wanted to take it back.
Isn't that hilarious?
However, if you say it, you can't get it back.
She pursed her lips, and for a moment, she was in great distress and didn't know what to do.
At this time, it was the dead of night and there was silence outside. In the room, it was even more eerily quiet. Neither of them spoke again.
Just now, Chu Tiankuo was thundered by the words of the water vein, and he was stunned when he heard it. He thought it was incredible, and some suspected that he had misheard.
These words can actually come out of the mouth of the water vein. If it was Yanxiang who told him this, he would be accustomed to it, and he would have a sense of intimacy when he heard it. However, Shui Mai's way of speaking and acting made him feel extremely unfamiliar.
His initial reaction was surprise, and after the surprise passed, he felt inexplicably distressed, and his heart became heavy. He has always understood the water vein, has a calm and introverted personality, mature and steady, has a strong sense of responsibility and responsibility, is organized, and before doing anything, he will think carefully before making practical actions. When she said this, it must have been painful torture, and she lost herself.
It doesn't seem right. Chu Tiankuo thought about it, would Shui Wei blame him, leave her, and go to find cigarettes?
Because, these words seem to be full of jealousy and complaints. These words are combined with the phrase 'Die for you, live for you.'" Chu Tiankuo's heart was flustered. Why was she so affectionate to him?
In the past, she buried her deep affection in her heart and did not show it. He pretended not to know on his face, but he felt guilty for failing her. Despite the guilt, life went on. However, she made it very difficult for him to break it like this.
At this time, Chu Tiankuo was also like a water vein, extremely embarrassed. Despite the turbulence in his heart, his face remained silent. The movement of wiping sweat in his hands did not stop. After he finished wiping the sweat for the water vein, he directly put the silk handkerchief back in his pocket.
At this moment, he reconsidered the words of the water vein. She asked him to return the silk to her, could it be that she was disheartened and enlightened, and she wanted to cut off her love for him and start a new life?
If so, that's great. Good for everyone. His heart, there is only one, and if he gives cigarettes, he can't give it to others. His heart was small, so small that it could only hold a cigarette for one person.
Thinking so, he decided to give her back the silk handkerchief. But when he reached out to pull out the silk handkerchief, he hesitated.
What if it weren't for that? If, what Shui Mai said just now, was just angry, complaining about him, and saying angry words in a fit of anger, then wouldn't he hurt her heart by returning Sipa to her?