"Your Majesty, Your Majesty," Su Jingxi leaned into his ear and shouted softly, cooperating with the action of pushing him. :7777772e766f6474772e636f6d

Zong Zhengjin opened his eyes in a daze, his energy was still a little lacking, "Xi'er"

"The concubine is here," Su Jingxi held his hand, because of the high fever, the temperature on his hand was also a little abnormally warm.

The corners of his mouth rose, and the pear vortex sank slightly, "Is the emperor uncomfortable, is it okay to get up and drink some medicine?"

Zong Zhengjin nodded, wanting to get up, but he didn't have much strength, and he was a little defeated.

As if she hadn't seen it, Su Jingxi beckoned Su Shunxian to come along, slowly helped him get up, stuffed two soft pillows behind his back, sat on the edge of the bed, picked up the medicine bowl on the side, and scooped a spoonful to feed him.

He didn't react, didn't open his mouth.

After Su Shunxian helped the emperor up, he had already gone out, leaving space for the two of them.

Su Jingxi was not angry, put it to her mouth and blew, "The emperor can rest assured, it won't be very hot, or that the emperor is like a concubine, he is very afraid of bitterness and does not dare to drink this medicine."

looked a little distressed, "It's just that the emperor doesn't dare, but the concubines can't let the emperor get his wish, the medicine is bitter and good for the sick, and the emperor has to drink it." ”

Zong Zhengjin chuckled, motioned for her to bring the medicine bowl over, and drank it directly in a few sips.

Su Jingxi was a little happy to see him obediently cooperating, picked up the handkerchief, and wiped the corners of his mouth for him, "The emperor wants to use some candied fruit"

Zong Zhengjin shook his head, did he really treat him as a child

However, the feeling was not very bad, and he had not been so vulnerable in a long time.

He fell ill very few times, and he didn't drink medicine much, except for the years when his mother was alive, and no one ever coaxed him after that.

Except for the mother, it is her.

How many times is because she made an exception, but how many times is it because she gave him a different surprise.

Su Jingxi stretched out her hand and touched his forehead, it was still a little hot, "Your Majesty, the concubine will help you wipe it again, you will be more comfortable after wiping." ”

"Accompany me to speak," Zong Zhengjin had no strength, and his words were incomplete, and a few words took him a lot of effort.

Su Jingxi smiled, "The emperor can say whatever he wants the concubines to do, but let's wait for the concubines to wipe the emperor." ”

Zong Zhengjin didn't speak again, raised his hand and wanted to touch her, but he saw the rash on his hand and wanted to put it down.

Su Jingxi shook his hand vigorously, put his palm on his face, and the two looked at each other, "I love you, you are you, no matter what you become, I will not dislike you, because you are you." ”

After saying this, the two didn't speak again for a long time, so they kept watching.

Su Jingxi didn't feel embarrassed, maybe she thought that there was not much time, and if she didn't say it at this time, she might never have a chance again, it was not difficult to say what she wanted, but the difficult thing was that the other party happened to be willing to accept your wishes.

Now, though, it's clear that none of that matters.

After wiping him, he put on a clean garment again.

Zong Zhengjin didn't say a word before going to bed.

Su Jingxi didn't care about this.

How she does it is none of his business, that's her choice.

A few days passed, and the two did not talk about similar topics again, and he did not chase her away, so she chose to pretend not to know about the others.

Maybe it's because there are so many things to do every day, Su Jingxi feels that time flies quickly, and he stays at his bedside every day, saying a lot of things intermittently, whether he listens to it or not, whether he responds or not, and no matter who he is talking to.

His body temperature rose extremely high every night, and Su Jingxi had to wake up in the middle of the night and wipe him with alcohol several times, for fear that he would lose his brain because of his own negligence, which would definitely be worse than death for him.

originally thought that she would not wake up, and specially asked Su Shunxian to listen to Yao call her, but every time it came to the specified time, she was more punctual than anyone else.

Su Jingxi attributed it to the power of love.

"Niangniang, according to Weichen, the emperor has reached the third stage, fortunately, there is no rash on the emperor's face, and there will be no scars in the future, the skin is red and swollen, and the rash has turned yellow and purulent, and it will be easier to suddenly have a fever at this stage, and you need to pay more attention."

Imperial Physician Zhang paused, "This period of time is the most difficult, but after this period of time, it is the fourth stage, and after the scarring, you can get out of danger." ”

Whether you can come to the bitter end, whether you succeed or not, are all in these most critical days.

Most people can't get through it at this time.

Su Jingxi seemed to see a glimmer of light when she heard this, and she was not discouraged, leaned over to the person on the bed, and said happily, "Your Majesty, have you heard, after surviving these few days, everything will be fine." ”

Su Jingxi didn't care whether he listened to it or not, and said to herself, "The concubine believes that the emperor can survive it, and she will definitely be able to." ”

Zong Zhengjin's eyelids moved, but he didn't open his eyes to speak.

Su Jingxi knew that he must be extremely uncomfortable, but she couldn't help it, many times, people who were not personally experienced, could not find that in fact, many things were not enough to say, and the language was so pale and weak.

Tracing his outline with his hand, smoothing his brows, leaning close to his ear, and said, "Your Majesty, don't give up, let's do it for the sake of the concubine and Jun'er." ”

There was no sign of fever in his body, but Su Jingxi didn't want to give up, and still insisted on wiping him repeatedly.

In the past few days, she has slept very little, and now she can't stop having a faint shadow, and she can't care about cleaning herself up, thinking about how to make him persevere.

This process, even if she did not experience it herself, she knew that it must have been extremely painful.

On weekdays, such a resolute and decisive man stood up to the sky, but because of the torture of illness, he frowned again and again and clenched his fists.

Because she hadn't paid attention before, he was holding it too tightly, and as for the nails that sank into the flesh and brought out blood marks, she took the initiative to cut off all his nails.

When she went to bed at night, she also slept on the side of his bed, instead of going to the couch, holding his hand with both hands, as long as he had a little reaction, she would be able to wake up.

When Zong Zhengjin woke up, he squinted and saw that she was laboriously wiping for him, and there was no one else next to him except her.

Zong Zhengjin didn't want to guess why she didn't want others to be here, because he didn't have to think about it, he knew that she didn't want his vulnerable side to be presented in front of others, even if he didn't care very much.

In other words, I used to care, but now I don't care so much.

She is actually not virtuous, not well-behaved, and even less obedient, but her smile and her every move are so in line with his heart, I don't know how, so I put it in my heart.

He is an emperor, he knows that he can't really take her to heart, he can spoil her, he can get used to her, but he can't love her, he can't be emotional, and he can't be tempted.

This is not allowed.

The result of forcible is that like his father and queen mother, he can't love and die a painful death.

If the person lying here is his father, presumably his mother will be like her, waiting by his side.

But on the contrary, if the person lying here is his mother, his father will not treat her like his mother, although cruel, this is his father.

But if the person lying here was her, he didn't know how to choose for the first time, he was not his father, but he was not his mother.

She could have lost his life for him, and he wouldn't have lost his life for her.

Perhaps, therefore, it will not be good for him to live, but he will live.

"If I die," Zong Zhengjin saw her look at her, his eyes were extremely disapproving, but he insisted, "You also want to live." ”

If I die, I hope you can live.

Replace me and live.

"If you can, you can go to the Jiangnan Water Town, I believe that you will like it there," Zong Zhengjin didn't know where he got so much strength to say so much.

Su Jingxi didn't cry, didn't laugh, and looked at him calmly, "I will die before the emperor." ”

If she had to die, she would never die after him.

Regardless of whether he survives this time.

Zong Zhengjin is a little decadent, she is always too stubborn about certain things, no matter how many times she says it, she always insists on what she is willing to insist on.

Perhaps, it is also because of this temperament, so no matter what others persuade her, she must not fall in love with him, but she still falls in love with him without hesitation and is unwilling to let go.

Even if you die, you can't.

Maybe this kind of temperament is too strong and stubborn, but this is her, this is his her.

"Then you will die," Zong Zhengjin said with some anger.

Su Jingxi listened to his childish words, and wanted to laugh a little, but endured it, "If I die, will the emperor be sad?"

After speaking, without waiting for him to answer, he walked out with the basin of water.

Zong Zhengjin's eyes followed her, if she died, would he be sad

Of course it will be sad.

How can you not be sad.

It is in order not to be sad that he should also get better.

There are so many reasons why he should get better, so why not stick to it.

The third stage is indeed more ferocious than before, he has been in a daze for the past two days, including feeding medicine and liquid food, which Su Jingxi fed little by little.

Ever, after asking people to help him up, she didn't want others to stay here and disturb them, let alone let others sympathize with him in front of her.

He didn't need it, and neither did she.

She was confident that he would get better.

Someone who had never been so embarrassed was vulnerable in front of her for the first time, whether he knew it or not, whether he cared about it or not, she was not worth it for him.

All the while, she didn't think to ask him why he suddenly contracted smallpox.

All along, she just wanted him to get better quickly, and the rest didn't matter.

"You must get better, I will accompany you."

I will always be with you, whether you live or die.

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( Gong Shu )