443 The boy has tears
The corners of his eyes jumped.
I couldn't bear to look at it, and I couldn't bear not to look at it, but I saw that a piece of red of different shades was like a ravine, glowing with a strange light, replacing the bewitching poppy, and lying on her shoulder in horror, as if it was a piece of crystal jade that suddenly appeared broken, and because she was too thin, there was a piece of skin and flesh that was seriously corroded, almost exposing the bones.
However, there were also several red lines swindling out of the palm-sized piece of red, as if a sharp blade had cut off a few strands of flesh.
Thinking that it was illegal to use the jade pill water, he was quite panicked, and as a result, the pill water slipped and eroded the skin and flesh.
It must have hurt at the time, right? How could she bear to be so cruel to herself? She's so cowardly, I'm afraid she won't dare to take another look after being injured, right? And this cruel scene was actually burned into his eyes.
For a moment, the hand holding the bed clothes trembled uncontrollably.
Su Jinling didn't dare to look back.
She couldn't hide it, she knew, but she didn't want it so soon, she planned to wait for the wound to heal before telling him, anyway, she used Ice and Snow Youtan, and the recovery must be very fast, but she didn't want to ......
"Jinling...... Jinling ......"
His arms went around in front of him, and he held her in his arms, whispering her name, like a wounded child, and as if trying to comfort her wounded, and his whole body was trembling. His extremely suppressed voice finally rushed out uncontrollably......
He cried......
His heart shook and he was about to break free, but he hugged her tighter, his head was tightly pressed against her face, and the warm tears wet her ears, dissolved with her tears, and slipped down the corners of her eyes, soaking the plum blossom pillow of Lianyun brocade red calyx......
It seems that no matter when something happens, he always smiles slightly, as if the spring breeze stops at the corner of his lips forever.
But who said that how many smiles there are in front of people, how many tears there are in their hearts?
I remember that at the beginning of the wedding, she annoyed him, he was drinking in the Star Picking Pavilion, it was cold, and he was sick. She was apologetic and moved him to the Nuan Yu Sheng Xiang Pavilion to take care of him, and he hugged her in a coma, constantly calling "Don't leave me".
That night, his tears fell from the corners of her eyes and down the corners of her temples, but they fell into her heart and caused a slight tremble.
It seems that from then on, she never thought of leaving him again. Although the tears only fell gently into the lake of her heart, they were continuous ripples, so that in the countless changes that could be changed in the future, these layers of ripples stopped her steps again and again, trapped her in them, and she was addicted to it and could not extricate herself.
I still remember that he thought she had poisoned him, but he arranged everything for her and said goodbye to her. At that time, he smiled and thanked her, the refraction of the wine covered the pain in his eyes, and that moment was forever engraved in her heart. Since that day, she has never mentioned asking him to help investigate Yuwen Xuancang's change of heart. That glass of wine, that smile, that uncomplaining determination, the tears that are forever hidden behind the smile, dispelled all her doubts......
And that early summer, when they lay side by side on a small boat shrouded in golden mist, she was immersed in the dream he had created for her, looked at his side face, and said to him, "Xuanyi, I like you." ”
He was silent for a while, but his long, curly eyelashes fluttered uncontrollably......
She suddenly found that there had been countless times when he hugged her so suddenly, without saying anything, only trembling lightly......
She remembered that when she first returned to the house, she often wanted to tear off the flesh of the poppy that had her anger and fear on it, but he stopped her.
He stared at the flower for a long time, kissed softly on the skin she never wanted to see again, and said to her, "This is mine, it is the mark of my mistake that I will always remember, and you shall not destroy it without my permission!" ”
Gradually, she also tried to forget the mark. But the turmoil in the Liquan Hall made it impossible for her to ignore its existence anymore. It is her shame, it is her disaster, and it is not only hers, just because of it, Yuwen Xuanyi has offended too many important ministers, and I am afraid that he has also lost the trust of the emperor......
She only hated why she hadn't destroyed it in time, so when she watched the jade pill water devour this bewitching poppy little by little, she didn't feel the slightest pain, only a heart full of joy and relief.
Disappear, disappear, and all bad luck will be gone......
"It looks a little scary, but it's not as scary as you think, and it's going to get better soon. But if there's any scarring, you can't dislike me......" She deliberately took a relaxed tone, but her voice clearly changed tone.
He hugged her tighter: "Jinling, let's get out of here and go to a place where there is no one......"
She was stunned and lowered her eyes: "How can there be such a place?" ”
"Banana. You forgot, that's my fiefdom, we didn't have time to go to Fuzhong last time, this time ......"
"Xuanyi, are you leaving the imperial court? Don't you want ...... That's the ...... you've worked so hard for years."
"I said, nothing is more important than you!"
His lips were close to her ear, his chest was close to her back, and the powerful heartbeat seemed to fall on her heart, causing her heart to beat together.
"I don't want you because I ......"
"It's not about giving up! There are some things that as long as someone can do them well, why care about who does them? The purpose of creating Qingming is to enjoy the prosperous world, why do you have to go through the previous level? Let others do what offends people, and I'll just be my good king......"
"But you ......"
"Jinling, a cup can only hold a bowl of water, my arms are so big, I can only hold you alone......"
She burst into tears.
If there is a man who is willing to give up the country for you, give up everything that he has fought for many years, almost everything that he has exchanged for his life, how can his heart not hurt? But he still said to you in such a relaxed tone, I want to take you away and live a free life, how can you not be moved? How can it be a "moved"?
He turned to her, took her in his arms, and let her tug at the hem of his garment and weep until her heart was broken.
He knew that she liked to live an unfettered life, she just said that he was giving up for her, how could she count how much she had given up for him over the years? She only thought that it was all irrelevant, and as long as he wanted to do it, she would never be a drag on him, even if she couldn't help.
Everyone knows that about that position, it is only a competition between him and Yuwen Xuancang.
Su Jinling is a person of great affection, although she doesn't say it, he also knows that she doesn't want to see them-for-tat or even sword-to-sword, she doesn't want any of them to be hurt. However, she never stopped him, she believed that as long as it was his ideal, he should do his best to achieve it, whether it was success or failure, it was all fulfilled.
She will be frightened, but she will always smile, silently guarding this home for him and sweeping away all worries for him.
She has been silently dotting for him, thinking that this is just a matter of course, but she doesn't want to, it is this daily unnoticeable bit that makes him distracted, talking and laughing in front of people, and when he returns to the house, he is also full of fragrance.
He suddenly realized that people could be so happy. That's a satisfaction, a satisfaction that doesn't require anything to add.
For that position, he really wanted to get it. It used to be for the mother, but now it's ...... What can express one's love more than let the beloved woman get the most noble glory in the world, and can repay her deep affection for herself? But he found that she did not like the identity that all women longed for, and that identity was like a complicated dress, gorgeous but heavy, glamorous and restrained.
He always remembered her undisguised happiness when they traveled away for a year, like a greenhouse flower finally meeting the wind and rain of heaven and earth and blooming dazzlingly. During that time, no matter how tired she was, there was always a beautiful flush on her pale face, like the shyness of the morning sun on the magnolia flowers. But since re-entering the imperial capital, the morning sun has set.
She is still the princess of Qingning who obeys the rules and manners, and only in front of him did she recover her little daughter's attitude. But because of his mistake, she almost disappeared from his life.
He may have missed only this once, but only once, and he almost forged a hatred for the ages.
He hardly dared to think back to those days without her, when the heavens and the earth were empty. To this day, he would wake up from the hollow and search for her existence, almost never dreaming.
It was then that he began to realize that some of his pursuits seemed wrong. If there is no her, what is the point of winning the world? When he stands above the ten thousand, looking down on the people, with whom will he share his joy? Did he struggle all his life to be lonely forever?
Fortunately, she returned, and he felt that his lost soul had finally returned to its original place. But it turned out that after many years of staying, she has unconsciously infiltrated his blood, this parting, as if a part of him was stripped alive, if someone maliciously slandered, it was she who hurt, and it was he who hurt.
However, just like Xu Ruoxi's sudden attack, there are always some things that are unpredictable, and because of that position, even if Yuwen Xuancang is afraid of hurting her and refuses to make a move, it is difficult to ensure that others are not sneaky, and no matter how resourceful he is, he can't risk her.
Once, he was alone and fearless, but now he ...... Yuwen Xuanrui is right, she is his weakness, but this weakness, he cherishes it very much, and he will not give up until death.
He didn't want her to go through any more fright, he was afraid that if something really went wrong, King Guangling's proverbs would be quietly fulfilled......
Xu Ruoxi is vicious, but who gave her the opportunity to do evil, isn't it his selfishness? Not his intolerance? Not his distrust? If it weren't for all this, Jinling would not have suffered a catastrophe. She only thought that she owed him, but she didn't want to be the one who implicated her.