Liu Yuyuan said softly: "William, do you know? ”

"Huh?"

"After slashing you back then, I later sent you medicine, I'm afraid you won't be able to heal."

William was a little surprised, he did receive a package at that time, but he thought it was someone else who sent it by mistake, so he refused to sign for it.

"If you didn't arrest me at the time, I really wouldn't hurt you." Liu Yuyuan thought of the knife he gave William, and now he thinks that he was really ruthless.

"That's the request from above, and if you cooperate, we won't take such a rough approach to you."

William can't forget that night, he covered his bleeding eyes and looked at Liu Yuyuan standing in the wind and smiling with a pistol in his hand, and in countless dreams after that, he always wanted to catch him, wanting to punch Liu Yuyuan like today.

"William, do you like people?" Liu Yuyuan asked William when he pushed him onto the boat, and William's movements were first paused, and then he regained his composure.

"Nope."

"You like me, don't you?" Liu Yuyuan's words were like a thin thread restraining William, making him suddenly overwhelmed.

William actually sometimes doesn't know whether he likes this Chinese man, every time he sees Liu Yuyuan, he wants to say to him, "You are really beautiful", but he knows that in Liu Yuyuan's heart, he is no different from those people, small as ants, insignificant.

"Warren likes you." Liu Yuyuan looked at William's helpless appearance, and couldn't help laughing and said, "William, do you really have to work for the ridiculous government of your country all your life?" Obviously a person who has never been in love, he doesn't even understand love but wants to rule over sentient beings. ”

"You don't have to worry about this." William grabbed Liu Yuyuan's collar and cried.

Liu Yuyuan can always poke him deep in his heart, obviously something he desperately wants to hide, but Liu Yuyuan wants to cut his heart open, and then beckons to him and smiles and says, "William, you come, you come and see", Liu Yuyuan often does this kind of thing, which makes William sometimes very afraid to see him.

The most cruel way to deal with people is not to actively create one wound after another, but to repeatedly uncover a wound that has just formed a scab, and expose it to the air bloody again and again.

William still remembers what Liu Yuyuan said: William, you think you are the savior of this country, but you don't know that you are a chess piece, a chess piece called a murderer.

William woke up from his dreams countless times, dreaming that he was standing on top of the high pile of corpses, countless hands tugging at his trouser legs to tear him off.

Those corpses were all killed by him or by the hands of others.

"Warren has been waiting for you for so many years, don't you have any heart? William, do you really think of yourself as the god who saves the world? I only know how to repay the country, and I don't even know how to touch such a thing as feelings, aren't you ready to touch it? ”

Liu Yuyuan looked at William like this and felt that this person was really lonely.

"Your country is a beast that eats people with its mouth wide open, and lives by devouring every living human life." Liu Yuyuan raised his head, but inadvertently saw Yang Jinyao standing on the dock far away, he also saw Fusheng who was wrapped in clothes and only showed his eyes, he smiled slightly and said, "Why, isn't peace good?" Why do you have to start a war, everyone wants a peaceful life, don't they? ”

William's heart ached at Liu Yuyuan's words, yes, he also wanted peace, he didn't want to let his hands get blood on his hands anymore, it was a living human life, everyone had the right to live, and he didn't want to take these away like that.

"William, this world is not fair, everyone is very unfair when they are born, why can some people be surrounded by the whole family as the earth, but why some people should be regarded as a shameless existence by their families."

Liu Yuyuan looked at Fusheng, looked at his thin body, and his eyes were red.

"Your government is strong, so you want to fight those poor and backward places, but don't you think it's funny? What good will it do to the people if you fight like this? Because it is not your relatives who are dying, you do not understand the pain of losing your loved ones, and you numbly provoke war after war to satisfy your pleasure as victors, and you crush them like worms, are you happy? Is it really fun to look at a corpse lying on the ground? Oh, stupid war, stupid country. ”

William was struck in the heart by Liu Yuyuan's words, even if he knew that the war was wrong, but he had to do it, because this was an instruction from the top, just like Liu Yuyuan said, the world is not fair, what they said has no effect at all, and the final order is just a decision made by the top.

"William, I don't want to be that kind of person."

Liu Yuyuan's serious expression made William's heart burst with anger, and he stepped forward and grabbed Liu Yuyuan's collar and shouted: "Do you think I am willing?" Do you think that's what I want to do? ”

"William, will you let me go?"

Liu Yuyuan looked at William a little distracted by his slight smile, the hair twisted by the scissors was blown by the wind and gently brushed his cheeks, obviously the long hair looked good, but now it became a ridiculous shoulder-length short hair, Liu Yuyuan's bewitching face like a woman, so that William really didn't know what to do with him.

Liu Yuyuan was like a goblin covering him, and his seductive voice kept saying "let me go, let me go", and William tried to shake his head to make himself sober, because he had finally caught this person.

"I'm not going to let you go." William let go of the hand that grabbed Liu Yuyuan's collar and said, "As long as you cooperate with us, we will not imprison your freedom." ”

Liu Yuyuan looked at William and called out softly "William", the wind at night was cool at all, William looked at Liu Yuyuan like that, and he didn't know why he always felt that this person was fragile and shattered at the touch of it.

"Take me to the deck to blow the wind, it's stuffy here."

The ship is already at sea, this ship is full of their people, Liu Yuyuan has no way to escape, William looked at Liu Yuyuan's good-looking eyes, and had to sigh and say, "Come with me." ”

The boat was not going fast, and Liu Yuyuan could still see the two people standing there on the dock who were slow to leave, he smiled and looked at the small figure of Fusheng and whispered, "I love you." ”

William didn't even have time to react, when he saw Liu Yuyuan jump into the bottomless deep sea.

Soon subsumed into the calm sea, let it all be quietly infiltrated.

The moment Liu Yuyuan fell into the water, he was thinking in his heart: Fusheng, I'm sorry, I can't accompany you, I'll be gone for a lifetime.

For him, Fusheng is just a dream that is too long and too long, so when Fusheng opened his eyes and saw him, Liu Yuyuan said: You call Fusheng, Fusheng is like a dream.

He gave the floating life to life, and he also gave the floating life the right to see him die with his own eyes.

Fusheng, in the next life, you should be a person, a person of flesh and blood.

At that time, will we love each other again until we are old?

Fusheng stood on the shore, watching Liu Yuyuan's hair finally disappear into the sea, but the iron robot cried so much that it was impossible to tell whether he was a person or a thing.

It turns out that crying is this feeling, that kind of damp, like the feeling of rusty parts, which makes the whole person uncomfortable and unable to function.

Liu Yuyuan, you said that my love for you is different from your love for me, but you are not me, how do you know if it is different, you talk to yourself every time and do what you think is right, but have you considered my feelings?

Fusheng looked at the calm water, the evening breeze blowing through his cold body, and the last bit of light in his eyes was still gone.

Yang Jinyao looked at the tears in the corners of his eyes and sighed deeply.

Maybe it was because he had supported it for too long, and finally he couldn't hold it anymore, and Fusheng blocked his whole heart and entered the sleeping mode by himself. But just before he fell asleep, he still held his diary tightly in his arms and didn't let go.

Yang Jinyao took out the diary from Fusheng's hand, he turned the first page, and saw the beautiful font on the cover read: "Things that can never be forgotten." ”

Fusheng wrote down all the things about him and Liu Yuyuan in his notes, Liu Yuyuan came to pick him up, Liu Yuyuan gave him his birthday today, Liu Yuyuan took him out to play, Liu Yuyuan kissed him today, Liu Yuyuan made delicious food today, Liu Yuyuan gave him a gift today, Liu Yuyuan hugged him today, Liu Yuyuan said to him that he loved him today......

said that it was a diary, but it was better to say that it was Liu Yuyuan's daily itinerary record.

When he saw a page with dense words written on it, Yang Jinyao couldn't help but say to himself: Liu Yuyuan, you really did something wrong this time.

"Today is April 28, 2018, the host said to pick me up from school, but I always feel that he has something to hide from me, I know that he has recently started to secretly delete my memories, so I have to write down all these things, these are the memories of the two of us. Maybe the owner has his own difficulties, so I have to pretend that I don't know anything. There are too many things about us in this notebook, Nan Fusheng, you can't forget him, you can't forget the memory, you can't forget the master, maybe you have forgotten the feelings you had when you got along before, but there is one thing you have to remember, you, you like Liu Yuyuan the most. You must read this diary many times before you go to bed every night, and you must not forget these things! Okay, that's all. To myself who has lost part of my memory. ”

Liu Yuyuan, you entrusted Fusheng to me at the beginning, do you know that Fusheng lives for you, this child, he memorizes your memories over and over again every night, even if you wake up one day, you are still you, but he is not him.

Yang Jinyao bent down and picked up Fusheng, who was lying on the ground without any movement, he looked back at the endless sea desolately, and then turned around and walked in the opposite direction step by step.

Floating like a dream, for the joy of geometry.