Chapter 81: Feeling the Present and the Past
Mo Wentian lit several important acupuncture points on Liu Ye's body, making her appear in a state of suspended animation, in order to prevent her from making noise. Liu Ye's body temperature tended to be cold, and his heartbeat and pulse were faintly inaudible, Tu Qitang was originally worried that Liu Ye might be poisoned by Mo Wentian, and had a preconceived notion that seeing her like this, it was difficult to stay calm and fight with Mo Wentian.
Now Tu Qitang was knocked unconscious by Mo Wentian, but Liu Ye slowly "lived", her body was still very stiff and difficult to move, and she could only barely open her eyes. But when she was "asleep", her consciousness was still awake, she could hear Tu Qitang's heartfelt confession, she could hear him crying sadly, she could hear his dispute with Mo Wentian, and the nightmarish past hidden in his heart.
It turned out that he was the leader of the Xiling Sect, the son of the Holy Maiden of the Bright Moon, although he deceived her, she didn't ask him about his relationship with the Xiling Sect. He is the head of the Xiling Sect and the prince of rest, and this identity is real. If Tu Qitang's previous displays of love were all suspected of being pretentious, his cry today is indeed touching.
Liu Ye was hurt by love and no longer easily handed over her feelings, but it doesn't mean that she is a hard-hearted person. She and Tu Qitang met in a dispute, and they knew each other in suspicion, maybe she hasn't fallen in love with him yet, so far Tu Qitang is paying unilaterally, but Liu Ye himself is not sure whether he will fall in love with him in the future.
Women are easy to be moved, especially by men who are sincere and attentive, which woman does not desire to have a sincere feeling, and which woman does not want to be the only one in the other party's mind. Half-hearted love makes people sad, wavering love makes people sad, loving someone wholeheartedly is the most romantic thing in the world, but this kind of affection can not be found.
Never knew that under the appearance of Tu Qitang's scenery, there was an indelible mark of pain, his mother may not have loved him, but she loved him in a very different way, in order to raise him into the person she imagined, forced him to do many things he was unwilling to do, and even pushed him to the brink of death again and again.
I can't imagine that if Tu Qitang couldn't help the tests, there would be no current Prince of Rest. If he didn't meet his mother's demands, wouldn't she pity his departure? The Bright Moon Saintess is undoubtedly ruthless, and even at the risk of losing him, she has to fulfill her ambitions. Whether such a woman has love or not, it is unknown, and it is not known whether Tu Qitang is a flesh and blood relative to her or a pawn at her mercy.
Liu Ye sympathized with Tu Qitang's experience, he had profound skills, because he could not withstand all kinds of cruel tests, as well as terrifying encounters that ordinary people could not imagine. Tu Qitang is willful and rude, in fact, he just lacks love, Tu Qitang is entangled, in fact, he just wants to get love.
Liu Ye asked himself that it was not good for him at all, and he was willing to die for her, and it was not easy to give up everything in the world, especially for a person of his status, he had no love, but he had the glory and wealth that the world yearned for, and he controlled the power of tens of millions of people. For ordinary people, as long as they can have these, even if there is no love, it doesn't matter!
“…… Ye'er is gone, I don't have any nostalgia, I want to be a human person for Ye'er......"
Being a human person, Tu Qitang is not hopeless, even if he lies and deceives and does many bad things, he is still a person with a good heart. The past cannot be changed, it takes a lot of courage for him to face his unbearable self, he can have the courage to face himself, have the determination to change, and God will give him a chance.
Tu Qitang fell beside her, Liu Ye didn't know if he was injured, tears of worry welled up in her eyes, flowing down her smooth cheeks, she wanted to turn her head to look at him, but her neck was like a plaster, and she couldn't move at all.
Seeing Liu Ye open her eyes, Jing Ying was in tears, and the Southern Holy Maiden felt pity in her heart, and hurriedly leaned over and asked about her physical condition.
"Princess, are you feeling better? The poisonous scorpion has already unlocked the acupuncture path for you, and you are still uncomfortable now, oh, you see that I am too anxious, you have just solved the acupoint, and your body is still slowly recovering, and you may not even be able to speak! Nan Shengnu's nose was sour, hugging the unconscious Tu Qitang, and once again shed bitter tears.
"Poisonous scorpion, what's the use of you only unlocking the acupoint, the princess's body is delicate, she can't help this toss, you quickly find a way to restore her!" The Southern Saintess glared resentfully at Mo Wentian, who was stunned in front of the window.
Mo Wentian shook his head and walked out, and said lightly: "It's okay, it's okay, it's okay to sleep for one night." Sleep, I'm going out for a walk. ”
"This dead scorpion...... Nan Shengnu hated to pull off a layer of his skin, but now she couldn't fight with him, Tu Qitang and Liu Ye both needed her to take care of her.
The Southern Saintess dragged Tu Qitang to the low couch next to the bed, dusted off the slightly damp straw mat, untied her cloak and pounced on it, and carefully put him on it. Reaching out to test the temperature of his forehead, he took his pulse again, and saw that his body could still hold it, and then he breathed a sigh of relief.
Liu Ye was lying on the bed, looking at Tu Qitang who had passed out in a coma with teary eyes, with mixed feelings in his heart, and he couldn't tell what it was like.
Nan Shengnu glanced back at her, smiled slightly embarrassedly, got up and poured a cup of tea, helped her up and handed her to her lips, and said softly: "Come, drink some water." ”
Liu Ye obediently drank a few sips of water, felt more comfortable, and looked at her gratefully to express his gratitude. Nanshengnu's jade eyes are very good-looking, she only thought it was weird before, but she didn't realize that she also had a tender side.
Perhaps guessing what she was thinking, Nan Shengnu put down the glass of water, gently put her back on the bed, and stroked the broken hair in her ear, brewing what to say.
After a long time, the South Holy Maiden sighed lightly and said: "Princess, you and I have no grievances, but each is its own master, if there is any offense before, please bear with the princess." ”
Liu Ye tried hard to squeeze out a smile, she didn't blame her, there was no eternal enemy in the world, what knot in her heart couldn't be untied!
Nan Shengnu smiled with satisfaction: "Thank you for forgiving me. ”
As she spoke, she glanced at Tu Qitang again, and said with emotion: "No wonder the sect leader has a soft spot for you, you are indeed different, very different from people like us." ”
Nan Shengnu's tone was infinitely desolate, clearly about twenty years old, still very young, but she seemed to have gone through all the vicissitudes of life.
Liu Ye didn't like her to say that she was so unbearable, she wanted to comfort her but couldn't make a sound, stared at her anxiously, and wanted to tell her not to be discouraged, and it was too late to start being kind now.
Nan Shengnu nodded in understanding: "Yes, what has happened, even God can't change it, but I don't know if God is willing to forgive my dirty soul." Princess, the poisonous scorpion caught you not by the order of the Xiling Sect, but by his own initiative, listening to the conversation between him and the sect leader just now, he seems to have made a mistake, he thinks the sect leader is his ......"
The Southern Holy Maiden smiled bitterly twice, and continued with difficulty: "He thought that the sect leader was the son of him and the Holy Maiden of the Bright Moon, but it didn't look like it! But it is also possible that the sect leader is unwilling to admit it, you see, it is so difficult for him to even admit that the Holy Maiden of Mingyue is his mother, how can he easily tell who his father is. ”
"Actually, the sect leader only recently learned that the Holy Maiden of Mingyue was his mother, if he had known it since he was a child, he would not hate her so much. You don't know yet, the saints of the major altars of the Xiling Sect are all carefully selected, and most of them have been trained since childhood. It is even more difficult to enter the main altar, at the beginning more than 100 of our children were personally selected by the Holy Maiden of the Bright Moon to send them to the mountain, I remember that I was only six years old at that time, my father and mother died in the war, and the only younger brother was also separated, the Holy Maiden of the Bright Moon told me that only by learning the skills to become a strong person can I protect the people I want to protect. ”
She is right, who can't even protect herself, how can she protect the people around her! I went up the mountain with this belief, gritted my teeth and persevered no matter how hard and difficult it was, and watched my companions leave one by one, I was afraid that one day I would die in the trial. If I die, I will never see my brother again, and I will not have the face to see my father and mother. So I can't die, I'm going to live no matter what. ”
Speaking of this, the Southern Holy Maiden unbuttoned her clothes and showed Liu Ye that her fair skin was covered with deep and shallow scars, among which a ten-centimeter-long brown scar was particularly shocking, like a wound left by a hideous devil's claw penetrating her body. It's a miracle that she survived all this.
Liu Ye frowned, unable to imagine how terrible everything she had experienced.
The Holy Maiden of the South calmly tied her clothes and said a little apologetically, "Did it scare you?" ”
Liu Ye shook his head vigorously, and the Southern Holy Maiden smiled faintly: "Compared to me, the trial of the sect leader is even more cruel, and he is the only one among us who has been to the Sword Mountain and the Sea of Fire. I still want to survive, I can't go to that kind of place, although he is the son of the Holy Maiden of the Bright Moon, but he is indeed deserved to be the sect leader, and no one dares to question his strength. ”
"What kind of person is the Bright Moon Holy Maiden, you may not know, she is by no means a person who is used to tolerating, in her eyes, the Xiling Sect is more important than anything else. But this is the kind of person who not only tolerates the recklessness of the sect leader, but also silently pays for him. It can be seen that she is ashamed in her heart, so guilty that she unconditionally tolerates his presumptuousness. ”
"I've always felt that there is an extraordinary relationship between them, and the world knows that the Holy Maiden of the Bright Moon is ruthless, but I have found her secretly applying medicine to the Sect Master while he is asleep. Especially when the sect leader grows up, his appearance is simply the same as that of the Bright Moon Holy Maiden, and anyone who has seen them will feel that they have a relationship. ”
"Some people speculate that they are mother and son, and the Holy Maiden of Mingyue has never come forward to clarify, after Tu Qitang became the sect leader, he knew a lot of secrets of the Xiling Sect, so he deduced it! As a result, the sect leader's temperament changed greatly, and it was really a great rebellion for him to insist on leaving the Xiling Sect, and instead of accusing, the Holy Maiden of Mingyue obeyed him, not only helping him pave the way, but also making him the Prince of Rest. ”
Nan Shengnu was a little tired of saying so much, but Liu Ye knew her intentions, and she hoped that Tu Qitang could get the love he wanted. Perhaps, Liu Ye can understand Tu Qitang's mood, if the person who treats him ruthlessly is someone else, he can still be relieved, but in the end, he found that that person is not irrelevant at all, but his own biological mother, which is difficult for anyone to accept.
Nan Shengnu looked down at Liu Ye and said softly, "I'm sorry to let you listen to these shady things, princess, if you can, can you give him a chance?" He is a man who does what he says, and he will not let you down! ”
Liu Ye didn't know how to respond, fortunately she couldn't speak now, otherwise, she might not be able to say a positive answer, she needed time to see her heart clearly.
The Southern Holy Maiden folded the quilt for her, and still whispered softly: "Sleep, some things are natural, and you can't be in a hurry." ”
Liu Ye was grateful to the Southern Holy Maiden, looked at Tu Qitang, who was sleeping peacefully, and closed his eyes gently, people's minds will change, maybe tomorrow, it will be different.