Chapter 65: The Child Is Gone, Can You Let Me Go?
At night, the heavy snow that had been falling for days finally stopped, and it was cold outside, Ji Xiao opened the window, and a cold wind poured in from outside, blowing the hair on her forehead. Xu is because of the absence of his grandmother, the Jing family is a little less lively, but a little more lonely.
It seems that the inside of the Jing Mansion will only be a little more lively when it is time to eat. Jing Moxian pushed open the door, looked at Ji Xiao standing in front of the window, still open the window, and reprimanded: "Don't you know that standing in the tuyere like this will catch a cold?" ”
He strode over, closed the window, and looked at Ji Xiao with harsh criticism in his eyes.
Ji Xiao sneered a few times: "If you want to make sure that this child is safe, you can be here watching me twenty-four hours a day." ”
"Are you worthy of a qualified mother?"
He looked at her sarcastically, accusations overflowing.
"Oh? I'm not a qualified mother, then. Are you a qualified father? ”
The sneer on the corner of Ji Xiao's mouth deepened. Everyone is qualified to talk to her about whether they are qualified or not, except for him, Jing Moxian.
Jing Moxian looked at her with deep eyes, and finally walked to the bed, picked up the coat she threw on the bed, and draped it on her: "Let's go." Time to eat. ”
The dishes on the table are very simple, and when you look at them, they are green.
Jing Zhiqi first vented her dissatisfaction: "Is this feeding rabbits?" What about sister-in-law? What is she cooking? ”
"If you don't like it, you can choose not to eat it."
Jing Moxian spoke, pregnant women should eat something light for dinner, and the meat is not easy to digest.
Jing Zhiqi saw Jing Moxian speak, and choked on her chest in one breath, but she didn't dare to say anything again. The slap at noon made her learn to be a little better.
Jing Moli didn't put down her chopsticks at all, and stood up directly: "I still have something to do outside, you use it slowly." ”
Ji Xiao didn't bother to pay attention to the boring conversation between them, and concentrated on eating his own food. It's just that. Maybe the spoon in the soup was too hot, Jing Zhiqi, who was sitting next to her, skimmed the spoon and just spilled a full spoonful of soup on Ji Xiao's body.
The soup had just come out of the kitchen, with a hot and scorching temperature, Jing Moxian took off her coat almost instantly, and asked her nervously, "Is it hot?" Does it hurt? ”
There was no lack of concern in his eyes, but Ji Xiao knew that all these concerns were directed at the child in his belly.
She didn't look at him, and said lightly: "It's not hot." ”
The coat that Jing Moxian put on her was very thick, and before the soup could seep into the clothes, Jing Moxian quickly took it off.
It's just that, although he didn't get burned, he took off his thick coat and sat in this huge restaurant, which was half a football field. It's still a little cold.
Ji Xiao's body shook subconsciously, turned his head, and looked at the initiator Jing Zhiqi: "You soiled my clothes, compensate me." ”
"What did you say?"
Originally, Jing Zhiqi saw Jing Moxian's face darkened, and she didn't dare to serve the soup, so she sat at the dining table obediently, and at this moment, when she heard Ji Xiao's words, she looked at her incredulously: "Isn't it just a piece of clothing?" Don't you even have a piece of clothing? ”
"Yes, no."
Ji Xiao was very calm.
Her luggage was checked in, and she still doesn't know where it is drifting, and this is not her home in the first place, and even the coat that has just broken out was taken off for herself when she left the hospital.
"Are you cold?"
Jing Moxian asked.
The heating in the house was very sufficient, they were all dressed relatively coolly, and they didn't feel a trace of coolness at all, but Ji Xiao sneezed and turned his head to look at Jing Moxian: "What do you say?" ”
Maybe the feeling of a pregnant woman is different from that of ordinary people.
Jing Moxian looked at Jing Zhiqi: "You go find a coat for her." ”
Jing Zhiqi was reluctant, but because of Jing Moxian, she still said unwillingly: "Then you come with me." ”
Ji Xiao nodded.
Jing Zhiqi lives with her adoptive parents in a pine orchard full of cedars and carefully manicured dwarf pines.
Compared with the rest of Jing Zhai, there is a little more anger here, Ji Xiao followed Jing Zhiqi to the second floor, Jing Zhiqi pointed to his wardrobe and said, "My clothes are here, but are you sure you can wear them?" ”
She was unhappy in her heart, and her attitude was naturally not good, her hands folded in front of her chest, leaning against the door frame and looking at her.
Ji Xiao sat on the edge of her bed unhurriedly, not planning to try on her clothes.
"Miss Jing, haven't you forgotten what we said in the afternoon?"
She cut straight to the point.
"What do you mean?"
"I'm leaving, and you want me to go, it's as simple as that."
Tonight, there are not many people in Jing Zhai, and most of the bodyguards are concentrated in Willow Garden, and she left from Pine Garden, just right.
Jing Zhiqi suddenly realized, and looked at her incredulously: "So, you did it on purpose just now?" ”
Ji Xiao looked at her with a smile: "What do you say?" ”
No wonder when she was holding the spoon just now, she felt that someone deliberately dragged her from behind, otherwise, she would not have spilled the soup on Ji Xiao's body.
When the pine garden was built, Jing Zhiqi was still a child, in order to make her happy, the craftsmen specially opened up a small world for her to play, her room has a small door that leads directly to the paradise, and outside the small paradise, is a very desolate road, usually few people will come.
She told Ji Xiao about this, and gave her the key to open the back door, "You can go." ”
Ji Xiao casually took a piece of clothing from her closet and reminded her: "Maybe, you should act in a play." ”
"What do you mean?"
Jing Zhiqi was puzzled.
"Don't you think it's strange that it's taken so long to change clothes?"
Ji Xiao dropped this sentence and went out through the small door.
Jing Zhiqi was thoughtful.
"Hey, can you stop picking? These clothes are my favorite, why don't you just take one? You're a pregnant woman, and you won't look good in anything. ”
"Hey, don't touch my stuff!"
"What are you doing?"
“...”
Jing Zhiqi was alone, in the room, and started her one-man show.
Ji Xiao stood in the corridor and nodded with satisfaction, this eldest lady has a good understanding, she must hurry up and get out of here.
It was really cold outside, which formed a huge contrast with the temperature in the house, and after a while, Ji Xiao began to feel the real coldness of winter. This corridor is usually not visited by anyone, and the corridor is covered with a thick layer of dust.
The night was very dark, Ji Xiao groped his way forward, and finally barely saw this small amusement park by the flickering lights of the Jing Mansion.
Slides, swings, carousels, small Ferris wheels...
are her childhood favorites, Ji Xiao has no time to sigh, trying to find the back door that Jing Zhiqi said.
After searching for a long time, Ji Xiao finally saw the door hidden behind a cedar.
The pitch-black door was like a majestic general, Ji Xiao didn't have time to think about it, he got under the cedar, his fingers just touched the keyhole on the door, and before he even had time to insert the key in, a cold and piercing voice sounded behind him: "Where are you going?" ”
Ji Xiao's hand holding the key paused, and his body stiffened involuntarily.
Behind him, it was Jing Moxian's voice, he couldn't help but say, he hugged her up, and gritted his teeth: "Without my permission, you are not allowed to go anywhere!" ”
He took her back to Liuyuan directly, and looked at all the subordinates of the Jing family with ice in his eyes: "In the future, Miss Ji will also eat in Liuyuan, and she is not allowed to take half a step out of Liuyuan, you know?" ”
After Jing Moxian finished speaking, he turned his head and looked at Jing Zhiqi again: "Zhiqi, you seem to be very idle lately, the school in the United States is just about to start, tomorrow, you can leave." ”
Jing Zhiqi's face turned pale instantly, the so-called school is just a closed boarding biology school like a concentration camp, it was extremely bloody inside, it took her a year to escape from it, and now she wants to go back...
No, no, no!
"Second brother, I don't dare anymore, don't let me go back, don't let me go back!"
Jing Moxian didn't pay any attention to her, and turned around and returned to Liuyuan directly.
There were only two people left, Ji Xiao and Jing Moxian, who had just drilled under the cedar and touched the snow that had not completely melted on it, and now the water had disappeared and seeped into the clothes, which was extremely uncomfortable.
Ji Xiao took off his coat and threw it aside casually.
Jing Moxian approached her and stared at her eyes: "Before the child lands, you'd better stay here obediently." ”
Ji Xiao sneered: "You restrict my personal freedom like this, it's a crime, I can warn you." ”
Jing Moxian raised his eyebrows: "Oh, thank you for reminding me, then this is temporarily kept by me." ”
What he was holding in his hand was Ji Xiao's mobile phone.
I really lived like a prisoner, and I couldn't see any other world except for the small world outside the window. The prisoner still has other people visiting the prison, and she can see the descendants of the Jing family and Jing Moxian except for three meals a day, and she can no longer see others.
He even completely sealed off the willow garden, and no one in the Jing Mansion was allowed to enter except him.
The next day, when Jing Moxian came back, he carried a big woven bag, he put the bag on the ground, and looked at her meaningfully: "Are these enough?" ”
Ji Xiao was a little strange, she looked at it, it was full of clothes, and the brands on the clothes hadn't had time to be cut, all of them were top luxury brands, Prada, Versace, Gucci, Valentino...
Ji Xiao even saw underwear inside...
"What are you going to do?"
"Your clothes."
Jing Moxian's eyes teased: "Are these clothes enough for you to wear?" ”
Ji Xiao didn't answer, in the world, there is probably only Jing Moxian alone, who will put these clothes like garbage in such a cheap woven bag, inexplicably, she suddenly thought of herself, she is like a high-end dress in that cheap woven bag, and in Jing Moxian's eyes, she may not even be as good as that woven bag...
"I went to take a shower, just to see if these clothes would fit."
Ji Xiao walked past him and into the bathroom.
In the past few days, Jing Moxian has slept here every day, since she started to run away, he no longer hugged her to sleep like before, one bed, they slept in the Chu River and Han Realm, and it seemed that there was a whole Pacific Ocean in between.
That's fine, at least it won't be awkward.
The night is always quieter than the day, today the weather is fine, the sun is good, the snow melts a lot, the snow melts a lot, the snow is always colder than usual, and when it cools down at night, the frost outside the window is also extraordinarily heavy.
The dim light shines on the windows, and the frost flowers reflect a variety of colors, which is very beautiful.
Ji Xiao suddenly lost his sleepiness.
Jing Moxian didn't sleep either, she could feel that his breathing was not as long and steady as when he was asleep.
Her heart moved, and she whispered, "You know, my blood type is special, right?" ”
Although Ji Xiao knew that it was impossible for him not to know these things, and even, he would find him after investigating, but she still wanted to excuse him and find comfort for the child in her womb, but her father was actually not so cold-blooded.
"Hmm."
Jing Moxian responded in a low voice.
His voice was not loud, but it sounded exceptionally clear in such a quiet night, Ji Xiao sat up abruptly, her expression was completely covered by the night, and the night hid the anger on her face.
"Since you know that I have a special blood type, why do you want to use my child's life to save Jing Moxin? Even if Jing Moxin's disease has umbilical cord blood, the cure rate is only 5%, why are you gambling with my child's life? ”
She questioned him aloud.
Even loud voices can be heard echoing in this slightly empty room.
Jing Moxian didn't get up, he didn't make any moves, just said calmly: "Even if there is only a 1 in 10,000 chance, for the sake of the ink core, I have to try 100%. ”
In a word, like a basin of cold water, poured from the top of Ji Xiao's head to the center of his feet.
In Jing Moxian's eyes, she is just a carrier to save Jing Moxin, maybe in his eyes, she is lifeless at all, she is a substance, carrying the material that may save Jing Moxin, including children, his own children...
The night, the darkness was more pure, and in the room, it didn't take long for Jing Moxian's long and steady breathing to sound, he fell asleep, Ji Xiao hugged the quilt, and he didn't sleep all night.
When the sky was bright, Ji Xiao slept in a daze, and when she woke up, it was already bright outside, I don't know why, maybe it was because the heating was turned on extra well yesterday, and after waking up, she actually felt a little sticky.
Ji Xiao took a change of clothes and walked into the bathroom.
She needed to take a shower and think about the next path.
The floor of the bathroom was very slippery, and when Ji Xiao reached for the bath towel, one of them didn't stand firm and fell down heavily.
There was a dull pain in her little stomach, and a small warm current poured out of her body, Ji Xiao looked at the bright red blood gushing out from under her in a panic, and knocked on the door: "Is there anyone?" Is there anyone outside? ”
Liu Yuan itself is very clean, since she moved in, she has lost her popularity, Ji Xiao soon realized that her shouting like this had no effect at all, she struggled to put on clothes for herself, and wanted to stand up, but there was a sharp pain in her small stomach.
Ji Xiao tried his best to pick up the shower gel in the bathroom, and slammed it towards the bathroom door with all his strength.
Such a loud voice finally alarmed the descendants of the Jing family.
Mother Wang, who had been in charge of delivering her food, heard the sound, opened the door and came in, when she saw Ji Xiao in the bathroom, she was stunned, and called Jing Moxian in a panic: "Hey, second young master, Miss Ji has an accident, she is bleeding..."
Soon, Ji Xiao was sent to the hospital, in a blue and white light and shadow, she seemed to see Jing Moxian's brows furrowed, his hand holding her tightly, she wanted to break free but found that she had no strength at all.
"No incident, you know? You must not have any problems! ”
Ji Xiao was sent to the emergency room, Jing Moxian was waiting outside, his face was cold, the breath of his whole body was a little colder than this slaughtering winter, looking at the subordinates who came with him, he asked in a deep voice: "Can anyone explain to me, is this going on?" ”
"Ji, Miss Ji, she took a bath, in, in the bathroom, as if, as if she fell down in the bathroom."
Wang Ma stood aside tremblingly, her body trembling slightly, and she couldn't even speak clearly.
Jing Moxian looked at them coldly: "If there is anything to Ji Xiao, I want you to look good." ”
His voice was cold as if it was forever a long winter, and the people around him were silent, waiting for the doctor's final verdict on Ji Xiao.
After a while, the doctor came out with a list on his brows and asked, "Who of you is Ji Xiao's family?" ”
"Me."
Jing Moxian stepped forward: "How is she?" You okay? ”
The doctor's face was solemn: "She lost too much blood, and the child in her belly, I'm afraid she can't save it, this is an abortion consent form, you can sign it." ”
At this moment, the word miscarriage is particularly harsh.
Jing Moxian tore up the list that the doctor was holding, and he paused word by word: "Child, adult, I want it, do you understand?" ”
Things like this have long been commonplace for them to be doctors.
The doctor sighed and could only comfort him: "We will definitely do our best." ”
The open door closed again.
Jing Moxian stood by the wall, his eyes staring at the door tightly, his hands clenched into fists, child, child can't be fine, absolutely nothing can be done!
However, in a quarter of an hour, the doctor came out with the list again, and his expression became more solemn, which directly made the hope in Jing Moxian's heart come to naught.
"The patient continues to bleed, and the child can't be saved, this is a consent form, please sign it."
A pen, which seems to weigh a thousand catties, is hanging on it, not only Ji Xiao's life, but also Jing Moxin's life.
In an instant, as if there were thousands of ants gnawing in his heart, fine beads of sweat oozed from Jing Moxian's forehead, and finally, he signed the three words Jing Moxian on that list.
The doctor took the list and quickly went in.
Jing Moxian looked at the closed door, and suddenly felt an irrepressible heartache, and he even had to lean against the wall to barely bear the heart-wrenching pain.
Time passed minute by minute, and when the door opened again, Ji Xiao was pushed out, her face was pale like a white paper that had not been graffitied, and there was no blood on her lips.
The doctor told Jing Moxian about her situation: "My lord has finally saved it." ”
This news, like having wings, soon spread to the ears of the Jing family, and the old man Jing was very happy, this child is gone, and Ji Xiao has no reason to marry into the Jing family.
Grandma's face was pulled down, and the old man, who had always been very happy, suddenly put everything in his hand aside and sighed.
The orthopedic department is one level higher than the obstetrics and gynecology department, such a close distance, during Ji Xiao's hospitalization, except for Jing Moxian, no one from the Jing family came.
Ji Xiao pulled out a desolate smile, not long ago, her grandmother was still shushing the cold and asking for warmth, and even intimately called herself her granddaughter-in-law, now, the child is gone, she has seen the old man pass by her hospital bed countless times, and when she got upstairs, she didn't even come in to see it.
It's okay to break the only bit of warmth she has for the Jing family in her heart, and she also has a complete break with Jing Moxian.
When she was lying on the hospital bed, Jing Moxian had been silent, Ji Xiao looked at him expressionlessly, and his voice was calm: "Now, the child is gone, can you let me go?" ”
"Don't let go."
He threw out two words firmly.
Ji Xiao was a little surprised: "Do you think you can't get over it with your conscience?" ”
"Maybe."
After she could be discharged from the hospital, Jing Moxian took her back to Liuyuan, and he instructed Wang Ma to take care of Ji Xiao all the time. The floors had all been replaced with non-slip ones, the slippers had been replaced, and she looked embarrassed in the bathroom, as if they had been far away from her with the renovation of the house.
Miscarriage requires more care and attention to the environment than confinement.
Ji Xiao sat in front of the floor-to-ceiling window with a thin blanket, this winter, the snow seems to have come to an end, outside the window, there are even a few birds chirping, spring is not far away.
She wanted to open the window and smell the cold smell outside, but when her hand touched the door frame, she was pressed by another pair of hands, the fingers were bony and slender like jade, which were Jing Moxian's.
"Don't you know that you can't stand the cold when you sit in a small confinement? What do you want? ”
Ji Xiao suddenly wanted to laugh, she looked at him with a sneer: "It turns out that Mr. Jing not only has research on pregnant women, but is also so proficient in miscarriage. ”
Jing Moxian stopped making a sound, and instructed Wang Ma, who was on the side: "In the future, the window in this room will be locked from the outside and will not be opened." ”
"Yes."
The child is here, he wants to restrict her freedom, and now that the child is gone, why should he restrict her freedom?
"Jing Moxian, the child is gone, why do you want to restrict my freedom?"
She was a little angry, but her body was very weak because of the miscarriage, and she was about to fall down.
A flash of distress flashed in Jing Moxian's eyes, Ji Xiao didn't see it, and Jing Moxian didn't notice it, he looked at her, and finally let go: "You have taken care of your body, you can leave at any time." ”
"I'm fine right now."
"It's hard to be tough, it's clear that it's hard to even stand up."
Jing Moxian carried her to the bed, he supported her with both hands, and confined her in a small range, "When can you learn to be weak?" ”
Ji Xiao was stunned, a little weaker? It's been a long time.
From the moment she became a child of sinners, she didn't know how to write the word weakness.
"Can you stay away from me?"
Now, he was so close to herself that it only made her feel sick.
"How?"
"Disgusting."
Ji Xiao didn't want to talk to him more.
Jing Moxian has grown so big, no one has ever dared to say this about him, he loosened his shackles on Ji Xiao, and coldly threw down a sentence: "Maybe, I should let Miss Xu come over to accompany you." ”
After Jing Moxian left, Ji Xiao's voice was tired: "Mother Wang, you can go out too, I want to stay alone for a while." ”
"Hey, Miss Ji, I'm at the door, if there's anything, you can greet me."
Xu Suixin arrived in the afternoon, she sat in Jing Moxian's car, more cautious than before, rich people are not easy to mess with, she silently told herself in her heart that Jing Moxian's car is also well-behaved.
"Miss Xu, Ji Xiao has been in a bad mood recently, you are here to accompany her, and I will ask someone to take care of the business of the café."
"Well, no problem, I'll take good care of her, Mr. Jing, don't worry."
She said insincerely, helping Ji Xiao escape, she was seen by Jing Moxian's bodyguards Now, now, what kind of medicine is sold in Jing Moxian's gourd, she can't say for sure, it's better to talk less.
When he walked downstairs, Jing Moxian stood still and looked at Xu Suixin: "Miss Xu, she's on top, you go up, she doesn't want to see me for the time being." ”
"Well, then I'll go up."
Xu Suixin put out a smiling face, as if he was running away, and ran away, Wang Ma was standing at the door, Xu Suixin asked a little strangely: "What's wrong?" Shino doesn't want to see you either? ”
Wang Ma couldn't react for a while who Xiaoxiao was, and after thinking for a while, she realized that Xu Suixin was talking about Ji Xiao.
"Miss Ji said don't let anyone disturb her."
Xu Suixin nodded, sure enough, the pregnant woman is different from others, she cautiously pushed the door in, looked at Ji Xiao lying on the bed, passed lightly, and carefully pulled her sleeve.
Ji Xiao closed his eyes and frowned slightly: "Didn't you say don't come to disturb me?" Get out. ”
"Sure enough, the pregnant woman has a really big temper, and I just came to chase me."
Xu casually joked with her.
Ji Xiaozhao opened her eyes, and she almost said with a hint of surprise: "Do you want? ”
Xu Suixin sat on the edge of her bed: "Yes, yes, what are you doing these days, you can't even get through to your mobile phone." ”
"Hehe, it's hard to say, it's about the same as going to prison, now, the child is gone, and the day when I will be released from prison is finally coming."
There was a miserable smile on the corner of her mouth, endless desolation.
Xu Suixin stood up from the side of the bed and looked at her incredulously: "What did you say?" The child is gone? When was this? Why not? Did Jing Moxian change his mind, or did you not want it? ”
Ji Xiao pulled her down and said the matter in a calm voice.
Xu Suixin looked at Ji Xiao, who was pale, and suddenly said with some distress: "It hurts, right?" ”
"What hurts?"
"It hurts for the child to leave you, right? Shinoshio. ”
Xu Sui looked at her distressedly. Since she got married, Ji Xiao's life seems to have changed dramatically, and now she is going in a direction that they are all unpredictable.
Ji Xiao leaned on Xu Suixin's shoulder a little tiredly: "When I get better, I'll leave here, you are here alone, take care." ”
Xu Suixin touched her hair: "You are alone, where are you going?" ”
"You can go anywhere, except Jingzhou."
The city had left her with so much pain that she couldn't think of any way to forget it except to flee.
Xu Suixin patted her shoulder with some distress: "The injury is healed, remember to come back and see me." ”
As she spoke, she pulled the quilt over on the side and covered Ji Xiao's body: "It's all miscarried, and you're still so inattentive, my mother said that miscarriage hurts women the most, and you don't know how to take care of yourself."
Xu chattered casually, like an old mother.
Ji Xiao hugged her tightly, she worked alone in this city, even if she got married later, she had never felt the warmth of any family, now that she thinks about it, Xu Suixin may be the one who has always been by her side.
With her by her side, Ji Xiao's mood was obviously much better, Jing Moxian had never appeared since that day, and she heard many things from Xu Suixin's mouth.
For example, the matter of Jing's collapse is getting bigger and bigger because of Jing's delay in expressing his position, for example, Jing Moxin's condition has worsened, and the entire Jing Mansion is shrouded in a shadow, and for example, Xu Suixin also met Jing Moli here...
One morning, Xu Suixin woke up first, she hadn't gone out of the house for many days, she was about to go crazy, it was hard to imagine that Ji Xiao had been locked up here for so long! Died with the liver.
Going out from the Willow Garden, it is a pavilion, connected to another garden of the Jing family, it is very quiet at first sight, she walked in with some curiosity, it seems to be extremely cold inside, the snow in the garden has not melted, Xu Suixin just wanted to go out from here, but he ran into a person's chest head-on, her nose hurt for a while, she almost opened her mouth and scolded: "You don't have long eyes?" Such a big living person didn't look at it? You go up..."
The next words, Xu Suixin subconsciously swallowed into her stomach, she looked up, and saw a face with an unpredictable expression, he looked at Xu Suixin with dark eyes, as if he was waiting for her next words.
Xu Suixin closed her eyes, and she just wanted to slap herself in annoyance, this is a Jing house, not a café where she can splash and roll casually. She covered her face with her hands, and silently thought in her heart, you didn't see me, you didn't see me...
whispered, "Borrowed..."
She wanted to get out of the gap next to her, but just as she moved, the person followed suit, and she followed to the right...
Xu Suixin raised his head, a little weak but pretending to be reasonable, "You, what do you want to do?" ”
The corners of Jing Moli's mouth were slightly hooked, and she said with a smile: "I don't want to do anything, I just want to know, who is so leisurely and leisurely that broke into my place so early in the morning." ”
"That, I, I'm lost, now I'm leaving, I won't bother, don't bother."
Jing Moli grabbed Xu Suixin, who was about to run out: "Wait, you're Ji Xiao's friend, right?" ”
His eyes narrowed slightly, and a strange brilliance flowed from his eyes.