chapter59The years are quiet

I don't know if it's the reason for recognizing the bed, Hengyan can't sleep well this night, he dreamed that Ji Mingyu had an accident for a while, and dreamed that He Liang broke up with him for a while, anyway, he was really choked up by repeating it over and over again.

In the morning, looking at himself in the mirror with the eyes of two pandas, Hengyan wanted to hit his head against the wall, when will he be able to solve all these troubles, how good it would be to live faster, I always feel that my heart is pressed with something, and I am uncomfortable and panicked.

Ji Mingyu was much earlier than the agreed time, Hengyan looked at Ji Mingyu's personable appearance, and he was a little embarrassed to block his eyes from letting him see his two panda eyes.

"Didn't sleep well?"

Hengyan nodded "um", Ji Mingyu didn't hold his hand, and the two of them walked side by side as if they knew how much distance they had to keep.

"Where do you want to go?" Ji Mingyu looked sideways at Hengyan and asked.

He thought about it for a long time last night and didn't think of where there was a suitable place to go, Ji Mingyu has never been good at coaxing people, when he was with Yu Yang, Yu Yang said where to go, and then he accompanied him where to go, but when he was with Hengyan, he never asked him for anything, so Ji Mingyu didn't take him anywhere as he should.

"Whatever." Hengyan's answer is expected.

Ji Mingyu felt like a fool now, obviously he begged Hengyan to accompany him, but it turned out to be a nonsensical date again.

Hengyan suddenly remembered something and looked at Ji Mingyu and asked, "Are you okay if you don't go to work?" ”

Although it is said to be a day off now, there should be a lot of things in the company, and it stands to reason that an ultimate boss like Ji Mingyu should not take a break.

"It's okay, it's time off." Ji Mingyu passed by a movie theater, then looked at Hengyan and asked, "Go?" ”

"Go ahead."

When I was with Ji Mingyu, I spent almost most of my time in bed and in the company, and work and going to bed seemed to have become a fixed mode for two people to get along, and after they separated, they are now more like a couple dating.

Ji Mingyu bought two tickets for love movies, because the time since the movie was broadcast, so Ji Mingyu bought this, and the young lady who sold the tickets secretly looked at these two people, and it is really rare for two men to watch love movies.

Ji Mingyu bought a large portion of popcorn for Hengyan, and regardless of whether Hengyan finished eating it or not, he stuffed it directly into his arms.

Heng Yan looked around the theater awkwardly, all of them were sitting together in pairs, and the two of them were a little eye-catching, but because Ji Mingyu was good-looking, he was not annoying, and the gaze that these people cast on them was more of the kind of gaze that was fascinated.

The movie is an American fantasy romance film that tells the love story of a mute girl and a mermaid, two lonely hearts lean together, resulting in a simple and innocent love.

Heng Yan stared at the screen intently, and he didn't notice that Ji Mingyu beside him was looking at him quietly with his head sideways, looking at the light and shadow on Heng Yan's face by the light on the screen, and felt that Heng Yan was very good-looking.

I want to keep Hengyan's appearance in my heart, I want to keep Hengyan's happy appearance in my mind, and I want to seal the time he spent with Hengyan well.

The movie is over, the popcorn has also bottomed out, Hengyan looked sideways at Ji Mingyu and said, "Let's go." ”

"Hengyan, let's go on a roller coaster."

Hengyan looked at Ji Mingyu with some surprise and said, "Aren't you afraid of heights?" ”

In the past, Ji Mingyu refused his request to go to the amusement park countless times on the grounds of fear of heights, but now that Ji Mingyu suddenly put it forward, Hengyan thought that Ji Mingyu had fooled him before.

"It's cured." Ji Mingyu got up and smiled at Heng Yan and said, as if he was afraid that Heng Yan would not believe it, Ji Mingyu hurriedly emphasized: "It's really cured." ”

Fear of heights is not a disease like a cold and fever, if you want to treat it, Hengyan may also have a little malice in his heart, he reached out and pulled Ji Mingyu's sleeve and said, "Go." ”

Ji Mingyu stared at the back of Heng Yan's head and laughed, and obediently followed him, like an obedient puppy, Heng Yan said that one is one, and Heng Yan said that two is two.

There were a lot of people in the amusement park on Sunday, and Hengyan just pulled Ji Mingyu straight to the front of the roller coaster and lined up, simple and direct.

Ji Mingyu knew that Hengyan was taking revenge on him, and the malice in his eyes that could not be hidden and the guilt that came from malice, Ji Mingyu saw it clearly but did not expose it.

When the staff of the amusement park fastened the safety buckle for them, Hengyan suddenly regretted it, he was not a bold person, he never was, but he was obviously timid as a mouse, but he still had to step out of his bottom line to look at the world full of danger and not his own.

He has always wanted a comfortable life, and that comfortable life may not be something that Ji Mingyu can give him.

The years are quiet, and it is not so easy to get.

The track of the roller coaster is like life, slowly reaching the peak, but it does not even leave you a chance to catch your breath, and it can take you to the bottom all of a sudden.

When Heng Yan sat at such a high place and looked at the vertical downward track, Ji Mingyu called out "Heng Yan".

The wind was very loud, and it smashed into his ears, and his ears shook and hurt, but after Ji Mingyu called his name, Hengyan was a little stunned, when was the last time Ji Mingyu called his name so loudly?

"Hengyan, I'm sorry!"

I'm sorry!

"I'm sorry all the time!"

Hengyan, I'm really sorry!

Ji Mingyu's voice was very loud, and Da Hengyan had forgotten that he was still sitting on the roller coaster, and forgot the sound of the wind whistling in his ears.

Is it raining? Why is my face wet?

Hengyan wiped the tears that kept coming out with his arm, but the tears flowed as if they couldn't stop.

When did it happen, it seemed that Ji Mingyu kept saying "I'm sorry" to him last time, but Hengyan couldn't remember it at all, and his damn brain was blank, as if he was missing a large piece of memory.

Heng Yan felt his mouth move, as if he was saying, "It's okay", but the wind was "whirring", and Heng Yan couldn't hear what he was saying.

When the roller coaster stopped, Hengyan wiped his tears and whispered, "Yes...... Something is fascinating the eyes...... Don't get me wrong. ”

Ji Mingyu hugged Hengyan in his arms with a pale face: "Let me ...... Hold on for a while......"

Heng Yan wanted to push him away, but the person in front of him was so weak that Heng Yan's body was supported there, and Heng Yan didn't dare to push it.

When did it become so light?

When I saw Ji Mingyu yesterday, I felt that he had lost a lot of weight, Hengyan thought it was the illusion that he hadn't seen him for a long time, but now he really felt that Ji Mingyu had really lost too much weight.

Hengyan helped Ji Mingyu to the restaurant and sat down, then walked to the cash register and ordered two drinks, a box of takoyaki and two hamburgers.

"There's only this here, I can only wronged you." Hengyan put the food and drink on the table and said, "The restaurant still has to go to the north gate, you can only take the small train to visit the garden, if you don't want to eat, drink some drinks first, and when the small train comes, we will ......"

Ji Mingyu picked up the hamburger, tore open the paper wrapped on it, and then took a bite, the shriveled bread and salad dressing were also very little.

Hengyan looked at Ji Mingyu's slightly frowning brows, and immediately said, "If you don't like it, you can eat takoyaki." ”

Ji Mingyu looked at the round takoyaki and complained with some dissatisfaction: "The takoyaki I ate in Japan before all had claws." ”

Heng Yan didn't expect Ji Mingyu to say this, he was stunned for a moment and then laughed, Ji Mingyu didn't know why Heng Yan laughed, he thought he had said the wrong thing, and he was a little overwhelmed for a while.

"That's you." Heng Yan rubbed his eyes and said softly.

Ji Mingyu was too strange before, and now he is a bit like him.

Hengyan used two bamboo skewers to divide the takoyaki into two halves, and then pointed to a small piece of diced octopus inside and said, "Only such an octopus will not have legs." ”

is so unreasonable and domineering Ji Gongzi, only when he sees Ji Mingyu like this, Hengyan will feel at ease, and only in this way will he have a feeling that Ji Mingyu is not saying goodbye to him.

Hengyan always had an illusion before, the illusion that he might leave, and he would really never see Ji Mingyu again.

Ji Mingyu picked up a bamboo stick, poked an octopaya, handed it to Hengyan and said, "Open your mouth." ”

Although the things in the scenic area are extremely expensive, the food made is not at all better than the ones sold outside.

Hengyan chewed the takoyaki in his mouth and said to Ji Mingyu: "Were you scared just now?" ”

"Huh?" Ji Mingyu drank milk tea in his mouth, and looked at Hengyan a little confused, as if asking him what he just said.

"Your fear of heights hasn't been cured, right?" Hengyan picked out the lettuce leaves in the hamburger, and then held the burger with the less lettuce leaves and ate it, "When you came down, I knew what it meant to be 'face like dead ashes', and I wanted to shoot it for you with a white face." ”

Ji Mingyu was not annoyed, nor did he refute, he just acquiesced to Heng Yan's words, he looked at Heng Yan eating hamburger with a gentle face, and he didn't even dare to get distracted.

Hengyan thinks about it, after so long, some things should be let go, and the relationship can't be forced, when Ji Mingyu did something wrong, he Hengyan actually did something irreparable, but when the relationship between the two of them came to an end, Ji Mingyu's strength would be greater than him, so Hengyan was the first person to be pushed off the cliff.

Today is considered to be revenge, looking at the way Ji Mingyu got off the roller coaster, Hengyan thought in his heart that although this way of revenge was ridiculous, he was relieved, really relieved.

Ji Mingyu apologized to him, and said "I'm sorry" to him at the top of the roller coaster, Hengyan thought that this man would never say these three words in his life, but when he really said it, Hengyan immediately wrote off the previous grievances and grievances.