186. Passes

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Hua Ming's expression was very calm, as if all this had really been sealed in his childhood memories, and that was the end of what he said.

I didn't expect that what he said next would be even more shocking.

"The nanny had a child as old as me. The reason why she was instructed was because ......" Hua Ming paused, and her eyes sank, "if she doesn't do this, her child will die." ”

I frowned in disbelief and shook my head slightly, trying to imagine how he was feeling...... How it should be.

"That'...... And what about the other child? ”

"Orphanage."

"That'...... She knows, you know this? ”

Hua Ming nodded: "It was discovered on the spot." ”

I want to think about it, I know how she would explain that all the sins belong to someone else, not hers. I don't really want to know.

So, I smiled at him instead: "Didn't the candy toys soothe you?" You're a kid who can't handle it. Still holding grudges like this since you were a child? Don't forgive until now? ”

Hearing this, Hua Ming shrugged her shoulders undeniably and said calmly: "My nanny can sit in prison for more than ten years for her children, but my biological mother can use and sell her children for the sake of power." She is a person who lives for power, and the affection of children has long been an abandoned part for her. ”

"She's a mother, and she should still care." I still couldn't help but respond objectively, "It's just...... At that time, her desires were more important. ”

Hua Ming smiled faintly: "How much do you care, how to choose, she has already made a choice." ”

I pouted, "So...... If you alienate her, you will be the greatest punishment for her. So...... She is a different kind of to Hua Jin and Xiao Tian. I've heard Sweet say that she is a loving mother. Does that count as a kind of compensation? ”

"It was because of me that she was able to marry my father and change from an ordinary woman to a wealthy lady." Hua Ming said unhurriedly, "For her, I am a springboard for life." The existence of Hua Jin and Xiao Tian is where all her feelings as a mother lie. ”

I looked at him steadily, and even though he said it lightly and had nothing to do with him, I still felt a flaw hidden in his heart.

"Your relationship has always been like this, don't you regret it?"

"To be precise...... I was on my own to break free from her control. It's the smartest thing I've ever done. ”

I shook my head, couldn't help but touch his cheek with my palm, and looked at him intently: "I don't like this wisdom of yours. Because that's the case...... You don't trust anyone, you don't like to be touched by anyone. You've protected yourself too well and missed too much. ”

Hua Ming didn't dodge, nor did she dodge, but just said lightly: "It's okay." ”

These two words gently hit my heart, but they seemed to drill into my heart like a thousand pounds. These two words mean that he doesn't care. Or is it okay because you met me?

But what does it matter what the answer is at this moment?

I slowly put my arms around his neck and pillowed on his shoulder sockets, smelling the reassuring breath and my eyes moistened. At this time, I just wanted to give him such a hug and whisper in his ear, "It's okay." ”

"It's okay...... What the? ”

"It's okay...... You met me. ”

Then I heard Hua Ming laughing: "Don't be ashamed." ”

I looked up at him with a proud face: "I'm going to destroy your safe and cold world, so that you can no longer hide in it." We're going to do many, many things together, see many, many landscapes, and meet many, many strangers. You'll smile for the first time, and then reach out and say hello, thank you, and goodbye to those strangers. You will also find that there is still a lot of truth, goodness and beauty in this world. ”

Hua Ming listened to me like this, did not deny it, did not cater to it, and stuck to it, but she couldn't bear to break this wish of mine.

I know in my heart how hard it is to change the status quo. But at this moment, I really want to do my best.

"Let's go, get out of this place." I said, pulling him outside.

She didn't know where I was going, or what I was going to do.

Until, when the car arrived at the place I said, he was standing side by side with me in front of a handmade DIY shop. Although it was late, the shopkeeper was still there, so I took him in and sat down at the long table.

The table is lined with a variety of handicraft materials, including clay, beautiful beads, and colorful colored pens and cardboard.

Hua Ming seemed to get used to my rhythm, so she looked at me quietly.

I thought about it, walked over and sat down on the cardboard, and said to him mysteriously, "Sit there well, don't come and peek." I'm going to send you something. As he spoke, he flipped through his phone and drew on the cardboard.

He was still sitting nicely, his legs crossed and his eyes down and fiddling with his phone, only the corners of his mouth slightly raised and the occasional glance at me, letting me know that he hadn't gotten up and left.

I got the card and went to the shopkeeper to have it before I returned to him with a smile on my face.

Coughing lightly, he looked up at me.

I handed him the plastic card, a blank ticket drawn by hand. It's my name on it, and it's his name, or two side by side, it's just naΓ―ve.

As expected, Hua Ming raised his eyebrows, not knowing why.

"I know that life is realistic, and dreams are always just dreams." I put the ticket in front of him and said what was in my heart: "In that church, the last words I said were my dreams. Travel the world and see different landscapes......

"In the past, I have also drawn myself a ticket like this and told myself that as long as I am determined, I can go wherever I want. I didn't expect it, it came true. That's the town you took me to. Now, I'll send you one too. Me and you, the two of us...... We can go anywhere we want.

"Wait until the day comes, you are ready and want to leave this place with me; Be prepared to say hello to the strangest of worlds; Be prepared to leave your safe and comfortable world...... That's your pass. ”

Hua Ming was motionless, and her eyes were slightly red.

"First class?" He asked.

I shook my head: "Economy Class." ”

"Anywhere?" He asked again.

I nodded, "Anywhere." ”

"Never expires?"

I couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable in my eyes: "Yes, not yet." ”

"Even if it is...... We hated each other back then? His voice trembled slightly.

I looked at him intently: "Even if they have parted ways, even if they hate each other...... As long as you show your pass, I'm the passenger next to you until we reach our destination. ”

He stood up slowly, first looked at the pass in his hand and smiled softly, and then didn't say anything, just hugged me very lightly, as if he was tired, as if he couldn't exert any strength.

I wrapped my arms around his waist, thinking about nothing, leaving everything behind. If he takes out his pass at this time and says let's go, leave here forever, I'm probably desperate too.

It's a pity that he is a flower Ming.

And I'm likely to regret it when I get on the plane.

Abandon Tong Yu...... I can't.

Seeing Tong Yu in the hospital again was the next day. Before, I knew that he was there, and he would deliberately avoid it. This time, I deliberately picked his time to go to him.

A few days ago, I heard from the brothers in the boxing gym that although Tong Yu lost the game, the popularity of the boxing gym was obviously higher than before. So, Tong Yu is very busy. Busy taking care of the business of the gym, busy shooting commercials for endorsements.

It's rare to see him in formal clothes before, and even this time, I still don't feel very comfortable with him.

We stayed in front of my grandmother for a while in the hospital room, and then we found a reason to change to a corridor where no one was around.

"What's the joy today?" I quipped, "Wear it so grandly." ”

Tong Yu stood in the corner, his eyes did not look at me, and replied cowardly: "There is an interview in the afternoon." ”

I nodded my head, amazed at the fact that I was not angry with him at all. "That's a good performance. Don't stutter as soon as you're nervous. Anyway, you're also in fourth place, and you're close to winning the championship. ”

His eyes flickered obviously, and he snorted lightly: "Are you making fun of me?" ”

"Nope." I asked myself honestly, "I really think you deserve to win the championship." If it weren't for Grandma's illness, if it weren't for so many things that interfered with you......" Speaking of this, my chest tightened so much that I pretended to smile casually, "You can listen to it as sarcasm." I really hope that in the next tournament, you can get the belt. Not for others, for yourself. ”

Tong Yu looked at me slowly, his eyes flashed with mist, and he said for a long time: "I haven't seen you for so many days, you are here to talk about this?" ”

yes, I had a lot to say.

I wanted to scold him, beat him, ask him why he did such a thing, take his conscience, take the pride of a fighter, and take the future...... It's really worth it to take it all?! I also want to question him, since when did he not accept my money anymore, preferring to play fake boxing rather than do it?

Is it because he thinks I'm just here for money and flowers, and thinks my money is dirty?! Since when have we been so far apart?! And then...... Give him two more slaps and tell him it's because of him that I'm leaving the person I like. No, say I won't pay attention to him, and I'll let him suffer the consequences of all this......

But in the end, I just laughed: "There is no banquet in the world that will never be dissolved." I also want to say, thank you for taking me in and letting me stay in this home. Otherwise, I would have been broken and begging for a living on the streets. ”

Tong Yu's eyes were terribly red, and he tried his best to keep the tears from flowing.

I sighed: "But Tong Yu, I've grown up, and I'm no longer the little sister you brought home." My wings have long been hardened. ”