Chapter 134: Confession
Shaohua turned back again and again, looked at Ping'an's mysterious appearance, frowned, and complained: "It's really strange." "Could it be that there are still treasures in the study. Shaohua strode into the study, saw a tall and familiar figure standing in front of the bookshelf, heard Shaohua's footsteps, turned around, and startled Shaohua. "You, you, how did you end up here."
She took two steps back, didn't see anyone left and right who could let her pinch it, tried to see if she was awake, looked at her hand, hesitated and gave up decisively.
Yan Kaizhi looked at her looking left and right, the original smooth curve of her face seemed to be slightly straight, her sleek jaw was trimmed into a delicate outline, and a pair of bright and flexible beautiful eyes appeared larger and clearer. He hesitated, were these eyes so big before? It's still because I'm emaciated, so I get bigger.
Thinking of Li Sinian's words, Yan Kaizhi opened his lips and asked softly: "Li Tanhua said that you are very sick, are you better now?" ā
Hearing his low and soft voice, Shaohua's cheeks turned red suddenly, and he lowered his head nervously: "I'm fine." She never thought that Li Sinian called her to come to the study, and actually asked her to meet Yan Kaizhi.
Since she knew that Yan Kaizhi's so-called sweetheart was Xin Zimo, she stayed for a long time, with an expression of wanting to cry and laugh, which almost scared Zhou Yan into crying. She really couldn't express her feelings at that moment in any words, any words, as if after she had been hungry for several days, the heavens saw that she was pious and pitiful, and deliberately dropped a big pie for her, but before she could catch it, he directly smashed her and fainted.
She sat in front of the mirror in a daze for two days, doing nothing, just staring at herself in the mirror, as if she wanted to see a second person in the mirror. Seeing that Youhan pulled Chuhe vigorously, she asked her to pull Shaohua away from the mirror, and if she continued like this, she had a sense of fear of the mirror.
Finally, Shaohua gave up the mirror and began to toss his clothes again, and the result can be imagined.
Shaohua rubbed her handkerchief, thinking that if Yan Kaizhi really liked Xin Zimo, then she would have to dress up as Xin Zimo. Although she looks different, she is still her, and he should be aware of it if she changes into the same clothes.
Shaohua thought so, but the gap between reality and ideal was too far, she tossed several pieces of cloth, and still couldn't cut out the original skirt.
Yan Kaizhi looked at Shaohua and seemed to be deep in thought, first nervous and stammering, and then annoyed and helpless, and couldn't help laughing, interrupting her meditation. Only then did Shaohua come back to his senses, raise his eyes, and reflect his smiling face.
"What are you laughing at?"
"You're stuttering again." Yan Kaizhi accepted the laughter, and the smile on his face was still the same.
"IāI didn't!" Shaohua really wanted to bite off her tongue, and she was not happy to stutter, but the more she cared, the more nervous she became.
Seeing Yan Kaizhi walking towards her, she only felt that her heart was about to jump out of her mouth, and her ears began to rumble, the whole person was not her own, and she couldn't suppress her emotions at all.
Shaohua smiled bitterly in her heart, she remembered that she was not nervous when she saw him before, could it be because of the excitement that she hadn't seen for many years? But it's not right, that's the first time we met, and it's the first time I've met. Otherwise, this body is too weak, otherwise how could she not control it.
Just when she was thinking nonsense, Yan Kaizhi had already walked up to her and sighed softly, "Your body is important, don't do anything worrying about." Li Sinian told him that Shaohua was ill when he heard that he was appointed to marry by the palace, and he was not in good spirits and had a bad appetite. If he didn't have that heart for Shaohua, it would be better to tell her in person and let her die of this heart.
Wanhua is about to go out, and Shaohua will go out next year, if it goes on like this, I'm afraid that it will make a person crazy.
When Yan Kaiyi heard that Shaohua was sick, his heart suddenly shocked, the little girl who jumped out of the car and jumped off the building without changing her face would be angry and sick because of this incident. A strange feeling slowly spread in his heart, like ants crawling on his face, and the subtle touch made him a little uneasy. Regarding Shaohua, he had heard Laneige mention it more than once, and coupled with Song Yu's jokes, almost all the topics in his mind were related to Shaohua when he closed his eyes.
However, he closed his eyes, but he couldn't think of Shaohua's appearance, the voice, the back were all remembered clearly, but he couldn't think of her appearance.
When Li Sinian proposed to let him come to Li's house, he agreed without saying a word, but he hesitated. On the contrary, Li Sinian saw his hesitation, and said quietly: "You don't have to worry about her being sad, she is stronger than you think, I just hope you can give her a cruel word and make her completely dead to you." ā
For some reason, Yan Kaizhi felt very uncomfortable when he heard Li Sinian's words.
The lady who would smile and say that she was okay even when her head was bleeding, but now she asked him to stab her personally. Yan Kaizhi saw Shaohua crying, it didn't even matter if the sky fell, the tears kept falling, which made people upset and worried.
Therefore, as soon as he entered the door and saw her obviously embarrassed and shy because of his appearance, Yan Kaizhi found that he couldn't say anything.
Shaohua's heart tightened, and he raised his head and looked at him. "Are you worried about me?"
Yan Kaizhi was a little embarrassed by her dark and bright eyes, and deliberately coughed lightly, "Your family will be worried about you." Shaohua's face immediately showed a look of loss, Yan Kaizhi opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say. I only heard Shaohua lower his head and asked faintly: "I heard that you refused the marriage in the palace, why?" ā
"No reason, I just don't want to do it for the time being." He looked away and didn't look at Shaohua again.
Shaohua raised his head and couldn't see the expression on his face, only looking at the corner of his eye from the side of his good-looking face. Staring at the resolute silhouette, he asked nervously. "Yes, is it because of her? The man in your heart is, is the son......"
Unexpectedly, Yan Kaizhi interrupted her without waiting for her to finish, "No! He turned his head and happened to see the stunned and lost in Shaohua's eyes, his heart palpitated slightly, and he couldn't bear it, and then said softly: "Don't listen to the gossip on the side, let the prince know, and he will never be spared." ā
It is rare to muster up courage, and Shaohua seems unrelenting. "If you don't say it, I don't say it, how will he know. I just want to know who the person in your heart is. ā
Yan Kaizhi half-squinted, looking at her nervous, shy, stubborn and proud little face, and couldn't help but look forward to it.
He asked, "Who is it, is it important to you?" ā
Without thinking about it, the girl blurted out: "Of course! This sentence made Yan Kaizhi's mood happy, and his expression softened, Shaohua quietly looked at the change in his expression, trying to explain: "If, if you already have someone in your heart, I mean, if the person in your heart is real and irreplaceable, then I will give up." ā
But in the end, she still didn't say anything.
After all, this kind of thing is too mysterious, and she is afraid that she will scare away the only good feeling she has in Yan Kai's heart. She found that after changing her body, even her courage had changed, and now she didn't dare to bet.
"Why?" Yan Kaizhi tightened his eyebrows and lowered his voice.
"What, why?" Shaohua was a little puzzled.
Yan Kaizhi paused, sighed slowly, turned around, and walked to the other end of the room with her on his back. "As the granddaughter of Li Gelao, your grandfather's family background is not bad, and now your sister is about to marry the lord of Yinghua as a daughter-in-law. Anyway, you can be regarded as the proud daughter of heaven, and your identity is enough to be the princess of the world. ā
He suddenly felt that he shouldn't laugh at Song Yu, every time he deliberately invited him out for a big meal, Song Yu obviously wanted to eat, but he was always drooling, and while counting him for not being righteous enough, he carefully took a small bite from each plate like a lady. He made fun of Song Yu for not being like a big man since he got married, and Song Yu also sarcastically ridiculed him for being spoiled by women, and he didn't know how great it was to please the woman he liked. He doesn't talk about flattering now, even if Shaohua is angry and sad, he feels palpitated.
"So you want me to marry Shizi?" Shaohua's voice became fierce and high-pitched, and the whole person looked incredible.
"I mean, you can have a lot of options." Listening to her raised voice, Yan Kaizhi weakened his voice.
"But I like you." Shaohua shouted angrily.
Yan Kaizhi only felt that his back stiffened, and his heart was as excited as spring flowers, he turned around and looked at the girl's resolute and stubborn face. When I heard her sentence "I like you", her mouth couldn't help but rise, but the girl didn't notice it.
When she heard that Yan Kaizhi actually instigated her to marry Hongfang, she felt a pain of betrayal in her heart. When I responded that I vomited my thoughts, I couldn't control my emotions and spit them out of my mouth. "I've liked you since ten years ago, and although it's only a few quick faces, I think I've got you in my heart. I didn't fancy any of the others, okay? ā
As everyone knows, when Shaohua spoke, Yan Kaizhi scolded her with a smile: "Big talk." ā
"Huh?" I thought I would be heard reprimanding or rejecting him, but I unexpectedly saw a gentle smile on his face, which means that he accepted it?
Yan Kaizhi was noncommittal, just shook his head with a gentle smile and said, "How old were you ten years ago, how can you remember me?" I remember you went to Pu'an when you were two or three years old, and I didn't even go once. Seeing the girl's little face wrinkled again, looking annoyed, he paused and said softly: "Actually, in my heart, you are just like Laneige." "He will involuntarily worry about her, afraid that she will be sad and hurt.
"Laneige." Shaohua repeated it again, feeling a little lost in his heart.
Yan Kaizhi nodded, "She is also uneasy, although she often goes into the palace to accompany Rouwan, she has not learned the rules of the palace, but it is even more of a headache." Every time she was called into the palace, I couldn't help but sweat for her. Yan Kaizhi turned his eyes and looked at Shaohua's face that did not brighten, and his lips were lightly raised. Every time he saw Shaohua, he didn't just sweat, and his whole heart was about to jump out.
Although not being rejected made her feel a lot more settled, at least he didn't dislike her closeness or contradict her feelings, but thinking that in Yan Kaizhi's eyes, she was treated as a sister like Lanzhi, and the gap in her heart was inevitable. But when I thought about it, I thought that Song Yu had said that Yan Kaizhi basically didn't take other ladies in his eyes except Laneige. Since she is the same as Laneige, it proves that Yan Kaizhi still has her in his eyes.
Shaohua thought optimistically, and his mood also improved.