On Halloween, he didn't look forward to it, because this time of year was the day when his mother left, maybe that was the purpose of those women.

His life was the end of his mother's concubine.

Her gift didn't have much new ideas, her heart was enough, and what he valued more was the sincerity in her eyes when she said congratulations.

She meant it, he knew it.

Kong Minglan is extremely naïve, but it contains her beautiful hopes, he answered her, and his wish is that she will never change.

In this way, he can use this reason to spoil her all the time, get used to her, maybe for a lifetime.

The queen is getting worse and worse, even if he doesn't have to report it to the secret guard, he can see it.

But he chose to leave him to his own devices.

After the queen did such a thing, he didn't know what else to use to face her, and he didn't immediately sentence her to death, but he already took into account the last love between husband and wife.

As a member of the Yu family, she must die.

For many things that the queen did, including the promotion of Su Jingxi, he closed his eyes and let it do.

Now that I think about it, maybe he wants it too.

On Chinese New Year's Eve, the empress still pretended to be virtuous, but the two of them knew that even if she was not virtuous, he would not go to Kunning Palace.

Complying with the queen's proposal was just for the sake of her doing her best to do the last thing for her daughter before she died, and such a thing inevitably reminded him of his mother.

Perhaps, the mother concubine also had this mentality at the beginning, compromised and tried her best, just for him to survive.

The Queen Mother embarrassed her, Zong Zhengjin didn't think so, the Yuan family didn't have much time to be arrogant.

After the Yu family came the Yuan family.

At the same time, there was a change in his thinking.

Give her a higher position, on the one hand, he wants to continue to spoil her, and he doesn't want to be bullied in places he doesn't take into account, on the other hand, he also wants to test her, if she really can't stand his favor and changes easily, then she is just Ronghua.

This was the last bit of affection between him and her.

Fortunately, she hasn't changed.

He rejoiced, rejoiced.

Of course, he is also slowly beginning to protect her, not wanting her to be exposed to too much dirt and be stained by it, and it may not be bad to be a white lotus that he cares for carefully.

Her heart is kind, he always knew it.

Du Wanxi didn't mean to frame her, she knew it, so she helped her, but he knew it but didn't stop it.

The subsequent framing happened a little quickly, and she chose to swear a poisonous oath in order to prove her innocence.

He didn't allow it.

Even if she really did it, he would choose to cover her up and find a scapegoat, not to mention, he knew that it wasn't her.

How could the woman who lay in his arms every day be such a vicious woman.

Moreover, he already planned to spoil her alone, and it may not be in line with the etiquette to pet her alone, but so what.

He said he would give her a child, and she didn't secretly contraceptive, and he knew, so they had a baby very quickly.

He was happy, happy from the bottom of his heart, just as happy as his first child, and even more so than he had been with his first child.

This is him with her child.

their children.

But after learning of the doctor's diagnosis, he began to regret it, only thinking that there would be a child, but he didn't think about whether he could have a child.

He is the Son of Heaven, but in the face of death, he is equally powerless, and he will not even have the freedom of ordinary people.

He was scared, even if he didn't want to admit it anymore.

But he couldn't show it, because the pregnant woman was afraid of worrying, and he didn't want her to know.

conceived an heir for him, but lost his life because of it.

If it had to be, he would rather not have the child.

Every day she was very happy and in a good mood, and when he saw her smile, he inevitably became in a better mood.

He saw the shadow of his mother from her, and when he was pregnant with him, was he also so happy?

But he didn't expect that she would know everything.

If he could, he would rather she never know.

He wouldn't say anything to the things she cried and begged him to promise.

He didn't want that child without her.

Even him and her children.

As long as I think that there will be no her in the future, only the children with half of her blood and bones will be there, and the father and son will depend on each other, how miserable and desolate.

How ridiculous.

The doctor proposed to abort the child, although the mother has a loss, but in the end there will be no worry about her life, and she will be raised for some time.

He accompanies her every day, no matter how windy or rainy, no matter how late he deals with government affairs, he will go to Guan Ju Palace.

Hugging her to sleep, with her in her arms, her heart is full, and she often has a good night's sleep.

As the days passed, her belly grew bigger day by day, and he watched it every day, happy and worried.

Shu Guifei was victimized, and if she was pregnant, he was afraid that she would be sad if she found out.

But as an emperor, he can't be too childlike.

After discussing with Meng Wentian, he quickly made a decision, and used Concubine Shu as a cover to divert the attention of the Guan Ju Palace.

She might be able to add another barrier to this.

That's what he thought.

There are too many involvements and too many uses between him and Concubine Shu, and neither of them compromises or gives up their attachment, so step by step, they have reached the current point.

Concubine Shu Guifei pretended to be the Qiao family in his heart, and his heart was the country.

It is undeniable that Concubine Shu is very smart and transparent, but she doesn't like him.

Talent and appearance, a rare beauty, but there is no one in Guan Ju Palace who makes him happy.

likes to be coquettish, occasionally plays scoundrels, is young and charming, bit by bit, it is all transformed under his witness.

When she gave birth, he sat outside, unable to hear the screams inside, but he knew that she must be in terrible pain.

is such a delicate person on weekdays, but when he encounters such a thing, he can't accompany her and comfort her.

When others asked whether to keep the big or the small, he decided without hesitation.

This woman can't leave him yet.

Baoda, then at least she might be fine.

Fortunately, after a long wait, she and her child were safe.

Ignoring the dissuasion of others, Zong Zhengjin walked in directly.

When she was facing pain, when she was struggling with life and death, he was not by her side, and now he had to put her alone because of those superstitions.

She was indeed very tired, although someone had helped her clean up, but there was still fine sweat on her forehead, her hair was wet, her little face was miserable and white, her eyes were closed, and she lost her color and vitality.

In the face of such a her, he was equally distressed.

He guarded her for a long time, and then he just watched quietly like this, without saying a word.

Perhaps, he should have spoiled her more.

A little more.

More.

After thinking about it for a long time, he named the child Zong Zhengjun, Jun, Tongjin, and Meiyu.

Born on the same day as him, with the same name as him.

The king, the king, the heart of the king, always with the king's side.

During the confinement period, she was indeed not beautiful enough, a person who had never smoked incense, a woman who pleased herself, he knew that she didn't like it, so he told her directly, and he didn't mind.

Because those eyes that made him happy, let's count them as beauties.

Later, because of his own negligence, he accidentally almost lost his life, and after listening to the diagnosis of the imperial doctor, he wanted to give up for a while.

However, he was concerned.

As an emperor, during his reign, he eliminated corrupt officials and exempted them from taxes, so that the people of Chu and Zhou could at least be fed, warmly clothed, and have a place to live.

However, he didn't know how to arrange for her, and in his selfish heart, he hoped that she could always be with him, no matter life or death.

It's just that this idea came out for a moment, and he suppressed it, he can't be so selfish, he can't treat her like this.

He didn't let Su Shunxian go to her, but he didn't expect her to come.

His heart was full of joy.

He didn't care how she behaved, all he cared about was that she came.

She came to his side.

He wanted to send her out more than once, but she wouldn't, so he said no more.

He actually knew that she was really pleased with him, and she really believed it.

She had expressed her heart to him, and although he couldn't remember what she said, he remembered the sincerity and friendship in her eyes at that time.

It wasn't fake, because he felt it.

Confused, many times is not awake, but every time I have a little consciousness, I try to open my eyes and wake up, I can see her.

She was always there for him and never left.

This discovery made him always want to see her more when he was vulnerable, so he didn't dare or want to be tortured by illness and lose consciousness.

Fighting death, for many because of her.

She cried that if he died, she didn't want to live, and he knew that she was telling the truth, not cheating.

He couldn't and didn't want to blame her for being cruel, blaming her for not taking care of the child who had just reached the full moon, this was the woman he was protecting in his heart, just because he loved him.

She was scared, uneasy, hesitant, he knew it, but he couldn't hold her in his arms, he couldn't comfort her softly.

The powerlessness of his life was given to her, even if he was the emperor and had the whole world, he couldn't give her a hug.

She knew, so she would often hold him when his eyes were closed, and she didn't dare to press him, so she supported part of her weight herself, just to give him a hug.

He slept with her smell a lot of the time, and with her there, it didn't seem to hurt so much.

He didn't dare to relax himself easily, afraid that he would never wake up again, she loved to cry so much, she would definitely make herself uncomfortable.

Finally, after a long time, he was finally cured.

Meng Wentian's words made him panic, it turned out that this was the so-called love, and it was the emotion she had for him in her heart.

He was not full of joy, on the contrary, he hesitated, the emperor's precepts were still in his ears, he just wanted to spoil her, and never realized that he had loved.

Later, he was the only pet in the pepper room and only loved her, so he really understood that life went round and round, and in the end, she was the only one.

It's a good feeling.

He wanted it all his life, until the end of his life.

Attach:

Zong Zhengjin: "Why did you die so early?" ”

Su Jingxi: "I live in ancient times now, don't speak so white." ”

Zong Zhengjin: "......"

Zong Zhengjin: "You are young, why did you leave so early?" ”

Su Jingxi: "When I met with Jun Chu, the concubine lost her heart, the emperor's response, the concubine never forced it, the only wish was just to walk in front of the emperor, not to live alone in the world, thinking about the emperor, reminiscing all day long, washing her face with tears......"

Zong Zhengjin: "I understand your intentions, it's just that others say that you died too early." ”

Su Jingxi: "The concubines don't want to be like this, it's just that you ancient people didn't live long, and it's normal for you to leave at the age of forty or fifty, and besides, the emperor is old, if the concubine doesn't die early, won't the emperor live too long and be talked about?" ”

Zong Zhengjin: "In this way, Xi'er is thinking about me." ”

Su Jingxi: "...... Not exactly, mainly when Xi Xi and the concubine said this, the concubine did not express any objection. ”

Zong Zhengjin: "Xixi is not my own mother. ”

Xixi: "Of course not, people are still yellow flower girls!" ”

Zong Zhengjin: "......" <