342: Select Forget
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Ai Changhuan is going through the most painful stage of his life, Han Ji took the opportunity to comfort, shorten the distance with her, and win her trust, but he also knows that when he wakes up tomorrow, Ai Changhuan will forget all about today, and all his efforts will be in vain, and before the death of the old man Ai, the relationship between Ai Changhuan and Lu Zhanke has always been very good, if his calculation is correct, tomorrow Ai Changhuan wakes up and remembers the good time with Lu Zhanke, maybe the two of them can get back together from now on. [Marshmallow updates quickly, website pages are refreshing, there are few ads, I like this kind of website the most, I must praise it]--
However, this is something that Han Ji will never allow, and Lu Zhanke only gives him seven days, and he must cure Ai Changhuan's illness before the deadline arrives.
However, in addition to that, he had to work hard to prevent Ai Changhuan and Lu Zhanke from reconciling, otherwise, what was the point of all his efforts?
Thinking of this, Han Ji decided to do one thing, that is, to tell Ai Changhuan about her illness and the situations she might encounter in the future, and then persuade Ai Changhuan to wash away all her memories, so that there would be no more Qin Zhan in her memory, and there would be no Lu Zhanke, he was the first person who appeared in her life, and he would be the only one in the future.
After making up his mind, Han Ji opened his mouth and said to Ai Changhuan: "Chang Huan, as your attending doctor, for the sake of your condition, I shouldn't have told you about this matter, but I think you have the right to know what you are going to face." ”
Seeing Han Ji say so seriously, Ai Changhuan's heart couldn't help but jump violently, and suddenly she had a bad premonition, she asked: "What's wrong, is it my illness, is it serious?" Is there no way to cure it? ”
She smiled bitterly and said, "Actually, I have a feeling myself, such a strange disease must be difficult to treat, Dr. Han, thank you for telling me." ”
Han Ji said: "Don't be discouraged, it's not what you think, your illness will only make your memory gradually deteriorate, and then many life skills that you have learned will be slowly forgotten, resulting in life that you can't take care of yourself, but I now have an idea, that is, before all the memories are gone, help you clean your memories first, so that you will become a new and complete person, and what you lose is only the memory of some things you have experienced in the past, but basic life skills such as the legal knowledge you have learned, These become the subconscious in your mind, and these things will be preserved to read in full with an iron fist. [Marshmallow wants to read almost all the books.,It's much more stable and faster than the general station.,There's no ads in the whole text.] However, I can't guarantee that this method will work, or it may fail, or even make the result worse, this is a risky attempt, Chang Huan, are you willing to give it a try? ”
"All my memories will be gone?" This result was something Ai Changhuan never expected, she thought that it would only disappear a little, and this disappearance would stop sooner or later, it turned out that it was not what she imagined, she looked at Han Ji blankly, and didn't know how to react for a while. [.]
"It's even more terrifying than this, you will lose the ability to take care of yourself, just like a child who doesn't know anything, you have to take care of everything, when the time comes, do you think Lu Zhanke will really love you? Maybe he was willing to take care of you at first, but what about ten years, twenty years, he will get bored sooner or later, are you willing to see this day come? ”
Han Ji imagined all kinds of possibilities in the future, and he talked about the most realistic and cruel problems, which Ai Changhuan couldn't escape and had to face, and every word was full of helplessness.
Ai Changhuan shook his head desperately as soon as he thought of the situations that Han Ji envisioned: "No, no, I don't want this, I don't want to be like that."
If it becomes like that, what is the difference between it and a wasted person, it is even better to die, at least it will not drag others down. She didn't want to watch the relationship between her and Lu Zhanke slowly wear off because of this embarrassing illness, and in the end, only ugly betrayal and abandonment remained.
"Chang Huan, think about it, how should you choose." "If you choose to forget, I will ask the most powerful psychologist to help you hypnotize, so that you will not remember anything when you wake up." When your memory can no longer fade, your illness may be cured. Isn't it nice that all the pain you are suffering now will be gone, and you can start a new life again? Do you have a little hope in your heart? ”
"I ......" Looking at Han Ji's sincere eyes, Ai Changhuan's heart couldn't help but struggle more, she hesitated, not knowing how to choose.
"Even if you don't wash away your memories, you'll still forget them all after a while, and you'll lose even more." Seeing that Ai Changhuan was shaken, Han Ji tried harder to persuade, "I am your attending doctor, you have to believe me, I will not harm you." ”
Ai Changhuan asked, "You really didn't lie to me?" Is this disease really that serious? ”
She never wanted to believe such a cruel fact, she had never done anything to hurt others, why did God punish her like this?
"Of course, I can show you the medical records, the medical records of some people who became ill earlier than you and whose conditions were more serious than yours, so that you can see the miserable condition after they became ill, and if you can read it, the arrogant alchemist who turned over the waste material will read the full text." Han Ji took another dose of fierce 'medicine', he took Ai Changhuan to his office, showed her the medical records of those patients and various films he made, and explained to her in great detail when she couldn't understand it, with only one purpose, that is, to make her understand how terrible this disease is.
His goal was easily achieved, Ai Changhuan was frightened after reading those things, the impact of those medical records on her was too great, she had to admit that Han Ji was right, the condition of those people can really only be described in two words, especially their final ending, which made her shudder, she asked Han Ji tremblingly: "What if...... If I hadn't taken your advice and washed away my memories, would I have been like them...... Dead? ”
The sudden death of a loved one has already made her understand how impermanent the world is, especially after tasting that pain again, the term death has become more fearful in her heart, she knows that everyone has a death, but she never thought that her death would come so quickly, she is still so young, there are still many scenery that have not been seen, and the people she loves have not had time to love, and there are many reluctances that she can't let go, she doesn't want to die......
Seeing Ai Changhuan so scared, Han Ji felt uncomfortable, but what he said was the truth, and he didn't exaggerate or deliberately scare her, in order to help her make the right decision, he was ruthless again, and said: "Yes, if you refuse to listen to me, you will become like them one day."
"If I listen to you and erase my memories, I will be able to become the same as before?" Ai Changhuan asked rhetorically.
"I can't guarantee this, no one has ever tried this method, you are the first, maybe it works, maybe it doesn't work, but you have to try it to know." Han Ki said, "But it's not the difference, is it? If this method works, then more people can be saved, right? ”
Ai Changhuan lowered his head and thought silently.
Han Ji asked: "Chang Huan, what are you still hesitating about?" Isn't it already obvious how to choose? Or are you not willing to take the risk of giving it a try? ”
"I ......" a hint of struggle flashed in Ai Changhuan's eyes, "You make me think again, I can't make a decision so quickly." ”
Han Ji sighed: "Aren't you still unclear about your condition?" If you wake up tomorrow and forget everything, how can you remember today's events? Besides, this matter cannot be delayed, the sooner it is resolved, the better, otherwise your illness will get worse and worse. ”
"Doctor Han, don't 'force' me, I really can't give you an answer right away," Ai Changhuan got up and walked around the room anxiously, "In short, I promise you, I will definitely think about this matter, you give me a little more time, if you are afraid that I will forget, then give me a video, I will explain the cause and effect of the matter clearly, and then you can show me again, okay?" ”
Ai Changhuan begged bitterly, she always felt as if there was something in her heart that she was unwilling to let go, so she didn't want to immediately agree to Han Ji to wash away her memories.
Looking at Ai Changhuan's eyes, Han Ji couldn't help but sigh and said, "Okay, but I'll only give you one day, you have to think about it carefully."
Ai Changhuan nodded and said, "I will."
Back in the ward, Ai Changhuan tossed and turned, Han Ji's words replayed in her mind over and over again, and then what scared her the most was that result after all, she would die.
As soon as she thought of this, she felt that her whole body was so cold, so cold that she had no choice but to hug herself again and again.
She had also thought about what she would do if she was going to die tomorrow. Now she is thinking about this problem, and there is an idea that is crazy in her mind, that is, she wants to see Lu Zhanke, if she is going to die tomorrow, the only person she wants to see the most is Lu Zhanke, she wants to be by his side and see him for the last time.
She was so dizzy and extremely disturbed by this crazy thought that she had even gotten up and got out of bed and rushed to the door, but when she touched the handle of the door, she suddenly woke up, she had already watched her grandfather leave her, did she want Lu Zhanke to watch herself leave? Did she want Lu Zhanke to suffer like that? How could she bear it? She was already so cruel to Lu Zhanke, why wasn't she cruel to the end? In this way, Lu Zhanke may be able to forget her earlier.
Thinking of this, she retreated step by step, sat down on the 'bed' all of a sudden, and cried bitterly, she couldn't be so 'selfish', and she couldn't hurt Lu Zhanke anymore, so she decided to erase all the memories of the past according to Han Ji's plan.
If she survives, she will definitely come to Lu Zhanke again and fall in love with him again.
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