Chapter 175: Look at the bottom of your heart
Hua Weeping really didn't react, compared to what happened not long ago, these "trivialities" couldn't shock the waves in her heart, she didn't speak, just listened to Liuyun quietly.
Now I can listen to Liuyun speak, Mrs. Zhen cares about her, but her throat is poisoned and she can't communicate with her, those people ...... None of them appeared, and even if they did, there was nothing to say.
Liuyun didn't care if Hua Cry listened to it or not, and still talked to himself.
"Every appearance of the second son, it is a line led by me, the time when the Tai'an Academy enjoyed the flowers, I was pregnant for six months and had a stomachache and showed signs of miscarriage, and the second son happened to appear outside the alley The time is also, you are pregnant with the eldest son's child in the small courtyard, and you were forcibly carried into the Hou Mansion by the Zhen family, you and the eldest prince tried their best to guess who told the secret, but everything is not a secret."
"Do you still remember when you were pregnant with Bao'er, the peony that appeared on the windowsill at night in Taoyuan Pavilion? That's what I put it, it was given to me by the second son, you don't know from beginning to end, you think it's a trick of the Zhen family and Zhuang Duyin, the poem thrown at the gate of the courtyard was written by the second son himself, he used his mother Zhen's family, so that the Zhen family thought it was a poem she found by accident, and then threw it at the door for the eldest prince to pick it up, and did all this because the second son had true feelings for you, so I said that the second son was sincere to you! ”
"And I, even your father Hua Changting doesn't forgive me, Bao'er went back to Taoyuan Village to worship your father and my father-in-law in the full moon, and even the three incense sticks on me were cut off by myself, your brother thought it was your father who complained about him, only I know, your father saw me clearly, refused to recognize me as a daughter-in-law, and he refused to accept my incense!"
Hua Cry still didn't react, she believed what Liuyun said, because the facts have confirmed the past, the peony on the windowsill at night in Taoyuan Pavilion, now that I think about it, it was made by Zi Yu, so that it can fit the logic perfectly, because it was winter at that time, no matter how capable Ren Zhen Rouer was, it was impossible to find different colors of peony every day in winter, and Zi Yu could, he had a greenhouse from the grass garden, Zi Yu said, there can be peony in winter, at the beginning, it was just that the disgust of Zhen Rouer and Zhuang Duyin was extreme, and the preconceived idea covered the past.
Knowing this, there is nothing strange about her, she is just living on the road that others have calculated, and she is complacent that she is on the road of calculating others.
"Originally, I just blamed myself for you, and I also thought about whether to talk to you, beg your forgiveness, beg your brother's forgiveness, and then live a good life, but my father came to Fu, but died in their hands, at that time my father disappeared in Ningyang City for no reason, Zhen looked for him everywhere, and didn't find it, I knew that they got my father, and when the eldest prince went to the imperial capital, I dared to look for my father, but I couldn't find it, until the end of the year, the eldest prince stayed in Ningyang City and suddenly wanted to go to Kawaguchi County, I overheard them say that they wanted to send someone to go, I understood that it might be my father, so I took Xiaoyu to Kawaguchi County to find you, but the second son told me that my father was dead, and he died at the hands of the eldest son. Speaking of Laifu, Liuyun, who was already emotionless, and his eyes, which had been dry from crying, were dripping with tears at this moment.
Hua Chui had some reaction at this time, her face was still sad, but she would raise her hand and pat Liuyun, she could feel and experience the Liuyun at that time, the anxiety and torment in her heart.
"What the second son said is right, my father is indeed equal to dying in the hands of the eldest son, if there is no eldest son pressing step by step, the second son will not make a move, if my father speaks, it will inevitably be a life-and-death fight, and my father still can't live, since he can't escape, the second son can be regarded as helping him end the pain in advance." Liuyun actually didn't hate Ziyu for killing Laifu.
Liuyun still wanted to speak, but the two came in through the door, Leng Yi and Leng Er, and took Liuyun away without a sound.
Liuyun didn't cry either, silently letting them take her to nowhere, but she knew that the place she went to could see her father.
Hua Cry is still depressed, she is the only one left, and even Liuyun who is willing to talk to her is gone.
A person shook out of the garden again, and the servants passed back and forth past her, not daring to make a sound, but half-bent to the side to watch her walk past.
"Hurry up, go fast, I have to move several times!"
There were a few servants in front of them who were holding things in their hands, some were hugging, some were carrying, and they didn't know what to do, Hua Xi glanced at it, and didn't want to care at all.
"Oops, it's gone, it's broken in a while, Mrs. Yue will be punished!" A servant shouted.
Mrs. Yue?
Hua Wai came back to her senses, and suddenly it was as if her heart had been stripped out.
Mrs. Yue, is it Tianyue?
She also remembered that since she woke up, she has never seen Tianyue, but at this moment she has become "Mrs. Yue"!
Why does my heart still hurt? She hated him, and he wouldn't want another woman who had a warm relationship with Ziyu for one night, but she could hear the sound of her heart cracking.
And what about him? What about the life and life of the year?
What did he say when he greeted him?
"There was a girl who was very eccentric, very scoundrel, unreasonable, difficult to control, always fighting with me, no one could guess what she would think, what she would do the next moment, that year, I fell in love with her uniqueness, but I could not give her a peace, let her be wronged, but I know that she loves me very much and depends on me; I feel very guilty, I didn't take care of her, I didn't protect her, today, I just want to use my own way, to make up for the wedding gift I owe her, from then on she is my Ye Qinglin's righteous wife, a lifetime, less than a year, a month, a day, an hour is not, do not leave, from a foot and a foot and an inch can not, my promise, my mind, heaven and earth can be learned, Yin'er, but please believe, but please witness! ”
Those words, the words are still in my ears, and those pictures are floating with them, but she is like a green wattle, originally relying on floating, but that pool of clarity has flowed away, and she has gone to nourish other water hibiscus, and she can only die in place.
What was she thinking? What about hating him?
Who does it matter who he feeds?
But why is my heart still hurting?
She passed by Taoyuan Pavilion, heard the excitement inside, did not turn her head, did not stay, went back to the main courtyard, returned to the room, closed her eyes and lay on the couch.
Her heart was hurting all the time, she couldn't sleep because of the pain, she could only open her empty eyes, she couldn't understand why she was still heartbroken, she didn't love anyone anymore, no one loved anyone anymore, Ye Qinglin let Tianyue live in Taoyuan Pavilion, this was telling her that he disliked her.
And Ziyu, why did you think of Ziyu again? obviously hated Ziyu very much, but she didn't know what to hate him, Ziyu killed Qingran for her, and wanted her to be well, Ziyu has always been very warm, so warm that she left him and even ...... There will be some nostalgia. However, all of this is based on the conspiracy between him and Ye Qinglin, so she shouldn't think about who is in love with whom and who is resentful of whom, but her heart has been hurting, and she can't deceive herself.
Since this is the case, let's take a look at it and take a good look at what is in her heart and why it hurts so much!
She got up, found a dagger, and then went back to the couch to lie down, her hands clenched, and the sharp blades were aimed at her heart, thinking, it shouldn't hurt, her heart was already hurting, what could be more painful than heartbreak.
I closed my eyes and plunged hard.
......
Ye Qinglin sat alone in the study in the front yard and was stunned, and he didn't know how long he had been stunned.
His beloved Yin'er lied to him, she said that she had nothing with Ziyu, although he didn't want to believe what Ziyu said, but just yesterday, Tianyue knelt in front of him and told him that Sister Hua and Ziyu were husband and wife, and Sister Hua often bathed until she fell asleep in Kawaguchi County, and Ziyu hugged her to sleep, and ate Ziyu's vinegar, she just begged Ziyu to teach her to write a few words, and Sister Hua got angry and deliberately made it difficult for her.
Ye Qinglin didn't feel much about Tianyue's words, because she was just repeating what Ziyu said, but the next moment, Tianyue went to Kawaguchi Post Station to meet Minghyun privately at night when Hua Cry went to the Kawaguchi Post Station to meet Mingxun, and the two acted intimately and talked very happily, as evidenced by the two candied brocade boxes that Mingxun gave to Hua Cry.
Candied brocade box, Ye Qinglin knew that Yin'er had three, one of which was given by him, and the other two were given by Minghyun by chance, it turned out that it was not a coincidence, but a private meeting!
Ye Qinglin was angry, so he let Tianyue live in Taoyuan Pavilion, and when he went over at night, he found that Tianyue was very similar to Hua Cry when he put on a skirt, he was too familiar with Yin'er, if even he felt like it, it was like it.
He knew that this Tianyue was caught in the deep mountains of Qingshui Pavilion, and later drove her away, but somehow she appeared next to Yin'er again, Du Jian said that Tianyue was very loyal, so he didn't pursue it, and at that time, no matter how you look at it, it was just a little similar to her eyebrows and eyes, but now that she looks at it, this Tianyue's smile and every move are actually the same as Yin'er.
Was it his delusion?
No, Tianyue is alive, she really looks like her.
He asked Tianyue to stand in front of him, he wanted to take a closer look at her, but somehow, the more he looked at the bottom of his heart, the more painful he became, and he actually sighed, Tianyue actually knew how to observe words and looks, and immediately knelt on the ground, counting the trivial matters of Yin'er and Ziyu, probably thinking that he would not continue to be affectionate to Yin'er.
The corners of Ye Qinglin's mouth hooked up a sneer, that's right, Tianyue is not Yin'er, no matter how meticulously Tianyue learns Yin'er's demeanor and movements, Tianyue is not Yin'er after all.
Because Yin'er wouldn't fall into a hole for a person like this.
So Tianyue knelt in Taoyuan Pavilion until dawn, and everyone thought that Tianyue had become Mrs. Yue.
Does she know? Does it hurt?
Probably not, Ziyu said that she had him in her heart, but she didn't know it.
Ziyu succeeded, and this good brother of his, melted her with time and warmth.
Maybe he was too domineering, and as soon as he came back, he caught her and got married, and he didn't ask her if she wanted to.
Maybe she really didn't know that she was in love with Ziyu.
In any case, all this has become a fact, crushing his pride, and he is at a loss for what to do.
The only thing that made him happy was that his mother, Mrs. Zhen, was still alive, so he and his mother should live with him.
The door was pushed open, and the mother, who was still relieved in her mind just now, rushed in, grabbed his hand and dragged it out.
His mother couldn't speak, so she could only drag him away, but the force was too great, and his arm hurt when he dragged him.
Since he was seven years old, he has no mother, and now he is twenty-four or seventeen years old, and tomorrow is the old age, that is, a full eighteen years, and now, he has only become the child with a mother.