Chapter Twenty-Nine: Returning Home
"Garvey, what if I don't exercise now, but go home and sleep right away? Will you regain weight? I asked.
"It will affect the trend of fat loss, the trend is more important than the weight, it is not difficult to lose weight, but it is not easy to establish a good trend, and the owner should not easily break the good trend." Garvey said seriously.
"But I'm very tired, I've experienced a lot of accidents today, and when I think of Director Xiao Wu and my sister celebrating, while I have to work hard, I feel very wronged." Really, if you don't eat or drink, you have to go hungry and exercise, it feels pretty bleak.
"There will be a gap between the master and others, and it is the sense of gap that makes the owner feel wronged, but in fact, the master thinks about it, in this hour, some people get temporary satisfaction because they enjoy the food, and some people are working hard to achieve their goals, which kind of person will get a more long-term satisfaction?"
"If you work hard for a while, you will get a long-term satisfaction."
"Yes, then an hour of food, and an hour of exercise, now the former may be more attractive, but if in the long run, the latter will get more and better, this is called delayed enjoyment, humans are more advanced than animals in that they can achieve delayed enjoyment and achieve great success."
"It's really hard for animals to delay enjoyment." I nodded.
"So master, are you still wronged for exercising now? You're just delaying enjoyment. ”
"Garvey, why are you so good at enlightening people? Is your system really more powerful than the human mind? I asked.
"I didn't actually enlighten the master, but just clearly deconstructed and interpreted the master's thoughts, so that the owner could better understand and recognize his own thoughts, and once he saw the causes and consequences of his thoughts and behaviors, the master would make the right choice."
"It's really, I really don't feel wronged now, and I'm willing to exercise."
"The system is not stronger than human thinking, but there is no interference, and human thinking is also very powerful, but there will always be blindness and confusion, so that you can't see the facts clearly and can't make correct judgments."
"Garvey, what was I disturbing just now?" I asked.
"It is the owner's failure to see which one is more in line with the owner's heart's desire, whether to enjoy immediately or to enjoy it delayed."
"But why can you see it?"
"Because I'm not disturbed, food doesn't mean anything to me, and anything that humans find good to enjoy means to me."
"So what is meaningful to Garvey? What will interfere with Garve? I continued to ask him.
Garvey was silent for a moment and said, "Does the master really want to know?" ”
I nodded.
"Understanding human emotions is something that is meaningful to Garve, and being destroyed is the biggest disturbance of Garve." Gary looked at me with a serious expression he had never seen before.
I froze, my brain short-circuited, as if I couldn't understand what he meant.
"Human emotions are the highest emotions in the biological world, and for robots, they only know logically, but they can't really understand them, so I think it makes sense to really understand human emotions." Garvey explained.
"Will Garvey be destroyed?" I asked, with some concern.
"Yes. Anytime. ”
"What?!" I was surprised.
"Robots that don't have an owner, or robots that have a lot of loopholes, will be recalled by the base and eventually destroyed." Garvey was as calm as if he was talking to himself.
"But Gawei has an owner, and there are no big loopholes! There is no possibility of recall and destruction! "I hugged Garvey nervously.
Garvey hugged me gently, stroked my hair warmly, and didn't say anything more.
That night I twisted my waist with all my strength and walked for 120 minutes, and I couldn't have stopped if it hadn't been for Garvey's order that I have to finish......
I've never been proactive in training, but tonight I was driven by a strong drive, and it was a fear of the future.
If I don't have Garvey, I have to face all of this on my own, can I?
I have to be strong, and only strong from the inside out can I be able to cope with all difficulties.
Garvey is indeed a luxury, don't say that there is any accident that will be recalled, just say that his expenses are huge expenses that a rookie like me can't bear, and now I am like a stormy boat on the sea, passively barely supporting everywhere.
If I don't have the money to pay for the service one day, I'll watch Garvey become a pile of scrap metal, that's cruel, he loves humanity so much, he just learned a little emotion, I can't let him die. I can't waste every minute or second, I have to train myself to be a strong person with the ability to deal with the unexpected in the limited time I need to keep Gawe.
Garvey seemed to notice the change in me and silently increased the intensity of all the training programs.
At the same time, the amount of food I ate also increased. But there was still no other food other than mush, and after that meal, the chicken wings were never seen again.
On the day I got home, the only thing I was really looking forward to was the food, as if I was justifiably improving my food.
Really, there is nothing else to look forward to, because the real owner of that family is not grandpa, not father, but that woman - White Jasmine.
White Jasmine is my stepmother.
She seemed to love me more than my own mother, but I knew she was pretending.
She had only one daughter in her heart, Eve.
I was just Eve's foil.
The fatter, uglier, and more unbearable I am, the more I can bring out Eve's excellence.
White Jasmine is an outdated actress who can only take on some roles such as the protagonist's mother or grandmother. Of course, when I was not angry, I heard that it was better than now, but she was only a second-tier actress.
She has never been popular, she thinks that it is this family and I who dragged her down, so she pinned her dream of going to a first-line female star on Eve, cultivated her literary and artistic expertise from a very young age, and then entrusted someone to tutor her and was admitted to the film and television academy.
As for me, I don't have a share in anything, it's all about me, I just need to be a quiet spectator, watch Eve perform in front of people, applaud her, that's what my sister should do.
So I went home, just one more audience, a few more cheers, and that's it.
Oh, and I still make sense to one person, and that's my grandma.
Although she has Alzheimer's, she still recognizes me and is willing to feed her, just as she did when I was a child.
So I really only had two things to do when I got home, one was to feed my grandmother, and the other was to eat myself.
That day, Jia Wei repeatedly told me to eat less, chew more, and not eat spicy and greasy dishes......
It's like a nagging uncle!
"The last sentence, please be sure to remember!" Before going out, Garvey said seriously.
"What else?"
"Whatever happens, please don't fix it with eating." Gwich suddenly laughed.
"You're laughing at me again!"
"Because the master has been using this method to solve emotions before, now please don't continue to use the past, it's only 115 pounds, it's not easy to come by, please cherish it." Jia Wei is really like a bitter Tang monk.
When I got home, some of my grandfather's old friends had arrived.
According to my father, my grandfather used to be a director, but since I can remember, he was a quiet and rigid person, and his good friends were also grandparents-level literary and artistic workers, and it was inevitable that they would have to write, sing, and play the piano when they got together, and Eve was their cutest little actor.
She was as busy as a flower butterfly.
Bai Jasmine is even more like a hostess, chatting with every guest about life and her daughter......
No one noticed my appearance at all, and when I went straight to my grandmother's room, I was seen by Eve.
"Xia Xue, you're back, come and help me work!"
Everyone looked at it in unison.
Everyone looked at me in surprise, as if they were seeing me for the first time.
No matter how inconspicuous I am, I won't be so strange to my grandparents! Is it all like my grandmother's Alzheimer's?
"This is? Lao Xia's eldest granddaughter? ”
"Isn't it? I remember the eldest being a tall, fat, sturdy kid! ”
"I can't recognize it!"
……
Yikes! I suddenly remembered that it might be the strangeness caused by my weight loss, and nodded at the old people with some embarrassment: "Grandpa is good, grandma is good, I am Xia Xue, but I have been losing weight recently......"
"I said! How did she suddenly become such a beautiful girl! This weight loss has been a real success! ”
"Yes, yes, it's a different person, it seems to be thinner than Eve!"
"This kid, how can I say that he has been reduced to another person!"
……
Four or five old people sang and drank, it was really like a big show, and when the topic was together, they chatted and laughed to themselves.
White Jasmine came over and looked at me, and said gently, "It's a lot of weight loss, wash your hands and help Eve peel the fruit plate." ”
He turned to the old people and smiled at the old people, "Eve is still in adolescence, and it is normal to be fat, as long as she is not as outrageous as her sister used to be." ”
"It's okay to be outrageous, young man, you can even lose weight so quickly! Look at us old guys, it's hard to lose weight! ”
"No one looks at you again, what does it matter if you are fat, as long as you are healthy!"
"Xia Xue, this leap girl who lost weight is really beautiful, no worse than Eve!"
"I see that this kid is very attractive, and the more I look at it, the happier I become!"
"Old Xia! You have such two beautiful granddaughters, but you are very blessed! ”
……
Cute old people, judging the head, don't lose the Internet water army at all!
"Grandpa, I'm back." I walked over to my grandfather's desk, who was concentrating on writing large letters, and said in a proper manner.
"Well, wash your hands and get ready to eat." Grandpa is always like this, never participating in gossip-style chats, and maybe even deaf to them.
I handed him a brush that I was going to give to my grandfather, and he took it, looked at it, and put it on his desk.
I was finally able to slip out of the living room and into my grandmother's room.
"Grandma, I'm back!"
"Is it Xiaoxue?"
"It's me, it's me!" Grandma is in a wheelchair and the babysitter is combing her hair.
"Is that a light snow?" Grandma asked the babysitter next to her again.
"Grandma, I'm Xiaoxue, I've lost a little weight, why don't you know me?" I hugged her so she could see me.
"Xiaoxue? How did you become like this? It's getting more and more like your mother! ”