The third relationship, Allen was very impressed, maybe because it was not long ago, maybe it was too unforgettable, and when Allen talked about her, a very serious look appeared on his face. He and her are in a transnational relationship, with the same interests and hobbies, so they quickly came together, but in the end, because of the differences between the two countries, they separated.

"So, it's really impossible to say about feelings."

Alan smiled wryly and came to a conclusion.

Ji Xiao leaned on the railing and looked at him thoughtfully: "Since you love so much, why don't you try to change for each other?" ”

Alan shook his head, laughed, and looked away, "Change for the other party." It takes a lot of courage and patience, and I don't have it. ”

He generously admitted that he had paid for this relationship, but he did not give all of it, and he still had reservations.

Ji Xiao didn't know how to comfort him, so he simply stopped talking.

"Miss Ji, I told you so much, just to tell you that feelings don't have to start from the beginning. Occasionally, you still need to look forward, after all, life is still long, isn't it? ”

After he finished speaking, he smiled at Ji Xiao, opened the door of the balcony, went back to sleep, closed the door of the balcony, and said softly to her: "Good night." ”

"Good night."

Ji Xiao said softly, and turned his head thoughtfully, just now. What did Eren mean by that?

If he just talked to himself about his previous feelings, perhaps, she wouldn't think so much, but what did his last sentence mean? Are you comforting yourself or...

Ji Xiao pulled the hair on her forehead to the back and shook her head, if it was really what she thought, she might have found a house to live in sooner.

It's just that Allen returned to Jingzhou the next day, and he didn't say hello to her when he went back, but on the way back, he simply called her.

Ji Xiao smiled, maybe he really thought too much.

She had just wanted to get up and make herself a cup of coffee when her phone rang again.

It's a birth number, and she doesn't know it.

Ji Xiao was a little puzzled. Or answered: "Hey, hello." ”

"Hey Sister Ji Xiao, it's me, I'm Xu Zixuan."

Zixuan?

She hadn't come to work for many days, and Ji Xiao hurriedly asked her, "How are you?" Are you okay? ”

"Sister Ji Xiao, I, I'm in the hospital. Can you, can you come and stay with me..."

Xu Zixuan's voice sounded unusually weak, and the whole person's voice was as light as a feather falling to the ground.

"What hospital are you in?"

Ji Xiao twisted his eyebrows.

"Hezhou City Hospital."

Hanging up the phone, Ji Xiao walked up to Sister Li with a solemn face: "Sister Li, Zixuan is sick and needs to be taken care of, I want to ask for leave to take care of her, is it okay?" ”

Lately, she's pretty much done with the work on her hands, and she just needs to follow up on the project in the city center, and there's nothing too important for her to do during this time.

Sister Li also gave her a holiday.

"Xiao Ji, I've helped you find a good guy these days, take a look, do you want to meet him?"

After speaking, Sister Li did not forget her side business, and was very enthusiastic to introduce Ji Xiao to the object.

Ji Xiao hurriedly waved his hand: "Sister Li, I'll go to the bathroom first, I'm in a hurry." ”

Following the address given by Xu Zixuan, Ji Xiao found her ward, but how could it be in the obstetrics and gynecology department?

Ji Xiao was a little puzzled, and after repeatedly confirming that the address she gave was not wrong, she still knocked on the door: "Is it Zixuan?" ”

After a while, there was movement in the door, and Xu Zixuan's voice came out weakly: "It's me, Sister Ji Xiao." ”

Ji Xiaocai pushed the door in.

It's very hot in the house, these days, the temperature in Netherlands is not low, almost no need to turn on the air conditioner, and it is still such a hot temperature.

As soon as Ji Xiao entered, he took off his coat hotly.

"Zixuan, what's wrong with you? How can it be in obstetrics and gynecology? ”

On the hospital bed, Xu Zixuan's face was pale, her face was bloodless, and she was like two people a few days ago, Ji Xiao sat on the edge of her bed, looking at her, with a worried face.

Xu Zixuan smiled weakly at Ji Xiao, and her eyes were also empty: "Sister Ji Xiao, the baby in my belly... No more..."

When Zixuan said this, her eyes were full of tears, but she couldn't bear it.

In Ji Xiao's opinion, she has always been a lively and lovely girl, and the way she looks now is really beyond her expectations.

"What about your boyfriend?"

Ji Xiao frowned.

Xu Zixuan shook his head: "He has something to do, he can't accompany me here, Sister Ji Xiao, I can't let my family know about this, otherwise, I'll be finished, Sister Ji Xiao, please, help me keep this secret, okay?" ”

Her eyes were full of eagerness, and her hands tightly grasped Ji Xiao's arm.

Ji Xiao could feel her fear, and she could also feel her sadness, looking at her, Ji Xiao nodded helplessly: "I won't say it." ”

"Can you tell me who your boyfriend is?"

Ji Xiao was angry in her heart, Zixuan was like this, and she had a lot to do with him, and now, she was in the hospital, and she couldn't see anyone.

At the mention of this, Xu Zixuan suddenly lowered her head and buried her head in the crook of her arm, obviously, she didn't want to say it, and even, when she mentioned him, she couldn't help but cry like rain.

Ji Xiao sighed, and suddenly thought of himself five years ago, when he was alone in California.

At that time, she was pregnant with a baby, and went to the hospital alone to go through the hospitalization procedures, at that time, her heart was really miserable, and she still thought that at that time, she was probably the most self-reliant pregnant woman in the world.

Because she felt very sorry for her, in addition to taking care of Evelyn, Ji Xiao's entire time was spent in the hospital.

She took care of Xu Zixuan very carefully and treated her like a sister, and Xu Zixuan finally slowly told her her own things.

This miscarriage was not something she wanted, but her boyfriend did not allow her to keep the child, it was really painful when she had an abortion, and when the cold instrument pulled the little life out of her belly, Xu Zixuan even felt that it was not the child in her belly that was withdrawn, but her own life.

Losing the child was already a painful thing, but when she was not dealt with, she was infected again, so she was admitted to the hospital.

When Xu Zixuan told Ji Xiao about this, the tears in her eyes had dried up, and it was hard to imagine how she survived by herself.

Ji Xiao looked at her and asked a little angrily, "Tell me, who is that scumbag?" ”

If you can't take responsibility for your actions, why would you hurt a young girl so much?

Xu Zixuan shook her head: "Sister Ji Xiao, don't blame him, it's me who is not good." ”

Her face was as pale as paper, but she still defended him.

Ji Xiao looked at her helplessly, and finally, he still didn't say anything.

This kind of thing is like feelings, one is willing to fight and the other is willing to suffer, outsiders can't interfere, but, knowing it, I always feel depressed.

Then when Evelyn returned home, Xu Suixin made a phone call, Ji Xiao picked it up a little tiredly, and asked weakly: "Hey, whatever is the matter?" ”

"Well, Xiaoxiao, let me tell you something."

Xu Suixin's tone was a little hesitant.

"What's the matter?"

Ji Xiao suddenly had a bad premonition in his heart, could it be that something happened to his mother?

"Mom, she's okay?"

Before Xu Suixin could say anything, Ji Xiao asked worriedly.

"No, where do you want to go?"

Ji Xiao relieved his heart at this time.

"Then what do you say?"

"It's about the Great God."

Xu Suixin's voice was more cautious.

Jing Mo Xian?

"What's wrong with him?"

After a pause, Ji Xiao still asked, from the moment she was sure that she was in love with him, it was doomed, and she couldn't ignore anything about him.

"The great god said he was getting married, and asked if you were going to the wedding...."

Xu Suixin's voice became smaller and smaller, and in the end, it was almost silent.

He's getting married? The movement is really fast, hehe, like his style.

"Oh, congratulations, I'm not going."

Ji Xiao's tone was flat, but his heart was turbulent.

"You're not going to come back and snatch the great god back?"

Xu Suixin looked very incredible over there, in her opinion, Jing Moxian was the prince charming in most people's hearts, especially, they had such an ambiguous time, was she not sad and jealous at all?

"He's getting married, what am I going to do when I go back?"

Ji Xiao smiled self-deprecatingly, looking at the time, it was already more than eight o'clock, Ji Xiao simply hung up the phone: "Whatever you want, I should cook for Evelyn, let's do this first." ”

After closing the line, the wry smile on the corner of Ji Xiao's mouth became deeper, and time really gave an answer, so soon, he was going to marry Jing Zhiqi, it seems that even if he didn't leave, the end would not be better than now.

She was even glad that she was able to leave Jingzhou so decisively and witness the happiness of him and others, and Ji Xiao admitted that she had not been able to cultivate to that level now.

When chopping vegetables, Ji Xiao was absent-minded and slashed the index finger of his left hand.

Suddenly, the blood flowed like an infusion, Ji Xiao put down the knife, rummaged in the room, but did not find the medicine box, not long after coming to Netherlands, he didn't think of buying that, Ji Xiao wrapped his fingers in paper, told Evelyn a few words, and went downstairs in his coat.

Outside, the night was thick and foggy, and there was a blur everywhere that was not easy to see.

Ji Xiao walked for a while before he vaguely saw a pharmacy.

After she bought iodine wine, band-aids, and other things she needed, she was about to leave, but the person at the pharmacy said with concern: "Otherwise, I'll wrap it for you." ”

Ji Xiao refused with a smile.

She can still handle this little matter by herself, but even strangers can give her a little care, and not long ago, she swore to herself that she liked someone, and in the blink of an eye, she will marry someone else.

This world is ridiculous.

Ji Xiao didn't go back immediately, she deliberately slowed down, she didn't have to think about it like this, her state would definitely not be good, she didn't want to affect Evelyn.

After walking for a while, the fog became heavier and heavier, and Ji Xiao returned home.

She unscrewed the bottle of iodine wine, and just wanted to put a little on her fingers, but Evelyn ran over and looked at her with a distressed face: "Mommy, why is your hand hurt?" Let me see. ”

She carefully took Ji Xiao's hand, put it in the palm of her hand, and gently blew on the wound, asking as she blew: "Mommy, are you better, does it still hurt?" ”

"It doesn't hurt, Evelyn won't hurt if she blows Mommy."

Ji Xiao's voice was gentle, and his eyes were as gentle as water when he looked at Evelyn.

Evelyn took the cotton swab from her hand, dipped it in iodine, and carefully applied it around her wound.

At what point did she grow up? Grown old enough to treat your own wounds? Ji Xiao himself was taken aback.

She silently watched Evelyn apply medicine to herself, apply medicine, and then carefully wrap a band-aid, Ji Xiao's heart was full of emotion, for Evelyn, no matter what she was asked to do, it was worth it.

After dealing with this, Evelyn raised her little face and looked at her: "Mommy, remember to ask me to change the medicine once a day." ”

Her serious appearance made Ji Xiao couldn't help but smile, and at the same time asked her with some doubts: "Tell Mommy, who taught you this?" ”

"The school gave us a lesson in dealing with wounds."

Evelyn raised her innocent little face, the whole little person was like an angel, beautiful, clean, Ji Xiao hugged her tightly in her arms.

Even if she didn't have anything, at least Evelyn was the warmest she had right now.

The next day, she woke up a little late, and after taking Evelyn to school, she went straight to the hospital.

She looked at her watch, it was not early, she hurriedly bought breakfast at the food stall opposite the hospital, hurriedly went upstairs, and went straight to Xu Zixuan's ward.

It's just that she was about to push the door in, but she heard someone talking inside.

Xu Zixuan was very emotional, and her voice was much louder than usual: "But, have you ever thought that what you asked me to do is our child, your own flesh and blood!" ”

Her emotions were a little excited, and in the end, her voice was trembling.

Then there was no sound of speech in the ward, only the sound of Xu Zixuan sobbing.

Was her boyfriend rushing here from Gyeongju? Ji Xiao thought, eighty percent is like this, it doesn't seem too bad to know that he came over to see Xu Zixuan.

She was about to turn away, but she heard a voice from inside the room that seemed familiar to her.

Ji Xiao stopped, thinking that she had misheard, and just as she wanted to leave, the people inside spoke again.

"Zixuan, it's not that I don't want our children, it's not that I don't want to marry you, but, you know, I can't, I can't..."

"Can't you fight for me and my family?"

Xu Zixuan's voice was even more sad.

This time, she was sure that she had heard correctly, and she was indeed very clear about the voices of the people inside.

Ji Xiao took a few deep breaths and quietly pushed open the door. Carry it with the edge.

Looking at each other, yes, everyone is an acquaintance.