89. You must not know...

He thought about a lot of situations. Such as on a cold night. Ye Zhiyuan might have pretended to pat his face with regret. Then he said to him in a flat tone, "We've had enough." Just like a lot of male 'female' friends in the past. Or maybe Ye Zhiyuan clearly showed disgust. And then push to him so-called compensation. Don't even say anything . Never let him appear in his world again. Or they might just say to him, "You're such a disgusting guy right now."

He had been waiting for this moment. He thought he had everything he was ready for... Whatever it is. He would smile and say, "I see."

He thought he was going to be calm.

But my head was suddenly confused. The empty brain kept echoing the words that bordered on indifference. He could only look at Ye Zhiyuan in a daze. The eye sockets also became moist unconsciously.

He thought about it. But it wasn't the time without warning. At least it will keep him prepared. Obviously last second. They are still hugging and 'kissing' in the bones.

Why all of a sudden.......

"For ......" throat is really dry. The words rolled in my throat. but he was hoarse and could not speak. He stalked the terrier. In the end, I didn't say the next words.

"Are you crying?"

Zhou Xuan was stunned and didn't move. Until the slightly cool fingertips caress against his eyelids. He turned his face away in a sudden panic. But Ye Zhiyuan didn't let him do it. One hand fixed his face. The other hand persistently pulled his face back. Deep eyes stared at his expression earnestly. It's half a ring. He stubbornly asked, "Are you crying?"

Ye Zhiyuan's voice was hoarse. Expressions are blurred. With a bit of 'confusion'. Zhou Xuan's face was held by his hands. He looked at him blankly. I felt like I couldn't move.

What does it call me crying.

Did he cry.

Can't he fuck cry a bit.

Zhou Xuan was stunned. I felt some warm liquid slowly flowing out from the cracks of Ye Zhiyuan's fingers. It's like burning into the body's internal organs and ironing into the blood.

"I don't." Zhou Xuan slammed Ye Zhiyuan's hand away. looked at Ye Zhiyuan in panic.' A stiff smile appeared, "I see."

"I'll clean it up later. Then go back to China right away. You don't have to worry. Definitely won't leave you the slightest bit of trouble." Finally spoke up. Zhou Xuan wiped his tears fiercely. Trying to raise a big smile: "Thank you for taking care of you during this time." He spoke very quickly. Like a little rabbit who 'lost' his way and panicked and strayed in front of the hunter. Can't wait to finish. Leave no gaps. Just push the car 'door' and go out. The moment I turned around, I was strong and burst the embankment.

That's the end of it...... But why are you so unwilling?

Ye Zhiyuan frowned. grabbed him: "I'm crying so sadly. Do you really think you won't give me trouble?"

"I'll try. You, can you let go of ......" Zhou Xuan covered his mouth. The little face was flushed. Tear-soaked embarrassment. I tried my best to swallow the choking sound in my throat. Zhou Xuan didn't even have the strength to raise his hand and push Ye Zhiyuan's hand away.

Are you so afraid that he will give him trouble?

"You're such a fool." Ye Zhiyuan sighed. Pulled people back. Confined in his arms. Then he seemed to hate iron and steel, and said, "Don't you have anything else to say except 'I know'?"

Zhou Xuan covered his mouth and shook his head violently. The eyes are closed. I didn't want to see Ye Zhiyuan's calm eyes.

"Listen to me." Ye Zhiyuan pulled his hand away. You open my eyes."

"I don't ......" is still unspoken. The words were blocked. Ye Zhiyuan's soft 'lips' slowly 'kissed' on his 'lips'. Want to go back. The back of the head is clasped to death. Such a gentle kiss made him feel unbearable.

What is he doing. Now that we're going to break up. Also 'kiss' what he does.

He doesn't want to. I don't want to leave so embarrassed. But why did he have to 'force' him? He said he wasn't going to give him trouble. Why do you have to 'force' him to admit how sad he is? You can't leave him that little last bit of dignity.

"Don't cry. I'm kidding." Ye Zhiyuan stepped back a little. The tip of the nose against the tip of the nose. Fingertips rubbed against his red 'glamorous' and 'glamorous' lips. The voice is hoarse.

"I'm kidding." Ye Zhiyuan bit his 'lip'. Repeated.

Zhou Xuan opened his eyes suddenly.

"So. Don't cry."

"You bastard."

It happened too suddenly. Ye Zhiyuan didn't react yet. I heard a bang. Zhou Xuan directly swung his fist over. Ye Zhiyuan was caught off guard. Fell on the cramped saddle in embarrassment. and a heavy cubit in the abdomen;

"You're having fun, aren't you?" Zhou Xuan wiped his face fiercely. His eyes were full of determination. Inner fear, sadness, and uneasiness. All at once it all burst out. Gathering from the blood turns into great anger. as well as grievances and dissatisfaction. It seemed to swell unbearably all at once: "I'll tell you. I'm not playing with you anymore. You play on your own. You're not worth it at all."

What the fuck has been holding back dumb for. Like a 'woman' being crushed under him. I was afraid of his disgust all day long. Those who have low self-esteem are going to die. Or pretend to be generous. I don't care and do my best to do better. As a result. Fucking just keep playing him like a monkey.

Actually proposed to break up in such a tone. Then tell him he's joking.

What the fuck are you kidding...

His feelings are so cheap. It's worth it when he stomps under his feet again and again. One foot is not enough. I have to kick it hard a few times.

That's enough.

Zhou Xuan slammed the 'door' and left. There is nowhere to vent and kick on the 'flower' pot at the mouth of the 'door'. Without looking up, he ran back to his room.

It doesn't matter what he wants. It's not even his fucking turn. Zhou Xuan spread out his suitcase. I don't care about what to fold. I stuffed my clothes inside. A box full of stuffs. But I can't close it. Zhou Xuan simply pressed it up. It doesn't matter that the edge is pressed against the corner of the garment. The more embarrassing. The more anxious you are. The more the box seems to be against him. Finally. Smack. The overwhelmed clasp is broken.

", even you're going to go against me." Zhou Xuan fell suddenly. I looked at the box for a long time. Suddenly it bounced. Threw some clothes out. I just hurriedly picked up the important items and put them back.

When Ye Zhiyuan rushed in. The room was a mess. Clothes were thrown all over the place. There were also some 'messy' things that fell from the 'bed' all the way to the ground. And the little one. Slumped on the ground. I'm angrily closing the box. Throw out some clothes. Eyebrows locked. And then I threw out some bits and pieces. See or can't close. Anxious green tendons burst out. His forehead was covered with a little bit of sweat. I don't know what I'm talking about in a frustrated mouth. Annoyed, angry and irritable.

Such a vivid image of Zhou Xuan.

Ye Zhiyuan was stunned. Just took a step. Just step on a photo frame.

Zhou Xuan in the photo had a bright smile on his face. Silly compared to a scissorhands. Two has to be in two. Ye Zhiyuan slept soundly. Less the majesty between the eyebrows on weekdays. It has a quiet and tranquil feeling. And Zhou Xuan was pouting and kissing his face. His eyes were full of smug glances after he had succeeded.

When was it.

Ye Zhiyuan picked up the half-broken photo frame. I watched it for a while. Slowly walked to Zhou Xuan's side.

"Don't take it." Zhou Xuan was visibly stiff. And then immediately stuffed it even harder.

"I don't understand you." Ye Zhiyuan circled his body from behind. Not much strength. But it skillfully shackled his hands and feet. Zhou Xuan earned it. only to find out that compared to his man. What a disparity in his power compared to his. It's so small that it's not worth mentioning at all.

"What the do you want to play?"

"What is this photo?"

“....... Who knows." Zhou Xuan was stunned. Looking at the broken photo frame, I suddenly felt my heart tighten. He was so angry just now. Seeing this photo, I fell directly to the 'door'. Now my heart is densely crawling through an unknown emotion. That's the only photo they have taken together. Although only his unilateral **.

Now it's like a metaphor.

"It doesn't matter anyway. Throw him away."

"Zhou Xuan."

"Ye Zhiyuan." Zhou Xuan interrupted Ye Zhiyuan's voice. The voice was surprisingly calm: "You look. I'm such a vulgar person. Foul-mouthed. People are ordinary. I also love to take the cavity. Love to take itself seriously at every turn. It's as if all the people in the world owe themselves. Now I see it clearly. I'm not worthy of you. No. I shouldn't have had anything to do with you. That is, I am a shameless person. Dead or alive will stick to you......"

"What nonsense." Ye Zhiyuan interrupted him in annoyance.

"No. Ye Zhiyuan, you let me finish. Let's just break up. It's true. I'm tired." After speaking. Zhou Xuan closed his eyes. Leaning back. As if overwhelmed, he poured all his weight on Ye Zhiyuan's body: "I've been playing like this. It's really boring."

"That's enough. I don't know what you're talking nonsense." Ye Zhiyuan didn't like his tone. What is called playing. When did he play with him?" Today I was wrong. I just wanted to see how you react. You don't know.." You've been unsure of how uncertain you are.

It's crazy, it's crazy. Seems to be very happy. But he would suddenly get up in the middle of the night and sit on the windowsill in a daze. I have something to say to you. Obviously my heart is full of stories. In the end, he didn't say a word. Laughing chicly. Pretending to be clear and transparent without a trace of sadness.

Such a you. I'm not sure.

"All in all. I'm not going to let you go. You are now. Don't want to leave."

"Ye Zhiyuan. You're so selfish."

"Say whatever you want."

Both stopped talking. The room fell into a mysterious silence.

It's half a ring." Let's make a pact. If you're not kidding next time.." Zhou Xuan smiled. Don't embarrass me, okay. I'll leave quietly. Let's get together and disperse. Please don't treat me with the tricks you've used to dealing with lovers."

Ye Zhiyuan's hand on his waist tightened.

Zhou Xuan tilted his head. Now that everything has been said. A bite on Ye Zhiyuan's 'lip': "You must not know. How much I like you."

And. Love you.