Chapter 218: You're sorry for us
What Leng Hanxuan and Su Ling'er didn't expect, Meng Chu'er would be so repulsive when she saw the old ghost.
"People, you have also seen it, Mannie said that if you want to untie the knot in Chu'er's heart, you must start from the root, the reason why she is like this should be related to what happened to her before she was ten years old, what did she experience before the age of ten?" Leng Hanxuan asked.
It was hard for him to imagine that before the age of ten, shouldn't Meng Chu'er live with the old ghost and Aunt An Rong, could it be that Chu'er is like this today, really related to Aunt An Rong?
"Alas!" The old ghost sighed: "All this is caused by love debts." ”
Su Ling'er looked at the old ghost coldly, and asked in a low voice: "We can't understand that so many things have happened, old ghost, what is your trouble, you have to keep hiding the things of the past?" ”
Leng Hanxuan also looked at the old ghost with questioning eyes, they had thought of countless possibilities, but they still couldn't understand what the old ghost was running away from.
The old ghost lowered his head guiltily, smiled bitterly, raised his head again, and said slowly: "I used to think that the past should let everything pass, and I don't want to affect you because of the mistakes made by my seniors, but what I didn't want to make all this happen was my wishful thinking." ”
Leng Hanxuan snorted coldly: "Don't you think your statement is too strong?" As early as when Ling'er was about to kill the child, you should have known that your grievances have involved us, why do you always refuse to say it, because there are still some ulterior secrets? ”
The old ghost, who had been silent for a long time, plucked up the courage to say: "Because An Rong is the child of me and Li Cuilian." ”
Leng Hanxuan and Su Ling'er stared at the old ghost with wide eyes, looking at the old ghost incredulously, such a ridiculous thing was really unbelievable.
The old ghost continued in a calm tone: "It's just that I blamed the mistake I made that night when I was drunk, but what I didn't expect, Li Cuilian would be pregnant with a child, for Xiang Rong's guilt, I tried my best to persuade her to kill the child, but Li Cuilian insisted on refusing, only a month before An Rong was born, the two of us had a dispute, I accidentally pushed An Rong, she was born prematurely, looking at the birth of An Rong, I felt guilty, so I had an idea and took the child away, and it was precisely because of this that Li Cuilian thought that the child died by himself, That's why I've been haunted all these years, and everything she did was just revenge on me. ”
He has been hiding this matter in his heart for forty years, An Xiao thought that An Rong was the child he picked up outside, thinking of An Xiao who was lying on the hospital bed back then, he wanted to open his mouth several times, but he didn't have the courage to tell the truth.
No matter what Li Cuilian did to him, he suffered it silently, and he didn't dare to tell her the truth about the child.
In terms of right and wrong, all this is his fault, if Li Cuilian called him at the beginning and he didn't go to the bar, then everything after that would not have happened.
Leng Hanxuan clenched his fists tightly, trying to suppress the anger in his heart, and said in a low voice: "Why do you want us to bear the mistakes you have made?" ”
The old ghost bowed his head and was silent, he couldn't express the guilt of Leng Hanxuan, Su Ling'er, and Meng Chu'er in words.
"Did you consider our feelings when you were hiding everything? Have you ever wondered what kind of pain we are suffering for your mistakes? Leng Hanxuan was excited and asked angrily.
First Ran'er, then Ling'er, then him, and now Chu'er, all of this, Leng Hanxuan couldn't face the old ghost calmly.
"I'm sorry!" Except for being sorry, the old ghost doesn't know what to say to make up for the mistakes he has made.
"You're sorry for us alone." Su Ling'er said slowly: "Have you ever thought about An Xiao and Li Cuilian who didn't know the truth until they died?" Two women who love you, but don't know the truth until they die, do you think you are worthy of them? ”
The calm words pierced the old ghost's heart like a sharp weapon.
Su Linger, who has experienced life and death and the pain that goes deep into the bone marrow, although she is not as excited about the truth that the old ghost said, she is not as excited as Leng Hanxuan, but she is also full of resentment towards the old ghost in her heart.
At this time, Su Linger didn't seem to hate Li Cuilian so much, thinking about her, she was quite pitiful, she fell in love with someone she shouldn't fall in love with, and finally lost her life.
"What did Chu'er go through before the age of ten that would make her become like this?" Luo Chenyu slowly walked downstairs and asked, he was not interested in knowing the grievances of the Leng family and the An family, and now the only thing he wanted to know was what Chu'er had experienced and how to help her come out of her shadow.
The old ghost let out a long breath and said slowly: "Chu'er's mother An Rong suffers from mental illness, you all already know, because of An Rong's love for Li Chenyang, she often makes her emotions out of control, and when she can't get Li Chenyang's love again, An Rong will vent all her emotions on Chu Er's body, until she was ten years old, Li Chenyang had an accident and An Rong went to prison. ”
In fact, they had already guessed this answer, and they had already expected it when Chu'er kept shouting, 'Mom, I was wrong, don't fight', but it still made them feel heartache when it came out of the mouth of the old ghost.
"Why? Why would she do it? Isn't Senior Sister her child? Su Linger asked puzzledly, it was hard for her to imagine that as a mother, why she would have to sprinkle all her anger on a child.
"Because Chu'er is the child of An Rong and Li Chenyang, when An Rong was not pregnant with Chu Er, she was Li Chenyang's underground lover, and Li Chenyang was also very good to her, but since An Rong was pregnant with Chu'er, Li Chenyang was lukewarm to An Rong, and even put forward the idea of asking An Rong to kill the child, but An Rong has always disagreed, Li Chenyang had no choice, so he broke off the relationship with An Rong, since then, An Rong always felt that it was Chu Er's fault that Li Chenyang didn't want her, so he ......."
The old ghost choked up and couldn't talk anymore.
The truth one by one, hit Su Linger's heart, what a ridiculous thing, what an ironic thing, she is still haunted by the death of her parents, and now Chu'er's experience, who should pay for it.
"Master!"
Romani, who received the news, rushed to the house, and now she is a hospital, running at both ends of the house, and the whole person looks very tired.
"Hmm!" Leng Hanxuan responded: "Mannie, let me ask you, if it is because of the domestic violence when she was a child, she has a shadow in her heart, how can she come out of that unbearable past?" ”
Romani responded: "If this is the case, what she needs now is the care of her family, so that she feels that she is not an annoying child, but that there are many people who love her and care for her, this is the softest way, maybe she will reject, which requires our patience, try not to mention those unbearable things in front of her." ”
"But ......." Romani looked at the old ghost and asked slowly, "Her mental problems should also have a genetic component." ”
At the beginning, when she examined Meng Chu'er, she had a conjecture, but she didn't dare to make up her mind.
The old ghost nodded: "Well, her mother is." ”
Roman nodded understandingly, a little embarrassed: "If this is the case, it may be more troublesome, but I have already contacted some authorities in the psychiatric department, and in about two days, they will go to City A, and when the time comes, they will discuss together how to treat Chu'er's illness." ”
She is not an expert in this area, she doesn't know so much, and now she can only temporarily control Chu'er's condition.
"I'll go up and see her." Su Linger got up, she felt that the atmosphere in the living room was too oppressive now, and there was a feeling that she couldn't breathe.
opened the door, poked her head out, and looked at Meng Chu'er, who had already opened her eyes, Su Ling'er walked in with a smile: "You're awake!" ”
Su Ling'er walked to the window and opened the window, The sunlight shone into the room, Meng Chu'er felt a little uncomfortable, and blocked the dazzling light with her hand.
"Remember me?" Su Ling'er walked over.
Meng Chuer did not respond.
"I know you recognize me now." Su Linger sat down: "Actually, you also recognized the old ghost just now, right?" ”
Meng Chuer never responded.
"Do you remember what you said to me when we were in the apartment a year ago?" Su Linger continued to ask.
"You said that if I found out that the person who killed my parents had something to do with you, how would I face you, remember?"
Meng Chu'er's body shook, but she still didn't speak.
Su Linger smiled: "Then I tell you now, in my heart, you will always be my senior sister, always my dearest relative, and will never change." ”
"You...... Don't you hate me? Meng Chu'er asked, maybe it was the reason why she hadn't spoken for too long, and her voice was a little hoarse.
Su Linger shook her head: "Why should I hate you?" Why should we be bound by the grievances of the previous generation? You're you, you're my senior sister, Leng Hanxuan's sister, and you're our family, aren't you? ”
Tears rolled in her eyes, and Meng Chu'er tried her best to endure it and not let herself cry.
"You're pitying me by saying that, right, because I'm embarrassed now?" Meng Chu'er asked, she knew very well how ugly she was now, and if she could, she really wanted to find a place where no one was there to hide.
"Why should I pity you?" Su Ling'er smiled disapprerovingly: "What do you have to be pitiful for me?" You have relatives, you have a brother who loves you, you have a man who loves you deeply, you have the love that women all over the world want to have, what are you embarrassed about? ”
The ugly past of "I ......." made it difficult for Meng Chuer to speak.
"What are you, Meng Chu'er, I can tell you, if you continue like this, the title of thief will be mine in the future." Su Linger said angrily.
Meng Chu'er smiled bitterly: "If it weren't for this title, why would we do it." ”
"What? Do you want to back off? You will only make me look down on you like this, what's the big deal, it's just that what you experience is a thing, and what we experience is not a thing? ”
Before coming in, she listened to Mannie's words, softer, but when she saw Meng Chu'er, she changed her mind, although she knew that this might stimulate Chu'er, but if it was too fake tenderness, it would only have the opposite effect, she and Meng Chu'er had been with this way before, and now she still wants to get along in this way, comfortable, relaxed, and not pretentious.