Text Chapter 473 Self-pity
In the future, when the company becomes bigger and stronger, he will come into contact with more women, and even, it is a temptation, I should be more tolerant, right?
But I'm crazy jealousy, yes, I'm jealous of Wei Ting, this jealousy is mixed with a woman's unique inferiority complex in a relationship.
They are both young and arrogant, they do the same work, they have the same hobbies;
I wasn't involved in all of this!
The image of them staying together stings me because...... I'm jealous!
I was afraid that one day, such jealousy would really drive me crazy, and then gradually drift towards indifference and separation, as many couples do.
"Don't ......"
The ghost sent God, I actually said the thoughts in my head, I was alone at the door of the crowded community with my mouth covered and choked all the way;
Finally, I still cried!
I hung my face and cried silently, I lowered the umbrella, it doesn't matter if I can't be seen!
Holding my stomach with one hand, I thought: don't be sad, he always loves me!
Covered in wind and rain into the unit building to wait for the elevator, the double-decker elevator I was waiting for refused to come down, but the single-deck elevator next to it opened the door first.
A young couple laughed and walked a few steps down the hall, but as soon as I got in, the girl grinned in again......
She stood still, turned around, pressed the floor and then pressed the door button desperately, and she said to the man standing outside in disgust:
"Come on in!"
The man looked lazy: "Take an umbrella, you can be alone!" ”
"Oh, no!" The girl stomped her foot coquettishly: "How boring it is to be alone." ”
The man sighed and finally strode in, and before he stood still, the girl smiled and put her arms around him, and the two of them whispered in the elevator to show affection.
A man's impatience is just a moment, and to girls, he shows pampering!
That's nice!
I just smiled and turned my head, and I saw me now on the inner wall of the elevator:
Well, it's absolutely embarrassing, if it weren't for this short hair, my face would have been terrifying at this time!
It's always easier to go downstairs than upstairs, but this time I decisively chose to go down early, because I didn't want to spend half a second more with the couple......
It's so glaring, it's so jealous that I can't bear to irritate myself so much.
Holding my stomach and crawling a layer of hugs, I took the key to open the door and went in, the living room was empty, he ...... I don't think I'll be back yet!
The large table in the living room points to 9:40.
I was hungry because I didn't eat dinner; You know, I usually have to eat a lot, and now I'm just a little dizzy when I'm so hungry!
Then change your clothes and lie down for a while! Well, the quilt is lying on the sofa, and the sound of the TV is noisy.
At least, it's not so lonely!
But I'm still cold, my hands and feet are very cold, I should take a hot shower, but I don't have the strength, and this job has always been Lu Yiting's;
I was as stubborn as a child, waiting for him any longer.
When he comes back, everything will be fine, he will bathe me, he will bring me food, he will tell me jokes, he will give me a massage, he will make me happy......
At this moment, I am fragile like a giant baby waiting for his love, I endure it very hard, but he is not there.
I think if Lu Xiaohong is here now, I won't be crying, I'm so afraid of loneliness, it would be much better to have one more person!
But she wasn't there, so I lay on the sofa in such a decadent way and shed tears;
I didn't tell Lu Yiting that I didn't eat dinner, so he wouldn't be in such a hurry, right? Why did he ...... Don't call me a single phone?
Thinking like this, the time had reached half past ten, and Lu Yiting finally ...... It's back!
The sound of him closing the door was a little loud, his steps were a little messy, and he even bumped into something when he was changing his shoes in the hallway, and he secretly screamed "ouch" with a 'bang'.
Then he laughed a little and called 'wife', man, stumbling towards the bedroom with a bag of food......
He was tall and straight, his skin flushed with exposure to the air, his white shirt was wrinkled by him, and his trouser legs were half wet.
He had his blazer in his hand, and when he was halfway there, he suddenly remembered something, and turned around and rushed back at me
"Haha, Blue Heart, I got you!"
As he spoke, he reached out and shook off his coat, and threw himself at me with his things, and as soon as he put things down carefully, he reached out and pulled me;
I looked at him with a numb head and laboriously asked, "Happy?" ”
But he couldn't hear it, he reached out and scooped me up, and his mouth was full of wine and sprayed it in my face, and after pregnancy, he became sensitive to the smell, and his wine was so scented that I almost vomited.
But I didn't have the strength to resist him, so he came up and kissed me, and the kiss deepened;
I was sick in my stomach, frowning and struggling fiercely, and my soft hands resisted as hard as a condition, trembling because they were too hard......
He grinned and reached out to touch me: "Good wife, didn't you miss me today?" Come on, let my brother kiss him! ”
I tilted my head and whispered, "Lu Yiting, you go away!" ”
He was stunned, looking a little incredulous.
After a long time, he asked lightly: "Happy, what did you say?" ”
A flash of sadness flashed across his flushed face, and just as I was about to relent, his face changed again, his little eyes widened, and a terrifying anger danced in them.
He's angry at me!
I've never been willing to quarrel, so I immediately lowered my eyes and asked again: "Don't worry about what you said, what about happiness?" Why don't you pick it up? ”
In fact, I am also a temperament, so late, even if he is willing to go to the hosting side, it will be closed, and it is destined to bring back happiness tomorrow.
But just such a sentence made his emotions completely aroused!
He stood up with his fists clenched, put his arms close to his sides like an animated character, and blushed, he said to me aggrieved and angry:
"Happy, happy, am I not even as good as a dog in your heart?"
What are these words?
I frowned, raised my voice as much as I could, and said, "Lu Yiting, you bastard." ”
Wine is intimidating, of course, he doesn't encourage him to just endure it habitually, and today, he is going to use wine to vent.
He said, "You've long regretted marrying me, have you?" You don't love me, you don't love me...... You don't love me. ”
The man who is nearly thirty years old, still roaring hysterically in front of his child-pregnant wife this seemingly childish question, but his eyes are so real;
Even, there were faint tears in it, and the whole person was full of sadness.
I couldn't help but feel soft in my heart, and asked impatiently: "When did I say it?" You're sick! ”
He walked back and forth two steps excitedly, holding his back with one hand and holding the tiger's mouth with the other, constantly slapping his forehead, looking impatient and flustered.
Suddenly, he stopped abruptly and said to me: "You still love him, you always love him, no matter how hard I try, your heart loves him the most, I will pick up the joy." ”
As he spoke, he walked out, his steps heavy and messy.
I know that the 'he' in his mouth is Yu Ye, but I can't admit this crime, my body and mind are completely given to him Lu Yiting, why does he doubt me so much.
What about him? Knowing that I don't like him to contact Wei Ting, he still has no scruples while I'm away, does he really take my words to heart?
Or is it just that he loves me so much that he is tired of it, and because he doubts my intentions, he is ready to give up, right?
Thinking of this, I also got up angrily, and before he went out, I yelled hard into his voice:
"You're the one who regrets it! Regret was too good to me, right? It doesn't matter, we're long gone anyway, I'll give you a chance to find a new world! ”
When you are really angry, your reason is in the downwind, and it will be dispersed as soon as you blow, and there are only impulses;
and, the momentum of 'unscrupulous' to conquer the opponent.
At this time, I had this terrifying thought!
And Lu Yiting, who was about to walk to the door, was obviously not to be outdone, he fixed his body and looked back at me, with a pair of small eyes wide.
His cheeks were bulging with anger, and the blush on his face darkened a little with anger, and he retorted with a grin:
"Find a few new worlds, it's you who obviously regret it, you admit it!"
Laughing at his barren appearance, I held my stomach and turned my head to 'cut', and then turned around, and I yelled at him:
"If you're willing to think so wishfully, then think so! But you also ask yourself, who regrets it! ”
He grinned and grinded his teeth, not knowing what to do, his fist clenched and sent it into his mouth, and after biting it hard, he took it out and said:
"Yes, yes, it's always been my wishful thinking, you don't love me, I know!"
"You know a handful!"
"You ......"
"What are you, idiot!"
He howled angrily on the spot, then put his hands up and held his head and gradually squatted down, and after three seconds, he quickly stood up and pointed at me and complained:
"You regret it!"
Now that I think about it, Lu Yiting has been emphasizing that I regret it, in fact, I just want to hear me say no regrets!
But, I didn't figure it out at the time, and I guess even if I figured it out, I wouldn't take this soft, people, don't like to lose.
I still held my stomach and immersed myself in the intimacy between Lu Yiting and Wei Ting, I raised my head and scolded him back: "You regret it!" ”
"You, it's you!"
I rolled my eyes and pursed my lips and growled, "You idiot! ”
"That's good!"
“?”
Brain-broken? I called him stupid and he said okay?
Seeing that he finally calmed down, with a gloomy face, he said to me with a serious face: "Since you don't want to admit it, then good, show sincerity!" ”
"What do you want to do?"
He held his hands under his chin as if in prayer, and then closed his eyes as if to make a wish, when he heard him say:
"My birthday wish this year is to remarry!"
Is this the reason for making such a fuss? In an instant, the haze of the quarrel just now seemed to suddenly turn into a funny atmosphere.
Seeing that I held my stomach and didn't agree, he was full of eagerness to add: "If you want to give me a gift, you can remarry, this is very good!" ”
At this time, his anger just now was gone, and his little eyes were staring at the expression on my face, which was full of flashing anticipation, and even begging!
I had the illusion that he would pounce on him again at any moment.
But what to do, I can't agree to his request at all, and ...... Or is it because of Yu Ye!
The reasonableness of the quarrel disappeared in an instant, and I looked at him with a little weakness, and then pretended to speak calmly:
"What are you worried about, the child is in the belly, I can still run, besides, ......"
"No, I just want to remarry!"
His expression changed again, and the face that had just been almost flattering was now solemn, staring at my eyes like the same stubborn child!
I tilted my head and sighed and stopped answering his question.
"Why don't you want to remarry?"
"No need!"
"I need to."
I was a little anxious, turned around and frowned and glared at him: "That's just the difference between me and you, is there any difference between the others?" No, why should you be clinging. ”
He retorted fiercely with a cold face in his dark eyes: "It's you who are obsessed, I want to know why you refuse to remarry, that's right, there is only this difference between us, obviously it can not be bad, why don't you refuse?" ”
yes, it's not bad.
Probably he saw the clue in my face, and his attitude softened again, and this time, he took a tender offensive.
He finally stepped forward and gently hugged me again, hugging me to the couch, the smell of alcohol on his body was still severe, but I was not as disgusted as I had just been.