Chapter 162: No Regrets
When Su Jingxi arrived at the Taihe Palace, there were already many people gathered inside, but most of them were court wives, but there were not many concubines, according to her grade, she came early.
A long time ago, An Shuyao once stood up and spoke for her when the Empress Dowager of Cining Palace embarrassed her, and there was no chance to repay this love after that.
"Zhen Zhaoyi Niangniang arrived," whether she is favored or not, the grade shines, the eunuch's voice is still as loud as ever, and the people are also very respectful.
After all, she has no grace in her hands, and there are heirs that others can't desire.
In the palace, there are no adult princes, and among the only two young princes, in comparison, the fourth prince is obviously much healthier than the third prince, and has a better chance of living to adulthood.
Naturally, the possibility of succession to the throne is much greater.
Most of the people present thought the same way, so their attitudes did not change because of the emperor.
This is also the reason why not many people have been looking for trouble with her in the past month.
Su Jingxi naturally knew this, so she was very glad that she lost her grace, but she still had children and grades.
"The concubine asked Concubine Shun to say goodbye," Except for Su Jingxi, there was only Concubine Shun among the concubines who arrived at the throne of the first palace.
Concubine Shun showed a smile, "Zhen Zhaoyi doesn't need to be polite, please hurry up." ”
After greeting the other concubines, Su Jingxi sat down, still in the next seat of Concubine Shun.
"I don't know if Niangniang has been okay lately" Randomly found a topic, Su Jingxi asked.
Concubine Shun nodded, "The old illness in this palace has improved a lot, so thank you so much." ”
"It's just a trivial matter, Concubine Shun really doesn't have to remember it until now," Su Jingxi just helped her once before, and she remembered it until now, and Su Jingxi didn't know what to say.
"The good of others and this palace, this palace has to remember, there is kindness and retribution, so that the cycle of cause and effect is," Concubine Shun did not do the same thing, but was right.
Su Jingxi didn't entangle her too much on this, and chuckled, "Concubine Shun said this, but it made the concubine a little embarrassed. ”
"This palace is this palace, but you don't have to, if you have a burden because of this, then it should be this palace."
Su Jingxi smiled, thinking that it was just a superficial meaning, but after thinking about it, she found that it seemed to be a pun and another deep meaning.
After saying the words several times in his heart, he nodded, "What Concubine Shun said is true." ”
She is her, he is him, how she has nothing to do with him, if he is burdened by this, this love will be degraded and devalued.
Perhaps, she had always thought like this before, so the two of them could live in peace and harmony, and that kind of day was not unpleasant.
But later, she was no longer her, and she always couldn't help but want more, which made him a burden, so they couldn't be the same as before, so they got to this point today.
But she didn't regret it.
If you don't force it, how can you know what he really thinks?
Let's watch.
In a moment, the shrill voice of the eunuch came from outside the hall, "The emperor has arrived, and Concubine Shu has arrived." ”
"See the emperor, long live the emperor, long live the emperor, long live the emperor, see Shu Guifei Niangniang," Su Jingxi got up and saluted with everyone, without a trace of turmoil in her heart.
"Let's get even," Zong Zhengjin walked to the top and waved his hand.
Everyone and Su Jingxi got up and took their seats.
The third prince is the protagonist today, and the corresponding is naturally An Shuyao, the titular concubine.
Su Jingxi didn't know if she was willing to be the child's mother concubine at the beginning, but over the past year, she had always heard that the third prince was sick, and then An Ronghua waited and took care of her overnight until the third prince was out of danger.
Presumably, with An Shuyao's temperament and talent, the third prince should not be crooked, but should be as cold and indifferent as her.
That's good, too.
After he entered the hall, Su Jingxi didn't focus on him, but deliberately didn't look in that direction.
And the same is true for Zong Zhengjin.
The two did not have a tacit understanding to discuss, but it made the people who wanted to pay attention to them even more inexplicable and confused.
Su Jingxi walked over and added a wishful auspicious longevity lock to the golden basin, which was not very valuable, but the meaning was good.
Since it is not rude and does not stand out, no one will look for it.
Glancing at the third prince in An Shuyao's hand, he was a little frightened, although he was already one year old, he looked thin and weak, he was small, and his cry was even more pitiful.
Not even as loud as Jun'er's crying.
This is also his son.
I don't know if he will feel distressed and sad after seeing him.
Even if the third prince is thin and weak, even if he is not in good health, among the surviving children, he occupies the title of the eldest son, and everyone does not dare to show any bad emotions to him, but his smile never stops.
When I caught Zhou, it was just a book, decent, not outstanding, and I didn't lose face.
Before this, naturally someone trained him, just to make a good omen, and I was afraid that the child would not be sensible, and when the time came, he really caught something that should not be caught.
The person next to him hurriedly said, "The third prince will definitely be a literary and strategic person in the future," and the others also echoed.
Su Jingxi watched quietly and didn't say much.
"Niangniang, the eldest princess is there, but you want to talk to her" Ting Yao suddenly came over and whispered, just to divert her attention.
Su Jingxi knew her kindness, but she thought badly, she was silent not because Zong Zhengjin was present and felt embarrassed or sad, but for the third prince, of course, the final reason is still related to him.
Shaking his head, "The current situation of this palace is not good, if you talk to her at this time, you can make trouble for her in vain, and talk about it later." ”
Hearing Yao also knew this truth, so she didn't persuade again, nodded and responded.
The third prince was not in good health, and after the arrest of Zhou, An Shuyao ordered his grandmother to take him back, and the others didn't have much thought after sitting for a while, and when the emperor left, they also left one after another.
Su Jingxi didn't stay long, so she found an excuse and went back to Guanju Palace.
Today's harem is a little bit like a harem, you don't have to say hello in the morning, and you don't have to go to Cining Palace to say hello, there are not a few high-ranking concubines left, and the low-level concubines can't turn over much of the storm, and it's a little hard to believe that it's calm.
Walking in the direction of going to Guan Ju Palace, Su Jingxi's heart was also extremely calm.
She is living a good life now, although she has no grace, but other aspects are not much worse.
Concubine Shu, as always, never wanted to embarrass her, all the cases have never been in short supply, and they have been added from time to time, no one who is higher than her is embarrassed by her, and no one who is lower than her dares to embarrass her.
In his own palace, raising little buns and enjoying himself, except that his heart is empty, he is extremely leisurely.
"Niangniang, the peach blossoms are blooming, but I want to go and see"
Su Jingxi chuckled lightly and nodded, in the end she couldn't bear to brush her kindness anymore, although she didn't feel bored, but there was a kind of stuffiness that made others think you were bored.
I simply got in the car directly, the speed was much faster, and it didn't take long to arrive at Taoyuan.
Su Jingxi recalled the first time she came to this place, when she had just entered the palace, full of ambition and passion.
The reason for entering the palace has never changed, but unfortunately many things have long been wrong.
If it weren't for the Su family, she didn't have so many worries on her own, she would definitely choose a more intense way to love, and maybe it would end in a tragic result, but at least it wouldn't be as warm as it is now.
I didn't like to compromise on everything, but I was forced to change my original intention because of the helplessness of reality, but fortunately, I was willing.
People can't live in the world as they please.
It's just that she really doesn't know if she'll have a tired day.
The cause and effect of what you sow can only be reaped by yourself.
After walking in the peach orchard for a while, Su Jingxi didn't have much interest, although the peach blossoms were beautiful, they were not as popular as the fruits.
Hearing Yao's expression, she knew that she wanted to go back, but she finally agreed to come out to hang out, no matter how she couldn't let her go back so easily, and continued to stay in the Guanju Palace.
Pointing to the peach blossoms blooming on the top of his head, "Niangniang, look at this peach blossom, it's blooming well."
Su Jingxi glanced up and nodded, "It's not bad." ”
Hearing Yao's lack of interest, she wanted to laugh a little, "Niangniang thinks in my heart, how good it would be if the tree was full of peaches."
Su Jingxi sneered when she heard this, "This palace is not, there are peaches in Guan Ju Palace for a long time, why should this palace envy this nothing." ”
The area of Chu Zhou is not small, and the fruits they eat on weekdays are naturally not only grown in the palace, besides, the palace did not plant peach trees for the purpose of harvesting peaches, but paid tribute from other places.
"The slave maid remembers that last year the emperor sent someone to send two large baskets of peaches to Niangniang, and Niangniang was very happy, and "when I heard Yao's words, I realized that I said something that I shouldn't have said, and I was extremely remorseful, and I wanted to ask for guilt but was stopped by her."
"People will always change, can you still stop talking, don't worry, your master's heart is not so small," Su Jingxi recalled that before, he was kind to her, and he would still laugh out loud, but after laughing, it was okay.
Memories are still beautiful, whether people are there or not.
"Yes, it's good if the mother can think about it."
Su Jingxi hooked the corners of her mouth, "There is still Jun'er in this palace, I raised him, watching him grow up day by day and change day by day, this palace is very happy, and I have no regrets." ”
"Let's go, let's go back to the palace."
Su Jingxi didn't notice that there was a gaze behind her that had been paying attention to her leaving.
Is it enough to have Jun'er?
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