Sometimes, Ling Xiquan would also ask himself, is his feelings for Ye Qingting so deep that he wants to cry every night?

She was confused and couldn't find a rational and correct answer, but the only answer she knew now was: she desperately excluded this boy from her memories and isolated all people and things related to him, but still, in the moment when her brain let down her vigilance, his face appeared in a trance.

She thought that not hearing or seeing was the wisest choice.

But there is no longer his life, but he occupies every shadow in the landscape.

She turned him into a piece of ashes in her memory and buried him alone under the past, but she didn't know that the ashes could not be dissipated, and she seemed to never be able to forget him.

And yet at the moment.

Outside the night is still falling.

The dappled night light still flickered.

The lights in the room are still bright.

But some things seem to be different.

In the chat log, Ye Qingting's messages every month are quietly displayed.

The boy briefly recounted his school and his experiences, his tone as calm as ever, and she could almost imagine the faint look on his face as he typed, and the images that jumped out of the lines.

He didn't seem to care if she saw his message, or if she deliberately didn't reply to his message.

He didn't ask, and he didn't reveal the slightest dissatisfaction.

But even so, every line of words he typed, every punctuation mark, was like a hot fire, burning her eyes fiercely, hurting and hurting, so she couldn't help but shed tears.

Why send her such a message?

Tell her about life, school, festivals, and trivia.

Such a cold and indifferent boy, even if the words are simple and sketchy, for Ling Xiquan, it is unimaginable.

She was only cheeky and sent him two messages without response, and she didn't dare to take the initiative anymore, but what about Ye Qingting?

She suddenly remembered the text message some time ago, and the words that the boy said today.

Is he also uneasy about the sinking of his news?

However, he is Ye Qingting.

Will he?

After a year ago, she no longer dared to be amorous, Ye Qingting's actions were because he liked her.

In front of him, her self-esteem was fragile.

So she couldn't afford to lose anymore and didn't want to gamble anymore.

Ling Xiquan's mind was a mess, he wiped the tears from his face indiscriminately, didn't want to do anything, turned off QQ and the computer, ran to the bathroom and washed his face indiscriminately, didn't turn off the light, and threw himself on the big bed and closed his eyes.

Don't think about it anymore.

Ye Qingting's thoughts, she couldn't guess.

Rather than that, it's better to wait and see if he will contact him.

Ling Xiquan held such a thought in his mind, his wrinkled facial features slowly loosened, and his breathing gradually became smooth and calm, falling into a deep sleep without dreams.

However, this week, which was supposed to be a highly intense review for junior high school graduates, and Ling Xiquan spent peacefully at home, made waves on the last day.

From the day she saw Ye Qingting's message, she habitually hung up QQ every day, but this time, she was no longer in the same online state as before, but changed to an incognito state.

Ye Qingting's avatar also lights up occasionally.

However, she didn't wait for Ye Qingting, but waited for other news.

Without the pressure of the high school entrance examination, or in other words, without the pressure she added to herself in order to force herself to forget the boy, at ten o'clock, she slowly got up from the bed, washed up, and finished eating takeaway breakfast, she turned on the computer and logged in to QQ.

9:00:05

Lu Xining: Lingxi Spring! I know you can see my message...... Why don't you go back?

9:10:11

Lu Xining: I just want to hear the truth, do you really have something to do with Xie You?

9:13:22

Lu Xining: Even if you tell me the truth and say that you like Xie You, I won't blame you!

9:20:22

Lu Xining: Aren't we best friends? Why don't you ignore me?

9:40:50

Lu Xining: Lingxi Spring! I treat you like my best friend, and you treat me like that! You betrayed me! I've been hiding it for so long! Is this fair to me? Why did you go with Xie You? Why would you lie to me and say you don't like him? Did you look at Xie You so coldly to me, you comforted me, but in fact you were very happy in your heart?! Ling Xiquan, how could you be this kind of person!

Ling Xiquan blinked, stunned and read the news from his tablemate repeatedly.

The amount of information was a little larger, and she had a feeling that it was difficult to digest for a while.

She stared blankly at the dialog box, unable to react for a long time, until she made sense of the message, and then she couldn't stop laughing or crying.

What's going on?

She just happened to meet Xie You in the hospital, how did this become a betrayal and a liking for others?

Why did she lie down and get shot again?

Why is that?