Chapter 55: My Life Is Mine

Fate is destined by heaven, from the day a person is born, God has arranged everything, even if he tries hard, he can't escape fate. In Ayili's view, life is like this, everyone is born with high and low, isn't this the will of God! What else is there to think about! It is already a great blessing to accept your fate and live your life safely, so why bother pursuing those things that you don't have in your life!

However, Colingie does not accept his fate, he is not willing to accept this unfair treatment, nor is he willing to be a substitute for anyone, he can't get his mother's love, he doesn't care, and his dearest father can only watch him be wronged and do nothing, he can not mind. He doesn't believe in fate, he believes in himself.

As the saying goes, my life is made by me, and I ask for blessings. If the only person he can rely on is himself, he will spare no effort to obtain the greatest blessing for himself. Corinji's idea changed Ayili's preconceived notion that she was his nurse and raised him with her own hands, and in her mind, even her own flesh and blood were not as important as Collinji.

When she was allowed to go out of the palace to marry, she had no choice but to make people by providence, just pregnant with a child, her husband died in an accident, and her in-laws were afraid that she would remarry, seeing that she gave birth to a son, she took it away and didn't even say a word of comfort. Ayili lost her husband and could not see her children, crying and crying all day long, and her body was getting thinner and thinner.

Princess Qili heard about her experience out of nowhere, and sent someone to her in-law's house overnight to teach those cold in-laws a lesson, and finally asked Ayili's wishes to take her back to the palace. After returning to the palace, it happened that King Anxi received Prince Kolingi from outside the palace, and the concubines of the harem disliked his mother's origin unknown, and no one was willing to adopt him, let alone breastfeed him.

King Anxi had no choice but to look for a nurse everywhere, but because of his status as a prince, he could not let him accept the breastfeeding of unknown people, and after learning that Princess Qili's palace maid was just eligible, he personally came to Qili to discuss whether he could borrow her palace maid.

Princess Qili didn't know who Corinji's mother was at first, but she thought that he was the product of her brother's one-night affair outside the palace, and she didn't want to help him find a favor, because Ayili's health was very bad, and if she took on this important task, she would cause a big disaster if she was not careful. Besides, with the ability of King Anxi, it is not a problem to find a few young and strong nurses, and there is no need for her to worry about him.

However, when Aily heard that King Sabbation had this request, she agreed without thinking, she did not have the opportunity to feed her own children, and if she could feed other people's children with her own milk and water, she could also comfort her desire to be a mother. Princess Qili refused to rest the king because she was worried about Ayili's health, but since she insisted, Qili couldn't be reluctant.

The king finally settled on his mind, and sent someone to send Corinji to the palace every day, where he was taken care of by Ayili. Watching the newborn baby grow up day by day, and the chubby and fleshy appearance is enough to melt every woman's heart, Ayili simply left him behind, took care of him day and night, and willingly enjoyed it.

After Princess Qili married General Xinbuzu, the husband and wife have always respected each other like ice, and General Xinbuzu did not feel disappointed, anyway, Princess Qili's personality is so weird, and it is already the honor of the family to agree to marry her, what else does he have to worry about! Even though he didn't even exercise the power that his husband should have, he dutifully played the role of a colt.

After a few years of marriage, Qili has never had children, and maybe she doesn't want to have children for other men, so she is happy to be at ease. In short, she has followed everyone's expectations and become a pro-married person, and the work on the surface has been done enough, and no one can care about how she spends her days every day.

Ayili likes the child Colinji from the bottom of her heart, Corinji has no mother, she treats herself as his mother, although she never dares to say this, but she has already decided that Corinji is her own flesh and blood. Seeing that she likes children so much, Qili often comes over to tease Ke Linji, no matter what conflicts there are between her and Brother Wang, after all, the child is innocent, and this child was born pitiful, his mother's origin is unknown, and he is destined to be bullied in this deep palace. Those princes with lowly status as concubines are unbalanced in their hearts, and they are worried that they have no place to vent the grievances they have received on weekdays, and now that there is a lower status, they will definitely flock to it.

Out of good intentions, Qili told Ayili more than once not to take Kolinji out as much as possible, so as not to run into those deformed concubines or princes, making Collinji their punching bag for no reason. Ayili understood and carefully protected Coringe from the slightest harm.

But no matter how cautious and cautious she was, she couldn't escape the eyes of others, and I don't know how many people in the deep palace thought about this mysterious little prince, and couldn't wait to humiliate him with hatred, and even expel him from the palace permanently. Ayili tried her best, but it was still difficult to avoid being targeted by others, and the concubines from the lowest nobles could not hold her head up for a lesson, even the little prince in her arms who could not speak.

Ayili is extremely sad, she is from a poor background, and it is nothing to suffer some humiliation, but she has even been scolded for the little prince, as his nurse, how can she not be sad! However, she did not dare to complain to Princess Qili, lest she suffer more severe revenge.

It's just that what Ayili didn't expect was that for the concubines who had lived in the deep palace for a long time and were not pitied for a long time, bullying people who were not as good as them would be addictive. Especially with the little prince whose birth mother is unknown, this pleasure is simply indescribable, and the thought that the king would rather favor unknown women outside the palace than comfort their lonely hearts, these resentful women are full of anger, and they will not give up if they do not bully the child of the lowly woman to death.

In the days when the little prince was ill, Ayili was very anxious, and although the king had called in the best royal doctor and used the most expensive medicine, she was still very worried. If it weren't for the madman master who Qili brought her to see, I'm afraid I wouldn't have been able to sleep for a few days and nights.

I don't know who took the lead first, the concubines came to see if he was dead by sending supplements to the little prince, and Ayili couldn't openly refuse, so she could only endure their cold words.

Lying on the cot, Colingey was only a child of one or two years old, where did he understand the sinister heart of people, he only thought it was novel and interesting when he saw those women dressed up in fancy clothes, and kept giggling, waving his little hands and feet, wanting people to hug him.

"Oh, is there something wrong with this little prince here!" The concubine in the green dress pointed to Kelinji's little head and laughed ill-intentionedly, "Look at him laughing like this, eighty percent of the wind and cold have burned his brain!" ”

Ayili had a bitter face, and hurriedly explained: "Prince Kelinji has not been infected with wind and cold, he just has a bad appetite in the past two days, the day before yesterday, the imperial doctor Ah Song came to see and prescribed medicine, and he has been able to eat since yesterday, and His Royal Highness the Prince has fully recovered." ”

"Ho, Imperial Doctor Asong?" Another concubine wearing a fox tail scarf hung her eyes and sneered bitterly, "Ah Song's imperial doctor is the exclusive imperial doctor of the former king, and even His Majesty the King may not be able to invite him to see the disease on weekdays. Hey, I said, Sister Sisi, I remember that not long ago your precious daughter had a high fever, and His Majesty the King didn't even look at it! ”

Si Si was referring to the green dress, who was named and said that her daughter was not taken seriously, and her ears were red in anger, and she pretended to be disappreciative and said: "My sister is still a little self-aware, Your Majesty has so many little princesses, how can she take care of them!" But Sister Sheila is different, you also gave birth to a little prince for Your Majesty, but so what! When you celebrate the New Year, don't you sit with us and only look at Your Majesty from afar! ”

"You, you ......" Sheila, who was tied with a fox's tail, was suddenly angry, but she could only stare dryly, otherwise she would be heard by Ayili standing next to her, and spread among the palace maids, and she would be embarrassed and thrown to her grandmother's house.

"Getting back to the point, Sister Sisi, I said that this little prince is His Majesty's favorite, and even the current prince is estimated to have this kind of blessing."

If the opponent makes concessions, it will not be good to gain any more inches, Si Si nodded, and it was in that mocking tone: "Oh, sister, if this word reaches the ears of the queen, it will be terrible, which prince can be more favored than the prince?" What's more, it's a wild seed that doesn't even know whose mother it is! ”

The word "wild seed" was particularly aggravated, and while speaking, he looked at the laughing Colinji, and added: "Look, I'll just say that he has a brain problem, and when I hear us say this, he can still laugh like this, either his brain is burned out, or he is born with no brains!" Haha......"

"Haha, sister, your mouth is really bad enough......" The two of them laughed together, treating Ayili as nothing, deciding that she didn't dare to go around chewing the root of her tongue. Then again, who would fight for an unidentified little prince! Without his mother's support for him, it is impossible for the king to watch him all the time, such a little thing that no one asks, whoever wants to bully him, he doesn't need any reason at all.

Ayili was already furious, she hated herself for not being able to protect the little prince, and she didn't have the courage to rush up and slap them a few times. These resentful women in the deep palace, who can't get the favor of the king, come to bully a child, which is extremely shameless.

"Yo ho, what, look at this nurse's face, it seems to be angry with us! Sister Sisi, look, look, is she angry? Xila pulled Sisi's sleeve, exaggeratedly opened her mouth and pointed at the pale-faced Ayili, pretending to be very scared, "It's terrible, it's really amazing, just a nurse, she dares to show us a look, is it because she has this little prince to support her, so she doesn't take us in her eyes at all." Thanks to us, we are kind enough to come and have a look, who knows that people are not rare! ”

When there is no internal strife, these two people are absolutely unanimous to the outside world, Si Si looked at Ayili quite cooperatively, and added: "But isn't it, Sister Sheila, you see that she has clenched her fists, and it looks like she is going to beat us!" Alas, what kind of world is this, untouchables, palace maids all want to ride on our heads and be majestic. It's just an old palace maid who got married and was driven back and no one wanted, this just kept up with a favored little master, I thought I was terrible, in fact, I was not just a lowly palace maid! ”

"Well, you're right, people are self-aware, we are pressed all day long and can't raise our heads, and we don't dare to show the slightest disrespect, what's so good about people from low backgrounds! Does she really think that her little master can have a lot of money, and how much reward she can give her in the future! Hmph, don't even think about it, now let her little master jump up and slap us a few times, let her little master open his mouth and say a few cruel words......"

Before the words fell, Sheila slapped her thick fat powder on her left cheek, she covered her hot cheeks in disbelief, and tried to open her eyes to look at Ayili, who was standing opposite and had not moved, and stammered: "Who is it, who hit me......"

Sheila looked around at a loss, but Sister Sisi, who was next to her, didn't care about her, and when she saw Princess Qili with an angry face, she quickly asked her to say goodbye.

Qili didn't say anything, let her maintain a posture of asking for peace somewhere, Si Si didn't dare to look up, arched her body in embarrassment, didn't hear Qili speak, so she had to continue to stare at the ground.

"Qili, Princess Qili?" Sheila turned around a few times, and finally found the right direction for Qili, maybe she was stunned, and she couldn't even care about humility, and shouted loudly, "You hit me?" Is that you? ”

Qili didn't say a word, and gave her a few slaps with a bow left and right, so that the corners of her mouth were bloody. When had the delicate concubines been beaten like this, Sheila collapsed to the ground, covered her mouth and began to cry.

Seeing this, Si Si hurriedly knelt on the ground to help her intercede: "Princess Qili is gracious, ...... gracious"

Ayili was also a little stunned, looking at Qili for some reason, trying to stop her, but she felt that Sheila deserved it.

Qili snorted coldly: "Even if you rely on you, you dare to come to the territory of the palace to make trouble!" Don't look at your own identity! ”

"Yes, yes, the minions know their mistakes!" Si Si pulled Sheila up and pleaded with Qili in both directions.

Qili didn't bother to deal with them, walked straight to Kelinji, and said in a deep voice: "From now on, whoever dares to be disrespectful to the little prince will be against this palace!" If you want to compete with this palace, you have to weigh whether you have the ability to do it! ”

"Yes, yes, minions listen to the teachings!" The two concubines, who were still arrogant, could only nod their heads and pretend to be grandsons when they saw Qili.

"Ayili......" Qili confessed as she left, "go back to the queen and say it, and the palace will see them pleasing to the eye, so he will leave them as palace maids." ”

Ayili was stunned for a moment before she said, "Obey." ”

Si Si and Xila looked at each other, quickly reacted to what was happening, jumped up angrily, pointed to Qili's back and shouted: "Why do you demote us to palace maids, you are just a princess, and you are not the master of the harem!" You can't do that, we're going to see Your Majesty, see Your Majesty......"

Qili stopped, turned around and smiled slightly: "Whether I can do this or not, you will know later." ”

The two inconspicuous little concubines offended Princess Qili and were demoted to palace maids, which was not a big deal in the first place, but when the queen received the news from Ayili, she didn't even need to discuss it with the king, so she nodded and agreed. Don't say it's a harem, even if it's the entire palace, the beautiful words have absolute weight. The king gave way to Qili everywhere, hoping that she would not start the idea of resting the dynasty, and how could the queen not see through the stakes.

From then on, those concubines and princes who didn't like Kelinji didn't dare to bully him anymore, otherwise, they would probably be looked down upon by Princess Qili. The whereabouts of the two concubines, who had not known whether they were alive or dead, were now unknown, and no one had seen them, nor had they heard anything about them.

Princess Qili is notorious, thanks to her, Corinji grows up freely, although he can feel the disgust and disdain of others, but under the care of Qili and Ayili, he will not be harmed. But for some reason, the better Coringi looked, the more Ayili looked at it, and the more angry Princess Qili became.

Gradually, Princess Qili did not allow Corinji to ask her for peace, and even asked Ayili to take him elsewhere, unwilling to see him again. Ayili didn't know how Corinji had offended her, and she had to accept the reality while she was worried, and just as she was worried about how to explain it to Collinge, the love of King Sabbation made up for the regret in Corinji's heart.

Ayili could only comfort Corinji that boys should be close to their father when they grow up, and they should not always stick to their aunt. Colinge didn't know until now why Princess Kiri was alienating him in the first place. For the sake of his mother, who is of unknown origin, he suffered a lot of cold eyes, and even his aunt, who doted on him when he was a child, avoided him. The reason why King Anxi treats him so well is because of his love for Mingyue, but Collinji still can't let go, especially after Mingyue has done him so much.

Collinji has made up her mind, and Ayili has no other way but to support her, and she often thinks that people with good intentions and good lives should be rich and prosperous until they grow old. Coringey was born into a royal family, naturally has the most noble blood of the Sabbath Dynasty, he has been a good-hearted boy since he was a child, and he has never been pampered and arrogant when he grew up, and he has never been greedy for the throne, and a person like him who has no quarrel with the world should not be treated so unfairly.

It all stems from his iron-hearted mother, the Holy Maiden of the Bright Moon, who never gave Kelinji any maternal love, but when she could use him, she brutally abducted him and replaced the murderous sect leader big brother. Mingyue's existence deprived Qili of his love for him and affected his life, not counting these, and now he still has to be tortured by that kind of dire suffering.

Thinking back to the days when Corinji went missing, Ayili couldn't help but cry, she couldn't imagine how Coringe would have lived the rest of her life if something had happened. All her hopes were pinned on him, and in her heart, he was already her precious son.

For the sake of Corinji, Ayili had nothing to hesitate, and according to his instructions, she went to see Princess Qili early the next morning.

For this good sister who has been with her for many years, Qili has never taken precautions, nor has she been called as a slave, seeing her coming, she happily beckons her to sit by her side.

"Ayili, what are you busy with these days, I can't see you when I send someone to look for you, I thought you sneaked out of the palace and didn't plan to come back." Qili counted her down in amusement, without the slightest reproach in her tone.

Ayili looked at the still beautiful Princess Qili, and felt a little reluctant, but Corinji's wish was her wish, and she had to do something for him.

"Princess, to tell you the truth, I have indeed been out of the palace a few times these days, but I don't plan to come back, I'm just inquiring about the whereabouts of His Royal Highness the Prince."

Qili nodded, and said lightly: "Isn't he already back, now you should rest assured, no matter what, he is also Brother Wang's favorite prince, and no one will be stupid enough to go against Brother Wang." ”

"Of course I'm not worried about the people in the palace, I'm afraid that even Your Majesty won't be able to ask about the people who are not good for Your Highness." Ayili and Qili have always been secretive from each other, and they can speak directly to each other.

Qili was shocked, but on the surface, she remained silent: "Oh? People who can't even ask His Majesty have a lot of background! Colinji can come back with a fate, which can be regarded as his fate, but this proves that even a person with a big background is reluctant to ask for his life, what do you care about! ”

"It's not because I'm reluctant to let him back, but it's useful to keep him." When it came to this, Ayili didn't hide it, "Princess, do you know, the Holy Maiden of the Bright Moon caught him up the mountain this time to replace his eldest brother who was the sect leader, and the two brothers actually look exactly the same, do you believe it......"

"Enough, I said you weren't allowed to mention that woman in front of me!" Qili took the case, and the apricot eyes were round and glared at Ayili.