Chapter 141
Shangguan Yi'er approached Dong Xiao with a clear look in her eyes. "Are they telling the truth?"
Dong Xiao nodded, "I can explain." ”
"Don't ......," Yi'er stopped him.
"I believe in you." So determined.
Yu Xian and Yu Lin looked at Dong Xiao angrily, "If we find out that you are hiding something, we will not let you go." ”
The two of them left this sentence and left, and before leaving, Yu Xian looked back at Yi'er, and he couldn't bear it, but he still told the truth. "Father's health is not very good, if ...... Let's go see him, and we'll be back in the capital in a few days. ”
Yu Xian and Yu Li walked for a long time before Yi'er came back to her senses, and the courtyard was quiet, only she and Dong Xiao were left, and she squeezed out a smile, "What about your friends?" ”
Dong Xiao could see her pretending to be relaxed, and guessed from their conversation that for him, she might have disobeyed his father again.
Dong Xiao also pretended that nothing had happened, smiled and led her in and introduced her one by one.
Shama opened the conversation when she saw Yi'er, "It's really a blessing to see the eldest princess's dignity, you don't know how many people rushed to see the beauty in the last martial arts exam." ”
Yi'er just laughed and didn't say anything. Dong Xiao shook his head helplessly. And Bi'er quietly withdrew in laughter.
She thought that Dong Xiao was his, but it wasn't until Yi'er appeared that she knew that she and Dong Xiao were people from two worlds at all, even if it was a down-and-out family and life experience, it still couldn't change his natural dominant temperament.
Their marriage was his helplessness, and now he can't delay him because of her. She suddenly thought about Chu Yunxi, if she hadn't been so selfish in concealing it at the beginning, Chu Yunxi would not have done her best to promote their marriage, if she had told the truth earlier, Chu Yunxi might have helped Dong Xiao and Shangguan Yi'er. All of these mistakes are the result of her selfishness.
Bi'er's loneliness Dong Xiao saw it in his eyes, today's dilemma was brought by him, and he didn't know how to choose between responsibility and sincerity.
After Yu Xian and Yu Lin left, Guan Liren visited in the evening, alone. Dong Xiao introduced Sha Ma and Huo Qingyun to him, and Guan Liren nodded approvingly to these people. And what they experienced in Mobei he had already sent someone to find out.
He admired these young people from the bottom of his heart. Shangguan Jun didn't say anything, but his approval could be seen in his eyes. But even if he agrees with him again, he will not allow Yi'er and Dong Xiao's affairs.
You must know that the princess's marriage is not her alone, but the major event of the whole country.
Everyone left space for the two of them, and Guan Liren and Dong Xiao had a long talk about the past.
Guan Liren: "The emperor will return to Beijing tomorrow, Yi'er's business...... I think you should think about it. ”
Dong Xiao sighed in his heart, because of his identity, his and Yi'er's affairs were never recognized by Shangguan Jun.
"We love each other from the bottom of our hearts." No one can change that.
"Yes, I'm convinced of that, but Xiao'er, have you ever thought about Yi'er, her fate shouldn't be like this. Of course, if she wants to, we can't interfere. But what about your parents? ”
"Your and Yi'er's affairs will be opposed by the whole court, and what will they do then? And Bi'er, that's the wife Yunxi chose for you, are you willing to make her a concubine? ”
Dong Xiao was silent, everything Guan Liren said was also his heart knot. Now that he and Yi'er are together, can he let go of these burdens? Even if she is willing and does not dislike him, he still has his own mission, to save his parents and let them regain their freedom, how can he be selfish and leave them behind.
"Now Yi'er has openly disobeyed the holy will for you, what I am telling you today is just to hope that you can weigh the pros and cons and make a trade-off, and in the end, no matter which path you choose, others have no right to blame, because the road is taken by yourself, not for others."
Dong Xiao fell silent, Guan Liren patted his back and sighed and left.
After Guan Liren left, Dong Xiao sat alone for a long time, and Bi'er, who came to serve tea, heard all the conversation between the two, and she also saw Dong Xiao's dilemma, but she couldn't help anything.
In addition to being uncomfortable, I can only be sad.
Shangguan Yi'er saw Bi'er standing there staring at Dong Xiao but didn't step forward, she asked in a puzzled whisper.
"What's wrong?"
Bi'er wiped her tears and shook her head. retreated, and Shangguan Yi'er asked her that her reddish eyes could obviously be questioned.
In fact, she is grateful to Bi'er from the bottom of her heart, but if she sees her man kissing me and me with other women, she will definitely not be able to stand it, but what can she do? She has chosen the man in front of her, and she has to accept everything from him.
She approached Dong Xiao and sat beside him, and the two looked at each other and smiled.
Yi'er opened her mouth first, "What are you looking at?" ”
"Looking at the stars, I'm wondering if the night sky in the capital is the same as here."
Yi'er snorted and laughed, "How can it be the same?" ”
"Yes, it's a different night sky, and I don't know if my father and mother are also looking at the stars at this time."
"Missed them?"
Dong Xiao did not deny it.
"Then we can go and ask our father to ......" Yi'er suddenly stopped, only to think that she had just finished arguing with Shangguan Jun. It's all said that she is no more! The identity of the princess.
"My dream since I was a child was to help them regain their freedom and then live in seclusion in the mountains."
Yi'er listened carefully to his words, and intuitively felt that he was very different from before.
"Yi'er ......"
Shangguan Yi'er interrupted him, "I don't care what you have to say, anyway, I was kicked out, and you can't help but take me in if I am homeless." ”
Dong Xiao looked at her and felt uncomfortable, and he was ready to join hands with her, but as Guan Liren said, he has his responsibilities, and Yi'er also has his own fate, he can't change hers selfishly, Bi'er's, and even disregard the safety of his parents.
He encircled her in his arms, told her a lot about Chu Yunxi, and finally mentioned to her about him and Bi'er. He said that Chu Yunxi was happy to think of a child the moment he saw him and Bi'er get married, and the only regret in his life was that he did not fulfill his filial piety in front of Chu Yunxi's window.
So what he promised her, he must do it, and when he first got married, he promised in front of Chu Yunxi that he would treat Bi'er well and try to have a child as soon as possible.
Shangguan Yi'er listened carefully to every word he said, and when he heard him say that he wanted to have a child as soon as possible, Chu Yunxi only knew very well what he represented.
So now he means...... But she's already decided.
"I'm not going to stop you...... I don't care...... I can get along with Bi'er. ”
"But I care, I can't do it without distractions, I also think I don't have that blessing, I said that my wish is very simple, my parents are by my side, I have a gentle wife, three or five children, it is enough to work at sunrise and rest at sunset."
"So...... Dong Xiao, are you going to give up on me? Yi'er asked what was on her mind, even if she didn't want to admit it.
…… Dong Xiao didn't speak, he directly pulled Yi'er into his arms, how reluctant he was, how long did he struggle when he said this, although this is all true.
If he could, he shouldn't have ...... in the first place You shouldn't be in love with her. Now he provoked her, but he couldn't do anything about it, and he couldn't give her the happiness she wanted.
Even if you don't want to say it, you still have to make up your mind in the end. What can the pain be, it can only continue to hurt.
"Yi'er, I'm sorry......"
Shangguan Yi'er was still greedy for his embrace, and raised her head in disbelief when she heard such words, she had already made it clear that she didn't care, everything. But in the end, he gave up first.
"Is my father threatening you?" She really didn't believe that the two people who were so determined, how could Guan Liren change as soon as he came.
"No, Yi'er, I want you to recognize this fact. It's impossible for me to abandon Bi'er, you know we've been very happy these days, but what about her, many times she wipes her tears quietly by herself, she's my wife......"
"So, in the end, you chose responsibility and gave up on me?"
"Yes......"
"Dong Xiao, you bastard......" For him, she gave up everything. And he couldn't......
Yi'er pushed him away, "I'm not leaving." ”
Dong Xiao's eyes were full of sadness, "Go back......"
Yi'er burst into tears in an instant, and all the struggles she had made were in vain. How could he be so cowardly.
At this time, there was a commotion outside the courtyard, and Yu Xian and Yu Lin appeared with a team again, they were here to pick up Yi'er.
Yi'er was irritated, "Why are you here again, I have made it clear enough. ”
"Yi'er, do you want to keep obsessed? Dong Xiao has already reached a settlement with his father, as long as you go back obediently, he will not pursue it. ”
"You're all lying to me, he won't."
"Yi'er......" Dong Xiao took out a letter and handed it to Yi'er, "This is brought by General Guan, and I have agreed to everything written in it." ”
"I don't believe it......" Yi'er shook her head, tears on her face.
"This is the only way for me to accumulate strength, and only in this way can I rescue them as soon as possible, and Bodu is a good choice."
"You say I'm unscrupulous or good, there's no way that the mission I was born for is like this."
Yi'er couldn't listen to it at all, "Dong Xiao, since this is your choice, I respect you." But I'll also leave the words here, I will no longer wait for you stupidly, let you trample on my dignity again and again,...... If you can't do it, please don't make a promise. ”
Yi'er turned around and left, reciting in her heart, "I wish you all the best." ”
A group of people cheered away, and the small courtyard returned to calm. And his heart died the moment Yi'er left.
Shangguan Yi'er returned to Shangguan Mansion dejectedly, and her personal maid saw her crying, and her princess could be regarded as back.
Shangguan Yi'er didn't react at all, at the mercy of others, Yu Xian was not at ease and deliberately arranged for many people to come, but what everyone didn't expect was that she was very quiet, and the night she came back, she just asked Shangguan Jun to say goodbye, and didn't say anything. I didn't have a temper at all, I should eat and drink.
And her honesty and quietness made Yu Xian sad, and he quietly discussed with Yu Lin behind his back, "Sister Huang might as well make some noise, she is really at a loss like this." ”
Shangguan Yi'er has always insisted on this state, even on the day they left Pingcheng, she didn't cry, she didn't answer Shangguan Jun's questions, and occasionally said a few words on the day they came back. After that, I slowly stopped saying a word.