Fang Shanggong never forgot that day for a moment. ★ Bayi Middle School √ √.

In the Golden Wind Garden, the room where she was locked up had only one window, very small, very high, there were no benches, tables and chairs in the room for her to step on and climb, and every day the room was dim, and not much daylight could shine in. It was supposed to be a barn for storing timber, and the door was three fingers thick, locked from the outside from morning to night. Every day, when the food is delivered, the lock will be opened from the outside, and then the food will be closed again, so fast that people don't have time to see the world outside the door.

If she had been so emotionally resistant when she first found out that she was pregnant, she would have so much fear and disgust at the sudden extra piece of flesh in her womb. But as the days passed, she gradually changed. In the deep palace full of dangers, if there is anything that truly belongs to her, it is this child who is growing in her womb. She and he kept this secret together, and they depended on each other for their lives.

She remembers how she felt when the baby first moved.

Frightened, shocked, but at the same time she felt so new.

She gradually forgot the pain when she was forced by the first emperor, and forgot how resentful she was about this sudden life.

He had nothing to do with the filth, he was him, her child.

The child is growing up day by day, and the movement is becoming more frequent day by day. She had thought of dying, but then she couldn't remember killing herself.

She thought about escaping, escaping from this cannibalistic deep palace, no matter where she goes, she can give birth to this child, and mother and son depend on each other. She will give him everything she can have, and she can watch him grow up day by day......

Concubine He revealed her secret, but to her surprise, Concubine He did not sue her, nor did she let people dispose of her. In fact, in this palace, Concubine He's situation is also dangerous. If she can really give birth to a prince, then naturally everything will be different. But the question is whether she can give birth? The queen is ruthless, the emperor is merciful everywhere, and a little concubine is insignificant in his heart.

Fang Shanggong didn't think that Concubine He might have left her and the child in her womb for some ulterior motive. For example, stealing dragons and turning phoenixes...... Or for the sake of the side, for example, Concubine He gave her all the supplements she had after pregnancy, every time, and Concubine He would eat after seeing that she was okay after eating.

The paper can't contain the fire, she was still revealed by the queen's people, and since then she has been locked up, and she has been tormented by the darkness for several months, in the life of confinement, she is afraid that this is her last day every day, and she is afraid that she will not wake up tomorrow when she sleeps every day.

The queen has no children, why she has a few pregnant palace people, this guess can be guessed.

Fang Shanggong prayed silently in her heart every day at that time, she hoped that she could give birth to a healthy prince, and hoped that the queen could pick him so that he could live.

As for himself, it is certainly impossible to save his life.

She is not afraid of death at all, she only hopes that the child can live. Live a long and safe life.

She drank the tonic prescribed to her by the imperial doctor seriously, and she would also eat the meals sent every day, so that she could be full. Perhaps because she seemed so honest and obedient, her caretaker would allow her to walk around the yard for a while every day.

But the other people who were locked up together were different. One of them had an accident not long after he was locked in, and he committed suicide with a broken bamboo chopstick. The other was crazy and bit the person who delivered the food, and then she disappeared.

There are only three people who have survived to Jinfeng Garden, including her.

He was frightened by bumps on the road, so the palace man who didn't know his name and surname became red soon after he arrived at Jinfeng Garden.

Listening to the screams coming from next door one after another, Fang Shanggong felt that the sound was like a rope, wrapped around his neck, tightening more and more.

Her today is her tomorrow.

If she gave birth to a baby boy first, then she and the palace people surnamed Song would probably be useless to the queen.

She was frightened and frightened, and her stomach seemed to ache faintly.

It took a long time for her to realize that something was wrong with her stomachache.

She's going to give birth too.

There was only one old maid and a woman who looked like a healer to take care of her.

The rain was pouring outside, Fang Shanggong bit the cloth rope and didn't say a word, she tried her best to give birth to the child.

Only by giving birth to this child can there be a way to live.

It hurts, it hurts.

No one had ever told her that people would have to go through such hardships and pains to come into this world.

But she didn't have a good life. It was already dark outside, and the rain was getting heavier and heavier, and it seemed like it would never stop. She had no strength, but the child still didn't come out. Even the sharp pain seemed to be fading away from her.

She seemed to be able to smell the pine smell in the room, the smell of rain and earth coming through the cracks in the windows.

She knew that people around her were talking, but she didn't know what they were talking about. Later, someone poured her a bowl of medicine, and after drinking the medicine, her consciousness became even more drowsy.

Afterward......

Fang Shanggong said softly: "After that, I didn't wake up, and by the time I opened my eyes again, five or six days had passed. I didn't die, but I couldn't speak, and I lay there unable to move, until the first emperor moved back to the palace from Jinfeng Garden, and I could barely get up and walk. ”

"At that time, I learned that the queen gave birth to a son-in-law, and the emperor was happy, and for this reason, he also granted amnesty to the world and reduced taxes in dozens of counties and counties near the capital."

She raised her head and looked at the emperor for the first time in several years.

Outside the window, the sun had set. In the twilight, there was no palm lamp in the house, and she couldn't see the emperor's face and expression clearly.

"That's all the slave knows. I also want to know where the child I gave birth to is, dead or alive. If he lives, where does he live? If...... He's dead, so where is he buried? But none of the people involved in this matter can be found, and I don't even know how I escaped with my life. ”

After that year, her body also collapsed completely, she could not get off the ground in rainy and wet and cold weather, her throat was also broken, and she could only eat soft porridge and soup for many years, until the year when the eldest prince was born, she could barely make a sound, and the words she spoke were hoarse and indistinguishable.

"Actually, it's not that the slave maid has no fantasies, my child is probably still alive...... Maybe in my lifetime I can know that he's doing well, and maybe I'll be able to meet him, and that's enough. ”

Her eyes that had been dry for many years were filled with a layer of water, and Fang Shanggong whispered, "That's enough. ”