Rao thought of the scene where he wrote that message today, and he couldn't help but slap his cheek and regret it.

She didn't know if other people had experienced such a feeling, and she knew in her heart that her feelings would never come out, but she still hoped that the other party would have a 1 in 10,000 chance to understand her mind and accept it, so she began to slowly take out a certain emotion that was buried in her memory, patted the dust on it, looked for the wonderful time when she had a tacit understanding together, and comforted herself that he was not without feelings for himself.

She is unwilling, unwilling to let the feelings she treats so carefully be gone, if so, then the previous fear will become absurd and useless.

And when such emotions can only be borne by oneself and no one to confide in, it will reach the top day after day, and then, a broken can and broken mentality will arise.

So, the moment she decided to ask that sentence, she forgot that the text message she had sent didn't reply, and she forgot how embarrassing the self-embarrassment was at that time, and how she held back her emotions to persuade herself not to think about him anymore, at that moment, she just wanted to get an answer, even if the answer was negative, it didn't matter.

But she seems to overestimate her own weight, and also underestimated the boy's coldness, from sending out the QQ to the next night, she can no longer comfort herself that the other party didn't see QQ because of the time difference, but because he didn't know how to reply.

Or maybe he didn't want to go back at all.

Just like at the beginning, when Qi Yaling and Xiao Shun teased him and Liu Si'an in the discussion group, he chose to avoid answering.

For a moment, a heartbroken feeling eroded her.

She had to admit her frustration, and she wasn't strong enough to withstand such a setback, but she couldn't really hate that boy except for regret to the point that her intestines were blue.

Maybe she hasn't met many people yet, but those people she has met in her short life for more than ten years, they are like flickering fireworks, or like stars, and the slightest impression can't reach Ye Qingting, dazzling and shining like the brightest Beidou.

Maybe it's because the boy never really responded to her, it's always been her self-righteous tacit understanding, she can't blame him, she can only blame herself, so slowly, she doesn't want to think of this memory that makes her regretful and frustrated, so that she doesn't even want to go on QQ as a medium.

But now, Ye Qingting not only talked about the haunted house first, but also said it meaningfully in front of Xie You.

Just like for a long time, the person who couldn't take the initiative came to greet on a whim, she could only guess secretly, but she could only answer with an unhurried and flat face.

Ling Xiquan stared at the QQ login box that popped up on the window for a moment, her thoughts came unexpectedly like a spring, she couldn't withstand the sudden impact in her mind, and she didn't know what's wrong, her fingers instinctively entered a string of passwords and pressed the login.

Just when the QQ interface was buffering, the four big words written "Logging in" came into her eyes, and she put her forehead on her back consciously.

What do you do on QQ?

Lu Xining doesn't look for her much, and apart from Lu Xining, she doesn't have other close girls to talk to.

Thinking so, she just wanted to click the close button, but QQ was logged in at this time, and for a while, the ticking sound of the message prompt was endless.

She blinked in surprise, and the mouse moved to the constantly beating avatar, clicking on them one by one—

16:30:09

Lu Xining: Zhang Xiaoping said that he saw you and Xie You walking out of the hospital together, is it true?

16:36:20

Lu Xining: Is it true? Did you and Xie You say that we would go together?

16:45:40

Lu Xining: Lingxi Spring! See Quick Back Message! What's going on with you and Xie You! Didn't you say you had no contact with him privately!

What is going on?

Ling Xiquan furrowed his eyebrows.

Let's not talk about how Zhang Xiaoping saw her and Xie You come out of the hospital so coincidentally, the relationship between her and Lu Xining seems to have always been good or bad, and there is usually no intersection, since she doesn't know the relationship between Lu Xining and Xie You, how can she directly tell Lu Xining about this?

She is not Lu Xining, so she thinks a lot, on the one hand, she thinks that this matter is too coincidental, and on the other hand, she feels that this matter is difficult to do.

It's not that she didn't notice that Lu Xining cared about Xie You, especially after the boy hid everything for her, this feeling was even more imminent, and when she could see Xie You in the rare time, she always followed him with a complex and straightforward gaze.

But it's not the worst.

The worst thing is that as long as Xie You is involved, Lu Xining's whole person becomes wrong, just like the fact that she just helped Xie You say a good word before, and even suspected that she likes Xie You, Lu Xining seems to be extremely sensitive.

Even if this sensitivity was wrong, Ling Xiquan had to have a headache about what she was going to say, and Lu Xining would believe that she was telling the truth.

After all, no one would believe that it was a coincidence if anyone heard such a thing.

Moreover, even if Lu Xining believes it, there must be a series of questions asking her, what should she do? Do you want to tell her that Xie You goes to the hospital every day to accompany Qin Zuo, and he sits on the side, patiently spending a lot of time watching her fall into a drowsy?

No matter how you think about it, it doesn't feel right.

Even if she was telling the truth, wouldn't Lu Xining suspect that Xie You liked Qin Zuo?

Ling Xiquan didn't think that with Lu Xining's character, he would understand these things of responsibility and obligation, in fact, before Xie You said those words, even she herself felt that these two words were just words on paper and high-sounding words.

So, can Lu Xining believe it?

Most of the reason I did this was for her.

It was really hard for Ling Xiquan to imagine that once Lu Xining doubted Xie You and Qin Zuo, would she have a sense of crisis towards Qin Zuo just like she seemed to have hostility towards Yi Xi later.

And will this sense of crisis offset or even surpass the only sense of guilt she has?

As far as Lu Xining's character is concerned, Ling Xiquan is not sure.

She didn't mean to worry about other people's business.

However, not being nosy doesn't mean her heart is cold.

She clearly knows that after helping Lu Xining lie, there is always a sense of guilt and even guilt in her heart, like a vigilant moral shackle, she doesn't need to open her mouth to tell others, but it is rooted in her heart and can be felt from time to time.

Therefore, she could have to think more about the innocent Qin Zuo.