Chapter 159: Intentions
When Su Jingxi woke up, he saw him sitting at the end of the bed, holding the child in his hand and playing happily.
Well, not very joyful, but harmonious.
moved, and said loudly, "Your Majesty"
The voice is low and deep, extremely uncomfortable.
Zong Zhengjin glanced at her when he heard the movement, "You wake up and your throat is uncomfortable, drink some water." ”
Although it is his credit, but what the result, he does not recognize.
Su Jingxi saw that he was just talking, but he didn't move, and he didn't focus on her more, as if he wasn't talking to her.
He pursed his lips, closed his eyes, and went back to sleep.
Zong Zhengjin waited for a while, and when he saw that the person still hadn't gotten up from the bed, he couldn't help but feel a little strange, and when he looked back, he saw that she closed her eyes and fell asleep again, and couldn't help but want to laugh.
What a kid.
"Your mother doesn't want you anymore," Zong Zhengjin said very unkindly to the little man in his arms.
With his words, regardless of whether Zong Zhengjun understood it or not, his reaction to this was to cry directly, and the voice was so loud that the person lying on the bed couldn't bear it anymore.
sat up and directly hugged the villain into his arms, Xu is mother and son connected hearts, rubbed it, and stopped crying.
Zong Zhengjin was a little dumbfounded, and definitely didn't admit that he had fallen out of favor.
"If you're hungry or not, you have to go and eat some food first," Zong Zhengjin felt a little apprehensive in his heart, but if he wanted the two of them to experience life and death together, the warmth remained, so there was really no need for this.
After sleeping, her face has improved a lot, at least she can see that she is rosy, and she is no longer pale.
Su Jingxi nodded, "Well, I'm hungry." ”
In order to take care of him before, I was worried, and I didn't have the heart to indulge in meals at all, I just used a few mouthfuls of it hastily, and no matter how exquisite and favorite the meal was, it didn't taste good to use.
"Let's pass the meal."
Su Jingxi didn't know if it was her own delusion, she always felt that he seemed to be a little indifferent to herself, even if the two of them ate together and sat very close, even if the two talked and chatted as usual, even if they couldn't see any difference on the surface, but her feeling was right.
Sometimes, whether a person can like you or not, whether he treats you sincerely, you can feel it, with your heart, not with your eyes.
After eating, he suppressed many emotions in his heart, "If there is nothing to do, the concubine will go back to Guanju Palace first." ”
"Hmm," Zong Zhengjin nodded, not making any reservations.
Su Jingxi blessed her body, withdrew the money, and left the Qianqing Palace with a group of people.
"Niangniang, but what happened" Listening to Yao has served her since she was a child, although she doesn't know her own mother very well, but there are two or three points, and her emotional changes are also the most sensitive.
Su Jingxi shook her head, "It may be that this palace has been worrying too much during this time, and her spirit is not good, so she is thinking nonsense." ”
I hope so, otherwise it will be difficult.
He went through what he had done in the past few days in his mind several times, and made sure that there were no mistakes, even if there were some inappropriateness, but it was within his allowability.
Or is it because he knows his "secret", he can't kill people, and he can't pay favors anymore.
Or rather, it is that his indulgence has reached a limit, there will be no more pampering, and the deadline for him and her has arrived.
A year's exclusive pet seems to be the only one.
It's just that he can get out of danger and survive, what else can she not be satisfied with, even if the rest is harm, she feels that it is enough.
I had expected such a day.
It's just why it came so quickly.
"Go back to the palace, these days, don't send people to clean the palace again."
Listening to Yao's rational stop the question he wanted to ask, he answered, "The slave understands." ”
Whatever the mother does, she just needs to support.
"Niangniang, it seems that Ning Fenyi and Ling Xiaoyuan are ahead, as well as Qi Xiaoyuan," Su Jingxi was pondering, and suddenly heard Ting Yao whispering beside her, and then said a few decrees issued by the emperor in the morning.
He glanced up and looked ahead, and silently hooked the corners of his mouth, "Keep going." ”
"The concubine greets Zhen Zhaoyi's mother," all three of them saluted.
Su Jingxi didn't give up, and she didn't want to embarrass them, so she raised her jade hand, "The three sisters don't have to be polite. ”
"Xie Niangniang."
"I don't know what the three younger sisters are doing near the Guan Ju Palace in the main palace" Su Jingxi glanced at the gate of the Guan Ju Palace not far away and said with a smile.
Ning Fenyi, who was Ning Xiuying, blessed her body, and chuckled, "The concubine heard that Niangniang's body had recovered, and she specially wanted to visit Niangniang, but after bringing the gift into Guanju Palace, she saw Sister Ling and Sister Qi. ”
The relationship between the two of them is not good, although there is no needle point to Mai Mang, but they have never been harmonious.
Su Jingxi nodded slightly, "Yes, you have a heart." ”
Ning Xiuying didn't feel embarrassed, she was just here to find out the news, there was a purpose first, and it was not very important whether she achieved it or not, after all, judging from the situation of Fang Cai, there was still something to gain.
"That's how it should be," Ning Xiuying smiled faintly.
Helian Lingyu saw that she was looking at the two of them, and she was apprehensive, and blessed her body, "Back to Niangniang, the concubine Fang just wanted the peach blossoms to bloom, and came to watch it, and then met Qi Xiaoyuan in Taoyuan." ”
Su Jingxi couldn't stop the sarcasm in her heart, she originally thought that Helian Lingyu was a smart person, but judging from these few words, it was obviously not the case.
Although Qi Xiaoyuan and Ling Xiaoyuan are both Xiaoyuan, whether they have a title or not determines the level of their grades, but the Yuan family and the Shangguan family have just been convicted, and before a day, she can't wait to find Shangguan Mei's trouble.
Presumably, the latter must also be a bully to them on weekdays, bullying them a lot.
Turning a blind eye to the grievances on Shangguan Mei's face, she had never cleared up her grievances with her, she was irritable, and she didn't want to entangle with them too much, "In this case, this palace will not disturb you to enjoy the flowers." ”
"The concubine sent Zhen Zhaoyi Niangniang, "Whether you want it or not, grade determines everything, and you still have to salute."
After getting out of the car and stepping into the palace gate of Guanju Palace, Su Jingxi felt as if she was in a different world, as if a long time had passed, but in fact, it was only half a month.
"The slave slave and maid wish the mother good recovery and good health," the servants who knelt on the ground in the hall said in unison.
Su Jingxi sat on the top, "Get up, these days, the palace is not here, something can happen to the Guan Ju Palace"
Xiaofuzi and Dai Man glanced at each other, and Dai Man stepped forward, "Hui Niangniang, no, everything is normal in Guan Ju Palace." ”
Glancing at the other people, he nodded, "That's good, you have worked hard, so let's get ten taels of silver each." ”
"Slave slave and slave thank you for your reward."
"You guys retreat first, get ready, and the four princes will sleep with the palace at night."
"Yes," the three nurses replied.
Others didn't have any suspicions, they just thought that Niangniang must have missed the four princes for a long time, so they wanted to sleep together, although there were some irregularities, but in this Guan Ju Palace, there were too many unruly things.
There is nothing unacceptable to them, after all, outsiders will not know.
Only Tingyao and Dai Man found something wrong, the two glanced at each other, and followed her to the inner room, "Niangniang, there is something unpleasant" Dai Man couldn't help but ask.
She is the only one who knows the inside story, and in the past ten days, others only think that Niangniang is poisoned and unconscious, but she knows that this is not the case at all.
I spent my days in panic every day, afraid that the emperor would really not be able to resist if he was careful, but the mother was accidentally infected, so she lost her life, and she never let go of her heart for more than ten days.
Su Jingxi chuckled, "It's not unpleasant, it's just a little powerless." ”
After a long time, it turned out that she would be tired, but she didn't think about giving up.
"Send someone to Chonghua Palace tomorrow to ask, see if the mother-in-law of the palace can enter the palace," this matter has been delayed again and again, but she has never let go.
Presumably, he won't embarrass her with this again.
Otherwise, she really doesn't know what to do. After she left, Zong Zhengjin didn't really deal with political affairs, picked up the pen, but lost her mind.
He knew she was aware of it, so she chose to leave.
Several times when she walked out, he tried to keep her or stop her, even though he didn't know what to say, but he didn't.
Meng Wentian's words made him sober, and also gave an answer to the question that had lasted for a long time and had plagued him for a year, he originally thought it was just an ordinary pet, casual connivance, but he never thought that it would be about love.
The emperor should not have a weakness.
You can't touch love.
He can spoil all women, for the sake of the family background behind them, such as Concubine Shu, or he can get used to all women, in order to make himself look pleasing to the eye, like her, but he can't love.
Love will make herself, and it will make her irreversible.
is like his father and mother, in the eyes of others, his father loves his mother, but the final result is that his mother died tragically and died unjustly.
Even if he was posthumously sealed, he did not choose to let his mother and father be buried together, among the imperial tombs, he chose a place facing the south of the Yangtze River and opened a crown tomb for his mother alone, he believed that this was what his mother was willing.
Seal your heart so that you can be inviolable, and you can hold anything in it, but you can't let go of love.
Zong Zhengjin suppressed many thoughts in his heart and made up his mind.
He had to make himself forget about her.
That night, the emperor stayed in Chonghua Palace.
When Su Jingxi heard the news, she was taking the child from the nurse's hand, and when she heard this, she just laughed it off and sent everyone out.
Lying on the bed with his son, he held his little hand and hooked the corners of his mouth, "Little thing, it's good to have you with your mother." ”
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