Chapter 118: In and Out of the Play (4)
Pushing open the bedroom door, it was quiet inside, Lu Jinnian walked in, and at a glance saw Qiao Anhao lying on the big bed, sleeping deeply.
Lu Jinnian lightened his steps, walked to the bed silently, stared at Qiao Anhao's eyebrows and eyes for a while by the dim light in the room, and then stretched out his hand, took away the mobile phone in Qiao Anhao's hand, and put it on the bedside table on the side, then picked up the quilt and gently covered most of her exposed back.
Lu Jinnian sat on the edge of the bed, and after a while, he stretched out his hand, gently touched her cheek, and slowly rubbed his thumb under her eyes, like wiping tears, and finally his hand stopped on her head, and he put it quietly for a long time, but he didn't move.
Since more than five years ago, he knew that she was someone he couldn't love, and he had always been able to be calm and indifferent in front of her, even if he occasionally got out of control, he would quickly hide his true emotions, so that she wouldn't notice that behind his loss of control, the real reason was deep love.
In his life, apart from his mother, the only person he cares about is her.
His mother gave him life and allowed him to come into this world and feel the coldest and darkest thing in the world.
And she gave him a new life, so that he could see that there was still a clean and warm existence in this world.
Little did she know that she had been all the hope and motivation in his life.
Even now, when he is soaring and he is high, she is still his hope and motivation.
No one knows that he obviously has a family in this world, but for so many years, he has been living alone.
Even though he is surrounded by so many people now, they don't know that he is actually lonelier in his heart than anyone else.
Since he was a child, he didn't have many things he longed for, only one of her, but there were many things he couldn't get, but she was among them.
He had thought about fighting for it, but before he could start, he was disqualified, and then, she began to avoid him.
Even he couldn't figure out why she started avoiding him?
Until now, he still clearly remembers that she completely withdrew from his world at a party organized by Xu Jiamu, at that time he was in a very bad state because of her, at that party, he drank a lot of wine, and when he was in a daze, he felt as if she had come to his side, and asked himself a word, he couldn't remember exactly what it was, because he was drunk, and he didn't remember what kind of words he said back at that time, but when he woke up again, she was no longer in the box, he asked Xu Jiamu, When did Qiao Anhao leave, Xu Jiamu said that he left very early, and he thought it was just a hallucination that he appeared, so he didn't pay much attention to it.