The special chapter of the first volume is the fate of the epiphany

"梼杌, 梼杌......" A young girl with white cloth in her eyes stepped on the country road with light steps, Luoying was colorful and stuck to her shoulders, and the early mist soaked the green silk on her forehead. There is a hint of desperate hope in the shyness. Even though she was blind in both eyes, Yasan was sensitive enough to find where she was.

Han Zhu put his arms around Yasan's slender waist, put his head on his head, and said softly: "Why do you always yearn for the sunset, but not the sunrise?" Now, the east is already glowing with the sunrise......"

"There is no difference between sunrise and sunset in my heart, because I can't see, it's all darkness." Yasan snuggled up in Hanji's arms, "But the sunset gives me a feeling of sympathy. It seems that only the sun that sets in the west will understand the artistic conception of darkness. It's the only one that can give me a sense of security. When the night is dark, the world is the same in everyone's eyes. I'm no longer out of place......"

Han Zhu hugged him hard and reproached: "I don't allow you to do this again in the future!" The sunset is too tragic, I don't want you to feel this way, and I don't want our future to end up so miserable. I want us to be like the rising sun, every day is a new life, every day has a new vitality! ”

Han Qi straightened Yasan and looked at her gently, "In the future, we will come to see the rising sun, and don't care about the sunset anymore." Because you have me, you don't need to sympathize with it. In my eyes, in my heart, you have always been an ordinary girl, and there is nothing wrong with us. Even your temperament, your generosity, is different. ”

Yasan smiled, "I remember the first time I met you, your mother had just passed away, you were negative and decadent, and you were able to say this today......

"It's all because of you......" Hanqi smiled and imprinted a deep kiss of love on Yasan's forehead......

The rainy night of that year, that month, that day.

Han Qi struggled painfully from the Northern Xuangong into the back mountain, running frantically, and running all the time. The rain became heavier and heavier, and the thunder became more and more urgent. The rapid lightning struck the hammer several times, but he had no mind, as if he wanted to resign himself to fate like this. Perhaps, the heavens should not have destroyed him, he ran out of the back mountain, ran out of the northern realm, and disappeared into the darkness.

"Excuse me, anyone?" Yasan walked in the jungle with a basket on his back and a bamboo pole in his hand. I vaguely heard a whimpering sound coming from ahead. Yasan originally thought that she had encountered a beast in the jungle, and when she was in a panic, she heard Hanqi's angry roar: "Kill me!" ”

Han Qi sat paralyzed on the ground, leaning on an old tree on his back, his limbs weak, and his eyes were dilated.

He never imagined that he would be so sad about the death of his mother. He almost never enjoyed his mother's love, and when he was sensible, he was instilled by his mother that he was the eldest brother, and he had to take on the mission of inheriting the lifeblood of the northern kingdom, and he also had to take care of his younger brothers and sisters. So he was always deliberately snubbed and abandoned by his mother, just to train his independent and strong perseverance. And every time he saw the queen mother and Yi Yu and the poor cicada enjoying themselves, he always spoke coldly and deliberately alienated himself.

He thought that in this way, the queen mother would come to comfort him and accommodate him, but he was wrong......

Han Ji didn't even have a childhood, he didn't have friends, and everyone shy away from him just because he was His Royal Highness the Northern Kingdom, and the future heir to the throne shy away from him. He was left out and willing to be left out, so he thought that he only hated his mother, but he never thought that when this day finally came, his deep desire and dependence on his mother erupted like a volcano in an instant.

The unprepared Han Zhu was completely defeated.

When he came to his senses, the queen mother passed away.

"Excuse me, is anyone there?" Yasan's trembling voice rang out again.

Han Qi glanced coldly, because it was so dark and the jungle was extremely dark, he didn't even realize that Yasan was blind. He snorted coldly and ignored it.

"Are you over there?" Yasan stretched out his finger and pointed at Hanji, "It's dangerous to sit here with such a big thunderstorm. Come with me, I know the way out. ”

"I just want to sit here and die!" Han Qi yelled angrily.

"Life is a gift from God, and no one can dismiss it. Not even your own life. Yasan smiled and walked over to Hanji, "Then can you tell me why you want to end your life?" ”

"I'm too tired...... Han Qi was defenseless against Yasan, maybe he had been used to seeing me deceive in the northern country for a hundred years, and it was rare to be himself tonight, "Taking care of a family, taking care of my younger brothers and sisters, I really can't hold on......"

"Since you have a family mission and younger siblings to take care of, then you shouldn't give up on yourself. If you complain like this, how should your younger siblings live their lives? Guess they're all very young, right? If you don't take up your responsibilities, are you willing to watch your brothers and sisters sacrifice their happiness to fulfill your cowardice and incompetence? ”

"Hahaha!" Han Qi suddenly looked up to the sky and laughed, but without the slightest smile, "I used to think so. But when I was so tired and tired of planning for them, did they ever understand me? Will you understand my mind in the future? Am I worth sacrificing my happiness to fulfill their carefreeness? ”

"There are a lot of injustices in the Great Wilderness, why not you? Besides, you are the eldest son in the family, and these responsibilities should be your burden. Where is the sacrifice, where is the fulfillment? If I could have a family like you, I'd be happy to do these things for them. Having a family is the happiest thing in the world......" Yasan paused, "I was abandoned by my family because of my eye disease......"

Han was stunned for a moment, and only after looking at it did he really notice the white cloth on Yasan's eyes. He couldn't help but think to himself, in the dead of night, how could she walk through the entire forest alone? He actually needs a blind girl to enlighten him and tell him the beauty of the world. He laughed at himself.

"I know what you're thinking right now." Yasan smiled, "You're thinking that I, a blind man, actually came to enlighten you. What are my qualifications? It's that I'm not qualified, it's that I haven't seen the rainbow in the world, that I can inspire you. If I can go through the storm, why can't? You have sound hands and feet, your family is rich, your relatives and friends are by your side, you have everything, but you can't compare to a blind girl? ”

Han Qi hurriedly covered up: "I'm ...... I didn't have ......"

"It's fine. It's normal for you to think of me like that. Yasan smiled and held out her hand, "Are you going to come with me?" I'll take you out and we'll talk slowly. ”

Han Qi was stunned, he couldn't tell what he felt in his heart, and he had a sense of intimacy with the smiling woman in front of him, so that he couldn't refuse. He gently put his hand on it, and walked out with Yasan in a daze......

A layer of rain suddenly drifted down, waking up the two of them who were deep in thought.

"If you hadn't gone with me, what would we be like today?" Yasan said silently.

"No one can say what the future holds." "But there is one thing I know. ”

"What's the matter?"

"I will be your eyes forever and ever." Han Qi said seriously, "Accompany you to watch the rising sun, watch the falling snow, and see everything you want to see." ”

"But the only thing I want to see is you!"

"Yes, one day you'll see me with your own eyes." Han said heavily, "I swear to you! ”

The oath is still in the ears, the rain is still falling, but the people have passed away with the wind and turned into a shining grave.

Now he gouged out his eyes to Yasan's coffin, and stood quietly in front of Yasan's grave. At this moment, he finally understood Yasan's lonely inner world for thousands of years, and he inexplicably fell in love with the sunset, and also fell in love with such a sympathetic relationship. He promised to be the eye of Yasan forever, and he did it, without complaint or regret.

The only thing he regretted was when Yasan could see him with his own eyes, and he had to pretend that he didn't care about her at all! If he could look into Yasan's eyes, if he could look into Yasan's blue waves, he would have known early that he would have chosen to give up to make up for everything Yasan. But......

He regretted it!

"What kind of flowers did you put in the basket back then? I've never seen it before. ”

"It's my favorite epiphany. It blooms only at night and is fleeting. ”

"Then I will plant a large patch of epiphyllum for you in my garden, and when the season comes, I will accompany you to collect it every night."

"Do you know the story of Epiphany?" Yasan lay in Hanji's arms with a white cloth, and the two sat on the edge of the cliff, watching the falling snow.

Han quipped softly, "If you will tell me about it, I will know." ”

Yasan smiled and squeezed Han's arm, and continued, "Epiphany was originally a woman of our Wu clan, and she was incorrigibly in love with a divine general. Later, when the Yellow Emperor learned of this, he was quite furious, and the people of the Protoss could not have anything to do with the people of the Wu Clan. As a result, the pair of hard-working mandarin ducks were forced to separate. The Yellow Emperor beat the woman to the core, but her spiritual power was attached to the epiphany with reluctance and nostalgia in her heart. The Yellow Emperor demoted the god general to Vulture Mountain and cut out his family, and the law name was Wei Tuo. Let God forget everything, forget the woman who died for him.

A hundred years later, Vedic had forgotten the woman completely. But she was still unwilling to turn into an epiphany, so she gathered her annual spirit in one night and released it instantly, just to win Wei Tuo's look back and smile. But for thousands of years, Vedor had never cared about the epiphany on the side of the road, let alone thought of this girl. But the epiphany is to persevere in blooming, even for a moment, to try for love. Because for love, all the giving and suffering have become sweet. ”

"So, that's why you like epiphany?" Han Qi clenched Yasan.

"Because, I have finally found my own Vedic ...... in the world"

Han Zhu groped for the epiphany he had picked from the garden in the north from the bamboo basket and placed it on Yasan's grave. He also spent a long time planting a few epiphany seeds around Yasan's grave. buried his heart and love in the soil and Yasan's heart......

Short-lived for Wei Tuo, why is there anything wrong with such a relationship?