Chapter 8 Diary

After a while, Zuo stabilized his mind, and then immediately found the direction, bowed to the east, and whispered, "Ancestor." You see, I caused this situation unintentionally, and if I didn't help her cover her with the quilt, it might cause her to catch a cold. So I'm completely sorry to make amends, and I don't have anything else in mind, you always give me a witness. ”

After saying this, Shi Zuo farts went to the other side of the bed and lifted the quilt from the corner, and then slipped back to this side, picked up the girl, walked over, put her on the bed, and covered the quilt again. Then Shi Zuo bowed to Dongfang again and said, "Ancestor, you see, that's it." I didn't do anything else. ”

After a busy while, Shi Zuo finally turned his attention away and began to look at the room carefully. This room is not large, a bed takes up almost half of the area, and the rest of the room is only a two-door wardrobe and a dresser.

Shi Zuo curiously slipped to the dresser, and just now he saw a notebook on the table.

"I guess it's a diary. Ha, a girl's diary! Shi Zuo rubbed his hands, picked up the diary, looked at it upside down, and was not embarrassed to open it. The journal is very thick, and when you look at it from the side, it is clear that the paper used varies in texture and yellowing from front to back.

Shi Zuo felt that this should be spliced together by several relatively thin diaries. The envelope of the diary is a whole piece of fine cowhide, which seems to be made together when splicing, and the craftsmanship is very good. Judging from Shi Zuo's experience, this job is not cheap, so pay more attention to this diary.

In the end, Shi Zuo really couldn't hold back his curiosity, and he thought to himself: "It's okay, I'll just see how well other people's handwriting is, I don't look at the content." It's okay, it's okay. Then he carefully opened the diary.

At this time, Shi Zuo didn't know that he was turning another page of his life.

Shi Zuoxian took a cursory look and found a problem. The text part of this diary only accounts for about two-thirds, and the handwriting of the first half and the second half of the content is completely different, and it is obvious that it was written by two people.

"Interesting, interesting." Shi Zuo thought to himself, and at the same time, his gossip heart was teased a little bit. He simply turned around and went back to lock the door, then came back and sat down in front of the girl's dresser, and looked carefully from the beginning with the night vision goggles.

The date on the first line of the first article reads: 1960. Shi Zuo couldn't help but turn his head to look at the girl named Xintong who was sleeping soundly on the bed, and said in his heart: "In 1960, she didn't write it, it's not so terrifying." ”

Half an hour later, he raised his head again and moved his neck, and said to himself, "It turns out that he is also a poor man." ”

Although this diary is relatively thick, due to the relatively vernacular of words and sentences, Shi Zuo hurriedly read part of it in half an hour. I learned from the diary that the girl's surname was Zheng, and the first half of Shi Zuo's reading was written by her mother, and anyone who looked at the content in the diary would come to a conclusion, this was written by a madman. Including Shi Zuo now thinks so.

According to the diary, Zheng Xintong's mother has been trapped in various hallucinations since she was a child, the most serious of which lasted almost all her life.

It was a very, very strong desire that made Zheng Xintong's mother feel that she had to get something. But the problem was that she didn't know what it was or where it was. In addition, she felt that she seemed to be able to control the weather, because every time she was in a very bad mood, it would rain after a while, and she even felt that she could control or guess the next move of the animal, and other hallucinations that plagued Zheng Xintong's mother intermittently.

Zheng Xintong's grandparents also spent a lot of energy and money to seek medical advice everywhere to heal their daughter. Finally, when Zheng Xintong's mother was 20 years old, the treatment method of sedation and hypnosis had a good therapeutic effect, and Zheng Xintong's mother basically did not have any problems in the next 5 years. It was in these 5 years that Zheng Xintong's mother met her lover, who was also Chinese-American, and got married and gave birth to Zheng Xintong. Unfortunately, the good times were short-lived.

Because Zheng Xintong's parents are both Chinese, after giving birth to Zheng Xintong, both of them wanted to give their daughter a nice Chinese name. So they studied the culture of their home country together, thinking that they could find inspiration for their names.

It was at this time that Zheng Xintong's mother's illness suddenly re-erupted without warning, and then completely out of control, she began to lock herself in her room, holding a pencil and constantly marking words about China in newspapers and magazines, page after page, day and night, until the whole room was full of paper, without eating or drinking, until finally she fainted.

At this time, Zheng Xintong's father learned that his wife was suffering from serious mental illness. After a mental struggle, the man chose to leave. It was his departure that gave Zheng Xintong's mother the most fatal blow, and after writing the last diary, she committed suicide.

Then, the bad luck passed on, and this mental illness was inherited to Zheng Xintong. Although compared to her mother, she had a lag in the onset of the disease, but when Zheng Xintong was 12 years old, she still began to slowly develop similar symptoms.

A year after the onset of the disease, as her hallucinations became more and more severe, the grandparents who grew up with her made a decision, they gave her mother's diaries to Zheng Xintong, hoping that through these diaries, Zheng Xintong could know the development of her illness in advance, so as to take precautions in advance to prevent her from embarking on the same path as her mother. Maybe this method is really effective, and since then, the development of Zheng Xintong's disease has slowly stabilized, and it can be controlled with the help of simple drugs.

And the difference between this mother and daughter is not only that, unlike her mother, who can only feel desire but doesn't know what she wants, Zheng Xintong already knew very clearly when she was 15 years old that thing was a bronze stick! By the time she was 16 years old, she was able to draw what the bronze staff would look like. It was also in this year, in the 16-year-old Jasper years, that she met Liu Zirui.

It may not be accurate to say that they met each other, but the two families have actually lived in the same neighborhood all along, and they may have met each other when they were children, but they didn't really know each other until that year.

In the racist neighborhoods of the United States, there are almost no Chinese children who are not bullied. A weak woman like Zheng Xintong, the mother and daughter are both burdened with similar rumors, and they are basically destined to be a target.

That day, when Zheng Xintong was once again pushed down next to the garbage can, she may have to suffer the most unacceptable consequences. From the tears in her eyes, she saw a tall boy pull out a galvanized pipe from his schoolbag and rush over.

In this battle, the boy broke his left collarbone and 3 ribs, but he still stood with iron bones, while the white gangsters all lay on the ground. This boy named Liu Zirui became famous in a fight and has since become Zheng Xintong's protector. After graduating from high school, Liu Zirui went to Harvard, and Zheng Xintong went to Yale. Although Liu Zirui is now a wealthy family, his feelings for Zheng Xintong have not changed, and the relationship between the two has become closer and closer over time.

Looking at the various sweetness on the page that was about to overflow, Shi Zuo, the single dog, felt that he had been injured by 100,000 points, and the blood groove was about to go to zero, so he hurriedly turned a few pages back and omitted some content without reading.

Just a year ago, Liu Zirui finally proposed to Zheng Xintong but was rejected. Zheng Xintong finally mustered up the courage to tell Liu Zirui about her own and her mother's problems, she wanted to show that she didn't want to marry Liu Zirui, but was worried that her problems were hereditary and would have a bad impact on both of them.

Unexpectedly, Liu Zirui smiled faintly, saying that in fact, he already knew it when he was 16 years old, and said that these are not problems at all, even if they are problems, they will no longer be a problem with current technology and his financial resources. When he saw the two hugging each other and crying, Shi Zuo's blood trough finally returned to zero, so he had to stand up and move his muscles and bones before continuing to look down.

Zheng Xintong was 24 years old this year, and everything was originally developing in the best direction. But for some reason, something even stranger happened to her. She discovers that she can really teleport objects.