Chapter 165: Qing Ye, Are You Free Too?
Maybe it's been silent for too long, and even the taste of happiness feels so strange. Seeing Du Yuan sitting there in a trance, Furong Jun also felt uncomfortable, and said, "He doesn't want to see you because the time is not right." ”
"Hmm." Du nodded remotely, as if he didn't want to say anything.
"Actually......" Furong Jun looked like he wanted to speak again, and when he saw Du Yuan being distracted there, he called him again, "Brother Du, Yuan!" ”
"Huh?" Du turned his eyes remotely, "You speak." ”
"Hey, in fact, Qingye's temperament is like this, to put it bluntly, it's quite awkward." Furong-kun smiled, "You calmly think about why he wants to write to me, not because he wants me to tell you." ”
"Huh." Du Yuanyuan smiled, "Who knows if he misses you or something else." ”
"You're just as awkward as he is." Fleur wiped him angrily, "It's been so long, don't you know what kind of character he is." ”
"I knew, I always thought I knew." Du Yuanyuan shrugged his shoulders a little self-deprecatingly, "But, now I realize that maybe it's all my delusion, I don't actually know him." ”
"If you say that, you will leave it far away." Furong-kun slowly, "He is undoubtedly doing this to let you know about his current situation. Furthermore, it is impossible for him to communicate directly with you. ”
"But why didn't he mention me a word? Is my name so hard to write, or did he simply forget my name? ”
"Alas, you, too, play with the child's temper." Furong Jun was a little helpless, looking around at the gorgeous palace, "It's been two hundred years, is it still a few decades away?" ”
There was silence in the room. The two of them suddenly stopped talking, Du Yuanyuan squinted his eyes and looked at the endless light outside the window, and said softly to himself, "Yes, for more than two hundred years, I don't know how I lived, it's like a dream." ”
"The world is a big dream." Furong Jun said quietly, and also looked at the light outside the window lattice, "When all this is really over, you and him will meet after all." ”
"In the past? I'm afraid that all this will never be over, even if the time limit of three hundred years has expired, how can the Emperor of Heaven let me go. ”
"Not necessarily." Furong Jun decided, "Everything has an beginning and an end, which is called reincarnation." After a pause, he looked at Du Yuanyuan, "Yuanyuan, don't you think that the tighter you grasp something, the faster you lose, just like the quicksand in your hand." ”
Du Yuan frowned, "What do you mean." ”
"The Emperor of Heaven had to force you to do that at that time, and he also had a reason." Furong Jun said slowly, "Let me ask, do you think the Emperor really doesn't know that Qingye is still alive?" ”
Du Yuanyuan blinked, he had also thought about this question, if the Emperor of Heaven really wanted to kill Qingye, he could kill it again, but he didn't, why is this! He can see through many people, over the years, he has read countless people, but only the Emperor of Heaven can never see through it, and many of his practices cannot be explained by common sense at all.
"There are many who are gods." Furong said slowly, "Even though you and Qingye have been dissatisfied with him for a long time, the Heavenly Emperor's actions are his own deep meaning. ”
Du Yuanyuan was still confused, "What is the deep meaning?" I didn't figure it out. ”
"If the Emperor of Heaven wants to put Qingye to death, wouldn't it be easy, so why should he order you to go to such great lengths."
"Yes, I just don't understand this, probably the emperor disdains to do it himself."
Fleur shook her head, "Remote, time can change many things, such as heaven and earth, such as the world and people's hearts. With the passage of time, what seemed impossible to let go of at the beginning was finally deposited in the light. There is no doubt that the Emperor of Heaven wants to keep you serving in the Heavenly Court, because you are not the Queen of Heaven, although there is a reluctance during the period, but he finally hopes that you will be willing to accept its responsibility. There are some things I can't see through, and the fate in the dark is not something that a small god like mine can spy on. But after going through this, do you feel that your heart is really calm, and you and Qingye are not as obsessed with you and Qingye as they were at the beginning. ”
Du Yuanyuan sighed when he heard this, and smiled a little bleakly, "Jing? I don't have peace, I worry all the time. ”
"But if it is today, let you stay in the heavenly court to serve, and let you see the green night, will you no longer struggle, can you accept it."
Du Yuanyuan frowned and thought for a while, "Well, it's true." After such a long time, it seems that the fire of resentment and disobedience in the heart at the beginning has gradually been extinguished, and the time has been too long, and the stones have been rounded. ”
"Exactly." Fleur smiled, "I think that's exactly what the Emperor of Heaven intended. ”
"Are you trying to make me lose my temper?"
"Not necessarily, after the passage of time, you can see many things clearly and see more clearly."
"It's a pity that I'm still the same, and I haven't had an epiphany."
"Don't say that." Furong-kun took a sip of tea, "I think you are much more mature and stable than you were a hundred years ago." ”
"It's old." Du Yuanyuan laughed at himself: "I don't know if my old bones can still be worthy of the green night." ”
"Huh." Fleur pursed her lips and smiled, "Speaking of old age, you are really no match for him. ”
Du Yuanyuan sighed with emotion, "Maybe what you said is also reasonable, after a long time, it can't be said that you are looking at the fire, but you no longer have the original rush for quick success, and if you want to do anything for a long time, it will eventually end up dull, and only plain is true." ”
"That's it." Furong-kun also nodded slowly, "It's true that it's bland." How can the sentient be in the morning and twilight? ”
"Then you say, the Emperor of Heaven can let me go out to see Qingye?"
"I think so." Furong thought for a moment, "Besides, the Heavenly Emperor has returned to the Holy Realm, so he will probably not ask about these things again." I think he also believes in you, and you have your own decisions and proportions. ”
Du Yuanyuan breathed a sigh of relief, pinched his fingers and calculated, "It won't be long, as soon as the three-hundred-year period is up, I will go to the ghost world to find him." By the way, you know where he is. ”
"This, I don't know, he didn't say it in the letter, don't you read it."
"Mysterious Place." Du Yuanyuan thought for a while, "Could it be that the new site was built on the old nest of the Immortal?" ”
"I don't know." Fleur pondered, "But with Qingye's temper, probably not, he will find another region." ”
"It's safe." Du Yuanyuan repeated what the letter said, "In this way, it is really a treasure of feng shui, foolproof and mysterious. ”
"Wait until that day, and have your own guidance." Fleur said and stood up, "The letter has arrived, now you can rest assured, and wait for that day steadfastly." ”
Du Yuanyuan smiled, and couldn't say what it tasted like, and sent the owner of Furong Zhuang to the gate, and then came back to study the letter alone, looking at it word by word, almost all of them had to see a hole in the letter paper, Qingye, sure enough, he didn't mention anything to us, and he didn't even mention the meaning, as if in his world, there was never a person named Du Yuanyuan. However, Fleur's words relieved him a lot, and he put the letter away and returned to the empty city.
Time flies like a white horse, and ninety years pass in a flick of a finger.
Compared with the previous two hundred years, the remaining decades seem to pass very quickly, and they have passed before they can record it in their memory.
The sun is still shining, and the Nine Heavenly Palaces are shining brightly.
In the early morning when he walked out of the empty city, Du stood in the clouds and watched from afar for a long, long time.
There is no ecstasy and throbbing in the bottom of my heart, but it is very peaceful.
Perhaps, if you wait too long for one thing, you will lose the original impulse and ups and downs, but feel that it is destined and it will come naturally.
He explained to Donghua and told him the purpose of his departure.
has been friends for hundreds of years, Donghua also knows him well, patted him on the shoulder, just sighed and said, "Go, I hope you can see him, I think if you don't go, you will have to suffocate to death in this life." ”
Du Yuanyuan smiled, asked Donghua Shenjun to temporarily manage the chores in the army for him, and called a few of his henchmen and generals, and after a brief explanation, he went to the broken cliff. Of course, he didn't want to jump from there, but to see if the barrier that had spread throughout the Heavenly Palace had dissipated.
The sea of clouds is thousands of miles, and the clouds close to the cliff are much thicker than in other places.
As he looked at it, a smile tugged at the corners of his mouth. That smile is indescribable, with a touch of suddenness and fading with the passage of time. The Heavenly Emperor kept his promise for a hundred years, and on this day, he revoked the holy realm that had shrouded the Heavenly Palace for three hundred years, and those finely intertwined invisible golden filaments were gone, replaced by a vast sea of clouds and mist.
Could it be that the Heavenly Emperor had already noticed it, perhaps, he was staring at him from some place he couldn't see at the moment, watching him stand on the edge of this cliff.
Du Yuanyuan took a breath, then knelt down on one knee at the end of the sky, and bowed respectfully, "Thank you for the grace of the Heavenly Monarch." ”
There was no response from the far horizon, silent as silent.
Heart, calm and calm. As Furong Jun said that day, he really gained a rare calm, that kind of clarity and peace from the inside out.
Don't be happy with things, don't be sad with yourself. High as the sky, empty as autumn water.
The road to the ghost realm had never been clearer, as if the clouds and mist had dispersed along the way, guiding his direction.
Du Yuanyuan felt that this was the great realm.
Standing in the clouds, he laughed inadvertently, for no reason.
Freely. At this moment, he felt a freedom as vast as the sky.
Qingye, are you also free?