Liu Ye's improved gun was for monsters, but now she couldn't be sure of it herself. The medicine gourd saw the ferocious side of the monster, but it didn't understand the pain in its heart, perhaps, it could no longer be called a human, but it did feel heartache.

It is not its original intention to become a monster, it also wants to return to its former appearance, to be a good son of his father, a good subordinate of General Huo, to return to his hometown after winning the battle, marry a wife and start a family to live a stable life. This was the whole hope of its beautiful ideals, but now it is so far away.

For the sake of the country's warriors on the battlefield, why can't they get better results, its ideal is not luxury, a better life is already close at hand, if it weren't for the unforeseen accident, it may now have a warm home.

What can be expected is not called an accident, the pain caused by the accident is incalculable, the panic created by the enemy, and all the blame is imposed on it before the truth is revealed. The closest people drove it to the brink of death, and was attacked by the "three-eyed leech" and turned into a monster, everything was unexpected by it, and these accidents brought it to a situation from which it could never recover, and it was destined to be a tragedy.

Liu Ye sympathizes with its suffering, sympathizes with the experience it once suffered as a human being, but after it became a monster, it is also an indisputable fact that it has annihilated its conscience, and countless women and children have been killed by it, and such a deep sin cannot be forgiven.

The monster lowered its head and sobbed for a long time, and began to laugh "squeak" and "squeak" again: "So many people have died, and I haven't died, it seems that there is nothing bad about becoming a monster, being such a person, it's better to be a monster, at least no one can control me, no one dares to bully me anymore......"

This fallacy sounded extremely unpleasant, and Liu Ye couldn't help but shake his head: "You know the pain of losing a loved one, so have you ever thought about how sad parents should be when they lose their children." ”

"Huh, sad? In the eyes of parents, does the child live with dignity? If you are not satisfied, you will be beaten and scolded, they will find you guilty, and you will be dealt with indiscriminately by family law and military law, and parents think that the child is born to them, and they are happy to deal with it, and they have the final say on whether they are dead or alive. I'm just helping those kids to get free, and when I get to the gods, I'll surpass them. ”

The monster defended itself vigorously, presumably it was its father's actions that made it have such extreme thoughts, Liu Ye said: "Which parents don't want their children's lives to be better, they discipline their children because they are afraid that their children will go astray." Of course, military fathers are stricter with their children, and there are also killers for their children in addition to anger, but this is a very rare exception. ”

"Exceptions?" The monster shouted at the top of his voice, and the pair of "earthworms" were beckoning Liu Ye's neck again, "You mean, I deserve to be killed by my father, right?" Who called me his son? ”

"It's not!" Liu Ye pretended to be calm and said, "Didn't you also say that your father thought that when you died, he was very sad, and the day he learned the truth, he was very remorseful and mistakenly killed his most beloved son, he was the most painful person." Although he didn't recognize you as a monster at first sight, he still took his last breath to protect you before he died, and even if you cut off his life, he never complained about you......"

"You are talking nonsense, I didn't kill him, I didn't ......" The monster yelled excitedly, and the "earthworm" tightly strangled Liu Ye's neck.

Liu Ye coughed a few times and said comfortingly: "Yes, you hurt him in an unconscious state, you were uncontrollable at that time, and you couldn't control the demonic nature in your body." ”

"Uncontrolled, yes, uncontrolled......" The monster let go of her and muttered, "I don't want to, I don't know what I've done to him, and when I come to my senses, he, he's not going to do it......"

"Your father didn't blame you, because he knew that this was not your intention, and at the last moment of his life, he was still trying his best to protect you, this is fatherly love! He has never given up on you, and you will always be his dearest person......"

"No, no, because he owes me!" The monster interrupted her rudely and roared, "If it weren't for him, I wouldn't be like this." If he hadn't executed me without distinguishing between right and wrong, I wouldn't have been thrown into a mass grave, let alone met that monster. He could have locked me up and waited until the facts were clear, so why didn't he believe me? Why? I wouldn't blame him even if I died, but why did he do this to me? ”

"After all these years, the knot in your heart has not yet opened." Liu Ye sighed regretfully, "Your father may be at fault, but his mistake is that he expects too much from you, he hopes that you will become a pillar of talent, and he hopes that you will contribute to the country." When he learned that his most trusted son had poisoned General Huo, he couldn't bear even the slightest suspicion. You are his greatest expectation, but he doesn't know that the greater the expectation, the greater the disappointment, he can't bear this kind of gap, and would rather destroy you with his own hands than allow you to make mistakes. ”

"The pain of being misunderstood, the pain of being pierced through the heart by his sword, is less than one-ten-thousandth of his. As a father, as a general, he is too strict with you, General Huo is poisoned and critically ill, he uses military law to deal with you, do you know how painful he is? Do you think he forgot about you, it's just that he didn't show it, his mission has not been completed, he still has to continue to protect General Huo, protect the god in your mind, if even he falls, then who will atone for you? Yes, you were wronged, but even then, he still thinks about you! Whether you intentionally or unintentionally hurt General Huo, he still believes in your sincerity towards General Huo, such a father, how can you bear to complain about him? ”

Liu Ye persuaded it bitterly, and the monster was silent for a moment, sobbing "whining": "Is it still useful to say this now?" My dad is gone, I'm a monster, and I'll never go back to what I used to be. I want to live, I don't want to die in a nest, I want to be human again......"

It turned out that the monster didn't understand his father's deep affection for it, but he just didn't want to admit the reality, Liu Ye continued to persuade: "You have the right to live, but not in this way, do you think that keeping killing people can make you turn back into a human?" No, you will only fall deeper and deeper like this, and the 'divine skills' you cultivate can't turn you back into a human, it is a magic skill that makes people destroy their conscience, and when you become a real demon, you don't even know what you do, let alone become a normal human life. ”

"No, it can't be, you lied to me!" The monster has insisted on his faith for more than ten years, and of course he will not be shaken by her words, "I will definitely become a human again, definitely!" You woman, don't want to stop me from cultivating my divine skills, why, you are reluctant to merge with me, right? Even you hate me? Don't think that if you are Han, I can't do it, if you dare to be verbose, I will kill you, drink up your blood, and then find another woman to fit in! ”

"You have committed such a heinous murder and you still don't repent? If your father had known about it, he would have regretted not taking you with him......"

Before he finished speaking, the monster grabbed Liu Ye's collar and threw her on the ground, and said angrily: "You deceived my trust, just to escape death, you can't understand my pain at all." After many years, I'm still simply ridiculous, no, I should say stupid, I'm stupid enough to believe what people say. You say I'm a monster or a ghost, so what! I'm a monster, I kill people to live, it's better than you hypocrites, I'm going to kill all the hypocrites, people are more hateful than monsters! ”

As he spoke, the monster grabbed Liu Ye's hair and threw it to the ground, Liu Ye was smashed so that his eyes were full of Venus, and the salty smell in his throat was gurgling out. The monster insists on its fallacy, it is impossible to influence it, all she can do is delay time, but until now, no one has come to save her, is she really going to die at the hands of the monster?

Liu Ye didn't give up, she was unwilling to die here, under the cover of painful moans, she quietly took out the gun hidden in her arms, but it took a little time to ignite the lead with a flint, and she had to divert its attention.

"Ahem...... Liu Ye spit out two mouthfuls of blood and said weakly, "Okay, since it fell into your hands, I will accept my fate." I confess that I am afraid of assimilation because I don't understand what assimilation means? Do you have to kill me? ”

The monster looked at her suspiciously and asked, "Are you willing to be assimilated by me?" ”

"Hmmm! What I want to know is, can you assimilate without dying? I don't want to die, and if I can not die, I'm willing to accept what you call assimilation. Liu Ye said as he rubbed the flint behind him.

Hearing this, the monster raised its head and laughed strangely: "That is to say, who can not be afraid of death, rather than being killed, it is better to be assimilated by me." This girl, you are a smart man, you are much smarter than women who can only cry. Being assimilated by me can be done without dying, it's just that you and my bodies are one, you know what I'm doing every day, but you can't control my actions. When I find a pure yang person to merge with in the future, we will cultivate into an immortal body and live together for the rest of our lives. Actually, what a wonderful life it is, they don't know how to enjoy it and have to die, I really can't understand their stupidity. Fortunately, I found you, the Han girl of my dreams, and we will be very happy living together. ”

The flint failed to catch fire for a long time, and Liu Ye reluctantly smiled and responded: "Hearing you say this, I'm relieved, it's great that you will never have to die when you practice divine skills." ”

"But ......," the monster said hesitantly, "you are a cheerful person, and I will not beat around the bush with you, and it is better for you and me to be honest with each other before you are assimilated by me, lest you ......"

The monster didn't say anything, it didn't want Liu Ye to be like those women, and he would have to seek death when he saw his true face. If it can be combined, it is best if she can accept it, otherwise she will resist too fiercely and will still fail.

Liu Ye understood its thoughts, and it was frightened by its own appearance at the beginning, which showed that it was quite scary. Fortunately, she has watched a lot of supernatural and bloody horror movies before she crosses, and the appearance of the monster is terrifying, can it be more terrifying than the modern superb shape!

Liu Ye's hands rubbed the flint behind him, for fear that the monster would hear it, so he didn't dare to make too much noise. Before the flint caught fire, I saw a light in front of my eyes, and the flame in front of me on the left flickered and flickered, reflecting the indescribable figure in front of me.