"Then I'll wait outside for a while," he said, and the man walked out politely.

Qin Ran wanted to ask him to wait in the office, but the man walked out first. It just so happened that she didn't have the heart to do it again, so she had to mark the part that had been completed and prepare to go back to work overtime.

When Qin Ran tidied up his things and went out, the man leaned against the wall at the door of Zhao Ziyang's office.

Turning around and locking the door, Qin Ran smiled politely and said again, "Teacher Zhao will be back soon." ”

"Okay, got it," the man responded politely.

His smile was like a spring breeze in April, comfortable and warm.

It's just that Qin Ran didn't have the heart to understand.

Seeing that the time to get off work was approaching, Qin Ran only wanted to go home, and in the days without Zhong Zhicheng, only the home he gave her still had some breath left.

When she walked out of the hospital building, Qin Ran's mobile phone rang, and she thought it was Zhong Zhicheng. Excitedly flipped out his phone and saw the name on the screen, Qin Ran was stunned.

It was Qin Zhenghua who called, and Qin Ran picked up the phone with a lack of interest, "Hey, Dad, what's the matter?"

"Ranran, Dad and you discuss something. When Ah Cheng comes back, you can hurry up and get the wedding, don't think that you can blatantly live together after getting a marriage certificate, it is legally acceptable, but in Manshan County, there are also Ah Cheng's family and friends. "Qin Zhenghua is old and serious, and naturally thinks more than Qin Ran.

Qin Ran didn't care so much about it herself. Whether the wedding is held or not, the person who should be happy will be happy, and the unhappy marriage will not become happy because of a marriage.

"Besides, Zhong Zhicheng is still early when he comes back," Qin Ran didn't want to hold a wedding, let alone let those relatives in Manshan County know.

"Ranran, you can't marry Zhong Zhicheng and focus on him, besides, you have to consider his thoughts about the wedding. You don't want to do it, if Ah Cheng wants to, you can't take your own feelings too seriously, you have to think about him. Qin Zhenghua didn't know if he had been in the officialdom for a long time or knew Qin Ran too well, as if he knew that Qin Ran's death hole was Zhong Zhicheng.

Qin Ran naturally hesitated, Zhong Zhicheng was her weakness, an inexplicable weakness, perhaps because of guilt and debt, she had never hesitated about Zhong Zhicheng.

What's more, Qin Zhenghua didn't mention this matter to her once or twice, and Zhong Zhicheng's uncle and aunt have always been concerned about this matter.

"Dad, I'll discuss it with Zhong Zhicheng, don't worry about it, rest is important," Qin Zhenghua had just been discharged from the hospital, and Qin Ran didn't want him to be too tired, half prevaricating, half admonishing.

Qin Zhenghua saw that Qin Ran had relented, and said with a satisfied smile, "Find a time, I will go back to Manshan County with you and talk to your uncles and uncles." ”

"Oh," Qin Ran was a little reluctant, the reason for which was only known to Qin Ran. Don't wait to see those uncles and uncles and other relatives, it is really Qin Ran who has been considered by them to be a "drag oil bottle" since he was a child.

Qin Zhenghua hung up the phone happily, this is also the first time in more than ten years that he has taken the initiative to return to Manshan County.

Qin Ran had all kinds of tastes in her heart, but she only felt that life was really not easy.

Qin Zhenghua caught up with the good time, when the college entrance examination policy had just opened, Qin Zhenghua was lucky, caught up with the first batch, and was also allocated, and later became an official.

Slowly from the county seat to the city and finally to the province, all the way to the clouds.

When he was promoted from Manshan County, in order to save expenses and support the big family behind him, he did not take Qin Ran's mother and daughter away.

Later, Qin Ran's mother was seriously ill and died soon, but Qin Zhenghua did not accompany the mother and daughter because of work tensions.

At that time, Qin Ran had just entered junior high school. Since Qin Zhenghua left Manshan County, she has hardly seen her father again. It's just that when she was admitted to a key high school in the county, his father once took her out to eat and gave her a few thousand yuan.

Qin Ran's all the memories and all the memories about Manshan County are basically only his grandmother and mother.

The big family in the small county is very complicated, Qin Ran's father has six brothers and five sisters, he is the eldest, and after getting married, he lives with his parents, that is, Qin Ran's grandparents.

Qin Zhenghua's little sister had not yet started a family at that time, and after Qin Zhenghua left, Qin Ran's little aunt originally lived with Qin Ran's mother and daughter, but not long after, her grandparents were gone. The sister-in-law got married, the man was a foreigner, did not have a house, and finally the young couple lived in the old house of their grandparents.

The sister-in-law has a big temper and has always had a lot of complaints about Qin Ran's mother and daughter.

Later, everyone in the county was wearing it, and Qin Zhenghua found another woman outside.

The sister-in-law has more excuses now, and often speaks viciously to Qin Ran's mother and daughter, "My brother will divorce you sooner or later, if you know each other, hurry home with this little oil bottle and prepare to remarry." ”

My sister-in-law's words are so direct.

Qin Ran had just finished school at the time, and she saw such a scene as soon as she entered the door.

The sister-in-law scolded her mother arrogantly.

Qin Ran was angry at the time, and pulled her mother back to the house.

Her mother couldn't cry anymore, she stopped Qin Ran, hugged her, and comforted her, saying, "Ranran, don't believe your sister-in-law's words, she is talking nonsense." Your dad is very busy outside, he's busy earning money to buy new clothes for Ranran, buying us a new house, and he'll pick us up when he's settled there. ”

Qin Ran believed that it was true, but at this point, I don't know if the Qin Zhenghua in her mother's mouth is really like that.

She only remembered that a few days later, Qin Ran and her mother moved back to her grandmother's house.

Qin Ran's mother has four elder brothers, and she is the only daughter in the family, and the elder brothers are all married. My sister also became a monk, and the elder brothers originally waited for their grandmother to die and divided their grandmother's old house, but who knew that Qin Ran's mother and daughter came back at this time.

Several uncles naturally have a grudge against Qin Ran's mother and daughter. It's just that grandma is still alive, and it is not so obvious.

During the New Year's holidays, Qin Ran's cousins and cousins can all receive their uncle's New Year's money, but Qin Ran has nothing.

Every time he encounters a big family banquet, Qin Ran is always busy in the kitchen, and the last one to be served.

After the banquet, dozens of bowls and plates were basically washed by Qin Ran.

At that time, my mother's body had problems, and she couldn't do heavy work, so she could only do some needlework, make insoles, treat sweaters, and so on.

How much Qin Ran suffered, she didn't want to recall, she really didn't want to.

One thing she has is better, and that is the bad memory, and she always forgets so quickly that she almost feels like her childhood was a blank.

Life changed completely, and she also changed completely, probably when she was in junior high school.

After her mother died, she was left with a relative.

Grandma likes to smoke, it's the kind of old-fashioned smoking gun, the kind of cigarette stuffed with tobacco.

The medical expenses for my mother's hospitalization were all paid by my grandmother.

Although several uncles are planning grandma's real estate, they are still filial and will give grandma some money every month.

Grandma saved it all, but I didn't expect it to be spent on my mother in the end.

She often sat on the stone bench under the lilac tree at the entrance of the courtyard, looked at the old folks coming and going at the door, and then greeted them cordially, and then took a few big puffs of cigarettes.

A few months after her mother's death, Qin Ran cooked and went out to ask her grandmother to eat.

Grandma had finished smoking a bucket of cigarettes, and there was no emotion on her old wrinkled face.

Qin Ran vaguely remembered that after hearing her call, her grandmother rarely looked at her deeply, and then gently knocked the pipe on the stone a few times, knocking out the ash in the pipe.

An old voice came from the faint voice, "I've smoked all my life, and I haven't seen God take me away, what do you say is the matter with your mother?" I got lung cancer for no reason, hey! Life is too thin, life is too thin. ”

Qin Ran's fists were clenched tightly, and her body was still wrapped around the apron made of waste cloth when her mother was alive.

It is a dark blue flower cloth.

Grandma got up and walked to the yard, Qin Ran didn't reply, and quietly followed behind. Serve the meal out and prepare it step by step.

Since she was in high school, Qin Ran has been living in school, and she hasn't been home much, and she hasn't talked to her grandmother much.

To be honest, she and her grandmother are not close, just like grandma and mother, they are not very close.

I've never seen how my grandmother treats her mother, and most of the time, they don't talk or chat.

Qin Ran probably has the same temperament as her mother, and she will not take the initiative to talk to her grandmother.

This is also the reason why she burst into tears when Mo Shaoyan forced her to recall Manshan County.

Because from beginning to end, she didn't have any good memories in Manshan County.

In life, it's not who is indifferent to you, how ruthless you are, for example, Qin Ran, she doesn't hate her sister-in-law, she doesn't resent her sister-in-law, at least her sister-in-law hates her clearly.

If Qin Ran didn't want to make herself angry, he could go around her and avoid her.

What makes Qin Ran really unbearable is that the uncles and uncles are down, they may take care of their face or the elderly, and they don't dislike Qin Ran without knowing it, but they will come up with three or two joking cold words or mean words at some critical moments, which make you feel irrefutable, but they deeply carve a few scars on your heart.

Regarding Qin Zhenghua's proposal to go back to Manshan County, Qin Ran actually had some doubts.

As far as she knew, the relationship between several of her uncles and Qin Zhenghua was not very cordial.

However, Qin Zhenghua helped Qin Zhenghua to go to the key high schools in the county like her.

It is estimated that Qin Zhenghua couldn't leave behind the relationship between his relatives and brothers, so he helped.

Qin Zhenghua is a smart person, he naturally doesn't want these people behind him to drag him down, and he has been refusing to return to Manshan County, presumably because he is afraid of trouble.

Qin Ran walked out of the building, it had been getting dark earlier and earlier these days, and it was still sunset when she used to go home, but now she couldn't see the sun at all.

Suddenly thinking of something, Qin Ran hurriedly touched his pocket and rummaged through the bag again.

It's really unlucky, I didn't take the USB drive, how can I start work at night?

Qin Ran held a mess of papers and hurried to the Department of Urology.

I hope Zhao Ziyang didn't get off work, she put the key to his office at the nurse's station when she left, and Zhao Ziyang left the key, and she estimated that she wouldn't be able to hand it over in time tomorrow.

When Qin Ran hurriedly felt urology, she happened to meet the little nurse on duty, Qin Ran grabbed her and hurriedly asked Zhao Ziyang if he was gone, the little nurse said that Zhao Ziyang had just been operated on and should still be in the office.

Qin Ran breathed a sigh of relief, and finally didn't have to rush.

As soon as he walked to the door of Zhao Ziyang's office, there was a strange gasping sound from inside the door.

"It hurts~" This coquettish pant is simply to the bones.

"Ahem," Qin Ran heard Zhao Ziyang's embarrassed cough, "You should be infected, I'll prescribe you some anti-inflammatory medicine, take it for a few days and see if it can reduce the swelling." ”