"If I had been so ruthless, I should have said it earlier, and then many things would not have happened." Yuehua said ruthlessly.

"The flames of the prairie cannot be extinguished with a basin of cold water. My thoughts on you are not something that can be transferred in a few words. Since you entered the palace, he has not been good to you and has made you suffer a lot of grievances. I'm tormented all the time, trying to save you.

I admit that after Chang Lingyan entered the palace, I did deliberately provoke him in front of him, preventing him from telling you the truth, and causing your misunderstanding to gradually deepen, become more and more estranged, and make you leave the palace in a bad mood.

At that time, I just felt that he was not worthy of your forgiveness at all, and you should not be deceived by his sweet words. I took care of you meticulously, watching you recover little by little, I thought that you would forget him, forget the Forbidden City that brought you pain and suffering, and would fly away with me, but you rejected me mercilessly. ”

"Then you shouldn't lie to me to go to Qianzhong Lake and set up a game to stun me with *."

"I don't have time to wait, when you gradually eliminate the resentment against him in your heart and return to him, I just want to take you away, the end of the world."

Yuehua was silent for a while: "I am very grateful for what you have done for me, but you and I have been doomed from the beginning, and sooner or later it will be strangers, so why should you force it?" ”

"I only believe that things are man-made. The mistakes I made at the beginning, as long as I make up for them a thousand times over, you will change your mind. Shao Ziqing said categorically, stretched out his hand and pointed at Mo Guhan outside the door: "I love you more than him, I can do what he can give you, and I can do the same if he can't give you." ”

Yuehua shook her head indifferently: "I love him, not because of what he can give me, but because we are all to each other in the first place." ”

Shao Ziqing's drunkenness surged, his face was all red, and his eyes were drunk, making his eyes like a bottomless sea, with a mysterious and affectionate whirlpool, full of dazzling temptation, which could suck people into it in an instant.

"He snatched you from me, domineeringly made you fall in love with him, but used you again and again, put you in dangerous situations, and hurt you again and again. You even foolishly think that he really loves you?

Yuehua, you must know that the person who has been silently protecting you behind your back all this time is me, not him! For the sake of you, I will give up my ambition to compete in the world, and for you, I will expose my whole plan. His subtle affection touched you, and I promised you all my life, I have done so much for you, why are you indifferent? ”

Yuehua was silent for a moment: "Feelings are not measured by how much they give. It's like me, I've never done anything for you, but it's still your obsession. Perhaps, he doesn't do as much as you do for me, but I know that whatever I need him to do, he willing. ”

"Willing to do both?" Shao Ziqing smiled bitterly: "Let him give up the country for you, is he willing?" ”

"He has already made a choice between me and Jiangshan." Yuehua said extremely calmly.

"You're talking about the last time Mulan hunted in the paddock, and he stayed to protect you, right?"

Yuehua bowed: "Returning to Beijing is to protect the country, and returning to the paddock is to protect me." At a critical juncture, he chose to go and return. ”

"You only saw him stay to protect you, why didn't you see me? I'm too! It's just that I can't stand up at a critical moment and always be righteous. What you don't know is that I stayed in Chang'an, planned for so many years, and deliberately provoked his relationship with Chang Zhiyi several times, for what?

I worked side by side with him to govern Chang'an, making Chang'an prosperous, suppressing the power of the Chang family, and confronting the Chang family. Everything is ready, just waiting for him to fight with the Chang family to break the net, and then the fisherman will benefit.

Originally, as long as you all leave the capital, I can control the capital and take the throne. It's a pity that before leaving, he was jealous of me, replaced King Chen, and let King Chen stay in the capital, which ruined my full deployment.

It doesn't matter, I can also take the opportunity to assassinate him, make peace with Teng'er inside and out, and smash the long dragon with a chain bow and crossbow. However, you use yourself as bait to lure the enemy deeper.

I am also faced with a dilemma, if something happens, you are in danger, and I can't take care of your safety. If I don't move, I will miss a great opportunity, and I will never have such an opportunity again.

If it were him, what do you think he would choose? He won't give up, just because he is willing to let you take risks again and again, he won't give up.

However, at the last moment, I gave up! Just so that you can escape from Chang Zhiyi's poisonous hands unharmed, just so that you can get revenge and be able to bloom.

I lost this opportunity, there was no second time, and since then, I know that it has become impossible to try again. Mo Guhan alone controls the court, and under his governance, Chang'an will gradually become solid. Not only is my dream of competing for the world shattered, but in the future, Xiliang will also be in danger with the gradual growth of Chang'an. ”

Yuehua's hand holding the cup trembled slightly. She knew that what Shao Ziqing said was true. This incident made her heart heavy, and she was a little dull and depressed.

Although, in Jiangshan's plan, Shao Ziqing only served as a disgraceful marauder, but if he becomes a king or loses, people with arrogance and ambition will take it for granted.

At the beginning of the Mulan paddock incident, I already felt that it was thrilling, but I didn't know that the dark tide was surging in the dark, and the praying mantis catching cicadas and yellow finches were behind.

In this way, it was really a fluke that he won at the beginning, and if he was not careful, he would never recover.

"It seems that God really still favors us, but if we miss a move, we will lose the whole game."

Shao Ziqing laughed coldly: "Is it really God's favor?" Was it really just a fluke? You and I don't know, only he knows. ”

He stretched out his finger and pointed to the back of Mo Guhan standing with his hands in his hands: "He may have been suspicious of me at that time and realized something, so he would rather use King Chen and plan for the worst." If he fails, King Chen can take his place. He uses you to draw out Chang Zhiyi, because of your safety, I will cast a rat bogey. ”

Yuehua shook his head categorically: "No, you are wrong, he has never doubted you, nor has he ever thought of letting me check and balance you." Taking the body as bait was my own initiative and had nothing to do with him. There's another important reason why he wants you to follow you to the paddock. He was afraid that the situation would change rapidly, that he would not be able to take care of my safety, and that you and my brother would go out of their way to protect me, and that was all.

It's you, who have been secretly plotting and trying your best, compared to his honesty and honesty with you, you have to admit that you are slightly inferior. ”

"Yes, I am not bright enough, I can only live in the dark, even if I rescue you and help you, I can only be unknown and dare not publicize it."

Yuehua blinked, and was clear: "On the birthday banquet of the Empress Dowager, you took the longevity bowl to avoid extraneous branches?" ”

Shao Ziqing nodded, counting it as a default.

"Concubine Ling sent someone to assassinate me, and you also used the Heavenly Gang Qi to dissolve the assassin's palm style?"

Shao Ziqing nodded again: "Naturally, I can't sit idly by, even if I expose myself." ”

"That night, the mysterious assassin found near the Guan Dove Hall was also you?"

Shao Ziqing smiled bitterly: "I secretly instructed Lan Huaien to protect you and take care of you, but she disobeyed my orders and wishes, secretly matched you and Mo Guhan, and later secretly poisoned you several times. Hurt you again and again. You asked Zijin to secretly investigate Huai'en's identity, and I found out that she did these things behind my back. In a fit of rage, I went into the palace to interrogate her, and that was the time when I was found hiding near the Guan Dove Palace.

On the second day, it happened that Concubine Ling secretly bought the killer to assassinate you, and after saving you, I will plan and guide you step by step to blame all the suspicions on Concubine Ling, get rid of the Shen family, and exonerate Huaien and myself. But I also know that this is just a stopgap measure, and you already have some doubts about Wynne, Chang'an is not a place to stay for a long time. ”

Yuehua sighed softly: "Don't you think that letting someone who loves you deeply protect me will make her finally lose her mind in the little torture?" ”

"Do you think I'm cruel? But I never gave her any hope, she was always wishful thinking. I don't think I'm at fault. It was she who disobeyed her yang and yin, and it backfired. ”

Yuehua bit her lower lip gently: "The stone paint is gushing, the cave is collapsing, and Wynne is already without bones." ”

Shao Ziqing drank all the residual wine in the pot, and his eyes gradually became scarlet: "I have already guessed." ”

"She's been living for you all her life, and you shouldn't be so cruel to her."

"Does she hate me?"

Yuehua hesitated slightly, and then shook her head: "She still misses you until she dies." When she was dying, one of her most humble wishes was to die in your arms. Unfortunately, it didn't work out. ”

"She is not false that I arranged to enter the palace, and I also deliberately let her get close to Mo Guhan's side. But I never forced her to do anything. She herself has always lived in hatred, and everything is done by herself. ”

"But you took advantage of her, used her feelings for you, and made her give willingly, which is more terrible than coercion! You are the only ray of sunshine in her hatred, she worships you as a god, but you have brought her to hell with your own hands. ”

Shao Ziqing's eyes were staring at Yuehua, and the bottom of her eyes was hurt: "I don't understand, why are you so tolerant of everyone in this world, but you are so harsh and cruel to me?" For the sake of each of them, you can forgive him Mo Guhan for many mistakes, but only me, in your eyes, has to be so perfect?

I don't accept Lan Huaien's affection, is it cruel to you? Would you like to accept someone you don't love? I never gave her any hope, and I never cheated on her feelings throughout. She willingly paid for me, and I had to have a response, right? So, I have given so much for you, what response do you give me? You're even crueler than I am! ”