30 Inexplicable panic

Xiao Haotian finished eating with a smile and said, "Sister, tell the people below what you want to eat in the future, if they don't do it well, I'll go to find another imperial chef, don't work like this,"

"Why is it hard work, brother, I like to do these things, this is the same as I like to play the piano and read books, it is a hobby, watching you eat what I make, for me, it is a pleasure," Xiao Yingyue looked at Xiao Haotian's eyebrows sparkling,

Didn't they eat and sleep silently before, why are they talking about it again now, Ling Dongwu's teeth were sour when he heard it, and the food somehow became so unpalatable, almost the same as chewing wax,

Xiao Yingyue plays the piano, plays chess, arranges flowers, and paints elegantly showing off her exquisite cooking skills and deliciousness, as well as her gentle personality of eternal spring breeze and rain, like a snail girl, who only gives and does not take, and quietly makes her elegant fun and strengths completely override Ling Dongwu.

In front of Xiao Haotian, she made Ling Dongwu retreat without blood,

Ling Dongwu obviously hated her to the extreme, but there was nothing she could do, because Xiao Yingyue would pull her arm and call her 'imperial sister-in-law' affectionately, Xiao Yingyue was gentle and kind like a little white rabbit, she had no tricks at all, and she didn't even dare to show her teeth and claws quietly, so as not to look like a vexatious shrew in front of Xiao Haotian,

Which Cinderella can still be confident in front of such a princess without changing her face,

At this time, she also really took a serious look at herself as a queen, with no family support, and no power to be encircled, in all dynasties, the women who were queens were carefully considered and weighed in many ways.

But as for herself, the queen, all she relies on is Xiao Haotian's love for her.

It was a very terrible, inferiority complex, the more she was like this, the more scared she became, and she couldn't say where this fear came from, it was a poisonous snake hidden in her heart, a terrible secret that only she knew,

Ling Dongwu has always thought that she is a strong woman, after so many years of ups and downs, she is like a "Xiaoqiang" who can't be killed, but in front of Xiao Yingyue, she always can't help but feel her timidity and cowardice, sometimes she really wants to leave here and go to the vast world outside, breathing freely,

But here is Xiao Haotian, there is the person she loves the most, she can't go there, she has been stumped by love, and she can no longer fly freely.

A strong sorrow wrestles in the chest, for love, she can only compromise, for love, she can only fight alone,

This night, after some tossing, Xiao Haotian quickly fell asleep, but Ling Dongwu opened his eyes wide in the dark night, opened them for a long time, his eyes were very painful, and closed them again, almost all night, she couldn't sleep, but she didn't dare to turn over and over, for fear of disturbing Xiao Haotian, she only felt that his big hand was still habitually on her body, like a fire, she gently took his hand away, but it didn't take long for him to catch it again, the hot male body, close to him, everywhere his smell, filled the whole room, she had to let him, close her eyes, quietly wait for the dawn,

At ten points in early winter, Xiao Hongtu welcomed Xiao Hongtu's sacrifice day in the palace, Xiao Hongtu is Xiao Haotian's adoptive father and Xiao Haotian's savior, after Xiao Haotian ascended the throne, Xiao Haotian was added as the father of the country.

Because this is Xiao Haotian's first anniversary sacrifice to Xiao Hongtu after he ascended the throne, and it is also in time for Xiao Hongtu's third anniversary death sacrifice, so this ceremony will be held for half a month.

Since the morning, the sun has shone, and the bare trees have been covered with a layer of brilliant golden light, but the thick snow has no tendency to melt, and as soon as the sun shines, people will never dare to face the strong light, for fear of being shot and hurt their eyes.

The costumes for participating in the sacrifice have been prepared for a long time, Xiao Haotian is black and white color, the body, sleeves, and collar are embroidered with gold dragons, and the clothes allowed by the Son of Heaven are supreme and very solemn.

Ling Dongwu picked up his clothes, personally served Xiao Haotian to put them on, knelt on the ground and carefully arranged the corner of the dragon robe for him, and helped him sit until the concubine stepped on it, and sat on the foot to put on his boots, "Ling girl, you don't have to get these for me," Xiao Haotian was a little flattered,

"No, I like it," Ling Dongwu got up with a smile, went to get the comb, slowly broke up his hair, and began to comb his hair in a bun, Xiao Haotian felt the rhino horn comb teeth slashing through the hair, and the soft hands brushed over the head, with a gentle and sweet breath, not to mention how comfortable,

Xiao Haotian looked at Ling Dongwu's concentrated appearance from the rhombic mirror, and said with a smile: "Ling girl, you are like this, I am really not used to ......"

She glanced at him with disgust: "What nonsense are you talking about, I won't be so gentle and virtuous one day, hum, hum, in the future, I will often serve you like this, I want to be a virtuous and virtuous queen,"

Xiao Haotian laughed, letting her boast,

Ling Dongwu looked at Xiao Haotian, who was dressed up with one hand, and looked at him carefully, Xiao Haotian was really good-looking, with a tall figure, his eyes were sharp, and when he looked at himself, he had a trace of tenderness, which was the incomparable charm of a mature man, and with an innate domineering and kingly spirit,

"Your Majesty, you are really good today,"

"Nonsense,"

"Really," Ling Dongwu ran over and hugged his waist and buried her face in his arms, "You are really handsome, I like you more and more, and I am more and more fascinated by you," such a fleshy word, she can only say it by hiding her face,

Xiao Haotian laughed and hugged her waist, this is a novel feeling, it is the first time that a woman has commented on her appearance so unscrupulously, and she is also the woman she loves the most,

On this day, the emperor led all the adult men of the royal clan to go to Jingshan to sweep the tomb and worship with the queen and Xiao Yingyue, Xiao Yingyue was dressed in snow-white plain clothes, elegant, noble, dignified, and inviolable, especially, when she raised her eyes, the black eyeballs were like invading the ice and snow, slowly flowing, and her eyes flowed.

Hanging lanterns, colorful flags, and some yellow prayer flags can be seen everywhere on Jingshan, and some clergy began to shuttle back and forth.

Ling Dongwu looked at the place she was once familiar with, and before she could think about it, Xiao Yingyue fainted from crying, and when she wanted to reach out to help, Xiao Haotian had already held Xiao Yingyue in his arms in time, and strode towards the wake house where they had lived.

During the half month of the sacrifice, the emperor could not "eat", so Xiao Haotian would not come to Ling Dongwu's room, and Xiao Yingyue had been sick and groggy since the day she fainted from crying.

Ling Dongwu would go to see Xiao Yingyue every day, and saw Xiao Haotian blowing and blowing a bowl of medicine, and raised it to Xiao Yingyue's mouth, "Yingyue, come, drink the medicine,"

"Brother, I don't want to drink it, it's too bitter," Xiao Yingyue half leaned on the bed, plain clothes and clean face, no fat powder, although her face was haggard in illness, but it became more and more touching and pityful, especially at this moment, it was even more exciting, even a woman like Ling Dongwu was stunned,

Xiao Haotian was patient and gently coaxed: "Be good, Yingyue is obedient, drink the medicine, so that the disease can be cured, be obedient, obedient,"

"No, the medicine is so bitter, brother," Xiao Yingyue looked at Xiao Haotian with a pair of beautiful eyes and grievances, her watery eyes and cowardly voice, as if she would cry at any time, it was distressing to watch, very distressing,

Ling Dongwu looked at Xiao Yingyue, she could obviously feel the hostility on her body, but she couldn't see any waves in her eyes, that was a natural little white rabbit, weak and bullying, even if she was scolding, her voice was weak and weak, as if you were bullying her,

"Good, Yingyue, you drink the medicine first, and then my brother feeds you your favorite melon candied fruit......" Xiao Haotian gently coaxed her,

"Brother, you can't be a little fresh, from childhood to adulthood, every time you coax me to take medicine, you use this trick," Xiao Yingyue smiled sweetly, or drank the medicine obediently, and then Xiao Haotian's slender and white fingers put the candied fruit into her pink mouth, between the two, indescribable tenderness and sweetness,

Ling Dongwu looked at them from the side, only to feel dizzy and swollen, as if the blood in his whole body had poured into his brain, he turned his head and quietly retreated,

Xiao Yingyue's heart, even she can see it, she doesn't believe it, Xiao Haotian can't even see this, her heart is so sour, it's because she is in love, so he is not allowed to look at any other woman more, not to mention, it is Xiao Yingyue's obvious beauty,

After returning from Jingshan, the winter of the Northern Desert has completely arrived, the cold wind is howling, and the snowflakes are flying.

Xiao Yingyue's illness was good and bad, on the first night of Xiao Haotian's 'meat', Ling Dongwu and Xiao Haotian didn't wait to taste the happiness of Xiao Biesheng's newlywed, news came from Laurel Garden, Xiao Yingyue fainted again,

Xiao Haotian From that day on, the Qinzheng Hall of Laurel Garden ran at two points and one line, as if he had forgotten Ling Dongwu, the official queen of Fengyi Palace.

During this period of time, Xiao Haotian was very busy, after the end of the sacrificial ceremony, there were a lot of things backlogged, and there were always people reporting things to him.

On such days, Xiao Haotian almost returned late and day after day, still without any reason, or even with no excuses.

Ling Dongwu seemed to be used to it, and she didn't even ask why he came back late, because she knew the reason, and she didn't need to ask anymore, for a thing that everyone knew, why bother to find out, put the abscess in the sun, some things, it has to be hidden and tucked in order to maintain the balance on the surface,

Every time he came back, it was almost the middle of the night, and he always hugged her tightly and leaned his body against her unscrupulously.

Such a hug seems to have become a ridiculous lie, Xiao Haotian, what is he trying to maintain, but every time, she tries her best to cooperate, not to let herself show any disgust, as if she has never noticed anything,

If he wants to act, he will accompany him to the end,

Ling Dongwu slowly walked towards the Laurel Garden, and the sound of the tinkling dong piano came from the garden, faint, very fragrant and blurry, and then, it was the sound of Xiao Yingyue's best guqin, which was even more lingering and compassionate, and the ecstasy was infinite.

Ling Dongwu himself doesn't know how to play the guqin, but he can also hear the melodiousness of the song.

Then, there was laughter, Xiao Yingyue's soft voice, Xiao Haotian's loud and rude, penetrating the voices of other people in the room, echoing in Ling Dongwu's ears for a while, so unscrupulous, as if it was natural for them to be together,

Ling Dong Wumu Ran stood on the side, listening to the prosperity of the strange world, and all the chatter and laughter seemed to be annihilated, and a strange fear filled the bottom of his heart.

After a while, she quietly turned away, and there were many people in the house, but no one noticed that she had come, and no one had noticed her leaving.

She walked slowly in the night, and the sky was covered with dense and boundless snow, and it was so cold that it was heart-wrenching.

She never looked at the Laurel Garden again, and even the sound of the palace could not be heard, her mind was empty, she didn't think of anything, but she was full of everything,

The coldness in front of him, and the obscenity behind him, form a stark contrast,

Who can always maintain the perseverance and courage of "Jingwei reclamation", who can always wait for the sea to become mulberry, she subconsciously became negative, everything, just let it go, what kind of ending should there be, let God make a decision, isn't everyone saying "marriage is determined", since God dominates, how can manpower forcibly change,

She finally knows her heart now, in fact, she is not as strong as she imagined,

These days, her heart is like frying, fear and loss, and she suddenly has such a strong desire to return to her own time, as if she has returned to the loneliness she had just come, the anger and struggle of being desolate, completely abandoned, and falling to the bottom,