CHAPTER XLIV
In Qili's eyes, Shengyin is the kind of businessman who is tired of running around for a living, never refusing unreasonable requests from customers, knowing that some customers come for his beauty, he is not happy in his heart, and he is also courteous on the surface.
Qili couldn't bear to burst out and quarrel with Shengyin, in fact, she herself couldn't tell why she blamed him, he was born without supreme power, and in order to take care of people who had nothing to rely on, he could only work hard day after day. However, she just couldn't see him frowning with other women, or even flirting with each other.
When she realized that she had fallen in love with the Holy Voice, she no longer knew where she was, the cold night wind surrounded her, and the unpredictable road ahead seemed to have no end. Is she in love with him? Is this true? I've never felt this way, and I never thought that I would one day fall in love with someone. But for him, her heart will ache, and his every move will hold back her emotions, her joys, sorrows, and sorrows.
I remember that the queen mother said that after falling in love with someone, even if it is bitter, it is sweet, knowing that the love given will not be reciprocated, and will be willing to continue to give, as long as you can see his smiling face, as long as you can be by his side, it is enough.
At this time, Qili's mood is exactly like this, it turns out that she is in love with Shengyin, so she is in a recurrent mood, and even she often feels inexplicable. If you love him, why don't you let him know? Life passes in a hurry, you have to do what you want to do immediately, in case he is snatched away by other women, or if something happens to her, it will be too late to regret it!
Regarding the identity gap between the two, Qili never felt that it was a problem, whether it was a princess or a commoner, weren't they all human! The only difference is that the background is different, being a princess is not worth showing off, and there is nothing to be sad about as a commoner, but the responsibilities given to everyone by God are different.
Qili has seen people who are too unhappy to die, they are all people who are prosperous and wealthy in their lifetimes, but what is the result, the better wives are scattered on the frontier, and they can only get together with the family in Huangquan. Who is luckier than those who were born poor but have a safe life?
If Shengyin is willing to respond to her feelings, she is also willing to give up her status as a princess for him. But if Shengyin doesn't want to live that hard life anymore, she can also give him glory and wealth, and when he is tired of the life in the palace, they will find a quiet place where no one disturbs them, and live the rest of their lives happily.
Qili imagined all kinds of future possibilities, and in this strange and terrifying mountain forest, her mind was clearer than ever. In the past, every day she had lived a boring life, but from now on, she had to live for herself once, and she had plans for every step in the future.
However, her happy life could not live without him, Shengyin. No matter how well she planned, it would be in vain for the Holy Voice to refuse to participate. She still didn't know what he wanted, whether he wanted to stay with her for the rest of his life. She knew that he was different from those who tended to be powerful, he did not yearn for power, he just wanted to have the ability to take care of others, he did not envy the life of the royal family and nobles, and it was not uncommon for his future wife to be a princess or a commoner.
Qili thinks that she knows Shengyin very well, and the essence of Shengyin is such a person, and she feels that he is a rare good person, and she feels that his quality is very valuable. She couldn't wait to tell him that she loved him and that she was going to stay with him for the rest of her life. However, she was lost, and she didn't know how to get back, and she was so worried that she would never see him again, and she wanted him to know how much she loved him.
She didn't want to go any further, she was afraid that she would go further and further and never go back. I don't know where the holy voice is now, I don't know if she's thinking about him. When the people in the palace learn that she is missing, they will definitely look for her everywhere, but she would rather find her person is Shengyin, she wants to see him, she wants to see him immediately.
Qili curled up in the woods, tears of longing flowing, and her voice called for the holy sound. I don't know how long it took, but she vaguely heard someone calling "Li'er". "Li'er" is her pseudonym, another identity to meet Shengyin, and the people who know this pseudonym have no one else but Shengyin.
It was him, he finally came, and he was worried that she was in danger, so he came to him. However, she had reprimanded him mercilessly before, and instead of being angry, he had found it all the way here, could it be that he also had feelings for her? Loved her as much as she loved him?
Qili hurriedly wiped away the tears on her face, ran wildly in the thorny mountain forest, ran in his direction, and called out to him tremblingly: "Holy sound, holy sound, I'm here ......"
Seeing the figure of longing for the twilight, Qili couldn't cry anymore, and collapsed on the ground excitedly, Shengyin stepped forward to hug her, and asked nervously: "Li'er, how are you, are you hurt?" Does it hurt? ”
"Holy sound, I ......" Qili hugged his sturdy waist without hesitation, allowing herself to fully throw herself into his arms.
Shengyin didn't have time to notice the abnormality, just to see if she was injured, stopped her waist and picked her up and walked back: "Li'er, don't talk, I'll send you back, by the way, you haven't told me whose young lady you are, I'll send you home first, and then go to the doctor." ”
"I'm not hurt, I'm fine, Shengyin, you don't have to worry." Qili obsessively looked at his perfect face through the moonlight, and her heart was overflowing with sweet happiness.
"How can I not be in a hurry, do you know how worried I was when you ran out, I was afraid that you would never see me again. Luckily, someone told me that you came this way, so I could find you, and I could find you. The holy voice of the holy voice trembled a little, and Qili listened to it and was particularly moved in her heart.
Qili bravely stretched out her hand, stroked his face, and said shyly and timidly: "Shengyin, I'm sorry, I scolded you just now, aren't you angry with me?" ”
Shengyin shook his head with a smile: "Fool, why should I be angry with you, you are just losing your temper, it will be fine in two days." ”
"Then you don't ask me why I'm throwing a tantrum?" Qili asked relentlessly.
Shengyin tilted his head and thought for a while, and said seriously: "You are not happy that I am drinking with the guests, and you don't like to see my perfunctory smile. ”
Listening to the steady footsteps of the holy voice, Qili involuntarily hugged his neck and choked up: "Since you know everything, but you still have to do that?" ”
"Li'er, there is no way to do it, business is like this, how can a businessman not deal with it perfunctorily? Although not every customer is worthy of respect, without them, my restaurant would not be able to sustain itself. You may not know that when I was a child, I had a very hard life, often eating the last meal and not the next, doing hard labor for others, and getting whipped if I was not careful. At that time, my dream was to grow up and earn a lot of money, and not only that, but not only that, but also to do my best to help those poor people, so that they could eat without being beaten......"
Shengyin's indifferent tone seemed to be telling someone else's business, just as Qili thought, he had indeed experienced many painful things, so he wanted to do his best to make money. It is commendable that when he has the ability to live a good life, he does not forget the person who is struggling in pain.
"I like you, Shengyin, I love you......" Qili couldn't control her feelings and confessed to him, her heart almost jumping out of her throat, staring at him with bated breath, waiting for him to give herself an affirmative answer.
Shengyin stopped, obviously still in shock and didn't come back to his senses, he put Qili down gently, stared at her delicate face, and a wry smile appeared on his lips: "Li'er, isn't it good that we are like this now, sometimes, it is much better to be friends than to be lovers." ”
Qili shook her head desperately, tears flowed, grabbed his shirt, and asked repeatedly: "What do you mean by this?" Don't you like me? Or do you hate me? Where am I bad you tell me I can change ......"
"No, I don't hate you, you're perfect in my eyes." The soulful eyes of the holy voice are intoxicating.
"Then why? Why be my friend instead of a lover? ”
"I, I'm ......" Sheng Yin lowered his head and sighed helplessly, "It's not suitable for us to be together, it can be seen that you are a young lady from a rich family, and I am just a person who does a small business, I am not worthy of you, I have no ability to marry you, I can't let you suffer with me." ”
Hearing this, Qili immediately breathed a sigh of relief, it turned out that he didn't love her, but was just worried about his status.
"It's not important, those don't matter, as long as we love each other, we can definitely be together, Shengyin, do you love me?" Qili raised her head, her watery teary eyes full of anticipation.
Shengyin looked at her, her eyes were full of pity and love, she gently held her face, leaned down to her, her hot lips covered it, Qili only felt her heart beat faster, but she couldn't resist his enthusiasm, closed her eyes tightly, and responded to his kiss with a green face.
The moment she gave herself to him, Qili understood that she could never turn back. The Holy Voice is all she has, for him, she is willing to give up everything, and for him, she does not hesitate to offend the whole world.