On the seventh day after Qin Zhenghua's suicide, Qin Ran was unconscious, as a daughter, she was in pain, but she didn't cry, as always, maybe because she was already a mother, and she was afraid that crying would affect the child in her belly.

She raised her hand to caress her bulging abdomen, which was swollen and seemed to be wriggling, and there was restlessness in her belly, a proof of the existence of a life in it.

Looking up at this home, Zhong Zhicheng promised him the home, simple and generous blue-gray style, occasionally a few warm colors as a backdrop, and some delicate objects on the antique shelves, even so, she only felt so monotonous.

It turns out that home is like this, and one less person is less homely.

Zhong Zhicheng hadn't come back for a week, and Qin Ran was the only one at home at this time.

She lived as usual, ate and slept as usual, but there was always a feeling of emptiness in her heart.

The computer in the study has not been turned on for a long time, and there is no one in front of the TV in the living room.

It was Qin Ran's own choice to live so lonely, she never blamed Zhong Zhicheng, she knew that her actions broke his heart, but she had no choice but to guard the home he gave her.

Zhong Zhicheng had been in the hospital for a whole week, and Qin Ran knew his whereabouts, but she never thought of looking for him, or rather, she was afraid to face him.

After packing up the leftover breakfast, her graduate supervisor called, and Corey had a new batch of instruments to take care of it.

Qin Ran picked up his coat and hurriedly went out.

Zhong Zhicheng and Qin Ran both work in the hospital, Zhong Zhicheng is the "holy hand" of urology and the "golden baby" of Corey, and he can top the kidney transplant team of the entire Provincial People's Hospital with one hand. Qin Ran has just been a graduate student, in the laboratory department.

Even if the two were in the same hospital every day, Qin Ran didn't think about taking the initiative to talk to Zhong Zhicheng, after all, she wanted to cut her kidney at the cost of her child to save her father Qin Zhenghua, and even regardless of Zhong Zhicheng's feelings, she ran to have a miscarriage.

However, she did not succeed and was stopped by his friend's sister, a pediatrician.

Zhong Zhicheng rushed to the obstetrics department and didn't say a word, and after seeing that Qin Ran was safe and sound, he only left one sentence, "I still have surgery, so I'll go first." ”

Qin Ran went to the laboratory department, and after handing over the new equipment, the senior sister gave her a few more test sheets, saying that someone would come to pick them up later, the urgent test sheet of the urology.

She clicked the mouse a few times, and the printer started with a bang, but in a few seconds, a few points of the list were printed, and she picked up the test sheet, hesitated, and said to the senior sister on the side, "I'll send it over." ”

The location of the Department of Urology, Qin Ran is familiar with it anymore, she stayed there for a short time after graduating from the undergraduate internship, on the 8th floor of Building 5, Qin Ran entered the special elevator for employees in a white coat and raised her hand to press "8".

The upward weightlessness of the elevator was very intense, and Qin Ran was a little uncomfortable, after all, with his stomach up, the burden on his waist was not easy.

Qin Ran went to the doctor's office first to deliver the test sheet, she hoped that she could meet the long-awaited person there, but the busy doctor's office did not have that cold and solemn figure.

She was a little disappointed, she looked down at her abdomen, Qin Ran sighed helplessly, so far, she couldn't blame anyone at all.

For the sake of her and the child, Zhong Zhicheng actually promised Qin Ran to transplant his kidney to Qin Zhenghua.

When Qin Zhenghua learned of this, he didn't want to affect his daughter, let alone let Zhong Zhicheng, who had no blood relationship with him, but for the sake of his daughter's willingness to donate her organs, he chose to take the initiative to end his life.

He injected more than a dozen milliliters of air into his vein, and the person instantly had difficulty breathing, palpitations and sudden death.

Qin Ran handed over the test sheet to the people under Zhong Zhicheng's hand, and was about to leave the doctor's office, when a group of people rushed in.

The group of people were uniformly dressed in black, each with a peculiar hairstyle, rude words, and a bad attitude, Qin Ran didn't care, and only thought it was a small fight among his family members.

She wanted to squeeze past the group of people and go out, but a short and fat man pushed Qin Ran's shoulder from the front, Qin Ran almost stumbled, but fortunately she reacted quickly and helped a table next to the door.

"Don't let any of you go today!" The short and fat man pointed to the crowd in the doctor's office and said viciously, "Come on! Brothers, smash me! ”

Before Qin Ran could react, a group of people crossed her and strode towards the doctor's office, the female doctor in the office was too frightened to move, and several strong men went up, grabbed their hair and threw them to the wall, "Stand up for Lao Tzu, if you dare to move-" A man shook his teeth and said fiercely, and then he took out a fruit knife from his trouser pocket, and the shiny blade emitted bursts of cold light.

The short and fat man glanced at Qin Ran, made a look at the person behind him, and walked out from behind a man with sharp ears and monkey cheeks, he pushed and shoved Qin Ran to the wall, Qin Ran saw that the situation was not good, she protected her stomach with one hand, and took precautions with the other.

Most of the people in the doctor's office are resident doctors, all poor students who have just graduated from graduate school and have not seen the world.

There were also a few boys who wanted to go up to resist, but the other party was so strong that they surrounded a few boys and kicked them down with a few kicks, which was a punch and kick.

Several boys were beaten and wailed, and Qin Ran was shocked when she heard it.

There were even people who picked up a chair on the side and slammed it on the head of one of the boys, Qin Ran was the closest to them, and at the moment before the man smashed the chair down, Qin Ran rushed forward and pushed the man away.

Her actions angered several people around her, they all surrounded her, someone behind her pulled Qin Ran's ponytail, Qin Ran's sore neck leaned back, and couldn't help but follow the person behind her backwards, the person flung it, Qin Ran only felt a tear on her scalp, she was thrown out, and the whole person flew out because of the unstable center of gravity and flew to the door.

Falling heavily on the ground, Qin Ran tried his best to support his arms to prevent his abdomen from being concussed and impacted.

"Looking for death? Okay, fulfill you," the man who threw Qin Ran on the ground picked up the chair that was about to smash the boy just now, and raised his hand to pick it up in the direction of Qin Ran.

Qin Ran unconsciously turned her back and left her back to him, she hugged her stomach tightly, but the expected pain did not come as expected.

With her eyes closed, she only felt that someone suddenly pressed on her, and then there was a painful snort from behind, Qin Ran opened her eyes and looked back in a daze, the man's familiar handsome face was hideous due to pain at this time, and the originally cold and handsome face was completely stiff at this time.

A thick and greasy red streamed down the collar of his white coat, and a drop fell on Qin Ran's white sleeve. The bright red liquid was like vermilion paint, and it quickly spread as soon as it fell, "Zhong Zhicheng? Qin Ran trembled, her lips trembled, and she called the man's name bloodlessly.

Zhong Zhicheng's eyes slowly closed, and in the end, he fell weakly on Qin Ran's body.

Qin Ran was so close to him that he could even see the long eyelashes of Zhong Zhicheng's closed eyes, but when his body pressed against her like a thousand gold, Qin Ran was completely panicked, "Zhong Zhicheng? Zhong Zhicheng——! ”

Bright red blood flowed down Zhong Zhicheng's back and neck, and his white coat was stained with several blood marks, which was even more tragic than the crime scene in a horror movie.

Qin Ran's entire sleeve had completely changed color, she looked at all this with no master, watching the people around her being frightened by the blood and fainting people as if they were frozen, and looking at the blood gushing from the back of Zhong Zhicheng's neck, she was completely stunned.

Suddenly, the pain in her abdomen woke her up, she suddenly realized something, and shouted for help, "Help, help, help——! ”

However, the urgent exhalation did not stop the warm feeling flowing from under her, Qin Ran suddenly despaired, and it was pitch black in front of her, and after that, she fell into a long dream, as if she would never wake up from this dream.

Before she could say sorry to Chung and tell him that she had an ultrasound yesterday, the doctor told her that their child was healthy and that he had not had time to show him the pictures of their child under the ultrasound.

If God wants to punish her because of her selfishness, then punish her alone, why should Zhong Zhicheng be involved, why should they be affected by their children, if this dream is destined to be a nightmare, then let her sleep with Zhong Zhicheng and their children, and never wake up.

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The truth is not as everyone thinks, and what should be faced will eventually be faced.

When Qin Ran woke up, Zhong Zhicheng had already woken up, his neck was wrapped in heavy gauze, and he was by her side as always like every time before.

Qin Ran called out with tears, "Zhong Zhicheng." The voice was small and gentle, for fear that if I exerted myself, the person in front of me would disappear.

"I'm here," Zhong Zhicheng stretched out his left hand and grabbed Qin Ran's wrist.

It looked extremely awkward, but Qin Ran couldn't say anything was wrong.

I only felt that my abdomen hurt so much, and seeing that the stomach that should have been a small mountain bag was gone, Qin Ran suddenly panicked, "What about the child?" What about my child? ”

"Premature, caesarean section, in the intensive care unit," Zhong Zhicheng replied very simply, but the tone was gentle.

"I-" Qin Ran couldn't believe it, just when she was in a daze, this child was born like this. She went from being frightened to being frightened now, and all this was really unbearable.

"You were originally in a coma, and there were obvious signs of contractions, if you didn't have a caesarean section, you and the child couldn't be saved, do you know who did the operation?" Zhong Zhicheng asked.

"It can't be you, right?" Qin Ran felt that it was impossible, so he quickly vetoed, "It can't be you." ”

"Of course it's not me, it's Wen Luan," Zhong Zhicheng said.

"He's back?" Qin Ran asked in surprise.

"I was transferred back three days ago, and I didn't even inform me, and I came back quietly."

Qin Ran looked at the thick gauze wrapped around his neck, and there was a bulging bag behind his neck, remembering that Zhong Zhicheng had shed so much blood before, he couldn't help but ask worriedly, "Zhong Zhicheng, how are you?"

"Didn't you see me like this?" Zhong Zhicheng raised his right hand. His right hand maintained a stiff posture, "You owe Mo Shaoyan a favor and I guess you took revenge on me, and the last three fingers, I felt the pain and temperature disappear." ”

"What?" Qin Ran exclaimed.

"But it's nothing, I can move, it's just that I don't feel anything in half my hand." Zhong Zhicheng said arbitrarily.

"Zhong Zhicheng, don't be like this, do you know what this means to you?" Qin Ran choked up.

"Shhh

Qin Ran was obedient and didn't dare to say a word more.

Only in my heart I silently said to Zhong Zhicheng: Zhong Zhicheng, half a hand has no pain and temperature, which means that it is impossible for you to hold a scalpel in your life.