Chapter 177: Why don't you try to let go
with its café
Originally, there should have been no door opening at this time, but today the situation is special, and the person who received the call was already standing at the door early.
Excitement, nervousness, let her keep rubbing her hands, a year, a whole year, she did not give up, this year, she has been to many places, just hoping to have news of him.
Although she knew that he didn't have herself in his heart, as long as she knew whether he was doing well or not, she was already content.
The car stopped at the door of the café, and Luo Feng looked through the window at the door of the car, his body was a little thin, and his heart throbbed.
"You know how she's been this year." Leng Hanxuan's voice sounded slowly.
"That's why you brought me here?" Luo Feng put away his emotions and asked coldly.
"Get out of the car." Leng Hanxuan dropped the words, took the lead in opening the car door, and got out of the car.
Instead of looking at Leng Hanxuan longingly, her heart became a little nervous, and Leng Hanxuan nodded to her, signaling her to feel at ease.
Instead of nodding, her mood was also relaxed, free, bold, and confident, but when she came to Luo Feng, she became cautious, without a little self-confidence, not like herself at all.
Luo Feng opened the car door, slowly walked out of the car, looked at him, and said hoarsely for a long time: "Rather, long time no see."
"Good...... Long time no see. His voice trembled slightly.
Leng Hanxuan stepped forward, put his arm around his shoulder, and whispered, "Let's go in first."
"Hmm!" Instead of nodding: "I'm going to make you coffee, you must not have eaten breakfast so early, I'll make two."
After saying that, instead of walking in first.
Leng Hanxuan and Luo Feng found a place by the window, because every time Ling'er came out, whether it was eating or drinking, she liked the window position, and these two men who also loved her deeply also developed her habits.
Leng Hanxuan leaned back on the sofa and said in a cold voice: "We don't have to beat around the bush today, just say it directly, and the grievances between us should be over."
Luo Feng nodded and responded: "Very good, I didn't want to beat around the bush, then I will say it bluntly, Ling'er is no longer a year's Ling'er, you better let it go."
Leng Hanxuan sneered: "The person who should say this is me, whether Ling'er loses her memory or not, she will always love me in her heart."
"But she's forgotten about you."
"So what? Do you know why she chose to forget? How much do you know about us? ”
"Yes, I don't know much about you, but so what, since she chose to forget you, she must not want to continue this relationship, right?"
Luo Feng looked directly at Leng Hanxuan and pierced into his heart word by word.
Leng Hanxuan was not angry because of Luo Feng's words, but whispered unhurriedly: "The reason why she chose to forget is because she misunderstood some things, but she was arrested by Zuo Tianao before she had time to understand the truth, if she knew the truth, she would definitely not choose to forget, because she said, if I don't leave, she will not give up."
'If I don't leave, she won't give up' simple seven words, but they were deeply rooted in Luo Feng's heart.
"Luo Feng, I thank you for everything you have done for Ling'er, as a doctor, you should know that memory cannot be sealed forever, sooner or later she will remember everything, at that time, won't she hate you for deceiving her?"
Luo Feng was dumbfounded, he hadn't thought about these problems, but they were all ignored by him, even if he could only be with Ling'er for a year, a month, a day, or an hour, he was already very satisfied.
Leng Hanxuan continued, his attitude at this time was a little tougher:
"You should know my love for Ling'er, I haven't given up on her for a year since she disappeared, not to mention that now she has returned."
Luo Feng hooked the corners of his mouth and said slowly: "My love for Ling'er is no less than yours, and you will only hurt her all over her body."
She had always known Luo Feng's love for Ling'er, but when she heard it come out of his mouth, her heart still hurt.
Seeing it, Luo Feng's face darkened, he always knew that he was not in his heart, but just like him and Ling'er, it was just one-sided love, and he felt guilty about it.
Instead of coming back to his senses, he barely squeezed out a smile, pretended not to hear anything, and strode over.
"Your coffee, breakfast is ready right away."
Putting down the coffee, instead of turning around and leaving, she was afraid that she would not be able to collapse, and she would lose her temper in front of Luo Feng, she couldn't have love, and she couldn't even have pride.
Looking at his thin back, Leng Hanxuan said lightly: "How hard she has been this year, do you know?"
Luo Feng didn't speak, although he had been hiding himself in Poland, but he didn't know about the outside world, especially with him, this year, with him going to a lot of places, he knew that she was looking for his whereabouts.
"Okay, I've finished what I need to say, Ling'er, I won't let go, you can do it yourself."
Leng Hanxuan got up, dropped his words, and strode away.
By the time he came out with breakfast, Leng Hanxuan had already left.
"Where's Xuan?" Instead of putting down breakfast.
"He's gone." Luo Feng responded, although his tone was flat, but there was also a bit of tenderness.
"I haven't eaten breakfast yet." Instead of muttering.
Luo Feng looked at the breakfast on the plate and said slowly, "Let's eat together."
Rather than being a little flattered, even so, she still maintained her pride and smiled, "Okay."
Even if they hadn't seen each other for a year, they still didn't have anything to say, they all ate breakfast silently, and no one thought to speak first.
There was a tense and embarrassing atmosphere in the air, and seeing that breakfast was over, Luo Feng took a sip of milk and said, "I haven't seen you for a year, how are you doing?"
Instead of putting down the dishes, he raised his head and smiled, "It's good, it's the same as before, go where you want to go and do what you want to do."
This is it, no matter how bitter and painful her heart is, she will not show it in front of Luo Feng.
"What about you, this year seems to be gone, I thought it was ......"
Next, instead of being unable to speak, when she learned the news of Luo Feng's accident, her whole person was as if she had lost her soul.
Luo Feng didn't speak, he knew the meaning of his words, he also knew that it was selfish to do so, but when Ling'er woke up again, he had already forgotten everything about her and Leng Hanxuan, and at that time he had the idea of hiding that they were still alive, and he did the same, but he still had no way to change the arrangement of fate.
Even if Ling'er forgot everything, God still let her go back to Leng Hanxuan.
"You're all back, and so is that Ling'er." Instead of digressing the subject, asked.
"Hmm!" Luo Feng nodded: "She's back too."
"That's good, Xuan won't be sad anymore." Instead of smiling.
After speaking, she felt that her words were a little inappropriate, and then explained: "Don't get me wrong, I didn't mean that."
Luo Feng smiled bitterly: "It's okay, maybe you think that Leng Hanxuan and Ling'er are a couple."
Instead of getting serious, he said seriously: "Let it go, Luo Feng, when I was in Liberia, I persuaded you, and later when Xuan proposed to Ling'er, I also persuaded you, knowing that this is a fruitless love, why do you still insist?"
"And what about you, why do you still insist?" Luo Feng asked rhetorically.
"I ...... I'm different from you, I love you, but I'm also my pride, and you, now I don't even love your pride, Luo Feng, do you think you are still yourself? ”
This is the first time he has been so honest, and it is also the first time he has said this openly and honestly to Luo Feng.
With his question, it hit Luo Feng's heart deeply, yes, is he still himself? Where did his pride go?
It took a long time for Luo Feng to come up with an answer, and said slowly: "This may be the difference between you and the way I love, for the sake of Ling'er, I would rather not have my pride."
Although Luo Feng knew that saying this must have deeply hurt her heart, it also happened to make her die to herself.
Instead of his heart hurting, he still kept a smile on his face: "Love, there is no way, it's all the same, if you can accept me, I can also do without my pride, but your heart is in Ling'er, in the same way, you love Ling'er, you can not want your own pride for her, but her heart is in Xuan, putting herself in an embarrassing and desperate situation, Luo Feng, is this really what you want?"
Luo Feng was silent, and instead of his words that he couldn't refute, he had indeed put himself in an awkward and embarrassing situation.
If Ling'er recovers his memory, will he hate him as Leng Hanxuan said?
He also knew that Ling'er's loss of memory was only temporary, and one day she would remember everything, and he had been living in fear for the past year, always worrying about her remembering the past.
Seeing that Luo Feng hadn't spoken for a long time, he continued: "Luo Feng...... Why don't you try to let go, maybe you will find that what you love is not so deep, just a persistence and unwillingness. ”
"Persistence! Unwilling! Luo Feng muttered, feeling as if he had been caught in the middle of it.
Is he really just unwilling because of his persistence? He had never doubted himself so much for a moment as he did now.
From the first time he saw Su Ling'er, he had a good impression of her, and later she was injured by Zuo Tianao, on the operating table, he once jokingly said to her:
"If you ask me, maybe I'll save you."
Her words are still imprinted in his heart to this day.
"You don't want your life, you can't lose your dignity."
It was also this stubbornness that made his heart throb, and it was also that day that he fell in love with this stubborn girl.
But when he made up his mind to confess, she disappeared, and he desperately searched for her, but there was no news of her.
Later, he learned that she entered the Leng family, was reborn into An Ran'er's body, and became the young grandmother of the Leng family.
His love died before it began, is this his unwillingness?
Instead of getting up and putting away the plates, he still smiled and said, "Think about it, I'll always wait for you in the old place."
After saying that, instead of leaving, she knew that the rest of the time should be left for Luo Feng to think clearly, if he couldn't think clearly, no one could help him.