Chapter 221 How to Face the Past

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"Then thank you for your hospitality today, then I'll go first." Although Shen Qianqian was in a bad mood, she still maintained her good cultivation and did not let Zhang Lingyao see her abnormality.

"Okay, I hope you can come and talk to me often, I've been living here lately." Zhang Lingyao said with a smile.

"Okay, goodbye." Shen Qianqian also kept her smile.

"Goodbye." Zhang Lingyao watched Shen Qianqian enter her house before she turned around and got into the car and left, "Let's drive." ”

Hearing the sound, the driver restarted the car and drove out of the community.

"Siya, I'm back." After Shen Qianqian opened the door of her house with the key, she stood by the door to change her shoes while calling Xiao Siya's name.

I only heard Xiao Siya's footsteps "kicking", "Ahem, cough, Qianqian?" You're back! Xiao Siya coughed as she ran out of the kitchen.

Shen Qianqian seemed to smell a strange smell, and hurriedly asked Xiao Siya, "What kind of smell is this?" Something seems to have gotten paste? ”

"Uh...... This ......" Xiao Siya wiped her face embarrassedly, "Actually, I just wanted to fry the greens, and I accidentally burned them, so I changed to boiled cabbage now." Xiao Siya looked at Shen Qianqian with a serious fist.

"Flutter-" Shen Qianqian knew as soon as she heard this voice that something was wrong. didn't care about looking at Xiao Siya again, so she hurriedly ran to the kitchen.

Sure enough, Xiao Siya put too much boiled cabbage water, and the boiling water had already been full, and the gas was extinguished. Shen Qianqian hurriedly turned off the gas switch, held the handle of the pot with a rag, and poured the water inside. It's a pity that all the cabbage inside has turned into soft wilted leaves.

Xiao Siya also followed closely behind and ran to the kitchen, looking at the mess in the kitchen, she stuck out her tongue embarrassedly, and sold cuteness to Shen Qianqian, "You know, I'm not good at cooking." ”

Shen Qianqian was really angry and funny, "Okay, I know." Go wash your face, I'll be ready in no time. ”

"Okay, good thing you're back. I don't dare order takeout alone, and if it weren't for you, I'd have starved to death in this house. Xiao Siya said with a grin as she walked to the bathroom.

Half an hour later, Shen Qianqian had already prepared two dishes and one soup. A sour and spicy shredded potato, a cold cucumber, and the most ordinary tomato and egg soup.

"Qianqian, why didn't you burn braised pork today? I can't see any oil and water, woo woo. Xiao Siya, who was not happy with meat, looked a little aggrieved.

"Braised pork is a bit time-consuming, let's make it tomorrow." Shen Qianqian first served Xiao Siya a bowl of tomato and egg soup, and glanced at Xiao Siya's little belly, "Look at you, have you eaten too much recently, and your little belly has come out." ”

As soon as these words came out, Xiao Siya was so frightened that she quickly looked at her little belly, and she didn't dare to mention eating meat anymore. "Qianqian, why do you say you are so good at cooking? You say, if anyone marries you, it will be a blessing that has been cultivated for eight lifetimes! While eating Shen Qianqian's newly made shredded potatoes, he said inarticulately.

Unexpectedly, Shen Qianqian was stunned, and even the action of serving the soup was a few beats slower.

Xiao Siya also realized that there was something wrong with what she said, how could she mention these things at such a time? Xiao Siya, you are a big fool, you are really stupid. Xiao Siya silently scolded herself in her heart.

"Hehe, it's okay." Shen Qianqian naturally saw Xiao Siya's suddenly panicked expression, so she comforted her a few words, "I'm such an adult, don't worry about me all the time, worry more about your life events when you have time!" After speaking, Shen Qianqian continued to serve herself a bowl of soup and tasted it, "It tastes good, eat more!" Don't shout hungry at night! ”

"Qianqian, I think we need to talk." Xiao Siya put down the dishes and chopsticks, "You can't keep running away, I'll tell you in the morning." When do you think it's appropriate for us to talk? ”

Shen Qianqian was silent, and only spoke again after a long while, "Okay, then wait for the evening." Then he continued to pull the rice in his bowl.

Both were speechless for a moment.

After dinner, Xiao Siya volunteered to wash the dishes, hoping to give Shen Qianqian more time to prepare the content to talk to her later. Seriously, Xiao Siya didn't mean that she wanted to poke Shen Qianqian's scar, but she didn't open it when she passed by, and she kept covering it, which would only make the wound suppurated, causing the situation to become more and more serious, so this conversation was imperative.

Shen Qianqian took the lead in returning to the room, lying on the bed and wanting to fall asleep quickly to escape this conversation with Xiao Siya. But the more I tried to fall asleep, the more I couldn't sleep. Simply Shen Qianqian also sat up, just lying on the bed, covered with the quilt, looking at the ceiling in a daze, emptying herself.

Xiao Siya came in and saw this scene, and her heart tightened again.

"Qianqian, you're not asleep, are you?" Xiao Siya asked tentatively, but at this time, she panicked first.

"No, I don't. Waiting for you, how dare you sleep first. Shen Qianqian said with a smile.

Xiao Siya saw that there was nothing wrong with Shen Qianqian, so she put her mind at ease, pulled the quilt and lay in together, looking at the ceiling side by side with her head side by side with Shen Qianqian.

"Qianqian, you've been here for so long. Do you want to be an uncle or aunt? Xiao Siya first started with her parents.

"Yes, of course." Shen Qianqian smiled, as long as she thought of her relatives, her heart was full of joy and energy.

"So, when are you going to go back to China to see?" Xiao Siya continued to probe.

"I ...... Haven't figured it out yet. I don't think I can face them. Shen Qianqian didn't say who they were, but Xiao Siya must have understood that she was not only talking about her family, but also Helian Yao's group.

"Qianqian, what kind of person do you think Nangong Jinyu is?" Xiao Siya asked coldly.

"Nangong Jinyu? I don't have much contact with him, but I heard that he is quite attentive, what? Shen Qianqian deliberately pretended not to understand Xiao Siya's intentions.

"That's it...... It's just ......" Xiao Siya couldn't speak.

"It's that you like him, but I don't know if he likes you or not, right?" Shen Qianqian punctured this layer of diaphragm at once.

"So you know it all!" Xiao Siya tilted her head and turned to Shen Qianqian.

"Heh, you little girl shouts people's names in her dreams at night, can I not know?" "Don't laugh at me, I'm going abroad. When I went to look for him, he was also impatient with me, and I think he probably didn't have me in his heart. The more Xiao Siya said the back, the lower her voice became.

"Maybe he just doesn't know how to express himself?" Shen Qianqian also turned around, looked at Xiao Siya, and touched her long hair, "What do you think?" ”

"I don't know, and I don't know what I think of him." Xiao Siya paused, "That's not right! I'm obviously talking about you, why did it become that you came to test me. No, Qianqian, let's talk about your thoughts. ”

"Me? I have nothing more to ask for than to ask for a smooth life for those around me. Shen Qianqian pursed her lips.

"Then you ...... Helian Yao," Xiao Siya asked cautiously.

"It's impossible for me to talk to him anymore. The two of us are not just a question of whether they have feelings or not, we are separated by two families, if you add Nangong Muqing, it is three families. Shen Qianqian's voice began to tremble, "Moreover, I also lost my child. My child left me before he could see the world, take a breath of the world's air. ”

"Qianqian......" Xiao Siya patted Shen Qianqian's shoulder, wanting to comfort her but couldn't say anything.

"You say, there is an innocent life between me and Helian Yao, how can you tell me to accept him again?"

"Qianqian, in fact, I think you are also at fault in this matter." Xiao Siya glanced at Shen Qianqian, and saw that she didn't look angry, so she continued, "If you had admitted that the child was his from the beginning, everything would not have developed in such a bad direction, maybe your child would have been able to receive better protection, and you might not have lost your child at all." Xiao Siya couldn't help but guess.

"Really? But his suspicions had already broken me. How can you make me bear to let my child call a father who doubts his identity? What's more, I can't forget for a moment how Helian Yao's mother treated me and how she humiliated my family in the first place. Shen Qianqian gritted her teeth as she spoke, and she couldn't hold back her tears.

"Qianqian, I still hope you can come out. Even if you really can't get back together with Helian Yao anymore, I still hope you can see a little bit, and there will always be someone more suitable. Xiao Siya couldn't help but feel sorry for Shen Qianqian, who was in tears at this time.

"No need. I don't have any illusions about love anymore. It's actually good for me to live alone, and it's good to live with you, and if you get married and have children one day, I will bless you. Shen Qianqian burst into tears and smiled reluctantly.

"What nonsense! I will definitely accompany you, and I will go wherever you go. Xiao Siya wiped the tears on Shen Qianqian's face indiscriminately.

"You're talking nonsense, you still have a great life, how can you tidy up in this unfamiliar place like me? You have your dreams, don't you? Shen Qianqian began to persuade Xiao Siya, "What's more, you have someone in your heart." Since you can't let him go, you'll have to run to him. ”

Xiao Siya was silent, she sometimes wondered if she was right or wrong to go abroad without saying a word? But now that it's out, there's not so much excuse to regret it. At the moment, there is only one step and one step.