31 Lotus Lantern

In order to commemorate An Yanzhe, Su Li once again came to the White Nile River, the place where An Yanzhe fell, although he was not sure which body of water he fell in, but I heard others say that it was probably in this place.

She looked at the blue river, quietly flowing to a place where she didn't know where it was, and her heart drifted into the distance with the river, this distance is probably the distance where An Yanzhe is. She didn't know what kind of mood to bring to mourn An Yanzhe, but she had a strong obsession in her heart, wanting to come here to mourn him for the last time, so that the soul of the dead lying in the cold river water in a foreign land could feel a moment of comfort.

After staring at the river for a while, Su Li squatted down by the river and put a bunch of white chrysanthemums in his hand into the river, and the bouquet of flowers slowly floated away with the current, getting farther and farther away from the bank. In the vast White Nile, this bouquet of flowers is so small and weak, but Su Li hopes, even a little, that it can bring An Yanzhe some comfort.

"I'm sorry, if it weren't for falling in love with me, you probably wouldn't end up like this." Su Li squatted on the shore, looking at the bouquet drifting farther and farther away, and said some words, as if she was talking to An Yanzhe, but now she can only say these words by herself, and she can no longer hear An Yanzhe's answer.

If An Yanzhe could hear her words, how would he answer? He will say: Ah Li, it's not your fault, I volunteered, even if I knew that there would be such an ending, I would still choose to love you.

"Obviously such a proud person, why do you want to compromise for me?"

"Because I love you."

"Now what should I do? It's useless to do anything, nothing can change your ending. ”

"You don't have to do anything, just live well, live well."

"I knew it would be like this, I shouldn't have recognized you when I was at the airport that day, I shouldn't have stayed in South Sudan, and then a lot of things wouldn't have happened."

"Although nothing will happen in that way, how boring my life must be, because of you, my life full of gloom has been injected with light and I have a feeling of being alive."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, but I still can't love you, I'm sorry."

"It's not your fault."

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In this way, Su Li talked to herself on the shore for a long time, whenever she spoke, she always hoped that someone would respond to her, but in fact, there was no sound except for the quiet sound of the water. Maybe An Yanzhe answered her in another world, but they are separated by the two worlds of yin and yang, and they can no longer hear each other's voices. If there were really ghosts in time, would An Yanzhe wander the White Nile, waiting for the person he loves to mourn him.

"I can't guarantee it, but I'll be here to see you at this time of year, but I always feel like you shouldn't be dead, how can you die so easily? Will he already be saved? That's what I've been thinking. Su Li lowered his head and chuckled lightly as he spoke, and continued: "You also think I'm too stupid like this." ”

When she looked up at the White Nile again, the bouquet of flowers she had put into the river had drifted in no direction, and a burst of smoke suddenly rose on the river surface, without warning, the smoke diffused throughout the water, with a hazy sense of fairyland, water vapor and fog condensed together, I couldn't tell who it was, so that the surrounding scenery became blurred, and the blue river also had a sense of fluctuation.

On the surface of the river surrounded by smoke, far away, out of nowhere, a lotus lantern floated in, at first the lotus lantern was far away, and because of the fog, it was not real. Slowly, with the flow of the river, the lotus lamp got closer and closer, and Su Li saw clearly that it was a white lotus lamp, with white petals superimposed on top of each other, perfectly showing the state of lotus blooming, white and pure, delicate and exquisite. In the lotus core part, there is a small white candle, which complements each other with the lotus lamp, and there is no sense of disobedience at all. The shape of the lotus lantern was reflected in the river, one turned into two, and the shadows floated towards Su Li. Perhaps because the river is too blue, the white lotus lantern is also infected with blue, and it glows with blue slightly.

Originally, there was no lotus lantern on the river, Su Li was very sure, it seemed to suddenly appear on the water, accompanied by a sudden rising mist, as if it had sailed from ancient times, with a sense of wireless mystery. The lotus lantern floated all the way to Su Li's side, stopped on the shore, and swirled with the flow of the water, refusing to leave.

Although he felt that the origin of this lotus lantern was unknown and the way it came was a little strange, Su Li still picked up the lotus lantern and observed it carefully. The material of the lotus lantern is very good, and the workmanship is very fine, more like an ancient Chinese item, this kind of thing is absolutely not available in South Sudan, and the people here do not have the habit of putting lotus lanterns. Even in ancient China, lotus lanterns were only released in a specific period, and the lotus lanterns were placed in the sense of missing people from afar.

So who put this lotus lantern? Who was he missing? Su Li couldn't help but be curious about these two questions, but looking at it, the place where she was standing was too far away from the opposite shore, and it could be said that it was out of sight, so she couldn't confirm whose object this lotus lantern belonged to.

"Forget it, why bother with these boring questions, since you've come to me, just keep it." Su Li lowered his eyes and looked at the lotus lamp in his hand and said.

After speaking, Su Li finally forgot to glance at the water, and now the smoke on the water surface has dissipated, as if the fog just now was to send this lotus lantern to his side. After that, Su Li planned to go back.

At this moment, she heard the sound of feet stepping on leaves behind her, this sound was getting closer and closer to herself, Su Li felt very strange, she was immersed in the lotus lantern just now, and she didn't pay attention to the movements around her, and now she suddenly heard a voice behind her, and it was when she was alone and very quiet. This made Su Li's nerves tense all of a sudden, and he held the lotus lantern tightly in his hand to relieve his fear. She slowly turned her head to look, expecting to see something terrible or at least someone, but when she turned her head, she realized that there was nothing. Nothing but boundless wooded meadows.

"What's going on? Could it be an auditory hallucination? Su Li muttered, his heart full of doubts. But she didn't think she had heard it wrong, because the voice was really close to her.

While she was immersed in her thoughts, Yu Fei came from a distance, and it didn't take long for him to walk in front of her, looking at Su Li standing in place blankly, shaking his hand in front of her eyes, and said, "Hey, come back to your senses, what do you think?" ”

Su Li came to his senses when he heard his voice, looked at Yu Fei and asked, "Why are you here?" ”

"It's been so long since you said you'd come back to me soon." Yu Fei complained.

Su Li looked down at his watch and said, "It's been a long time, it's only an hour." ”

"Is it only an hour? It's been an hour, you've been out of my sight for an hour, I don't know I'll miss you. Yu Fei looked at Su Li gently and said.

Su Li hooked his lips and smiled, since the two of them were officially together, Yu Fei's flirting skills were even more powerful than before, which made Su Li's heart pound every time.

"Okay, got it, next time it won't be so long." Su Li replied with a smile.

"That's pretty much it." Yu Fei looked at Su Li with satisfaction, raised his hand and touched Su Li's head, Su Li looked well-behaved, enjoying the comfort brought by him touching his head.

"Huh...... What's going on with this lotus? You didn't take it when you came. Yu Fei saw the lotus lantern in Su Li's hand and asked.

"Oh, this one......" Su Li looked at the lotus lantern in his hand and said, "Let's talk about it while we go, its origin is very magical." ”

So, while the two were walking, Su Li told Yu Fei about the strange thing that happened just now. After they left, behind a tree on the bank of the White Nile, there was a figure stepping on the leaves, and from the ground, there was a slender shadow shaking, looking at the direction of the shadow, it should also be in the direction of leaving the White Nile.

"Is the origin of this lamp so magical?" After listening to Su Li's narration, Yu Fei said incredulously, "You shouldn't be making it up." ”

At this time, they had already come to the place where the vehicle was parked, Yu Fei opened the car door for Su Li intimately, and Su Li said seriously: "It's true, it's not a lie, it's really just floating over." ”

Yu Fei didn't argue with Su Li, and said, "Okay, it's true, believe you, get in the car." ”

Su Li always felt that Yu Fei didn't fully believe his words, so he got into the car sullenly. After she got into the car, Yu Fei also got in the car.

After getting into the car, Yu Fei saw Su Li's puffed appearance, hooked his lips and smiled, and moved his body in the direction of Su Li's doing, Su Li looked at his movements, thinking that he was going to do something, and instinctively asked, "What are you doing?" ”

"Buckle up, what do you think I'm going to do?" Yu Fei said.

Because he was thinking wrong, Su Li felt a little embarrassed, and coughed embarrassedly and said, "It's nothing, how do I know what you're going to do?" ”

Yu Fei seemed to see through Su Li's thoughts, smiled and leaned over to fasten Su Li's seat belt. When wearing the seat belt, the distance between the two was very close, Su Li could even see the pores on Yu Fei's face, everything about him was magnified in front of his eyes, looking at his completely sideways face, serious expression, Su Li was fascinated again. So much so that Yu Fei didn't feel it when he fastened his seat belt.

Yu Fei felt Su Li's gaze, his smile deepened, he slowly got up, and when Su Li didn't react, he gently dropped a kiss on her lips.

Feeling the temperature between his lips, Su Li, who was addicted to Yu Fei's beauty, was awakened, looked at Yu Fei shyly and asked, "Why do you want to kiss me." ”

"Don't you want that?" Yu Fei looked at Su Li with a smile and said.

"How can I have it?" Su Li retorted.

"Just now, when I was going to help you fasten your seatbelt, didn't you misunderstand that I was going to kiss you?"

"Where?"

"Didn't you?"

"Of course not? I didn't think so? ”

Yu Fei looked at Su Li's anxious explanation, just smiled and didn't speak. Su Li thought he didn't believe it, and reiterated again: "There really isn't." ”

"Okay, no, no, no, I want to kiss you, it's okay." Yu Fei said with a doting face.

When Su Li heard him say this, he smiled with satisfaction. She knew that Yu Fei would always spoil herself like this.