"Is it caused by internal injuries?" Wang Bing couldn't help but ask.

Feng Hao shook his head, his eyes were a little dim, he sighed deeply, and said slowly: "Maybe I did too many bad things before, and I got retribution!" ”

Hearing this, Qiu Yu's eyes showed a deep incomprehension. The exchange just now made him understand that although Feng Hao had killed a lot of people, he thought that these people were innocent and would not think it was a bad thing at all. Now, he actually said that he had done something bad, so there must be something else hidden.

"Why do you say that?" Qiu Yu couldn't help but ask.

Feng Hao stared blankly ahead, his eyes were empty, as if he had fallen into a deep memory, and after a while, he said: "I don't have much time, there are some things, let's tell you!" After today, I don't know if I still have that opportunity. His blood-red eyes swept around the two of them, and then looked blankly ahead, and said, "After graduating that year, everyone went their separate ways. Cangzhou is extremely short of criminal technicians, and after I went back, I directly joined the criminal police team. ”

"As you know, I was the only one from a rural area who was from a poor family, and even the cost of going to school was borrowed by my parents. In fact, at first, I chose a military school, because not only did I not have to pay tuition, I didn't even have to spend money on food and sleep, and I could also receive subsidies. It's a pity that I didn't have that ability, so I was only admitted to the police academy. But fortunately, the police academy doesn't have to spend too much money, and you can still receive a subsidy of dozens of yuan every month. Every time I go to the cafeteria, I rarely eat meat because I have to plan my every expense, otherwise I will most likely go hungry by the end of the month. Although I am frugal, I still seem to have a lot of money when I don't have money to eat. Whenever I encounter that kind of time, I am embarrassed to say it, but you can always see my embarrassment, and find all kinds of excuses to take me to the cafeteria to open a small stove. I know you don't want to hurt my self-esteem. Speaking of which, I am especially grateful to you, not only did you not look down on me in the slightest, but also treated me as a brother to such a poor boy. After saying this, Feng Hao couldn't help but glance at Qiu Yu deeply, his eyes were a little complicated.

Wang Bing sat on the side, listening to these past events quietly, and couldn't help but look at Qiu Yu, with a deep admiration in his eyes, and a trace of inexplicable things flashed under his eyes.

Qiu Yu smiled and said, "Why do you mention him in those old things!" Everyone has a hard time, what's strange. Besides, between brothers, why should they weigh and compare these things outside the body. ”

Feng Hao's eyes flashed with a hint of gratitude, nodded his head, and said, "Having said that, I know that your family conditions were better than mine at that time, but you were not a rich family. Among my classmates, there are many people from superior families, and you are the only one who can help me like this. He sighed and added, "You're right, many things can't be measured by material things and money, but through these, it's enough to see a person's qualities. ”

Hearing this, Qiu Yu and Wang Bing both nodded vigorously.

Feng Hao smiled slightly, and continued: "At the beginning, I also worked hard, conscientious, and didn't dare to slack off at all. Because, I want to get ahead, I want to work hard to earn money, I want to pay off the debt that my parents owe to pay me for my school as soon as possible. It's a pity that as a police officer, the income at that time was too meager. With that salary of a few hundred yuan a month, I have to pay off my debts, pay rent, and help my sister who is in college, and I always feel that no matter how hard I try, no matter how frugal I am, it is like the money will never be enough to spend. After two years, Shuxian came back from graduation, and his family conditions were not very good, and when it came time to talk about marriage, we were so poor that we couldn't even afford a house. ”

"She is a material woman, so she left you and ran to Jingcheng to follow Yang Rui, right!" Hearing this woman's name, Wang Bing felt very uncomfortable and couldn't help but interject.

Feng Hao glared at her fiercely before shaking his head and saying, "Many people outside say this, but Shuxian is not such a woman at all. The reason why she left me was caused by myself, and I don't blame her, only I blame myself for not cherishing it. After saying this, he actually lowered his head and fell into deep self-blame.

Qiu Yu and Wang Bing looked at each other, not knowing what to say for a while.

After a while, Feng Hao let out a long sigh before continuing: "Our Cangzhou is located on the border, and we have been in the criminal police team for a long time, so we naturally come into contact with some dark sides of the border. Under the lure of money, in the end, I still couldn't resist the temptation and took that step. With a look of remorse, he continued: "Gambling is illegal in China, but it is not illegal abroad, but it is also extremely popular. At that time, the entry and exit of residents was extremely strictly controlled, and even if ordinary people had money, it was impossible for them to run abroad without any means. Many wealthy people in China want to gamble abroad, but they have no way out, let alone leave the country casually. In the end, I didn't give up this opportunity to make a fortune, and at the invitation of a few colleagues and friends, I followed them to do this kind of business. We took advantage of our position to open up a lot of relationships and secretly control this matter. Anyone who pays a high fee can go over whenever they want. Later, we joined forces with overseas casinos to send those gamblers to gamble in the past.

"Everyone says that nine out of ten bets lose, but in my opinion, there are only ten bets and ten losses. The gamblers I met might have won once in a while, but in the long run, none of them have ever won money. They don't know that the real winners are only those casinos that sit in the bank. Whenever these gamblers lose money, we can get a high commission from the casino, ranging from thousands to tens of thousands. I still remember that after just a month of trembling, the deposit in my account was close to six figures, which was something I couldn't even think of before. Later, as I made more and more money, I became more and more inflated, and when I had nothing to do, I took a group of friends to spend time outside, and I rarely even went home. ”

"At that time, work had become a chicken rib for me, and if it weren't for the fact that I needed this police officer identity in my business, that meager salary would not have been enough for me to eat." Feng Hao's eyes showed deep remorse, and he continued: "Shuxian is a very good woman, seeing that I am becoming more and more outrageous, she keeps saying kind words and persuading. Unfortunately, I have long since lost myself, not only do I not return home at night, I women outside, and sometimes I even beat her with alcohol. We weren't officially married, and after a long time, Shuxian couldn't bear it anymore, so she had the idea of leaving me. It just so happened that the crazy ghost had been to Cangzhou a few times, so the two had a connection. After another half a year, Shuxian left me and went to Jingcheng alone. ”

Qiu Yu and Wang Bing showed a trace of regret in their eyes, but they kept sitting quietly on the side, waiting for him to continue.

"As the saying goes, if you walk at night for a long time, you will meet ghosts. Although I was mentally prepared, when that day actually came, it was still a little difficult for me to accept. In order to take care of the overall situation, the leaders gave me two ways, either to shut up and resign voluntarily. Either they are waiting to be investigated by the Commission for Discipline Inspection and the procuratorate, and in this case, it is very likely that they will not escape prison. Without a doubt, I chose the former. When Shuxian left me, it happened to be the time when we had an accident, so many people thought that she was a very material woman, so she left me and ran away at a critical time. But in fact, all this has nothing to do with her, it is my fault that I did not cherish it. ”

"No wonder you and Yang Rui have never been in contact again." Qiu Yu couldn't help but say.

Feng Hao's face was bitter, and he continued: "After Shuxian left me, I went to look for her, hoping that she would change her mind. That's when I learned that the crazy ghost liked Shuxian very much when he was in school, and it was only after I got ahead of him that I buried this feeling deep in my heart. In the years after graduation, he went to Cangzhou several times, and sometimes I was busy with things, and Shuxian accompanied him. At that time, it happened to be the time when I was the most inflated, Shuxian should have complained to him a lot, and the two gradually got closer and closer. The madman was very kind to her, and I was really sad to learn that they had come together, but I didn't have any resentment. The reason why he never contacted the crazy ghost again was because he didn't have the face to see him, and he didn't want to disturb their lives. A few years later, I quietly came to Jingcheng and found that Shuxian was not married to a crazy ghost, but married another person, and I was very unhappy, so I quietly contacted her again. ”

"Ahh Hearing this, Qiu Yu and Wang Bing were both taken aback.

Feng Hao smiled bitterly and said, "This matter has to start after my little sister's accident." He stared blankly ahead, his eyes showing a deep pain, and after a while, he continued: "Before I left the police force, I had already made millions of dollars from that kind of dirty business, but unfortunately, most of them were squandered by me. The debts I owed have long been paid off, and although I have no job, at least I still have food and clothing. I bought a house, bought a car, and planned to do something serious, but I couldn't find the right thing to do for a while. At this time, my little sister came back from college and successfully entered a very good company in our Cangzhou. ”

"My little sister is very beautiful and very good, and there are many people chasing her. Xiaomei fell in love with a young man who was in the same company as him, although the man's family background was very ordinary, but he was very motivated. Seeing that he is also very good to my little sister, I also hope that they can live together well and not follow in my footsteps. Unfortunately, the good times didn't last long, and two years later, just when she and her boyfriend were about to get married, they both disappeared at the same time. Before her disappearance, she told me that she would go to Mingcheng with her friends for a few days to buy some things for the wedding. Who knows, after this time, he never came back. After saying this, Feng Hao already had tears in his eyes, and he couldn't speak anymore.

Qiu Yu and Wang Bing were also in a heavy mood and looked at each other, but they really didn't know what to say to comfort him.