"At the age of nine, I can wear this tail ring, but please tell me, have you ever loved me for so long? Have you ever loved me gentlely? ”

As I said this, I could feel my body trembling constantly, and tears were like a flood that opened the floodgates, flowing uncontrollably. Nine-year-old frowned, there are a lot of things in it, maybe nine-year-old feels sorry for me, he loves me, he didn't speak, just looked at me silently.

"Okay. I know. ”

My heart felt like a bayonet was being stabbed, and I really thanked his whole family for who could come up and stab me at this time. I gritted my teeth and put the tail ring on my ring finger, and the nine-year-old suddenly grabbed my hand, his eyes were red, and there was a faint light flickering in them, "I didn't know that the soul of the white lotus would wake up so suddenly, how much I want to accompany you on a far, far journey." I also secretly watched Doraemon for you before, and I know that some goodbyes should be done earlier, because when it is really time to separate, it will be too late. ”

"Wanwan, I've had a great time with you, thank you for the happiness you have brought me. Actually, there are times when I think about how nice it would be if you could keep yourself innocent and happy. "The nine-year-old said a lot affectionately, and my heart eased a little, but he still didn't say I love you.

I burst into tears, and more words were choked up in my throat, after all, he still didn't love me, but just used me as a puppet to restore the White Lotus. I close my eyes, so it's better to die like this, at least I don't have to live in a lie anymore.

"Don't believe his nonsense!" A crisp sound suddenly sounded in the distance, and I followed the sound to see that I was the only one who could not fight. I hurriedly wiped my tears away.

"Wen Wan, although I know that you trust this nine-thousand-year-old very much, but don't wear that tail ring, think about it, how many people will be sad if you die?" Needless to say, my dead heart has rekindled a little, it's me, I'm dead, how sad it should be for the little master, Zou Yao, and girlfriends to know.

"Noise!" Seeing that I hesitated, the nine-year-old face sank, and directly took out the Ghost Emperor Order, and he pointed to Wei Bu Fight, not letting him get close to us.

"Wanwan, put on the tail ring." Nine-year-old gentle way.

I nodded, but I suddenly became anxious, "Wen Wan, you have to think about it, if you die, you will be replaced by a ghost emperor, a ghost emperor who is not controlled by you, can you imagine what the consequences of a ghost emperor will be for the entire yang world?" Even if you can die so selflessly, can you watch other innocent people die with you? ”

But if you don't fight it, it shocks me again, yes, a ghost emperor, a ghost emperor walking in the yang world, what a terrible ability this is, if it is not restrained, then the entire yang world is not chaotic?

"No, Wanwan, it's impossible for Bailian to do such a thing, don't worry." The nine-year-old took my hand gently, and he wanted to put on the tail ring himself.

"Whew!"

Seeing this great urgency, his fingers bent, and a stone was wrapped in the strength of a thousand armies to knock the tail ring away. However, the stone was caught by the nine-year-old, and the huge force also sent it flying directly. Wei Buzheng hurriedly jumped over, he grabbed my hand, and a little warm current flowed from his hand into my body, "Wen Wan, you cheer me up a little!" ”

I felt a little more comfortable, but there was still something cutting there, almost every minute and every second. Only holding me and Song Yuying is flying into the distance, nine years old followed, he was almost angry, whistling, I looked back at him, and felt that nine years old was unprecedentedly strange.

I looked at the fiery white lotus tail ring in my hand again, it was really beautiful, but it didn't seem to belong to me in the first place, and it didn't belong to me since I was nine years old. It has always belonged to that person in the depths of my soul.

I wanted to throw the tail ring to the nine-year-old, but I was stopped by Wei Buji, "It's best to keep this tail ring with you, leave it to the nine-thousand-year-old, maybe he can make some tricks." ”

Well, then keep it. But I don't know how long I ran with Song Yuying. Song Yuying didn't speak anymore at this time, I asked her what the situation was now, she shook her head and said, "I can't see my sister's future clearly, but my sister doesn't seem to have to die." ”

I nodded, not happy about it, I suddenly felt that it would be a blessing if I could die in the hands of the obscene old man and the black jade just now, at least I could die in a lie, and now, how should I face the rest of my life? A meaningless life.

I don't know how long it took me to run, but we climbed a lot of hills, and it was already getting dark when we left the forest.

"Look, Dawn!" I turned my head to see that there was no mountain in the distance, and the huge reinforced concrete stood in the distance, blending with the night. It's just that in the sky, there was a faint white light, and the white light became bigger and bigger, like a magical spell that broke the shrouded night alive.

Dawn is coming.

This scene is very ordinary but also shocking, at the moment I only feel that my heart is stunned, and my whole soul seems to be washed. This feeling is very comfortable, I close my eyes and feel it silently, and when I open my eyes again, I feel that the whole world has become clear again, and I can even feel the slight movement of the leaves in the distance, and in the nest on the branches, several chicks are trying to huddle together, silently fighting the cold of this world.

My soul seems to be a little stronger.

"Your soul seems to have reached the Ground Level!" However, he also clearly felt the change in me, and he was extremely surprised. Generally speaking, the body and soul are on the same level on this path, and only when the body breaks through can the soul break through. And now my soul has directly broken through the level, which means that my strength can smoothly rise to the earth-level realm without a little bottleneck.

In other words, it's only a matter of time before I achieve the Ground Level Realm. Thinking about it, it took less than half a year to cultivate from an ordinary person with no strength to the prefecture-level realm in one fell swoop, such a level of cultivation is something that has never been seen even if he has lived for an unknown number of years, and he can even foresee that as long as I can live smoothly, it won't be long before there may be one more super strong person in the yang world.

I was in a state of shock and joy, but for me, I was completely in a state of grief.

"Is this how you got to the prefecture-level realm?" I was melancholy, I had been longing for the prefecture-level realm before, and then I could be ashamed of being nine years old and help him have a bunch of children. But now the realm of not being able to ask for it, but after what beautiful dream I want to be broken, otherwise how can I say that God is always sarcastic to people.

Wei Buzheng took the two of us into the CS city, because he was worried about being discovered by the Qinglong God Bureau, Wei Buzheng also deliberately got some clothes to disguise the two of us. Song Yuying is also quite melancholy, when she has nothing to do, she is just like me, sitting on the side in a daze.

I saw that she was not in a good state, and suddenly I felt a sense of sympathy for the same disease, I asked her what was wrong, and her tears came down, "Sister, I miss home." ”

I was stunned for a moment, and then I thought that Song Yuying was brought out by me yesterday, and after last night's killing, this young girl must have been scared.

It's just that I can't send her back, after all, maybe there are still people lurking in the villa in the Qinglong Divine Bureau. After discussing with Wei Buji, he asked him to take her back to the villa, and by the way, he inquired about the news of Lin Zetian and Bai Si. I, on the other hand, stayed in the hotel, waiting for the return of the company.

After I left, I cried for a long time with my pillow, and I had no plans for the future, and I didn't know how to live without being nine years old. Even I thought about suicide, since I can't wear the white lotus tail ring, I cut my wrists and commit suicide.

I stood in the bathroom with a knife in my hand, looking at me in the mirror with red and swollen eyes and a sluggish spirit, and I really felt that I had failed too much in my life.

"Goo!"

Behind me suddenly remembered the voice of the little cicada, it didn't know when it woke up, and then it got out of the backpack, his face was very bad, and he cooed when he looked at me.