Chapter Seventy-Eight: The love word is long, and the winding lines are in the palm of the hand
The waves smashed the reef hard, shattering into thousands of piles of snow, dotting on Jingwei's fair and ruddy cheeks, more like hibiscus out of the water, delicate and gorgeous. She was silent, and Yuan Ming just stood quietly with her on the reef. In addition to the sound of the sea, it is the sound of the waves, even if it is such a loud sound, Jingwei can still only hear the sound of his own heartbeat, every time is the reluctance to Yuan Ming, every time is a pity for his love, and every time it is an encouragement to show his heart......
"I ......"
"You ......"
Jingwei raised his head and looked at Yuan Ming's smiling face looking down at her, and the courage he had just prepared immediately disappeared, so he had to lower his head and mutter, "You say it first!" ”
"I'm just curious. There has never been anything Jingwei is afraid of, only those who are afraid of Jingwei, what is it that makes you so difficult to talk about today? I still remember when we were hunting down Montessori together, I was so impressed by your cheerful and informal bearing that I was fascinated by the days with you......"
"Infatuation?" Jingwei looked at him in disbelief, could his crush be the same as his own?
"Well, it's a feeling of desperately wanting to be close to you, wanting to talk to you, wanting to have a drink with you for a few days and nights."
Jingwei bowed his head and remained silent, trying to hide his excitement.
"Even you're the only one who knows that I'm in love with the rumor...... You are also the only one who accompanied me to borrow wine to relieve my sorrows and accompany me to solve my worries and solve problems in the days when I lost my rumors. Sometimes, I find that I actually rely on you......"
Jingwei didn't dare to look at Yuan Ming, his face was already getting hotter and hotter because of his burning gaze. She suddenly remembered what she said in the Unbounded Cave, maybe Yuan Ming's heart belonged to her a long time ago, but neither Jingwei nor Yuan Ming was aware of it. Really, is that so? Jingwei held the expectation in his heart, and looked forward to Yuan Ming continuing to speak.
"In you, I see my own shadow, an attitude that I yearn for. Hearty and uninhibited, daring, courageous, neither humble nor arrogant, perhaps it is this similar feeling between the two of us that makes me feel more intimate when I am with you. It's like my long-lost sister. ”
"Sister?" Jingwei looked up sharply and met Yuan Ming's direct eyes.
"I make the decision to recognize you as my sister, you won't be angry, right?" Yuan Ming smiled softly.
"I ...... I ......"
"I know that you are the bloodline of Emperor Yan, and you are all the high-ranking princesses and highnesses of the Protoss, maybe you won't be able to call us the inferior gods of the Protoss, brothers, right?" Yuan Ming's eyes dimmed slightly, what he was most afraid of was the estrangement between the door, so he didn't dare to tell Jingwei what he thought in his heart, for fear that Jingwei would reject him.
How could Jingwei mean that? She lowered her head again and whispered, "You assisted His Majesty to rule the northern kingdom, and you are deeply loved by the people. Outstanding military achievements, corporal Lixian, soldiers are willing to live and die for you, such loyalty and courage, how can I compare with Jingwei! I didn't look down on you, I didn't feel that you were just an inferior god, in my heart you have always been an incomparable mountain, an ocean that I can't cross, and a sun that I can't pursue in my life. ”
Yuan Ming just laughed, he didn't really understand the meaning of Jingwei's words, he only knew that from now on, he finally had a sister who could talk freely without secrets. But he didn't know what Jingwei was hiding from him, which was already the biggest secret.
"After talking for a long time, what are you doing today?"
Jingwei secretly glanced at Yuan Ming, he had said everything to this point, did he still insist on confessing, insisting on making a disgraced face, and looking embarrassed? Last day, last day, last day! Jingwei was almost crazy in her heart, and she still had to maintain a calm look on the surface, she was about to be forced to split by herself!
said that they would be rejected, and they would not even be able to do it as brothers and sisters; If you don't say it, he will never understand this heart, and he will regret it for a lifetime, thousands of long days, after all, he can only sink into the whirlpool of the sea with his secrets.
Jingwei took a few steps forward, standing on the edge of the reef, drenched in the spray, as if to calm himself down. Yuan Ming didn't stop him, just looked at her quietly, looking at her. Jingwei faced the waves, closed her eyes, and the salty taste in her mouth made her begin to numb, and the surging in her heart was not weaker than the momentum of the sea. She felt like a bluebird falling into the sea, the overwhelming waves, the suffocating water, she struggled, she cried for help, but the sea engulfed her faster and louder. The air, the sun, and the life, like the Yuan Ming she was waiting for, were getting farther and farther away from her. Soaked with feathers, she lost her life, sinking deeper and deeper into the sea, until she turned into a coral, waiting for the air, the sun, and the life beyond the sea, but she could never walk out of the sea again......
Jingwei opened his eyes slightly, looking at the empty waves in front of him, only to feel dizzy, as if the fantasy scene just now had really happened. Since it's the last day, even if he is rejected, even if he can't be a brother and sister, he will leave her forever, does it still make sense? She doesn't need an answer, the answer already lives in her heart, she just wants him to know, let him know that no matter where he is, there will always be someone waiting for him, loving him, and waiting for him.
Jingwei suddenly turned around and said in a loud voice: "I like you!" ”
A huge wave crashed in, and the splash of water rubbing against the reef embraced Jingwei, swallowing her voice out.
Yuan Ming looked at Jingwei in a daze, and could only watch her lips rise and close, but he couldn't hear what she was saying. Yuan Ming had no choice but to open his throat and shout, "What are you talking about?" ”
Jingwei put his hands together in his mouth, "I said I like you!" ”
"Bang la la", another huge wave.
Yuan Ming shook his head, and had to walk towards Jingwei, there was really no way to hear what she was saying. But Jingwei retreated in fear, the panic and nervousness in her heart forcing her to keep a safe distance from Yuan Ming, otherwise she was afraid that she would collapse immediately. The more Yuan Ming moved forward, the more she retreated, the soles of her feet were suspended in the air, after the waves, the person was no longer there, only heard the sound of "poof", Yuan Ming hurriedly ran over, and there was another "poof", and both of them fell into the sea and disappeared.
A huge wave crashed against the reef again, empty as if nothing had happened.
Twelve hours, with a flick of the fingers, passed quietly at sunrise and sunset, in the flow of water and flowers, and the replacement of hourglasses.
Yuan Ming is dead. Lying in the cold black coffin, his eyes closed and his face pale. Jingwei stood outside Yuan Ming's coffin for a long time, without crying, without sadness, without fear, just quietly waiting for him to wake up, and then they climbed up the mountain together, slept on the seashore, and got drunk. He spoke of his sorrow, and she listened to his sorrow; She speaks of her joy and he listens to her laughter.
Jingwei slowly took out a delicate hollow carved dagger from his sleeve and stabbed it into his lower abdomen quietly. The cheeks were instantly pale as paper, but the blood that flowed down was dazzlingly red, like the most insimulable color, and it painted a unique picture of the Great Wilderness.
"Don't!" Jingwei jumped up from the bed suddenly, and the nightmare just now made her sweat all over.
She looked around and calmed down. Everything was just a dream, and she was lying in her dormitory. Outside the window, it is a new round of sunrise, and it is a new day. Jingwei's hand that lifted the brocade quilt suddenly paused in the air, a new day? It's been a day? Yuan Ming ......
Jingwei didn't have time to put on his shoes, and ran barefoot all the way towards Emperor Yan's bedroom.
"What about Yuan Ming?" She broke through the door panting, and stood in front of Emperor Yan in disheveled clothes. Emperor Yan didn't say a word, Jingwei just impatiently moved his gaze from Emperor Yan's face to Yuan Ming, who was pale and closed his eyes on the bed. In an instant, it was as if the heart had been hollowed out, and the bones were soft. Jingwei shook his head, choked back tears, hesitated, and walked forward with a heavy head.
Emperor Yan helplessly patted Jingwei's right shoulder and quietly left.
"It's not a dream...... Jingwei knelt on the side of the bed with his knees weak, "I wish it was really just a dream...... I wasted my last chance! In the world, no one will stand up for me again, no one will ever hold me up when they are drunk when they are sad, and no one will say that I am stupid and pull my hair and eyebrows for me......
"But why are you stupider than me? How can you not understand my mind at all? Why can't you see that all my sorrow comes from you? Whenever you mention the sweet and sour past between you and Sister Yiyu, you can't see the crazy jealousy in my heart! She can stay by your side for so many years, she can make you love her without regrets for so many years, she can actually not love you at all! And me? So persistent and pious, so careful to love you, you don't even feel it at all! In your heart, was there a moment when you treated me like a woman?
"Whenever I see Sister Yiyu, I envy her so much! I love her as much as you do, but I hate her! Love and hate are intertwined, and I am afraid to face her. She is like a pure and perfect water lily, fairy, divine and white, and when I look back at me, I will feel so dirty and dirty in my heart! Can I be worthy of you? Every time you're drunk, you'll talk a lot about her, and I want you to shut up!
"Hmph......" Jingwei laughed at himself with tears in his eyes, "It's hard for you to imagine that I still have such a side, right?" Do you regret having a sister like me? If you regret it, you get up! Rise up and teach me a good lesson! Fight with me to maintain your rumors! Get up! Get up! Jingwei suddenly stood up, dragging Yuan Ming and torturing him, "You cowardly and cowardly guy, don't you dare to love, don't you dare to fight me?" I'll let you get up for me! ”
"Smack!" With a loud blow to the ear scraper, Jingwei took a step back and let go of his hand. Looking at Yuan Ming on the bed in a daze, he was glaring at himself angrily, and his right hand was still trembling because of excitement. The five fingerprints that had been fanned on his face were clearly visible, and a burning sensation quickly penetrated Jingwei's face and Jingwei's heart.