Chapter 402: The Past Is Unbearable

In fact, when Su Yicheng's car drove downstairs, Su Xuanwan woke up, and wanted to get up and go downstairs immediately to ask him what Rong Shaochen said to him, but he felt that it was unreserved to do so, thinking that it was almost dinner time, so he simply lay back on the quilt and waited for them to come up and call her.

It's just that she didn't expect Su Yiqing and Yao Lingya to go upstairs so quickly, and she didn't expect them to talk about so many past events at her door.

With a trembling hand to lock the door, she dared to reveal the deep hatred in her eyes.

It turned out that the reason why they only took their sister away and left her by Su Yanqing's side was not that they couldn't take her away at all, but that they didn't think about taking her away at all!

She still vividly remembers the first time they came to Lancheng, when the two of them took their sister to the train station to pick her up. Yao Lingya hugged her and cried bitterly, blaming herself and remorseful, while Su Yicheng hugged her mother and wife together, and repeatedly said that the two of them were his Su Yicheng's biological daughters, and he would definitely make the family of four happy. She had never felt her father's love and mother's love, and she was so moved at that time that in order not to add to their guilt, she decided not to tell them about the torture she suffered in Su Yanqing.

What guilt has been going on for many years, what palms and backs of hands are full of meat, what will treat her as her own daughter, it turns out to be all *!

They've been lying to her!

Yao Lingya said that when Su Yicheng gagged her with a towel, her tone was so relaxed; Su Yicheng said that she disturbed them to steal. When Huan wanted to strangle her, his tone was so hateful. She could never have imagined that they could be so sanctimonious - she was only a one- or two-year-old at that time! Even if Su Yicheng thinks that he is an outsider, at least Yao Lingya is her own mother!

Is there a more shameless mother in the world than Yao Lingya?

This is her biological parents who have been missing her for so many years! It is the only spiritual pillar that supports her to this day! And she is in their hearts, not as good as grass mustard.

They didn't know that she and her sister were not Su Yanqing's daughters at all, but their biological flesh and blood! She didn't tell them about her life experience with her sister, because she was afraid that they would feel uncomfortable knowing the sin she suffered by Su Yanqing's side, but she never thought that she was worthless in their hearts.

She suddenly felt that the world was ridiculous.

Leaning against the back of the door, as if she had fallen into an ice cellar, her whole body trembled, and her hands and feet were cold.

She only felt cold, cold to the cracks of her bones.

"Little slut, you remember to me, you are paying off the debt of your father and mother, this is what they owe me!"

Su Yanqing's cruel laughter suddenly sounded in her ears, she was suddenly terrified, instinctively rushed into the bathroom, locked the door, and then squatted on the ground against the door, hugging her chest and trembling. But the voice grew louder and louder, tearing out the nightmarish past that she had been trying to forget but could not forget.

Since she can remember, she has followed Su Yanqing to live a life without a fixed place, although she has a hard time, he will not let her go hungry and freeze, he will take her tightly wherever she goes, and she does not forget to introduce people that this is her daughter.

When she was ten years old, an unexpected physical examination made Su Yanqing know that she was not his biological daughter, and he almost collapsed. She will never forget that night, he was drunk, his eyes were red, and while cursing Yao Lingya and Su Yicheng, he rudely tore her newly developed clothes and pressed them on the bed.

From that day on, she began a purgatory-like life that could not be looked back on. Almost every night, Su Yanqing would repeat that sentence, and then torture her in different ways. Three hundred and sixty-five days a year, he didn't torture her for a single day, not even her special day.

Of course, compared to his drunkenness on her Ling. Insult and abuse, this torture like doing homework is already considered happiness.

Every ten days and half a month, he would call out to his fox friends and dogs, bring wine and food to the house, and after forcing her to take the medicine for fun, they began to drink while humiliating her in a frenzied manner.

In order to better torture her, Su Yanqing even made an unwritten rule: if anyone pities the fragrance and cherishes the jade, he will be disqualified from participating in this event in the future; Whoever makes her shout the loudest, the first one will be close to her next time. As for how to make her scream, or pinch or twist, or whatever, he didn't care. The more he made a commotion, the more excited he became, the more he drank, and the more he tortured her.

And the amount of medicine Su Yanqing gave her every time was always well controlled, no more, no less, which not only made her want to stop, but also kept her awake consciousness, destroying her only remaining shame little by little.

Every time she was subjected to such inhuman torture, she couldn't get out of bed for at least three or four days. She didn't remember how she survived such days, but she remembered that she desperately wanted to escape from Su Yanqing's clutches and seek protection from her biological parents. However, every time she escaped, she would be recovered, to be precise, and every time she was recaptured, she was greeted with intensified torture. Many times she couldn't stand it, and knelt on the ground crying and kowtowing to him and begging for mercy, but even if he knocked his head out of the blood, he never relented.

Slowly she understood that Su Yanqing's hatred for Su Yicheng and Yao Lingya had become a disease, a disease that could never be cured, and the only medicine that could relieve this disease was her pain. The more she suffered, the better his mood became, and the better his illness became, and once she was not in pain, he was so uncomfortable that he had to change his ways to abuse her.

Slowly, she became numb - since she couldn't escape, she simply accepted the reality, because she wanted to live, and she hoped that one day she could see with her own eyes her parents and sister who had seen countless times in her dreams, and her parents and sisters who were still thinking after crying countless times when the pillow was wet.

Slowly, she also learned to find her own happiness in this group of men who disgusted her immensely.

That year, she met Tang Ning in Su Yanqing's group of fox friends and dogs, he was very young and handsome, so conspicuous in that group of rabble, but his expression was very melancholy, drinking sullen wine alone in the corner. Among the men Su Yanqing has brought over the years, Tang Ning is the only man who is not in a hurry to molest her, and he is also the only man who looks at her with pity. Amid the ill-intentioned laughter of the crowd, she approached him, sat down on his lap, and coquettishly coquetted at him. Seeing that he wanted to push her away, she smiled and hugged him tightly, kissed his earlobe, and waited for an opportunity to whisper in his ear: "Take me away." ”

A few days later, Tang Ning took advantage of Su Yanqing's drunkenness to take her to escape from the small county town full of nightmares. However, the happy days did not come as scheduled, because Su Yanqing, who already had a certain amount of power in the gang, went crazy looking for her everywhere, and also released cruel words, as long as he found her, he would definitely chop her into pulp. Tang Ning was just a nameless gangster at the time, and she didn't know where to find Su Yicheng and Yao Lingya, so she had to live a life of hiding in Tibet with Tang Ning.

Later, one day, they inadvertently learned that Su Yanqing was selling drugs, and the two of them, who couldn't stand the days of hiding, secretly sneaked back to that small county town, and she used the relationship between Su Yanqing's younger brothers who had met with her body before, and united with the opponent who wanted to seize Su Yanqing's territory, and set a trap for Su Yanqing. At that time, she was determined to put Su Yanqing to death, but because of Tang Ning's dissuasion, she was still obsessed with her parents, so she finally just sent Su Yanqing to prison, and then went to find Su Yicheng and Yao Lingya with Tang Ning.

Later, Su Yicheng found her, and she came to Lancheng. Although Su Yicheng and Yao Lingya cared for her when they first came, in the end, she had been away from them for too long, although they were close, but the spiritual distance was not close, especially when she found that the eyes of the people around her looked at her and her sister were completely different, her original love for her sister slowly changed, especially the cold reception she received when she saw Rong Shaochen for the first time, which made her unforgettable.

Her heart ached, she suddenly stood up, rushed to the sink, filled it with water, and then submerged her face in the biting cold water, all the previous fears and uneasiness were instantly driven away, and when she looked up again, her face that was still dripping had changed its color with determination.

used to feel a little guilty for throwing her sister into a vegetative state, but now she not only didn't feel a little guilty, but secretly rejoiced that she was decisive at the beginning, because this was what her parents owed her - Su Yicheng and Yao Lingya owed Su Yanqing a debt, but she used her flesh and blood to help them repay it little by little, and replacing her sister's identity and enjoying the happiness of the second half of her life is the best reward for them - her sister has lived a happy life for twenty years, and it is enough.

Looking at herself in the mirror, as if she saw her sister, Su Xuanwan said coldly with a gloomy face: "Don't blame me for being ruthless, I'm just here to get back what I deserve, you're just paying off their debts, if you want to blame, blame them." ”

"Good baby? Are you still showering? It's time to eat. Yao Lingya's gentle voice sounded outside the bathroom, and Su Xuan's cold eyes shot over like a poisoned arrow.

"Good baby? Are you alright? ”

"I'm fine."

Extremely calm, she responded inside, washed her face, and calmed down, feeling that she couldn't see anything unusual, she opened the door and went out, seeing that Yao Lingya was still waiting for her, she turned into a bright smile in seconds to greet her, "Mommy, you go down and eat first, I'll go down as soon as I change my clothes." ”

"Change of clothes? Are you going out? ”

"Well, I want to go to Brother Shaochen's house to have a look."

"Your dad said he had a meeting in the evening."

"I know, I'm going to see Leo."

Yao Lingya understood what she meant, and immediately praised with a smile: "It's still a good baby." It's just that my good baby is a stepmother. ”

"I'm not wronged, Brother Shaochen is so good, I'm willing."

"No shame."

"Mommy hates it, she knows how to make fun of people." Su Wanwan twisted her body and was coquettish.

Yao Lingya smiled: "Okay, don't laugh, don't laugh, go change your clothes." ”

Su Wanwan smiled and entered the locker room and immediately turned gloomy, swearing in her heart that after she married Rong Shaochen and took over the Su family, she would definitely let these two old guys taste her power.

But thinking of Su Yicheng and Yao Lingya's love for herself and their dislike for the vegetative person in the ward, her heart suddenly became happy again - for them who love their daughters, isn't this the best punishment?

For a while, she happily changed her clothes and went downstairs to eat, and happily went to Rong Shaochen's house to see Leo.

Because it was already more than eight o'clock in the evening, Su Xuanwan thought that Leo had already gone upstairs, but she didn't expect that he was still doing handicrafts in the downstairs living room, which was a little surprising.

"Sister Princess, I'm making a card for Mommy, and I'm going to give it to her myself when I meet her tomorrow."

"See your Mommy?" Su Xuanwan's face changed instantly.