Chapter 81 Who Sees This Love, Tears and Makeup are not half of the makeup
"What are you looking at alone?" 猰 (ya) 貐 (yu) wore a bright red skirt, and the long pendulum that mopped the floor covered the narrow lookout pavilion on the top of Zhongshan Mountain.
Langya is dressed in blue and white, thin and standing in the wind. When he took off his black brocade robe, he still looked through the autumn water at the rows of gray and white tiled houses in the distance. They tightly circled a towering white jade palace, surrounded by stars and moons. 猰 (ya) 貐 (yu) leaned forward, looked at Langya, looked at the foot of the mountain, pursed his lips and smiled: "Isn't it that Langya also yearns for the kind of days when he is imprisoned in the palace for life and sticks to the terms and conditions, right?" ”
"It's not." Langya sighed, turned around, and sat with his back to the Xuan Palace.
"Are you lamenting your father?" 猰 (ya) 貐 (yu) took the hem of his clothes, and sat down gently, "Your father is the most admired person in the slave family!" In him, the slave family understood what a hero is and what it means to regard death as home! The Yellow Emperor of this great wilderness bullshit, the gods of the four directions, you don't deserve to lick your father's toes! One by one, they are making waves, full of benevolence, righteousness and morality, and they are doing all dirty things! If your father were alive, he would be glad to see your achievements today......"
"Drinking?" Langya looked at Qi Qi with an expressionless face.
Qi Pi covered his mouth and smiled, "I hate it! The slave family has been drinking for a long time......"
Langya stood up suddenly, dodging his clothes that were flying in the wind. Looking at Langya walking under an old peach tree, with a wave of his sleeves, a small hole immediately opened in the waist of the tree, and Langya walked back with two jars of wine. threw it to a jar of Qiqi, bit the red silk of the wine by himself, and drank it in a big gulp.
"Slow down! There are still injuries on the body......" Qi Qi took a sip of wine, "This is the wine that Aunt Tulian hid back then?" ”
"I've never been willing to drink ......," Langya wiped the corners of her mouth with the back of her hand.
"Then how can you give it up today? Missed Aunt Dolian? ”
"I just want to...... I just thought, maybe the two of them taste the same, right? ”
"The slave family doesn't understand? They are ......"
"Just drink it!" Langya said another bite.
Qiqi suddenly realized, "Does this girl know that you have a sweetheart?" ”
Langya didn't answer.
"No wonder I didn't see the glaze, it turned out that you deliberately opened it. This little girl is very fond of you! ”
"I don't like her."
"Then I don't know what kind of ladies are beautiful, and they have fallen into the eyes of Brother Langya? Another day, the slave family has to ask her for advice, your piece of ice can be melted by a woman? Hey, the slave family has always felt that you are invincible, and no woman can touch you at all, so you are still planted...... I still remember when I was a child, the three of us were often together, and the glaze was learning to cook, washing clothes for you, and covering for you, so that you could be lazy when you practiced, and the slave family looked at you and was not moved at all! I don't know what this girl did to make your heart move? ”
"I killed her only to find that my heart was empty......"
"Yikes! Brother Langya's way of showing love really embarrassed the slave family! She, dead? ”
"Half-dead. Tormented by a curse. Langya poured himself a big sip of wine and muttered, "I wonder if there are still seizures?" ”
"What are you going to do with such a woman? Don't tell the slave family, are you reluctant to let this girl be sad, so you guard her? ”
"She hates me, and her heart belongs to something else."
"Huh?" Qi Pi jumped up, "After talking for a long time, are you still unrequited love?" You can't even ask for such a woman! You Langya want to be personable, look good, and you're afraid that you won't find a woman? You don't like the glaze to be tight, the women of our demon clan are all peerless, just look at the slave family? You want two slaves to give you four, and you want ten slaves to give you a dozen! Can you hang yourself from such a crooked-necked tree? ”
"I can't do it." Langya drank violently.
"I can't make you ......"
"Do you drink or not?" Langya frowned, holding the wine jar and looking at Qiqi.
Qiqi pursed his lips and gently touched Langya's wine jar, just looking at Langya desperately pouring himself one mouthful after another, and never spoke again.
The wind on the top of the mountain is whistling, the falling flowers are colorful, and the smell of wine is smoking. The wine in the peach blossom tree was drunk by Langya alone, and the wine jar rolling down the ground was like a child who couldn't find a home, and the dandelions blown away by the wind filled the air. At present, Langya was lying loosely on the lap of the Qiqi, and the tips of his fingers were weakly pulling at the messy wine jar on the ground. There was a chirp in his mouth, and he didn't know what he was talking about. muttered and could barely make out the word "Ah Yu".
Drunk Langya, with no wine on his face, a fair and handsome face, frowning heroic sword eyebrows, closed eyes I don't know if I saw the money coming in a dream, and the rumor with a smile on his eyebrows? This cheek with delicate and straight facial features is enough to make people distracted when they are sober, let alone after being smeared by the smell of alcohol? Qi Pi smiled lightly and said: "Who is it bad for women in the world to choose, and they want to fall in love with her?" ”
At this time, Langya has no enemies, no blood feuds, no family missions, some are just confidants who have accompanied him for many years, and this heart that has long been fragile and has to be strong. He can finally remove his disguise, but the face under the mask is not even recognized by himself......
Qi Qi put aside his jar of wine untouched and resealed, "Looking at you like this, you will definitely regret drinking all of Aunt Tuolian's wine when you wake up...... This altar slave is kept for you, afraid that when you still miss her, there will be nothing to trace her fragrance......"
He rested his head lightly on the blue-lacquered pillar of the pavilion, and the tassel hairpin shook for a while, making a ding-dong sound. He watched the smoke rise enchantingly, and muttered, "You will be allowed to be presumptuous for a while this night!" Because the slave family knows that if you haven't been depressed for a long time and your heart is too sad, you won't let yourself relax easily. Come to think of it, how long has it been since we've slept soundly? There are too many jackals, tigers and leopards in the Great Wilderness, and they can't see us comfortably with their bloody mouths.
"They don't understand, the world doesn't understand, your sweetheart doesn't understand, we and they are not people of the same world at all. But you know that you know better than anyone else about our living conditions, so you love her, but you dare not love her? You miss her, but you can't see her? Because your appearance will only bring danger to her, and even the most basic happiness cannot give her, what else can you give her? What was promised for her......
"We don't have the right to love, Langya, the slave family always remembers your father's legacy. Love, for us, is the moon in the sky, pure and sacred, unique, but beyond our reach. Occasionally looking up, we suddenly yearn and envy, but when we go to pursue, it is doomed to pain and distant...... You often laugh at me, men are not men, women are not women, in fact, you know, I just want to restrain myself from love, and I don't want others to love me...... Are slaves stupid? Perhaps it is because of this that we live a miserable and tiring life......
"The slave family is an excluded child, even if it is my own race, I can't look down on me, if it weren't for your father's teaching and adoption, the current slave family doesn't know if there is still life to talk to you and drink with you? Your father is really a great person, when the Yellow Emperor and they are persecuting us aliens, only your father does not dislike it and is willing to let the slave family grow up with you. So the slave family always wants to take care of you and watch you for your father, but over the years, your ability has exceeded the imagination of the slave family, and the slave family suddenly found that you are no longer a lazy and simple-minded little Langya. You're grown up and you're full of wings and free to fly...... However, the slave family also knows that the arrival of that moment means that you are truly far away from the world of joy and love. The slave family once thought that you had been ignorant, so they let the slave family resist everything for you as a brother......
"Because the slave family knows that the responsibility on your shoulders is much heavier than that of the leader of the demon clan of the slave family. Your love, your gentleness, your perfection are hidden from you, and you use your indifference to defend against the attacks of outsiders, to defend your territory of the Wicans, and even to reverse the fate of your Wicans. You have done more for your father than anyone else! The higher the position, the more you have to consider, and the heavier the burden on your shoulders. When we tried to let go, we found that we didn't even know ourselves when we took off our disguise! The world knows that we are ruthless and unscrupulous, but they don't know why we are doing this! We are too weak, and the more fragile we are, the stronger we must become, because this world is like this, it is better to ask for others than for ourselves! Only if we are indestructible, they will not dare to bully us! This legacy has accompanied us through the millennium......
"Under the pressure of a thousand years, we have long forgotten who we were in the first place. It's hard to get yourself back! So, in fact, the slave family is very happy that you are hanging from this crooked neck tree. At least because of her, the slave family seems to see the real you again. You're the same person again. You can laugh and cry out in pain, you will make trouble and get bored, you will be hurt and you will drink, and suddenly you feel that you have life again...... If you want to love, hide it in your heart and love it! Because the slave family knows that you will not abandon the entire Wu clan and go to stay with her. What's more, she still lives in the Xuan Palace? ”
Qi Pi straightened Langya's broken hair.
Langya turned his head slightly, so that Qi Qi couldn't really see his expression at all. But a little dampness lubricated his clothes, and slowly and finally flooded, and a large area was soaked. Qi Qi was stunned for a moment, then turned his head with a smile, looked at the lights under the dark curtain, and slowly closed his eyes.
Langya, the man doesn't flick when he has tears, but it's not time to be sad. If it lasts for a long time, no one can stand it! If you want to cry, cry......
However, there can only be tonight, not the next one!