"You're satisfied."

"Satisfied?"

Yuxi had tears in her eyes, she couldn't help it, and gently pushed Yinzhen's shoulder and said, "I was reprimanded and scolded by Eniang like that, don't hate me, okay?" ”

"When do I hate you?" Yin Zhen frowned with a straight face, if he wanted to say that he couldn't talk about Yuxi, but they used to quarrel occasionally when they lived in the palace, but now they are becoming more and more polite, and they haven't had a dispute for a long time.

Yuxi sat down on the side, finally shed a few tears, and began to say: "E-niang said that the older I get, the more ignorant I become, being a wife is not like a wife, being a mother is not like a mother, I think I have protected my child well, but I invisibly let him be noticed by everyone." Said that I can't see how hard you work and work hard for Huang Ama now, saying that I am spoiled, and I only think about myself wholeheartedly, Yinzhen, have I really become like this? ”

Yin Zhen trembled when he heard this, it was E-Niang who said it, if one day he couldn't help but lose his temper at his wife and poured it out all in one go, would the love between their husband and wife be torn apart?

Yuxi wiped away her tears and continued to say unwillingly: "E-niang blamed me very fiercely, saying that I used the child as an excuse and did everything for myself. But I didn't...... I really didn't have ......."

"Don't, don't cry." Yin Zhen unconsciously wanted to reach out to comfort his wife, but he still consciously put it down.

Yuxi saw such an action in her eyes, and when she thought of Yinzhen, she didn't want to comfort herself, so she was sad, she couldn't hold back her tears for a while, and vented all the grievances that she was trained by her mother-in-law today, and she lay on the table and cried, which scared her husband, Yinzhen put her arm around her shoulder and said: "Don't cry like this, in case Eniang is looking for you tomorrow, your eyes are swollen like walnuts, how can you go out?" ”

Yuxi took the opportunity to lie on his chest, sobbed and said, "If E-Niang looks for me again, you go with me, I am so scared today that I almost can't breathe." Yinzhen, have you been reprimanded by Eniang, it's just a different person. ”

Yin Zhen smiled: "E-Niang taught our brothers and sisters that they have always been soft, and when Thirteen or Fourteen saw her, it was like a mouse seeing a cat." ”

Yuxi didn't have the heart to joke, but said with a serious face: "I didn't think it was for myself, I just cared too much about the children, I know that I haven't treated you well these days, but you're busy with your business, you like them, how good are you to me?" ”

"In that case...... Yin Zhen frowned, "You also said it to Eniang." ”

Yuxi pursed her lips and nodded tremblingly: "I can't help it, I talked back to Eniang." ”

Yin Zhen was a little nervous: "What did you say?" ”

Yuxi was timid: "Pretty much these words." ”

The couple was quiet for a while, Yuxi suppressed her tears and asked her husband: "I offended E-Niang, didn't I, but E-niang asked me to say it happily, and I said everything in the palace." I said I hate you going to their room, I hate that you are helpless when you see the child as if someone owes you, I hate that you leave the family big and small as if you are busy with everything, I also hate Sanfujin, I hate those mothers-in-law with broken mouths in the royal family......"

She gradually said that she was gradually excited, but she also slowly calmed down, her emotions rose and fell, and she vomited out the depression in her chest, although she was relaxed, she was weak, and finally breathed a sigh of relief: "E-niang said, three years old is set for life, when she saw me, she was a lively and naughty little girl, maybe I am not a stable and dignified person in my bones, but I can't even pretend in the past two years." ”

Yin Zhen's expression was soothed, as if he was at ease, he held his wife's hand in the palm of his hand, warmed each other, and said gently: "Me too, pretending to be an adult, I want to do my best in everything, but I can't pretend to be like it anymore." ”

Yuxi poked her head to look at her husband, there were still tears on her face, but she said, "Don't cry." ”

Yin Zhen glared at her angrily, but said: "That day, the eldest brother led the troops back to the city, and I asked him to unload his armor and enter the city in front of the city gate, and the way the eldest brother looked at me was something I had never seen in my life." At that moment, I was very panicked, but for some reason I felt very proud, that feeling was so strange, even if I had won them in school, riding and shooting before, I had never felt like this. ”

"Do you want to talk to me occasionally, but I only have Honghui in my eyes?" Yuxi said guiltily, "E-niang said that I was like this, she said that I didn't necessarily take good care of Honghui, but I lost you." E-niang said that dignified and steady is for outsiders to see, what are you pretending to be, pretending to be too much is nothing, your wife can't do it well, your mother can't do it well, and you have to complain that it's your fault. ”

"E-Niang has a lot of words to teach me, she is not aimed at you, but although we are parents, we are still the temper of children in the past." Yin Zhen said calmly, "It wasn't until the eyes of the eldest brother who looked at me that I understood that everything was different." ”

Yuxi nodded, and when he was about to speak again, a maid's voice sounded outside: "Song Gege is unwell, please ask the fourth elder brother to come over and have a look, let me find a doctor." ”

Yin Zhen said impatiently: "Wait a minute." ”

Yuxi's face was not good-looking, so he turned his face and said, "They dare to provoke me now." Don't say that I don't feel sorry for Hongyu, Hongyu's health has not been good, but his mother was looking for you yesterday, I was full of enthusiasm to take good care of you, but you ran away without looking back. Now Song Gege is here to pull you again, Fourth Brother, you should go. ”

Yin Zhen grimaced: "It wasn't okay just now." ”

Yuxi said: "In a family, the wife is a slave to the master and concubine, and the slave dares to provoke the master, who gives the courage?" As he spoke, he glared at her husband domineeringly and said, "I beat her like that before, and I may not have the momentum of the main mother, you see that she still dares to come to respond to me, in the end, can they respect me, see what you do?" ”

"How do I do that?" Obviously, he had a straight face, but Yinzhen didn't hold back at all in his heart, Yuxi should be such a person, but when he always asked him to do something before, he was at a loss, and he couldn't help laughing at the moment, "Naturally, what you want me to do, I will do it." ”

Yuxi saw that he was serious, so he got up and said, "She's not feeling well, I should go and take a look, I can't help you come forward." I'm tired all day, so I'll take a good rest, and I'll go back as soon as I go. ”

Yinzhen nodded, and Yuxi said again: "But after all, they are the ones who gave birth to children for you, and I won't stop you from being good to them, but between us, they can't intervene." Today I also said to Eniang, I have never let go of my arms to look at them, I was and will be. I know that you will accept concubines in the future, and I can't really treat them well. ”

When Yuxi said these words, she saw her husband nodding half-seriously, and she couldn't help but be coquettish: "It's really annoying." ”

Such words have long disappeared from their lives in the past two years, and the two live like a nominal couple, saying only a few words a day, and they are all polite. When she was blamed by her mother-in-law for pretending to be too much today, Yuxi still felt aggrieved, but after thinking about it for an afternoon, she did unconsciously use her face to deal with outsiders and treat her husband. The more I hated him in my heart for being good to the concubine, the more I wanted to pretend to be virtuous and dignified, thinking that I couldn't be the same as the concubine, and I insisted on leaving the best appearance in my husband's heart, but I forgot that Wulanala Yuxi, whom Yinzhen knew and liked at the beginning, was not like that.

In the next few days, the relationship between the husband and wife eased, Yuxi has been trying hard to do a good job, but unconsciously trying to go in the wrong direction, but gradually drifting away from her husband, her heart is right, but the road is crooked, and that day in addition to being blamed by her mother-in-law, the most shocking words for her, she did not say to Yinzhen.

The mother-in-law asked her what her ambitions were, and asked her what expectations Queen Xiaoyi had on her shoulders.

Since God gave her Honghui, she just needs to enjoy the joy of family with gratitude, and don't put the burden of wanting to realize her ideals on the child's body. If she wants to accompany her husband to that step, although the heir is important, it is by no means the key, if she leaves an heir like Queen Hesheri, she will die of incense, and she can't accompany her beloved to the end, what ideals and ambitions do you talk about.

Yuxi came back and thought about it for an afternoon, whether the child or her husband was important, she couldn't choose, but she unconsciously left her husband for the sake of the child. And obviously dropped it, and counted on Honghui to be her capital to accompany her husband for a lifetime and accompany him to that point in the future. As the mother-in-law said, she seems to be wholeheartedly good to the child, but in the final analysis, she is afraid that the child will make a mistake and will not be able to fulfill her future dream.

Lan Qi said to Yuxi that as long as he can go back to the right path, no matter how hard he is, it will be worth it, but he is afraid of giving up halfway and running back to the wrong road, and if he goes wrong again, he may not have the courage to face the reality and turn back.

With the guidance and support of his mother, the fourth elder brother's mansion gradually opened up and the fog dissipated, and the little couple regained the sweetness of the past, Lan Qi listened to it in the palace, full of comfort, and understood that there were still ups and downs waiting for them in the future, and if they could face it together, they could accompany each other until the end.

In the blink of an eye, in March, the spring season is blooming, the emperor decreed the canonization of all princes, the eldest brother and the third elder brother were canonized as the king of Zhijun and the king of Chengjun respectively, the eldest brother was young and repeatedly made military exploits, and it was understandable to win the position of the king of the county, but the third elder brother caused a controversy. But the credit for saving the driver gave him a lot of help, and the emperor repeatedly lamented that the third elder brother saved him in front of the courtiers and nobles. The rest of the elder brothers who left the palace as adults were all canonized as Baylor.

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