Chapter 334 - My Fault

"It's my fault......" Zhan Leyan knelt on the ground, nodded his forehead to the ground, and repeated in a low voice.

Cheng Ruoke stepped forward, knelt beside him, and gently stroked Zhan Leyan's back.

"It's not your fault, don't ...... like this" Cheng Ruoke was very distressed.

She had never seen such a fragile Zhan Leyan, which made her feel very distressed, and this emotion even exceeded the emotional impact of Mrs. Zhan's death on her.

"Let's all go out, instead of crying here, let's go and prepare for your mother's funeral." Zhan Zongming saw that his two sons were so sad, and he couldn't bear it, so he simply frowned and lost his temper.

Zhan Yiyang stood up first.

"Let's go, we still have a lot of work to do."

Cheng Ruoke helped Zhan Leyan to stand up, but Zhan Leyan raised his head, but shook his body and fainted.

Probably had his heart replaced, and he was still a little unbearable after being stimulated so much, so he fainted.

The subordinates ran to find Qi Fei, and Cheng Ruoke knew that Qi Fei had left, so he looked for the medicine bottle he carried with him on Zhan Leyan's body.

Put the pill in Zhan Leyan's mouth and wait quietly for him to wake up.

His breathing was steady, but he was just in a hurry, and Cheng Ruoke touched Zhan Leyan's warm face to make sure he was alive.

The previous family doctor hurriedly came, looked at Zhan Leyan's situation, asked about the medication, and nodded.

"After a while, the effect of the medicine will work, and he will be able to wake up, so don't let him be stimulated any more for the time being."

"yes, I see." Cheng Ruoke's heart was finally at ease.

The ambulance from the hospital came, and Mrs. Zhan's body was taken to the hospital, probably to the morgue, Cheng Ruoke guessed.

The family was immediately busy, and there were busy people inside and out, busy decorating the mourning hall, and busy preparing to welcome the guests who came to mourn.

Nuan Nuan was by her father's bedside, her eyes were red, and her little hands kept holding her father's hand.

"Dad, why haven't you woken up yet? Are you going to be like grandma and never wake up again? Although he was young, he also understood that his grandmother had died.

This was Nuan Nuan's first experience of life and death, and he was frightened, so he was very scared when he saw Zhan Leyan's pale face with his eyes closed.

"Mom, why hasn't Dad woken up yet?" He raised his head and asked Cheng Ruoke crying.

Cheng Ruoke stretched out his hand to wipe away the tears on his son's face, and said with a forced smile: "Dad is just a little sad and wants to sleep, let's not disturb him, he will wake up in a while, Nuan Nuan is obedient, wait for Dad to wake up with Mom." ”

"Hmm!" Nuan Nuan nodded heavily and lay quietly beside her father.

There was a knock on the door outside, and Ge Yi stood at the door.

"Why did you come back, Toshira? Is it better? Cheng Ruoke asked.

Ge Yi nodded.

"He was infused, he fell asleep, and the nanny was taking care of him." Ge Yi walked in, saw Zhan Leyan on the bed with his eyes closed, and sighed softly, "I heard Yiyang say, he may be too self-blaming, you have to persuade him well......"

"Well, I will." Cheng Ruoke nodded with red eyes.

Ge Yi stretched out his hands and hugged Cheng Ruoke.

"Call me if there's anything, and I'll go out and see if there's anything I can do to help."

"Hmm." Cheng Ruoke nodded, "When Le's words and deeds are over, I will go down to help you." ”

Zhan Leyan was dizzy for an hour before he woke up, and the moment he woke up, Cheng Ruoke saw two tears slipping from the corners of his eyes.

"Are you awake......" Cheng Ruoke said softly.

Nuan Nuan was already drowsy, and when she heard her mother's words, she immediately looked up and saw that her father opened her eyes and hugged her father's neck excitedly.

"Dad, you're finally awake!"

Zhan Leyan raised his hand and hugged his son's small body, and suddenly trembled uncontrollably.

He was crying.

His sadness, his fragility, can only be revealed in front of his wife and children.

Cheng Ruoke also stepped forward and hugged Zhan Leyan's shoulder.

The three of them hugged each other and sobbed softly.

"It's okay, it's not your fault, everything will be fine, you still have me and Nuan Nuan......" she comforted softly, her hand kept caressing his head.

Zhan Leyan buried his face in Cheng Ruoke's neck socket, and Cheng Ruoke felt the hot and humid liquid soak through her clothes.

"If it weren't for me, she wouldn't have left so early......"

This is the source of his guilt and sadness.

Cheng Ruoke patted Zhan Leyan's back and listened to him vent his emotions.

"Since I was a child, I owe her the most, and now I don't have time to support her, she went because of me, I feel sad......" Zhan Leyan said in a low voice, "I owe too much......

"People can't be resurrected after death, if Mom Quanxia knows and sees you like this, it must be uncomfortable, let her go with peace of mind, don't let her worry about you, don't let me and Nuan Nuan worry about you, there is still a father to take care of at home, you have to cheer up."

Zhan Leyan touched his son's crying face and sat up.

"Don't worry, I will."

He is not an emotional person by nature, and no matter how big the emotional fluctuations are, they have never made him mess up.

It's just that the pain of losing a mother is really heartbreaking.

The news of Mrs. Zhan's death quickly spread throughout the city, and many media reporters called to inquire about the funeral time.

Zhan Zong was clearly scheduled for three days, and during these three days, he had been in the study, not eating or drinking, and had not even stepped out.

Several people took turns to call, but they were all kicked out.

My aunt rushed back from abroad, wearing big sunglasses to cover her red and swollen eyes.

"You can count it, the master hasn't been out of the study for three days, he doesn't eat or drink, and he doesn't listen to anyone's advice, why don't you try it......" Sister-in-law Chen was worried about the head of the family.

The aunt looked up at the location of the study upstairs, and then suddenly turned her head and gave Zhan Leyan a loud slap.

was caught off guard, and Zhan Leyan didn't even have time to dodge.

Cheng Ruoke exclaimed in surprise, stepped forward to look at Zhan Leyan's face, and it turned red.

"Auntie......" Cheng Ruoke protected Zhan Leyan.

Zhan Leyan did not mean to dodge at all.

"If it weren't for the fact that you provoked those indiscriminate women and made such a big fuss, how could your mother die so early!" The aunt took off her sunglasses and revealed her red eyes, "You know how difficult it is for your mother to live for so many years, her life was exchanged for my mother's life, and she was killed by you like this!" ”

After that, he will come forward and beat people again.

The elders teach people, and the younger generations can't resist or snort, so Cheng Ruoke had no choice but to hug Zhan Leyan and try to protect him.

Zhan Leyan pulled Cheng Ruoke behind him, and received another slap from his aunt.

"It's my fault." "I have nothing to say," he said, word for word. ”

Zhan Yiyang tried to step forward to stop his aunt, but was stopped by Zhan Leyan.

"No one is allowed to come." He stood straight, waiting for his aunt's slap.

The expression was very indifferent, and there was even a smile on the corner of his mouth.

Cheng Ruoke knew that he was punishing himself, and in his heart, he still thought that his mother's death was caused by him.

Zhan Zongming slammed the door of the study at this time.

"Enough trouble!" He shouted angrily.

Seeing her brother-in-law come out, the aunt was no longer angry, put down her hand that was about to play again, and turned around and sat on the sofa.

Cheng Ruoke wondered, could it be that she was angry with the old man from the study just now?

But this is the ...... She looked up at Zhan Leyan's face, which was red, with a trace of blood at the corner of her mouth.

She held out her thumb and wiped the trail of blood away.

"Sister Lan, go to the refrigerator and get a few ice cubes, wrap them in a towel and bring them over."

Sister Lan quickly took the things over, and Cheng Ruoke helped Zhan Leyan relieve the pain.

The cold touch made Zhan Leyan hiss softly.

The "hiss......" voice was very soft, but Cheng Ruoke could hear it clearly.

"Bear with me, or you'll get swollen." She pressed lightly for him.

"Sister-in-law Chen, prepare a meal for my brother-in-law, and I have something to tell him after eating." The aunt clasped her hands around her chest and said to Sister-in-law Chen.

Old Man Zhan frowned, his voice hoarse.

"Say something now." He has no appetite at all, and in the past few days, he has been thinking about the past day by day, missing his deceased wife more and more, and writing over and over again in the study, "Ten years of life and death, I don't think about it, I can't forget it... Thousands of miles of lonely graves, nowhere to talk about desolation..."

"Tomorrow is the day of my sister's funeral, do you want to see her like this?" The aunt was a little angry and said, "Sister-in-law Chen, cook!" ”

"Okay, Miss Weng, I'll go." Seeing that the old man did not refute, Sister-in-law Chen immediately went to the kitchen.

There are some things that only my aunt dares to say at this time.

Even if the juniors are worried, they can only discuss, and relying on the temper of the aunt, Zhan Zongming still can't refuse her reason.

The family went to the funeral home together, cremated Mrs. Zhan, and put it in an urn to take home.

This is what Zhan Zongming meant, he thought about it for three days, and decided to put Mrs. Zhan's ashes in the bedroom at home, not wanting his deceased wife to be "thousands of miles away from a lonely grave with nowhere to talk about desolation".

So the mourning hall was also set up in the house.

In order to make it easier for guests to come to pay their respects, Mrs. Zhan's urn was placed in the living room, where the sofas and furnishings were removed and several rows of chairs covered with black velvet were placed.

The rain kept falling, and the air was damp and tinged with melancholy.

Everyone was dressed in black, with heavy expressions and sighed and left, while the Ling family and the Chi family and some of the Zhan family's friends and Mrs. Zhan's good friends sat quietly in the chairs, wanting a little more time to mourn the deceased.

Chi Cheng and Xiang Ling entered the house together, bowed three times in front of Mrs. Zhan's spirit, Zhan Leyan, Zhan Yiyang, Cheng Ruoke, Ge Yi, with filial piety, stood on both sides of Mrs. Zhan's spirit, and bowed to every guest who came to mourn.

Xiang Ling stepped forward and hugged Cheng Ruoke, and whispered in her ear, "Don't be too sad." ”

"Hmm." Cheng Ruoke chuckled and nodded.

Chi Cheng suddenly put in Zhan Leyan's ear and said, "Jinser is here. ”

As soon as he finished speaking, there was a commotion at the door.

Gingher, sure enough, it's her!

After all, it was not only relatives and friends who came to mourn, but also Zhan's partners and people from the business community in City A.