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She was going to be worse than him, how bad would that be?

Lu Jinnian just thought about it like this, and felt a little unacceptable, and after he couldn't accept it, he blamed himself deeply.

They were right, it was indeed his negligence, he had loved her for so many years, and every time he had sex with her, it felt like a dream, so he forgot about contraception, and coincidentally, she also forgot, and then this tragedy happened.

When I was in school, the boys who lived in the same dormitory didn't fall in love and taste the forbidden fruit, but everyone was young and ignorant, and some people made trouble.

He remembered that once in high school, when he was in physical education class, a girl didn't know that she was pregnant, and she participated in a long-distance run, and then when she ran to the last lap, she suddenly bleed, and later learned that it was a miscarriage, it was high school, and the school felt that it affected the school spirit, and finally persuaded the girl to quit, and when the girl came to the school to clean up, she cried so that her eyes were swollen, and the boy didn't take long to talk about a new girlfriend, and the other girls scolded her for not knowing the point every time they talked about the girl.

Another time, when he was in college, the boy who slept in his lower bunk had a good family condition, and talked about a Chinese department of flowers, which had three abortions for him, and the boy did not have any pity for the girl, and even later when he was drinking and bragging, he repeatedly took that thing out to show off, and after graduation, the boy mercilessly dumped the girl, and the girl was unable to get pregnant for life at that time.

At that time, because it was none of his business, he didn't pay attention at all, and he forgot about those things later, until tonight, when Joan was stillborn and had a miscarriage, those two things somehow became extremely clear in his memory.

At that time, he was not without feelings, and he also felt that the two boys were a bit scum, and the girls were too pitiful, and even he secretly swore in his heart that if he could be with Qiao Ann one day, he would never let her go through these darkness, and he would give her all the best in the world.

But now?

He still let her go through these painful things......

If he hadn't touched her, if he had restrained himself, if he had remembered contraception...... If he had seen her vomit the other day, he would have thought it was morning sickness...... If......

Lu Jinnian's hands were clenched into fists tightly, and his throat was sore and painful.

Obviously, there are so many ifs that can avoid tragedy, but he didn't do one if at the beginning.

It was he who was sorry for her.

He said that he wanted to give her beauty, but he gave her darkness.

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Lu Jinnian stayed awake all night, and stayed by Qiao An's bedside all the time.

As the doctor said, the anesthetics and sleeping pills caused her to sleep for so long, and there was still no sign of waking up.

At seven o'clock in the morning, Lu Jinnian called his assistant and asked the assistant to pick him up and Qiao An, who was still sleeping, and discharged him from the hospital, and went back to Fairview Garden directly.

Chen's mother had already woken up, and when she saw the car coming back, she immediately greeted her, and saw that Qiao Anhao, who was being held by Lu Jinnian, was still asleep, and immediately asked with a worried face: "Mr. Lu, how is my wife?" ”

In the early morning of summer, it was still a little cold outside, and Lu Jinnian was afraid that Qiao An would catch a cold, so he didn't pay attention to Chen's mother's words at all, and went directly into the house.