Chapter 103: Regret Loving You

ChineseAlong the way, the entire palace is full of lights, and you can see red satin and festive lanterns everywhere, even the Nanyuan in Louyue is no exception.

The festive red stinged Su Liuying's heart, but she knew in her heart that all this was destined not to belong to her...... In the middle of summer, the Nanyuan is full of vitality, and the blue lotus full of ponds is like a small umbrella that is stretched out, and it is full of vitality with the wind!

Compared to the full life of the courtyard, the house was as quiet as death. Lou Yue stood in front of the window with a gloomy face, looking at the gate of the courtyard motionlessly with dead eyes, and when he saw the thin figure appear, his dead eyes lit up.

But Su Liuying didn't enter his room, and her footsteps stopped at the edge of the lotus pond. I suddenly remembered that desperate rainy night, the house she escaped from was picked up by Lou Yue, but in the end, she was forced to jump off the lotus pond in front of her...... Su Liuying thought sadly, at that time, she didn't really want to jump into the lotus pond to seek death, but in desperation, she wanted to force Lou Yue to save herself, so she deliberately told the lie that she was already his person before jumping down...... It is undeniable that from the beginning, she was indeed using Lou Yue and using his power to help herself escape the catastrophe.

Therefore, from the beginning, it is not purely approaching with a purposeful nature, and it is destined to have no happy ending!

As smart as Su Liuying, after these few days of torment of life and death, he had already expected that the relationship between himself and Lou Yue had come to an end.

I could even think of the cruel words that Lou Yue was going to say to herself, so when she arrived at the door of his house, she didn't stop - even if she understood clearly in her heart, as long as Lou Yue didn't say the words of abandoning her and not wanting her to her face, she could still hold the last trace of pity in her heart......

"You should have heard what Nanshan said...... That night, it was the son of the world who rescued you from this lotus pond and brought you ashore. I don't know when, Lou Yue also came to the lotus pond, her eyes were cold, and her expression was the same as the indifference and detachment when she knelt in front of him that night, begging him to help.

"The second son of Japan rescued you from the deep well from Yu Fu's hands......"

"On the palace road, this son also asked you to hide in the cloak and helped you escape. And the night in Yunling, it was also the son of this world who saved you from Yu Bao's hands......" Lou Yue's voice was low and cold, and every word he said froze Su Liuying's heart.

"And when Rong Qing got married, it was also the prince who rescued me from the Li Mansion...... Princess Lishu's many troubles and frames before were also the help of the prince...... "Tears appeared in her eyes, Su Liuying didn't dare to look back at Lou Yue, her eyes were blank and looking at the undulating lotus leaves in front of her, her heart ached.

"Coupled with the death of the prince in the fire four years ago, in this life, I Su Liuying owes you Lou Yue's kindness, but I can't pay it back anymore......" Su Liuying seemed to be saying to Lou Yue, as if she was saying to herself.

With the most sad wry smile on her face, Su Liuying silently wiped the warmth from the corners of her eyes, plucked up the courage to turn sideways to look at Lou Yue, and said in a trembling voice

“…… How does the prince want me to repay? In just a few days, her face was thin and withered, and the pair of autumn eyes that had once made him the most attractive had lost their light and were gray.

Lou Yue's torn heart broke again, dripping with blood. He gritted his teeth and didn't look at the grief and despair in her expression, and said coldly

"Although the prince of this world must be compared, he also knows that it is impossible for you to pay it off one by one, so-I have no other requests, I just hope that you will not pursue the hatred with the imperial aunt again...... Although she hurt your mother, I saved your life so many times, and it is enough to offset it! Her body trembled violently, Su Liuying looked at Lou Yue with a resolute and indifferent face in disbelief, her heart ached, she gritted her teeth to suppress the hatred surging in her heart, and trembled

"That's what the prince said...... Give me an explanation, an explanation for everything? In the peach grove of the Shangsi Festival, he said to her, give him a little time, and he will give her an answer and a result for everything.

She thought that he would kill his relatives for his own righteousness, and would expose Queen Lou's crimes with her. So in the days when he went on the expedition, her heart was full of endless hope, looking forward to him coming back to marry her, expecting him to uphold justice and bring Queen Lou to justice.

But he never expected that not only would he not marry him, but also asked her to let go of her hatred for Queen Lou and give up avenging A-Niang...... Endless despair and grief surged in her heart, Su Liuying looked at the man in front of her who she had given her life to love with a dead face, and the intensive pain made every word she said as difficult as a knife.

She said in a trembling voice

"You don't even want me anymore...... I have nothing left, and you have to deprive me of my last hatred? The oath that was made in her ear was especially in her ear, and she handed over the most precious thing of the woman to him without regrets, looking forward to his return, hoping that he would fulfill his promise to marry himself as a wife, and help herself avenge her mother's blood hatred, but in the end, what she waited for was his ruthless betrayal.

After A-Niang passed away, Lou Yue was her only and her all. And his resolute betrayal reduced her life to the point of nothing...... She has nothing, if she even has to let go of A-Niang's hatred, what will she do to live?

! Lou Yue's eyes looked at her indifferently and ruthlessly, and said coldly

"This son is for your good...... Do you think that just you and Concubine Ning can defeat my imperial aunt - never. ”

"She is not only the queen of Dayong, but also our Lou family as her strong backing. Don't you really think that I will betray my aunt and the entire Lou family for you alone? Don't forget, I am also a member of the Lou family, when my aunt falls, it will definitely affect the entire Lou family, and this son will not be spared, my aunt and I are the ...... united."

"If you insist on being an enemy of your aunt, you are making an enemy of this life—I don't want my hard-earned life to die at my own hands!" Tears could no longer hold back her eyes, and a more familiar fishy sweet taste surged in her throat, which she swallowed.

The cool breeze blew through, blowing a pool of ripples, but it could no longer blow into Su Liuying's exhausted heart...... She heard her voice ask Lou Yue weakly-

"Are you going to get married...... The woman you are going to marry...... Who is it? "The air seemed to freeze at this moment, and even the sound of the wind stopped.

couldn't hear Lou Yue's answer for a long time, and Su Liuying's heart was hoping that he would never tell him the answer...... After a long time, he finally spoke, and his voice seemed to be low into the dust, and he said in a low voice

“…… Accept a concubine! Suddenly empty, Su Liuying looked at the dazzling bright red in the courtyard, and looked down at the countless needles in her hand in a daze.

In order to marry him, she sewed a wedding dress for herself with her own hands. And now, every prick in her hand is mercilessly mocking her.

With trembling hands, he took off the jade plate around his neck, Su Liuying put it on the railing in front of Lou Yue, and said softly

"Listen to Nanshan, this is what the princess left for the future princess...... Now it's back to the prince ......"

"I owe the prince countless favors, so I can only agree to the request made by the prince...... I have one last request, and I hope you will grant me! The small jade plaque was covered with a red lanyard, which stabbed Lou Yue's eyes.

He gritted his teeth and choked down his throat

"After all, I owe you, I promise you whatever you say......"

"Good!" The corners of Su Liuying's mouth raised the saddest smile, and she looked at the man in front of her with tears in her eyes, and said softly word by word

"Lou Yue, I don't regret the refusal to marry back then, but I regret it - falling in love with you!"

"You and I have been in love because you have saved me again and again. So, my last pleading, please don't save me again—that I die before your eyes. ”

"Daddy said, I can't owe a debt in the next life, otherwise, I will have to pay you a debt in the next life...... In the next life, I don't want to know you again. I owe you a debt and I will pay you now......"

"Remember what you promised me, don't save me again!" As the last word fell, in front of Lou Yue, Su Liuying, who was in despair, jumped into the lotus pond without any attachment...... The loud sound shattered Lou Yue's heart, looking at Su Liuying who disappeared in front of him, his heart was broken, and he didn't think about it, he jumped into the pool with her...... The lotus pond in summer is deep and full of lotus leaves, Su Liuying couldn't see her figure for a moment after jumping in, plus the lotus leaves covered the light above, the bottom of the water was dark, and Lou Yue couldn't find her figure after jumping in.

As time passed, Lou Yue searched desperately under the water, pretending to be ruthless and cold-blooded, and the moment he saw Su Liuying jumping off the lotus pond, he was already tearing inch by inch...... After not being able to find Su Liuying for a long time, Lou Yue's whole person was about to go crazy, and he didn't want to dive deeper into the water...... If she dies here, he will surely accompany her to die under the water...... Nanshan, who was guarding on the side, saw the two people who were talking suddenly jumping off the lotus pond one after another, and was so frightened that he hurriedly called the courtyard to go into the water to save people.

Suddenly, the entire Nanyuan and even the entire Anwang Mansion fell into a panic...... When the news reached Liyuan, Su Shiyu, who was in a sad state, jumped up in shock - today Lou Yue suddenly asked people to decorate the palace, and there was a celebration everywhere, but in Su Shiyu's eyes, it was dazzling and sad.

In addition to Su Liuying, she couldn't think of anyone else that Lou Yue was going to marry. In Su Shiyu's heart, he always thought that Lou Yue had done all this to marry Su Liuying into the mansion.

However, when she suddenly heard Su Liuying jumping into the lotus pond, she couldn't help but have doubts in her heart. Xingyu smiled happily on the side

"Miss, it seems that the woman who is going to marry this time is not Su Liuying. That's why she came to the palace to make trouble, and made the last move, looking for death and life in front of the prince...... What a shame! Su Shiyu agreed with Xingyu's guess, and without waiting for her to speak, Xingyu smiled again

"It seems that the previous news is true, the prince really fell out with that slut. I heard that she came to the house to look for the prince many times before, but the prince didn't want to see her! Su Shiyu was so excited that as long as she didn't marry Su Liuying, she wouldn't be afraid of anyone else.

On the one hand, she asked people to go to Nanyuan to inquire about the news to see if Su Liuying was successfully rescued. On the one hand, he asked Xingyu to quickly tell the news to the old lady of Guiyuan, and then asked someone to inform King An outside the mansion.

She hated and thought, since Su Liuying wanted to die so much, she asked the old lady and Prince An to come forward to prevent Lou Yue and the people from Nanyuan from going into the water to save people, and let her drown in the pool as she wished...... It was as if she had a long and terrible dream, but no matter how terrible the dream was, Su Liuying didn't want to wake up.

Because reality is scarier than dreams. After walking in a dream for a long time, Su Liuying was lonely and desperate, she didn't know where her road was ahead, and she didn't know that she would have to go for a long time in such confusion...... When Su Liuying woke up again, it was already early in the morning four days later, and she returned to Concubine Ning's Changxin Palace, guarding Concubine Ning and Fei'er by her side.

Seeing her wake up, Concubine Ning breathed a sigh of relief and said with red eyes

"Silly girl, no matter how sad and painful you are, you have to live well, how can you be bent on seeking death?" There was no need to ask, Su Liuying also knew who had sent her here.

Because she didn't know that she had left the palace and rented a courtyard outside the palace, Lou Yue sent her back to Changxin Palace, as if this was her home.

Su Liuying, who was 'dead' and resurrected, was empty in her heart, losing many things, but she also saw through many things, but her heart was dead...... She smiled bitterly at Concubine Ning, who looked worried

"Niangniang is right, no matter how painful it is, you have to live...... So, I won't do stupid things anymore, please rest assured. Looking at the bitter smile on her face, although Concubine Ning didn't know what happened between her and Lou Yue, she also knew that there must be a major change, otherwise with Su Liuying's tenacious heart, she would not have collapsed and jumped into the pool...... After hesitating for a moment, Concubine Ning finally asked worriedly

"What's going on between you and Lou Shizi? It wasn't good before, he said...... I will marry you when I come back......" His heart trembled violently, and Su Liuying smiled miserably with a white face

"No amount of promises can be made...... I have nothing to do with him anymore......" Concubine Ning was stunned when she heard this!

With her understanding, the relationship between Lou Yue and Su Liuying is too valuable, the two have gone through too many twists and turns and pain to come together, she always thought that Lou Yue would be responsible for Su Liuying to the end, and the two would go on with each other, but she didn't expect it to be such a result...... After thinking about it, I am afraid that only such a break can make the tenacious Su Liuying unbearable, and have the idea of suicide...... With pity in her heart, Concubine Ning comforted

"Don't think about it so much. There are many good men in the world, and when I have the opportunity in the future, I will help you find a few excellent disciples of the family......" After experiencing Lou Yue's betrayal, Su Liuying's heart was like ashes, coupled with her broken body and embarrassing age, she had already despaired of her feelings, and she was not qualified to marry...... She smiled bitterly

"Thank you Niangniang for bothering, but I plan to leave here and go back to Bianzhou, so Niangniang doesn't have to work hard for me anymore...... "So far, it is indeed the best place for her to leave the capital...... Ignoring Concubine Ning's retention, Su Liuying, who had just woken up and drank only a bowl of porridge, insisted on leaving.

Walking along the long palace road towards the outside of the palace, Su Liuying's whole figure was like a puppet who had lost her soul, and she lost a little life.

Behind her, a sedan chariot followed her at a distance...... Unconsciously, Su Liuying came to the south courtyard of the Su family again.

However, the originally barren and desolate courtyard was full of people. As Su Shiyu said, the other two rooms of the Su family really took back the south courtyard of the Su family and rebuilt it.

The heart was so painful that it was numb, Su Liuying leaned against the door and looked at the unrecognizable home in a daze, her heart was desolate and sad.

She couldn't bear to look at it any longer, gritted her teeth and left, but she 'encountered' Su Shiyu again at the intersection! To be precise, from the moment she committed suicide by jumping off the lotus pond, Su Shiyu has been paying close attention to her.

Although Su Liuying was finally rescued by Lou Yue later, Lou Yue did not keep her by her side anymore, but sent her back to the palace.

And in the few days that she was in a coma, Lou Yue did not visit Changxin Palace again, and Su Shiyu was completely relieved.

In order to prevent Su Liuying, who woke up, from pestering Lou Yue again, Su Shiyu kept sending people to guard the palace gate, and as soon as Su Liuying left the palace, she stared at her.

Looking at Su Shiyu who was blocking in front, Su Liuying felt disgusted in her heart, and she was physically and mentally exhausted, and she didn't have the energy to take care of her anymore.

She silently detoured away, but Su Shiyu stopped in front of her again and mocked

"Where are you going? Do you want to die again in front of your grandfather? Su Liuying was sad and desperate but committed suicide, in Su Shiyu's eyes, but it was a hypocritical trick she did to entangle Lou Yue, with deep ridicule and disdain in her words.

Su Liuying said weakly

"Don't worry, the princess is about to marry a newcomer and enter the house, the concubine doesn't need to guard against me anymore, let's go and guard against the new favorite of the princess!" Su Shiyu smiled proudly and said without fear

"It's just a little aunt, not worth mentioning. It's you-" The light in his eyes fell coldly on Su Liuying's pale and bloodless face, and Su Shiyu said in a cold tone

"Only if you stop pestering the prince of the world, can I really rest assured." From the palace to the present, Su Liuying, who is weak, already feels very difficult.

The scorching sun of noon made her dizzy, and her brain was dizzy. She leaned against the wall and smiled weakly

"You're still guarding me at this point?! Su Shiyu, where did you go with your once arrogant self-confidence!? With a pale face, Su Liuying reprimanded angrily

"That's because you're cheaper than other women, and more hateful than other women!" With that, she sneered again

"It's a pity, even if you seduced the prince to the bed, you were still abandoned...... You are now a real abandoned woman, a broken flower and a willow, in this life, I think who else can you marry?! The pain in her heart was once again aroused, Su Liuying closed her eyes weakly and sneered

"So, I've become like this, what else are you afraid of. When did the courage of the dignified eldest lady of the Su family become so small? "'Smack!

A heavy slap landed on the crumbling Su Liuying's face, completely knocking her to the ground.

Xingyu stood condescendingly in front of Su Liuying, and after slapping Su Liuying, Xingyu was in an unusually comfortable mood and scolded

"Slut, my young lady is something you can humiliate casually. I've long wanted to teach you a good lesson for Miss! Su Liuying, who was beaten to the ground, didn't even have the strength to stand up, and there was a roar in her ears.

She struggled to her feet, but fainted in a moment of dizziness...... There were many people around to watch the excitement, Su Shiyu left with Xingyu, leaving only Su Liuying, who had passed out in a coma, to stay in place and be pointed at.

A Aoki carriage stopped beside her, and a person got out of the carriage, picked up Su Liuying, got into the carriage and drove away...... In the car, Han Yu looked at the unconscious Su Liuying, and his heart ached.

Anu, who was guarding the side, looked at Su Liuying, but said indignantly

"Your Highness, didn't you tell us not to contact her again? Why bother with her? Han Yu Junyi's face darkened slightly, but he didn't reply to Anu's words, and his eyes looked at Su Liuying, who was so emaciated, that he was worried.

Su Liuying hadn't woken up until she returned to the post station, and Han Yu asked Anu to take out his pills and feed her. Anu was startled and lost his voice

"Your Highness...... The pill is precious, and you are far away in Dayong, it is difficult to get it again, how can you give it to her casually?! Han Yu had been guarding Su Liuying's side, his slender fingers loosened Su Liuying's veins, his eyes were dark, and his tone was solemn

"Her heart is seriously damaged, and she can't take care of it well, I'm just afraid of ......" Sighing heavily, he said to Anu in a deep voice

"Bring it!" Although he was unwilling, Anu finally didn't dare to disobey Han Yu's order, and took out one of the treasured pills and fed it to Su Liuying.

Su Liuying, who had taken the pill, had already woken up in less than half an hour! She opened her eyes with difficulty, and when she saw Han Yu beside the bed, her expression was shocked!

Subconsciously, she thought that she was in a dream, and it wasn't until her nose was haunted by Du Hengxiang that she was shocked that the person in front of her was real.

A trace of blood surged on her pale face due to excitement, and she couldn't believe it, looking at the white-clothed boy in front of her like a fairy, and said dumbly

"Childe, is it really you?" Han Yu said with the warmest smile on his face

"It's me." Her eyes were hot, and she could see Han Yu when Su Liuying was most desperate and sad, as if God knew that she couldn't hold on alone, so he asked him to come to her to comfort her.

Tears flowed down like beads of broken threads, and Su Liuying had a thousand words in her heart that she wanted to say to Han Yu, but she was so sad that she couldn't say a word.

Han Yu gently pulled the messy hair on her cheeks behind her ears and said softly

"Don't cry, in the future, Childe will protect you!" After listening to Han Yu's words, Su Liuying remembered that when she had an argument with Su Shiyu on the street, she was slapped by Xingyu and fell unconscious.

Could it be that he heard all the disputes between himself and Su Shiyu?! Panic and embarrassment welled up in her heart, Su Liuying didn't want Han Yu to see such an embarrassed and pitiful self, she had promised him that she would live well, she didn't want him to worry about herself anymore...... She asked with a white face and a trembling voice

"Why did Your Highness come to Dayong...... How did Your Highness meet me? Han Yu was delicate, and the sadness, embarrassment and panic in Su Liuying's expression fell into his eyes.

Seeing her now emaciated, haggard and grief-stricken, Han Yu's heart ached, but in order not to embarrass her and be sad, he pretended to know nothing

"It was Changfeng who brought you back when he met you on the street, saying that you were sick on the street and there was no one around to take care of you, so he took you back to the post house." Hearing his words, Su Liuying's heart was relieved, but when she heard the post house, she suddenly thought of something, and looked at Han Yu with an indifferent face in shock!

In this Dayong Northern Expedition, Beixian was defeated, in addition to cutting off fifteen cities in the border pass to Dayong, and also sent the prince into Dayong as a hostage.

And this person is Han Yu, the eldest prince who was famous in Beixian before. Su Liuying had also heard about the proton before, but she never arrived at the proton sent by Beixian, but it was Han Yu, the eldest prince with the most honorable status!

Looking at the shock and pity in Su Liu's eyes, Han Yu laughed softly

"Don't look at me like that. I am the prince of Beixian, this is my duty! Anu on the side listened to it, and couldn't help but open his mouth several times, but was stopped by Changfeng.

Sending hostages to other countries is a shame for being a prince, and only those who are given up by the royal family will be sent to other countries as hostages.

How could Su Liuying not understand the truth of this, she couldn't believe it and looked at Han Yu in front of her with a calm face, and couldn't accept this fact for a while.

Isn't Childe the most valued successor to the throne of the Northern Xian King? Why did he send him to Dayong to suffer this humiliation?

! However, before Su Liuying could recover from the fact that Han Yu had become a proton, his eyes were even more shocked when he looked at the four wheelchairs sitting under him!

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