"Huh, useless?"

Ji Luanchuan stared at her face hidden in the dark and laughed, as if he felt ridiculous.

"Xu Yun, what you said in the northwest should be a fart, isn't it?"

"I told you, don't play with me."

"Now that you're playing, don't think you can escape so easily."

In the dark night, he stared at her face, and his tone was obviously calm, but there was a bit of gnashing of teeth.

Xu Yun's scalp was numb from being shocked by him, but he still gritted his teeth and said, "I'm doing this for your good." ”

"Look at the way I am now, I don't deserve you."

"And I remember you said from the beginning that we're not all the way."

"Not now, and not in the future."

"In that case, then don't dwell on it anymore. Just open it like this, and each of them will be okay in the future, okay? ”

"Ji Luanchuan, I know, I believe in you too."

"I believe that you like me at this moment, maybe you really mean it."

"But how long can this sincerity last?"

"You can't guarantee it, and neither can I, can you?"

"Since there is no guarantee, our long pain is better than short pain."

"Ji Luanchuan, do you know, I am a person who is easy to get used to and rely on others."

"Especially emotionally."

"Have you ever seen two people who love each other fall apart in the end for various practical reasons, and the one who loves more cries and tears of despair stays?"

Xu Yun tugged at the corners of her mouth, and her cold eyes revealed a bit of sadness in the dark night.

"I've seen it."

"I've seen my mother abandoned like this, and I've seen many others end up in the same way."

Those examples are without exception.

When the spark and passion of love are consumed by reality, they have to experience more trivial than today.

Thinking that he would have to live in other people's discussions and discrimination like her in the future, Xu Yun's heart was as if it had been rolled through the oil.

He is obviously such a proud person, and he can have a better life.

She has been a reporter for several years, and she has never seen anything else.

But there are not many things in the world.

She believed in him.

But there is no long-term confidence to confront reality.

In that case, it is better to separate sooner.

But Ji Luanchuan didn't think so.

For her childish stubbornness, he was both angry and helpless.

It's like a stuffy breath that is suffocating in the chest, wanton abuse, but it can't find an outlet.

If he couldn't find it, he felt like he was going crazy.

He slammed his fist against the wall and looked at her with heavy breathing, "Since you can't guarantee anything, why don't you give us a chance?" ”

"Why, you say?"

"I hate you for being so young, acting like you know everything, thinking you're imprisoning yourself and not letting anyone else in."

"What the did you provoke me when you were so capable? Yes? ”

The green tendons on the back of his forbearant hand burst out, almost gritting his teeth and trapping her, and the other hand pinched her chin fiercely, the emotional undercurrent under his eyes was surging, like a trapped beast that was provoked but still forced to calm himself, and it was distressing to endure.

He put one hand on her arm and the other on her chin, as if he was afraid that she would slip away from him if he was not careful.

He said, "Xu Yun, I, Ji Luanchuan, have never asked anyone for anything in my life. ”

"But now—"

"Don't say it, please."

She gritted her teeth and clenched her palms, shook her head fiercely, and said coldly, "I can't do it." ”

"I know what you want to say."

"Just like people always have to be born, old, sick and die, we always have to go to the underworld, if you have a pessimistic idea like mine, then why are you still alive? Anyway, sooner or later, it's better to die directly. ”

"But that's different."

"What's the difference?"

"It's not the same for me, it's not the same for you. It's only torture for us to stay together, why don't you believe it! ”

There was a sudden downpour in the sky, blurring the faces of the two people in an instant.

But Ji Luanchuan stubbornly held her, but refused to let go.

Forced to be anxious, he was like an angry trapped beast, punishing and biting and gnawing between her lips and teeth, pressing her and trying her to let go.

But she just won't let go.

The two were deadlocked, biting, and being swept away mercilessly by the heavy rain.

Tears fell along with the rain, and Xu Yun felt the tingling pain at the corner of her mouth become numb.

She wanted to push Ji Luanchuan away hard, but he was like a mountain, pressing her, with a ruthlessness that would not stop until the goal was achieved.

"Ji Luanchuan!"

"You let go of me!"

"I won't let go!"

"Can you stop being so naïve!"

"You're an adult, can you be sensible??"

He sneered, "Rational fart, Lao Tzu is here to take you back to the northwest, not to listen to you tell me the truth here." ”

"Okay, aren't you asking for a chance?"

"I'll give it to you!"

"Now you can let me go, right?!"

"Even if you want to talk, you don't have to be in the rain! Do you want to play Qiong Yao drama with me, or do you want to go to the hospital again to bandage it? ”

Xu Yun bit his lip ruthlessly, glared at him angrily, and his face was frozen white.

His eyes fell on her slightly trembling shoulders, Ji Luanchuan's heart struck, and he dragged her towards the car.

But a face is still like a thousand-year-old iceberg.

He snorted, "You'd better remember what you said tonight." ”

"If you can't remember, I naturally have a way for you to remember."

There was an obvious warning in his words, which made Xu Yun unconsciously remember that when he first met in the northwest, he was like this.

Cold and indifferent, but oppressive.

She was angry and funny in her heart, and she didn't know what he was trying to do.

But for Ji Luanchuan, the person who left her first can only say later.

Anyway, she likes him, so he doesn't mind using a little trick or trick, as long as it can achieve the goal.

It's a pity that Xu Yun didn't know what he thought.

She didn't want to know either.

Because after this night, she completely understood that reasoning with Ji Luanchuan would not work at all.

That night, not long after Ji Luanchuan brought her home, Xiao Wu received a call and rushed over.

When Ji Luanchuan went to the bathroom to take a bath, Xiao Wu said to her very seriously, "Sister Xu Yun, it's good that you're okay." ”

"Brother Chuan and I miss you very much during this time."

"Especially Brother Chuan, he really wants to be with you."

"Don't worry, even if you're not as good-looking as you used to be, he'll be nice to you. I understand Brother Chuan's personality. ”

"So you don't have to think about it that much."

Xu Yun said, "You kid haven't talked about a relationship, what do you know." ”

Xiao Wu scratched the back of his head unconvinced, and said, "Although I haven't been in love, I'm not stupid." ”

"By the way, Sister Xu Yun, I'll tell you a secret."

He glanced at the bathroom with the door closed, and then at Xu Yun, who was sitting opposite the sofa, and showed a mysterious smile.

Xu Yun subconsciously turned his ear to him and raised his eyebrows, "What secret?" ”

Xiao Wu said, "Actually, after Brother Chuan found you, he had already sold his house and car in the northwest." ”

"He said that wherever you are in the future, he will be there."

"So you see, I said he was serious about you."

Xiao Wu continued to defend unconvinced.

Xu Yun's hand peeling the apple suddenly paused.

She slammed it, and the long apple peel suddenly broke in two.

Xu Yun glanced at his slightly lame left leg, and remembered what he had said to Ji Luanchuan when he was in Kathmandu before.

She said that when she was done with all this, she just wanted to live a dull and happy life with her beloved.

For example, cooking together, traveling, and doing some small business, each has a favorite career, fulfilling and happy.

It was found that on the night Ji Luanchuan found him, Xu Yun actually sat under the lamp and listed it carefully.

She wants to go hiking with him, go shopping and take pictures with him, and do a lot of ordinary but sweet little daily life with him.

But she thought about it carefully and found that she couldn't do it.

She couldn't go with him for a photo shoot because she couldn't accept her scarred face standing next to him.

She can't go on a mountain trip with him, because when she climbs the mountain, her left leg will be more lame, and she may not even be able to climb to the top of the mountain, she will be out of breath and her leg will hurt.

She also couldn't go with him to experience his love of stimulating sports, because all the organs that had been injured before were still recovering fragile and carefully maintained.

If they were together, she would only be able to make a fragile porcelain doll by his side.

Not to mention......

Xu Yun remembered Sheng Qi who suddenly appeared outside the hospital gate tonight.

She said, "Since you know that you are not worthy of him now, why do you have to stay by his side and delay him, so that he can do indifferent things for you?" ”

"You're not pitying him, you're hurting him."

The disdain and hostility in Sheng Qi's eyes were still obvious.

Only this time, Xu Yun had no confidence to fight back. I want to chat with more like-minded people about "Dear Mr. Tour Guide", pay attention to "excellent reading literature" on WeChat, talk about life, and find confidants~