"If it weren't for the unspeakable bitterness in Ru'er's heart, how could she bear to ignore her own flesh and blood?" Zheng Xianlun sighed.

"What's in her troubles?" Lin Xin'er asked.

"That's it, Ru'er is dead, I don't want to mention the past, you are just curious about Ru'er's whereabouts, and now I have said it." Zheng Xianlun said.

"What are the last words of the concubine?" Lin Xin'er asked, "Just don't want Ximen Jingxuan to know about her death?" ”

Ru'er knows that she has always been sorry for her children for her own reasons. She has been such a ruthless mother, hoping that her son will hate her and not treat her as his mother, so that her son can live a little easier. Zheng Xianlun said.

Lin Xin'er nodded lightly, there is nothing wrong with these words, if Ximen Jingxuan can completely treat Concubine Ru as an enemy, it can be regarded as a kind of letting go, only living himself, but he still has the dead knot of Concubine Ru in his heart, and he still thinks that she is his mother, and he still thinks of the maternal love he has never gotten, in fact, his heart has never stopped longing for his mother.

Although Ximen Jingxuan grew up next to Jiang Ziyin, Ru'er didn't care about him at all, looking at the little eyes he sometimes looked at her, Ru'er understood that he wanted her as a mother, but her heart at that time had been blinded with hatred, and she didn't want to care about this son who didn't want him to come to the world, her indifference hurt her son again and again. And she herself is always living in the pain of struggle, only hiding in the shadows, silently shedding tears for her and her children. Zheng Xianlun said.

What is it about hatred that makes Concubine Ru have such an attitude?

Lin Xin'er thought silently, didn't ask, and waited for Zheng Xianlun's narration.

When Ru'er fell into the hands of another woman full of hatred because of her hatred, she gradually woke up when she was tortured again and again. But it was too late, her life ended in the hands of that woman, but she had no regrets, and told me not to let Ximen Jingxuan know the truth about her death, she was afraid that Ximen Jingxuan would avenge her, and she didn't want Ximen Jingxuan to bear the responsibility of her death after never getting her love. Zheng Xianlun continued.

"Will King Xuan avenge such a concubine?" Xing Yao couldn't help but say.

"Yes, he will." Lin Xin'er said, "His painstaking search for Concubine Ru shows how much he cares about Concubine Ru, he is not looking for Concubine Ru to vent the hatred in his heart, but just to find back the love that he has never had, he actually has a glimmer of hope, such as the death of the concubine, the slimest hope is also shattered, he must turn all kinds of emotions accumulated in his heart into anger to vent on the enemy, and avenge the woman who only bears the identity of his mother concubine, even if it is just an identity, a name, he will not allow anyone to destroy it." ”

Zheng Xianlun nodded, looking at Lin Xin'er's eyes flashing a little strangely, "You really know Ximen Jingxuan." ”

Lin Xin'er smiled faintly and didn't say anything more.

She understands him because she loves him, and she will put herself in his shoes to consider the problem, think what he thinks, and read what he thinks.

She loved him so much......

But now after this conversation, she really can't break her oath and tell Ximen Jingxuan the whereabouts of Concubine Ru.

If the concubine was dying, she was really thinking about her son, and as his mother, she still knew him.

Now Ximen Jingxuan is still looking for Concubine Ru with hope, if he knows her death, he will really have hatred. Although she didn't know what Concubine Ru had experienced that made her hateful, she must have experienced the horror of hatred and didn't want her son to repeat the same mistakes.

Hatred is terrible, even if it is only insignificant, but if someone gets into the horns, it will be infinitely magnified, in order to ensure that Ximen Jingxuan is not swallowed by hatred, he can only hide the death of the concubine from him, let him continue to look for it with hope.

Lin Xin'er believes that although she has also experienced hardships and lived in an imperfect environment. But she has always allowed herself to have a generous heart, her attitude towards Liu Suixiang's mother and daughter, and Lin Bo's indifference to her, and if she has no hatred, she will be able to find the joy of living.

Moreover, she has a master, brothers and sisters from Shuiyue Palace, and she has another happy home.

Since entering the Water Moon Palace, she has become more and more convinced that the Water Moon Palace is her real home, and with the Water Moon Palace, there is everything, so she can ignore the rights and wrongs of the Lin family indifferently and don't care at all.

Compared with Ximen Jingxuan, she is really much happier. The only hope left for Ximen Jingxuan now is to find his biological mother, who has never given him anything but life.

So, she had to save that little hope for him......

"You just said that Concubine Ru has a pair of children?" Lin Xin'er thought about it and asked.

"Yes, it's Ximen Jingxuan's sister, if she is still alive, she should be about the same age as you." Zheng Xianlun said.

"Is it your daughter with Concubine Ru?" Xing Yao asked, because she had never heard of a princess in the palace.

"Don't defile Ru'er, I'm innocent with Ru'er!" Zheng Xianlun is colorful.

"It's a man and a lover." Lin Xin'er said.

"Yes, I have always loved Ru'er, as long as I can love it, it is enough!" Zheng Xianlun said, "This is all my wishful thinking, and I am not allowed to slander Ru'er." It was indeed a little princess, but after she was born, the people in the palace thought that she had died, because it was unknown, so she was hastily buried outside the palace, and such news would not be allowed to circulate, after so many years, even fewer people remembered. ”

"Actually, the little princess is not dead?" Lin Xin'er asked.

"Yes, I'm afraid that the little princess will have the same fate as Ximen Jingxuan, seeing that she has not been taken care of by her mother since she was a child, so I faked Ru'er's daughter, transferred it to the outside of the palace, and entrusted it to a family with good conditions to raise, but later the family was suddenly stolen and lost the child, and his whereabouts are still unknown."

"I did this alone, Ru'er didn't know, until she showed deep remorse on her deathbed, I told her the truth of the year, in fact, her daughter may still be alive. You are a wise woman, and now you know the reason why I would rather be tortured by Ximen Jingxuan in the same way as if I would not die, right? Zheng Xianlun asked.

"You still want to find the little princess." Lin Xin'er replied in the affirmative.

"That's right, this is also Ru'er's wish." Zheng Xianlun said.

No, Ximen Jingxuan still has a younger sister, but it's uncertain whether he is alive or not, and he can't tell Ximen Jingxuan about this matter first, and after the province gave him hope, he was deeply shocked.

Therefore, Lin Xin'er decided to hide all these two things.

"Let's go, let's go back to the Holy Palace." Lin Xin'er got up and said.

At this time, she didn't have any thoughts, she was destined to turn her back on Ximen Jingxuan, took Zheng Xianlun away, and couldn't give Ximen Jingxuan any explanation.

Moreover, it is impossible for her to hand over Zheng Xianlun to Ximen Jingxuan again.

Zheng Xianlun gritted his teeth and didn't say that pretending to be deaf and dumb was to keep the secret that the concubine was dead, but he still wanted to go to the little princess alive, if he couldn't persevere, he would probably tell Ximen Jingxuan everything, and since she also decided to hide it, she could only help let Zheng Xianlun go.