089 know each other
So she left, and then she felt the pain that was thousands of times heavier than she imagined.
Didn't she want to see him? She was going to ask him why he was lying to himself? She wanted to ask him if he had any sincerity when he deceived her. If the answer is yes, perhaps she will be much more relieved. However, I was afraid to see him, afraid that the emotions that I had easily suppressed would come back at the moment of meeting, that his light words would change my decision, and that my swaying would bring more pain......
When the judgment is constantly subject to its chaos...... Better a finger off than always aching...... Time will dilute everything...... This is her motto during this time, and she repeats it in her heart, as if she is truly liberated.
However, the reunion in the snow, the "talisman" on Nale's scalded and swollen wrist, and the thrilling scene that reproduced in the dream completely destroyed the strength she had built, and she had to admit that she couldn't forget him, and it felt like a weed, although it was plain but quietly rooted deep into her heart, even if she pulled it out, the wind blew, and it grew wildly and grew wildly, and it grew even stronger.
And his wounds......
This overlapping and intertwining each other, wave after wave impacted her determination.
In this plane, there is no accusation against the series of digital women, but as he says, she gets angry whenever she finds out that he is being looked at by another woman, and she is sad at the thought that he might be with another woman, and he actually married another woman...... Isn't it just sadness?
The determination he once had was ahead, not far or near, his gaze was in front of him, not dodging or evading.
And yet she ...... What exactly should I decide?
"I said I'd go to you wherever you are! I don't care what you do, I will do what I say. Whether you see me or not, whether you miss me or not, whether you ...... I'm going to find you after all......" His face was buried in her neck, and he sighed deeply: "I know you are complaining about me, but there are some things that have never been decided because of personal preferences, sometimes you obviously don't want to, but you have to do for another more important thing, they are like the step-by-step jade steps in front of the Taiji Palace, only by stepping on them can you stand on top of His Majesty." And only when the most important things are done, will there be more time and opportunities to do what you love......"
He had already told her the great secret of his heart, and she ...... Will it understand?
How could Su Jinling not understand that as early as in a dream, Master Kongkong had already broken through the mystery.
He had great ambitions, which was perhaps the dream of every royal descendant. However, too many people are working for a dream that can only be obtained by one person, and the process must be intense and cruel. This is the inevitability of history, she has no illusions that she has the ability to stop anything, and the prince is absurd, if such a person becomes the king......
And Yuwen Xuancang, courageous, courageous, although the means are ruthless, but they can shock people's hearts, she has also heard the palace people talk more than once about how he vigorously punishes corrupt officials and corrupt officials, which led to extremely tense relations with the emperor.
However, the position of the crown prince is not something that can be changed, not to mention the emperor's blind favoritism towards the prince, it is difficult for people's fixed consciousness to change.
Once the crown prince ascends the throne, once the son of heaven and a courtier, even his own brothers will inevitably be endangered. Since ancient times, the heavenly family has no siblings, even if it is not for the position above ten thousand people, just for self-protection, it needs to have its own huge strength.
She had never understood these things, but she had been in the palace for months, and she had been exposed to them...... Why do some of the show girls in Baiying Palace think very highly of themselves and even have no fear? They are competing not only for beauty, but also for talent, but also for the family forces behind them. Looking at the concubines with status in the harem, they are all from extraordinary backgrounds, and the emperor is also sprinkled with rain and dew, so as to balance the relationship between them and stabilize the court.
Is this world a world of one man?
It turns out that even as the emperor, he has a lot of last resorts, he has to think a lot, take care of a lot, and all of this is for the world...... Concubine Yu's words, she only understood now.
And Yuwen Xuancang, does he also want to have the world in his heart? Are you constantly accumulating strength for this world? If so, what should she do?
In the face of his ambition, she is too small, but more selfish, and since he has the ambition to help the common people, he takes the blood of his heart to forge a white jade lotus for her that can avoid the wound of thunder.
She was in his heart...... Is it heavier than this world?
"There are some things that I have to let go, or even give up, before the most important thing is realized, but the only thing I can't give up is ...... It's just you ......"
His voice was low and slightly hoarse.
The tears came down like this, and she hugged him, buried her face in his shoulder, and sobbed silently.
"It's not that I haven't tried to let you go, let you live that kind of free life as you want, let you live as you wish, live well. But...... I'm also angry that you're being looked at by other men, and I'm sad because I'm imagining you with other men, and when I think about how you might marry someone else...... I'm going to kill him! ”
He suddenly raised his face, and his eyes were suppressed blood red, and his anger suddenly appeared. Suddenly hugged her tightly, and the muscles in his arms roared nervously.
"Jinling, I don't want to let go of you, I miss you...... Be my woman? ”
Her heart shook violently.
Be His Woman...... Will she become a concubine in his house or a woman with status in the harem in the future, and become one of his many women...... Although she had inevitably fallen into his affection, her determination ...... She wanted to...... She hadn't thought of anything yet......
"I ......"
As he withdrew his arm, his finger suddenly touched the wound on his chest.
Fingertips twitched...... It's for her ...... His wounds......
Tears surged suddenly.
He held her trembling hand and held it tightly: "Jinling, are you willing?" ”
Looking at his solemn eyes in a haze, that slightly nervous look...... A prince is a powerful man on weekdays, but at this moment he seems to be a little helpless waiting for her answer. That urgency, that expectation, that crampedness...... It's for her...... Because of her......
She couldn't help but smile, raised her head slightly, and moved her lips in his ear......
She didn't say anything, but he seemed to hear it, and his eyes suddenly burst out with surprise, as if he had won the world's treasure, kissed her heavily, and took a bite.
She immediately exhaled in pain, and pulled out her hand to gently hammer him, but he grabbed him, put it to the lips and kissed it.
His eyes were as bright as cold stars, and there were two little people in the depths and vastness...... It's all her, it's just her......
And in her eyes, her heart is also him, just him......
There was a smile on the corners of his lips and eyes, and he looked at the two children seriously, and slowly closed his eyes as they were infinitely closer......
His kiss lingered and warm, tapping gently to his lips. The tip of her tongue traces the shape of her lips, and then slowly dips in, wrapping around her softness. The occasional chuckle at her clumsiness and rustiness made her ashamed and annoyed, and she wanted to hammer him, but his hand was held by him, and his fingers were interlocked, clenched tightly.
His lips swam slowly around his neck...... Ear...... Lighting clusters of flickering flames, the slightly itchy and slightly painful feeling was both strange and novel, and the flames seemed to spread, as if the wind was blowing, and suddenly spread all over the body.
The winter night was cold, and her fingertips were still cold and pale just now, which would have revealed a faint pink.
His kiss gradually intensified, but it was still lingering, his tongue hooked her earlobe and sucked gently, and from time to time he secretly bit the tip of his teeth.
The feeling is getting more and more strange, it was originally moving up and down the skin, but for some reason it has crept into the body again, and this work is screaming to rush out.
She only opened her lips slightly, and a soft groan swam from between her teeth, which was very faint but very clear, and shattered the fog in front of her in an instant.
Yuwen Xuancang seemed to be also shocked, and his arms shook violently.
His body temperature had always been cold, just gradually becoming warm, and in an instant it turned into a burning fire, as if it could burn the leather robe on his body in an instant.
His fingers brushed over her cheek...... Cervical ...... Scapular...... The fire rekindled the fading flames, connecting them like a painting as her fingers moved, and then burst into flames, engulfing her mind in an instant.
Slowly untied the wide band of the waist, and the front of the heavy leather robe slipped off, revealing a milky white fine cotton middle single, lining the slightly pink skin on her chest that was particularly moving, like the sunset reflecting snow.
His lips lingered on that delicateness, moving down little by little, and the tip of his tongue felt her shiver, her lusciousness...... Every inch of her skin is so fragrant, so seductive, it's hard to put down.
Peeling off the leather robe, holding this soft and slender body in his arms, he almost couldn't help tearing off this obstructive middle single, and had the graceful grace wrapped under it.
There has never been a woman who can make him so impulsive, yet so cherished.
The palm of his hand touched her shoulder, stopping at the softness of his chest, feeling her body tremble suddenly, a soft scream overflowed from her throat, her breathing became rapid in an instant, she purred like a kitten, as if she wanted to approach and as if she wanted to stay away, her little hand scratched at his chest, not knowing where to go.
The corners of his lips hooked slightly, picked up the small hand and let it wrap around his neck, the two bodies suddenly got a little closer, the bare skin was close together, the warm and soft touch was almost crazy.
She was so delicate, her body had not yet fully grown, and the softness could not fill his palm, but it was so hooked in his mind that it was enough to arouse all the desires of a man.
The lip flap is covered and gently holds the little sensitivity under the clothes.
She exclaimed, trying to push him away, but her hand was weak, and the indescribable wonder turned into a soft groan again and blurted out, the voice was so lingering and sweet, that her cheeks were hot with shame.