But I still put aside that terrible shyness, and for the sake of the child, I said truthfully: "There is no rule, and I ...... I haven't counted it, but the frequency is quite high! ”

I've talked to this point, and both of you are probably from the past, so you probably know what my situation is, and I can't tell them directly:

We come every day when we have time, sometimes twice a night!

After Aunt Hui confirmed the situation with me again and again, she finally respected the wishes of our mother and daughter and was ready to use menstrual treatment to help me fulfill my wish to have a child!

In fact, it is very simple, it is to regularly inject and take drugs that stimulate female hormones to reactivate ovarian function, and then go back to the hospital regularly to check the situation until menstruation!

Generally speaking, it will be about the same in the second half of the year.

After hearing Aunt Hui's words, my mother immediately said with some annoyance: "Such a simple thing should have been done earlier." ”

Aunt Hui shook her head: "Actually, my main concern is that I am afraid that if I take such a foreign treatment method, I will be gone again after giving birth, and it will be better if it is a natural menstrual return!" ”

The old mother, who was still happy just now, immediately hesitated, looked at it, and the sorrow on her face increased a little, and then she said in pieces:

"Hey, what about that! It's still not good to not have a period at this young age, and it's impossible for her to give birth to only this one! ”

I couldn't bear to let her be so sad, I grinned and comforted my mother:

"It's okay Mom, don't you just come to the hospital for treatment when you want to give birth, besides, if you don't come, we can still prevent unplanned pregnancy, which is also a benefit."

Obviously, this did not please my mother, and she even rolled her eyes!

My mother thought about it very seriously, and then stood up hesitantly: "Hui, let me think about it again!" You also know, Lan Xin's situation is me, hey! ”

Aunt Hui nodded hurriedly, she still adhered to the idea of being good for me: "Well, you two will discuss it again...... Eh, doesn't that kid still know the situation? ”

I was also upset at the mention of this, and immediately nodded helplessly.

When my mother and I went home, my mother finally opened up on this question: "What do you think?" ”

To be honest, my body is far from being as good as before, so in fact, I'm also worried about the future, and it's not the same if I haven't had my period and I haven't had it after I came, Lu Baozi should find out!

There is also about children, my mother is right, I want to give birth to two, and if I have to go to the hospital for treatment in the middle, will it be strange?

Will I need to have IVF at the end of the day to have a baby?

That's just ...... It's too evil!

A thick sense of sorrow came to my heart, I comforted my mother first, but after I went back, I was so worried that I didn't have the energy to do anything, until Lu Yiting came back, I still had a bitter melon face!

After he took off his coat, he immediately hugged me and clinged to me like a child: "Wife, what's wrong with you?" Is it sick to sleep so early? ”

I sighed and said helplessly, "No, I just feel so tired." ”

"yes, I'm so tired!"

Lu Yiting also sighed along with my words, I didn't pay much attention to it at the time, but now that I think about it, he should have said the company's problems!

I was too lazy to move, so I pushed him: "Go take a shower and go to bed, don't bother!" ”

"No!" Lu Baozi walked slowly to the table: "I have to work overtime for a while tonight!" ”

I looked at the time, grass, it's almost ten o'clock, and if I have to work overtime, it must be twelve o'clock!

If this continues, I am really afraid that I will be widowed early, not that I do not support his career, but I am also worried about his health, so I immediately closed his computer.

He wasn't angry, he turned around and hugged my waist: "Wife, what are you doing!" The Lun family has to work! ”

"Hurry up and go to the shower and sleep, no overtime is allowed tonight!"

He pursed his lips, with a look of exhaustion and grievance: "I'm tired, but I can't help it!" Okay, you leave me alone, go to bed gratefully, I'll squint here for a while and then start working overtime! ”

Then in less than three minutes, Lu Yiting, who usually sleeps and doesn't snore, actually lay on the table and snored today, the sound is really ......

Loud in the sky!

Sitting on the bed and watching him for nearly a minute, I sighed and resigned myself to getting up and going to the bathroom to rub a towel and come out to wipe his face, very helpless to drag him to bed!

He opened his eyes suddenly, and smiled at me while turning on the computer: "I'm going to start working overtime, you can rest first!" ”

Lu Yiting began to fly up again, I looked forward to seeing him at night every day, and the two of them said a few words affectionately, but every time he came back in the middle of the night, he basically couldn't say a few words, and he was already asleep!

After a week like this, I finally couldn't help but start running to my mother's house during the day, but my mother was thinking about the children all day long, and I was also upset by the thoughts, and it was inevitable that I would be a little emotional.

But I have a temper, but I don't often send it out, so I endured it, and in the end I couldn't help it, so I just thought about going out to find a job first.

As soon as my mother heard that I was going out to look for a job, she hurriedly objected: "Regardless of the child's business?" ”

I was nervous when I listened to it, and Xiao Liu, who was in charge of the listing of my small apartment by the real estate company today, also called me and said that no one was willing to take over if I didn't pay off the loan, and I was worried about it!

was thought of by my mother again, and immediately lay down on the sofa with irritation, pretending to be dead!

My mother knew that I was in a hurry, so she hurriedly grabbed me and asked, "What are you doing to make me anxious?" Just because I said two words to you? ”

"It's not!" I put my hand across my eyes, too annoyed to speak.

My mother was mopping the floor with a mop, and when she heard my two angry words, she immediately threw the mop away: "Lan Xin, you tell me the truth." ”

I was still a little scared of being yelled at by her, so I quickly got up and sat upright, thinking that horizontal and vertical would also die, so it was better to try it!

I hesitated for a moment and didn't even dare to look at her, and whispered: "I want to sell the small apartment, but now the loan has not been paid off, and no one wants to take this project, and I am upset!" ”

My mother looked at me fixedly and wondered, "Are you short of money?" ”

"Sort of! And...... Now Yiting's company has just started, I don't have to go to work, and the monthly payment of a small apartment is not cheap, so I think it's not a way to sit and eat! ”

"Then you can rent it out!"

"If you don't want to worry about that, just sell it, anyway, there is no possibility of appreciation in that place!"

My mother was silent, and I quietly looked at her expression and saw that there was nothing unusual, so I was sure that she did not doubt my words.

With a pensive look, my mother picked up the mop again and began to mop the floor, and just when I thought it was hopeless to speak, she suddenly approached me and asked:

"That'...... I'll lend you the money from home? ”

I thought about it, they probably don't have that much money in their hands! But our house is worth a lot of money, and there should be no problem if the loan is repaid.

It's just that I'm a little weird in my heart!

Smiled unnaturally, I said truthfully: "I just want to borrow a mortgage from our house, and pay it back when the small apartment is sold, do you think this is okay!" ”

My mother didn't reply to me immediately, but said that I would discuss it with my father, and I was a little weak when I opened this mouth, so even if they didn't want me, I couldn't have much opinion, so I immediately responded!

I had nothing to do in the afternoon, and I just happened to have a job fair, so I took a taxi, and after a round of shopping, I found that I didn't have much touch, and I was a little deflated!

A lot of discouragement turned into a gamble, and I walked around again and finally stopped in front of a company that hired copywriters.

The girl in charge of recruitment looked quite young, looked me up and down, smiled and asked me to sit down to understand the situation, and I really sat down!

She asked me very formulaically, "Did you bring your resume?" ”

Yes, I came in a hurry and thought about it at all, and immediately shook my head a little embarrassed, and the girl was surprised to take out a resume sample from the recruitment site for me to fill in, and I finished writing it by dividing it by two!

The girl picked up my resume and looked at it, smiled and asked, "You're married!" Did you have a second child? ”

"Huh?" Oh, yes, yes, now that the second child is open, it is understandable for the company to consider this issue, but I can only answer truthfully:

"That, I'm not alive yet!"

As soon as the girl heard me say this, she looked clear on her face, but she said to me bluntly without any extra words:

"Then you can briefly introduce yourself, including a plan for the next five years and your understanding of our industry!"

I immediately glanced at the name of their company's 'S Shangmei International Image Building Company', my brain was racing quickly, and I opened my mouth a little nervously:

"My surname is Lan Xin, I used to work as an assistant and manager in a media company, and because of my previous work circle, I am no stranger to microplastics, and I think microplastics will ...... in the future."

After I talked about the bright future of microplastic surgery, I saw the little girl nodding, but finally asked me hesitantly:

"Does your life plan for the next five years include having children?"

Now I understand that there is really no market for a married older woman like me, and what company wants a pregnant woman who can become a free wage at any time?

Thinking of this, I quickly stood up and said sorry to the little girl and hurriedly left the job fair!

To be honest, the mood is not very happy!

But I think it's not a thing for me to stay at home all the time and be idle, but I still have to find something to do, since I can't enter the company, it's not bad to be a salesperson!

If you don't add to the eight-hour class, you can get a commission if you sell well, and the income should be good!

First of all, I picked a shopping mall to buy clothes, and as a result, even this kind of place showed me a red card when I heard that I was 30 years old and didn't have children, and I felt sad when I boarded!

After failing several times, I finally remembered to ask for help, but Lu Xiaohong had never been to work at all, so I could only ask Zhuling!

Zhu Ling now seems to be writing novels at home with children, and it is said that the income is also good, but when I heard that I was looking for a job again, I was not optimistic about it:

"You've just gotten married, aren't you in a hurry to have children? It's so inconvenient to go out to work, why don't you just write at home like me, anyway, haven't you written before? ”

"I can't make money for snacks, I still don't give this ugly, you can help me come up with ideas! What do you have to say to get them to hire me! ”

Zhu Ling hesitated: "Otherwise, you will tell a lie, just say that you are a Dink and don't want to have children!" ”

"It's not going to work! I'm a little flustered if I'm a sycophant, so forget it! ”

"That'...... Huh? Don't you have any resources? Wouldn't it be nice to find a former friend to introduce you to a job? ”

I have a lot of resources, but they are all in that circle, built up on the side of the forest, and now that the bridges and roads are returned, what use can they be!

Ay......

Lu Yiting basically didn't eat at home, so I simply had dinner at my mother's house before going back, I didn't want to face the empty house alone, so I dragged on until almost ten o'clock!

I didn't expect Lu Baozi, who basically came back early in the morning for a while, to come back early today, probably because I wasn't there, and I smoked in the house!

I was overjoyed and surprised, why didn't he call me when he came back early?

He heard the sound of me coming back, and quickly pressed the cigarette butt into the ashtray, looked up and smiled at me: "It's back!" ”